Missing Someone special

I tried to convince myself I didn't want you anymore.
I just can't let go.
I don't want to see you move on, but I'm not doing much about it either.
You're two different people and I wish it would stop, because I'm living to die and dieing to live, but it doesn't mean a thing to me, until I have you. I felt so good when I was with you, you made me feel like the world; to hear i was your favorite and the best you ever had. You were not ashamed and would hold my hand anywhere. We'd talk on the phone for hours, and every time we kissed it felt like i was dreaming. Love felt like heaven when I was with you; and now that you're gone im hurting like hell. I miss you so much, and I wish you were here, but I made the wrong choice and its too late, too many mistakes had been made and i lost you, forever -- but you didn't loose my love because i loved you ever since the day i met you. and ill never forget you, because to me, you are the WORLD

Everyday i think of you.

Everyday you cross my mind.
Everyday i see something that reminds me of you.
Everyday I'm missing you.
Everyday i wish you were mine.
Everyday i wonder what could of been.
Everyday i think of why you did this.
everyday I'm getting stronger.
Everyday I'm moving on.
But 

everyday ill always miss you