To My Blue Rose only

My heart feels such pain,
tell me how to stop my tears.
What can I do to ease the pain?
Why, has life always been so hard,
showering me with such heavy burdens?
 The tears keep falling as I lay down to sleep. My eyes wide open, flashes of my past,
Of things I lost in my life. As the tears fall, memories
floating around in my mind, going back in time.
Remembering all the good times When I had it all.

The tears are falling like a summer rain,
wishing I could turn back time.
Never thinking one day, there would
be no you here beside me
With tears falling down my face,
Knowing there is nothing left
but my memories of times past,
When you were there beside me
Keeping me safe.
Making all the problems seem small
As you are standing so tall.
No tears of sorrow,
only Love, hope and happiness, Never thinking of tomorrow.
Now as my tears are falling
there is no one here to wipe them away.
Just my hands of loneliness Praying, what to do.
I stare at nothing,trying to decide where do I go from here,
Which way do I turn?
The tears are falling, remembering all the things I took for granted, now that all is lost and gone.
As I wipe the tears falling down my face I look up to the sky and pray.
"Please God, help to show me the way.
Lead me down the right path, give me the strength to carry on.
It's so lonely here by myself with so many things to do.
I need you to give me the faith to see me through."
The tears have stopped falling.
With God's help I'll figure out what I need to do.
It may not be the best, But it's the best that I can do,
Living my life by myself, without you.