Absent

In a sea of salt waters
Endevours are enclosed
As insobriety washes away
My lifes secrets are exposed
Loss all around me is fully evident
As my soul begins to scream
Not knowing where I am headed
But definitely knowing where I have been
Hurt keeps rolling in not knowing what is in store
Bandaging the broken pieces
That slowly washes upon shore
The water no longer blue 
But instead a sea of red
Thinking about forever closing my eyes
And floating away on this drifting bed
To remember would be to much
To surrender leaves me no possibilities
Because the water is my life that is slowly drowning me

No Way

Love a sense of belonging,
A common feeling of caring.
Heartbreak severe loneliness,
A common feeling of emptiness.
Bipolar is a common explanation,
But there is no real vaccination.
There's no way to escape it,
There's no way to take it.
It's in your blood,
It's part of you,
It's what you feel
It's what you do
Don't start trying to run,
It'll hunt you down.
It brings you down at the point of a gun,
Shuts you up with the slightest sound.
Say your prayer and close your eyes,
Heartbreak is here to stay for the night.

Tears No More

I told you how I felt
but you turned the other cheek
I was basically rejected
I feel so small, so very weak
I found the reason why I always keep to myself
I hate this feeling of pain
Of being rejected like I'm not good enough
This will happen never again
I'm tired of letting people in
I'm tired of being alone
I'm tired of being rejected and hurt
This is it that feelings gone
I'm not gonna let you in
I'm not gonna let you see my tears fall
I'm not gonna let you see me hurt
I'm not gonna let you bring me down most of all
I told you how I felt
Because I wanted you to know
But apparently you would never feel the same
So I guess its time for me to go

When life call you must answer

It calls once in a while
Asking you to go an extra mile
If you answer you know what to expect
The challenge that has to be met
Why answer the call??
It won’t make a difference at all
That is an askew thought 
You know the call can’t be fought
You know you have to
This you can’t argue
Its going to be hard
Your mind is now unbarred
You say hello 
There's that friendly fellow
LIFE!!!

Love Making

The image blaring so loud,
The carelessness of emotions,
Directed to the ocean’s tide.
Upon the lips of the shore,
It violated the property of humanity.
As the creature craved for more,
Overwhelmed by the desires of calamity
The sea declared it’s war,
A bondness overshadows ,
While a violent breeze blow ,
The earth was now in the gallows,
While a rhythmic gust showed,
Devouring everything for its keep,
Rough, but gentle, the creature enjoyed,
The ride she just deployed.

True Words

In search of truth
In search of light
In search of good
In search of right
Now if you seek 
Which things are true
Take as your guide
This one sure clue.
It never fails
It’s always right…
If the World believes it
It can’t be right.

And if you seek
The source of light
Don’t follow masses
In dark of night.
But go alone
In secret space
That light will shine
With all its grace.
Perhaps you want
To know who’s good
Look for the one 
Misunderstood…
Hated by all
That man you’ll find
Has done God’s will
With determined mind.

And finally if
You do what’s right
Expect none less
Than wrath and spite.
For these eternal 
Words are true
“The World hated me
Before it loved you.”

Feeling to you

Sometimes I wonder how I feel about you,
Scared of these feelings because it’s still new
I catch myself thinking of the best way to share,
Hoping you’ll return my confession showing you care
And then I catch myself again… and drag my thoughts back to reality
I am back at square one, does this just happen to me?
You aren’t like anyone I have met
How much longer do I have to write, can I tell you yet?
When I come back from my thoughts I feel more secure
But then I sleep… and the dreams of you occur
The dreams I have of you are so vivid and clear
I feel true happiness inside and that there is nothing to fear
People say dreams have underlying meanings and not to ignore them
I say we both know what they mean and now I want you to hear. Hear what I am about to say to you, feel it with my body, see it in my face
Hear it in my words and tone when we converse
I love you! I love you more than I ever thought I could
Be with me always and be loved like you should

Just let me know

Whenever I'm around you, I feel like life's complete. 
I don't know what to say, But you make my heart beat. 
I'm scared to say hello, But it hurts to say good-bye. 
I've been hurt before, Now I feel like loves just a lie. 
I'm falling really hard, There's no stopping me this time. 
I think you're there to catch me, To finally let me shine. 
I lose my voice, When your nearby. 
I'm scared to mess things up
I'm scared you'll say good-bye. 
I'm sorry if I'm wrong, When it comes to liking you. 
Just let me know, I don't want to be hurt by you

there's nothing to hide

Communication takes practice, it's never perfect,

sometimes not patient,

sometimes not kind,

but you have to say what's on your mind.

Lend an ear, listen not just hear, 

to the ones you love so dear.

Communication is not a one way street,

it takes two, to concur this feat.

Communication is hard you see,

but in the end, it is key, to that great relationship, 

we all want and need.

Open your heart, say what's on your mind,

When you are partners 

for life there's nothing to hide.

Love always Wins

Hope can be lost, faith can die.

Friends can betray you, and family can lie.

Names can be forgotten, but never faces.

Infatuation can be fun, but love always wins the races!

My Storm

When it’s to rain, 

clouds gather up in the sky.

So dark, mild, puffy and scary.

No place is laid out for better safety.

Here, is where all shall stay to witness thunder 

and its blossoming lightning.

Creatures go about with no assurance of survival.

But nature, embraces our powerless selves 

to relax knowing that all is well.

Like trouble, when it affiliates our lives

without a sign of caution.

Brings nothing but turmoil to these shaken souls-

Helplessly gazing ahead for all confusion to pass on.

Earth is never fun when one is sulking, 

cause then death prevails.

Rain on its own sanctifies.

Same clouds that cover you with fear, 

bring down water of life.

Darkness loiters around for a while;

and blinds your focus so you see not when it turns.

When it turns, so far away that 

your vision is blared 

with any troubles ever existed.

It’s for this truth that, 

rejoice when clouds gather.

For sadness sent down are disguises 

filled with blessings to come fourth!

As the sun shines after this huge storm.

Awake Or Asleep

Everyday I think of something beautiful and deep,

Before I go to sleep.

It brings a smile

And gives the strength to go another mile.

What does a day hold;

If it’s not something sweet and bold?

A hello to a new stranger

A hug to the old friend

A kiss to the beloved,

And a fight with someone close and at hand.

A walk of faults and regrets

Giving hope to make things best.

Thoughts that may be a little sad

Reminds of all things that make me happy.

Slowly in the years I realized

Nobody is born intelligent and wise.

Risk taken can be calculated

And truths can be manipulated.

It’s not when I get up from sleep

It’s how much I’m awake when I’m going to sleep.

In Memory Of feelings

There are only a handful of people
That you'll meet in life
That truly touch your heart
And make you glad you’re alive
They've got a special presence
When they walk into a room
It's almost like they were sent there
To take away your gloom
They can make you happy when
Everything seems sad 
So happy it almost makes you mad
They forget about their problems
And brighten up your day
And you don't realize it until
They’ve gone away
They teach us to enjoy everyday
Live life to the fullest
Laugh, love and play
Because there's no guarantee
You’ll get another day
So if you have a chance to make someone smile don’t pass up the opportunity to make them happy for awhile
It may be their last chance and
You'll remember them and their smile.

Heaven and Hell

Hell is other people who
No matter what you do
Always find something to judge
They drag you through the sludge
And see through your thin disguise
As they shred you with their eyes
All their faults and lack
They place upon your back
Unable to see their own transgression
It becomes their only obsession
To find all of your flaws
And all your broken laws
And they won’t even let you live
Because they refuse to forgive

Heaven is other people who
No matter what you do
Choose to see the best
In you and forget the rest
They don’t dwell on your sin
Since they want all to win
They don’t create divisions
By their prideful derisions
Of those with whom they differ
For they know that the transfer
Of their own guilt to another
Will come back and smother
Their efforts to be free
And their search for unity

My little Angels

I have this little angel. For me she left her wings.
She has no idea how much happiness she truly brings.
She brightens up my days with her smiles and her laughs.
She helps me to remember all the blessings that I have.
Her face, it is so perfect, she's sweet and soft and pure.
Sometimes she can be willful and sometimes she is demure.
She tries her very hardest to please and do what's right.
She gives the greatest hugs from morning until night.

Every person that has known her sees this light within her soul
I know that in this whole great world, she has a special role.
She's helpful and considerate to everyone she knows
This light in her shines brighter as my angel grows.
When she sees someone is sad, it opens up her heart.
She wants to do all that she can; she wants to do her part.
She'll squeeze away the sorrow and make me forget about my pain.
She shows me where the sun is when we're hiding from the rain.

I know that God must love me, He showed me with His Grace
I knew just how completely when I saw my angel's face.
And in that very moment when she came into my world,
I knew that she was so much more than just my baby girl.
She would be my sunshine, with a sweetness that won't end.
And when she grows up one day she would be my closest friend.
She would be the reason I would always try my best.
For my little angel baby girl would be my greatest test.

When God entrusts to you an angel, who has left her wings for you.
Encircle her with love with everything you do.
Let her know God made her, and that He trusts you with her care.
Be sure to make time for special moments with her to share.
And when at night she finally does her prayers and goes to sleep
I Thank Him for my angel, and ask for him to always keep
A watchful eye and hand to protect her from this world.
Protect my little angel

I'm brave enough.

You say you’re afraid of being alone

You can’t do a thing on your own

You don’t know where to get the courage

to overcome those fears that bother you

I sensed that you needed somebody

And now I’m here to fill that somebody

Never to leave you alone

So you can stand on your own

Remember what I've told you,

that fear is only in the mind?

I believe that you can make it, just like me…

Because, for once, I’m also afraid

And I don’t know where to get the strength

to overcome my weakness

Now, I am brave enough to stand beside you

Yes, I am brave enough…

Maybe you’ll ask, “Why are you brave enough?”

My answer is simple and true:

“I’m brave enough because of You”

rainy day

God blessed me one rainy day
He sent me an angel from so far away
To love and help me though all my woes
To guide and stand by me when I face my foes
Then one day God called her back
I missed my angel so I followed her tracks
Now in heaven all safe and sound
I see my angel flying around
Now it’s my turn to do a good deed
I’m sent back to earth to help people in need
So when life’s lessons are getting you down 
Don’t sit there sulking and wearing a frown
Sit back and reflect all the good times you've seen 
Like weddings , birthdays and place’s you've been
Think yourselves lucky because we are still here
To hold the memories of loved ones so dear

From Ignorance To Success

The road to success is not straight

There is a curve called Failure, 

a loop called confusion,

speed bumps called Friends, 

red lights called Enemies, and

caution lights called Family

But if you have a spare called Determination,

an engine called Perseverance,

insurance called Faith, and

a driver called God,

you will make it to a place called Success!!