BABY i miss you !!!

I don’t think that you ever imagined how much pain I would be in once you were gone,

Because if you had; you wouldn't have left me.

Words cannot express the amount of emotions that have come with trying to let you go. 

Every day has been a struggle.

Its been a year and its still hard for me to grasp that your really gone.

Sometimes, still, I don’t know what to do with myself.

There have been days that I haven’t wanted to get out of bed,

And days that if I allowed myself, I could cry and cry and cry.

A year later and I still sit and stare at your pictures, 

Sometimes I sleep with them by my side.

I miss your voice.

I miss your smile,

Your eyes, your touch

Your smell, your phone calls

And your comforting ways.

Until I see you and dad again, 

I am always missing you both so incredibly much!