Sorry

I love you so very much, Even thou at times I do things that hurt, I try so hard to hope that you always see, How much you being in my life means to me,
I am sorry yet again for causing you pain,  that is the last thing I ever wanted to do, Even when I am trying to look out for you  and do the right thing 
I mess up, I am sorry for that too.
I hope that you still know how much I love and cherish you,
Like nothing else in my life gives me the trill of being loved by you. So I hope that you listen and see it in my eyes, 
this sincere apology that comes with tears from deep inside.