I have to Pay

I’m sorry you can’t trust me

And won’t ever let me in

I’m sorry you don’t believe in me

And that I could not win

I’m sorry for not being perfect

And being able to break your fears

I’m sorry for messing up

And causing all your tears

I’m sorry I can’t fix it

And make you want to stay

I’m sorry I wasn't good enough

And now I have to pay

I’m sorry I ever doubted it

And made you second guess

I’m sorry I was so stupid

You haven’t seen my best