Girl Tears Of Guilt

nobody really knows how much she blames herself 
she wipes a tear from her face,
and stares at the picture on the shelf.
she shouldn't have screamed and yelled that night on the phone.
maybe if she'd changed her tone Mama would have come home.
instead her Mama disappeared with out a trace 
she never said goodbye to her
now tears roll down her face.
she misses mom more than anyone could see,
its just too bad the little girl is me.
my Mama left me lonely and sad.
I miss the few good times we had
maybe if I had held my tongue that day...
mama would be here to stay.
now I shed a tear every day because I miss my mom
it's really hard to deal with, knowing she's really gone.