The silence of our conversation

The silence of our conversation Is worse than anything you can say And that fact that there's but silence between us Is well to my dismay I love you so much Yet silence is the only thing I let escape
Silence draped over our conversations Like a long, black cape There's so much I want to tell you But I know I wouldn't And I want to scream at you But I know I shouldn't
I know you want to say something too Of this I'm sure But it is only so little That you or I will endure The few times we talk I can hear it in you voice I can her uncertainty And the need to make a choice 
I wish silence would leave Once and for all Then maybe we could have better communication Perhaps even outside a phone call And I try so hard
Just like I try to make this poem rhyme But it just takes too much effort And way too much time But you can't expect me to let silence take over And if you do you are very wrong And if we continue like this We won't be together long And I bet that's what you want
The silence continues..... And so does this game What's worst is I know That I'm the only one to blame It's all my fault It's because of what I did and didn't do
And it hurts so much Because I'm so in love with you
I can hear in the silence What I've heard for some time You don't say anything
But I know what's on your mind You leave behind silence In the dark abyss that is my heart And what's worst is I, myself, tore it apart
When I realized what I was doing It was already too late Just another Twist of my terrible fate And silence took over A silence caused by me A silence that's eternal A silence that won't leave