Oh God why You gave me life!

Oh God why You gave me life! 
For I have no reason to live
And no reason to smile
Happiness no where
And Loneliness far miles
Oh God! 
I love Death as I hate Life! ! ! 
No sunshine in my life
And darkness cursing me
Loitering around like dried leaves
Useless though free
If I am to be burried in the grave one day! 
In this world You brought me why? 
I love Death as I hate Life! ! ! 
Everyone hating me
Ignoring me like a scrap
But when You gave me a gift
In the golden WORLD wrapped
The world of happiness
The world of Light
The world which I never wanted to come to an End
Thank You Oh God! 
For giving me a priceless gift called freind
And only for this reason
I Love Death As I Love LIFE