Monday, April 30, 2012

Mine is to imagine,

Mine is to imagine, 
what wonders life may bring.
Of pure unspoiled simplicities, 
of birds that fly on wing.
Of lands across the oceans, 
that i may never see.
Or how different my families lives, 
if I had never been.
The depths of real silence, 
or the solitude of death.
Or how the winters vapours drift, 
on a cold fresh morning breath.
For there are no outer limits, 
to the things my mind can dream.
No bounderies or restrictions, 
on just how far i see.
And so I'll keep as precious, 
the space inside my head.
Even if the time I have, 
is only when in my bed.

Mans words can change our world. Code name' Apollo

I've heard the thoughts of many men, 
from all around the world.
Words of statesmen, about world peace, 
or Fathers 'bout their girls.
But the one thing they all share in bond, 
they all believe they're right.
Whether about nations, death and war, 
or their babies sleepless nights.
For the words of men on subjects dear, 
they cannot be mistaken.
Nor they be swayed from their true beliefs, 
or have their morals shaken.
So next time you hear one speaking, 
about peace or clouds on high.
Before you dismiss all he says, 
take a look into his eyes.
For real courage and conviction, 
is bourn from in our souls.
And if spoken true, from deep within, 
Mans words can change our world.

Our own way

Child so sweet, child so pure.
never again to be so unsure.
That's what they tell you, as you grow, 
your life, your plan, your place you'll know.
But how to learn the place we fit? 
how do we learn, which side we sit? 
For life is mystery, long and deep, 
we toss and turn, whilst fast asleep.
For in our dreams we can't escape, 
lives we can't measure, with stick or tape.
But each our innate paths we find, 
as lifes great mysteries each unwind.
And as we lay alone in death, 
taking in our long last breath.
We rest at peace at close of day, 
knowing we did it our own way

Too old


i am too old to learn new tricks
yet too young to forget the old tricks
i am too old to care much about anything
yet i am too young to stop caring entirely
i am too old to become reckless
too young to play it safe
too old to be afraid of the future
too young not to be scared by today
too old to play ball
too young to be out of the game
I am an awkward age

Sunday, April 29, 2012

just a dry river bed.

Cry me a river.
I’ll never forget.
Nor will I forgive you
of the sins you’ve commit.
Cry me a river.
I’ll walk away.
Just like you did
every damn day.
Cry me a river.
Do you have no shame?
I am miserable
and you’re to blame.
Cry me a river.
For around my heart
I’ve built a dam,
keeping us apart.
Cry me a river.
It won’t change my mind.
Nothing you do now
will erase all that time.
Cry me a river.
I’ll ignore your tears.
Just like you’ve ignored me
all these years.
Cry me a river.
You never felt love.
You just wanted to play
a game of push and shove.
Cry me a river
and I’ll spare a kiss.
It’ll mean goodbye
as I flee to heavenly bliss.

Truth is lost somewhere among the seven seas,

They say they want the truth, others say they can't handle the truth
They say the truth never sounded this good,
When the truth was about peace and love,
Some say the truth is lost somewhere among the seven seas,
Others say only the truth is what really sets us free,
I was told that the truth is stranger than fiction,
And within it lies the honesty of our addictions,
And for us to reach the truth with any real conviction,
We must battle through everyone of one life's daily afflictions,
The truth is we witness genocide, hate, lies and hypocrisy,
And these beautiful words cant mask all the profanity,
Some say the truth is out there,
Others dare not find or worse they don't really care,
They say that the truth is neither here nor there,
I heard the truth is found in a cold stare,
Or a mother's grief at a loss she can not bear,
Some say that real truth is rare,
In a world which is cold, unscrupulous and unfair,
They say that the truth hurts, with no remedy for the discomfort,
The truth is people lie,
Become occupied with doing more wrong than right,
Others believe the truth can be whatever you like,
Whatever you say, read or write,
A man told me truth is the only thing you will never find,
because truth is unobtainable in this world of mine,


I was lead to believe that the truth is right,
but truth changes depending on its source of mind,
They don't want us to know the truth,
Because the truth is what separates them from us,
The truth gives us the hope in a smile and bonds a trust,
Love is truth in its most sincerest form,
Such as the truth from a mother when her child is born,
Or the forlorn look when her child is gone,
The truth is everywhere, we're just too blind to see it,
The truth was sent to us by Allah, the truth is in this room I can feel it,
The truth is in our minds, hearts, souls and spirits.
It shall prevail and make you believe,
The truth my friend shall set you free
The truth can can be what ever you want it to be,
Whatever is in your heart, what ever you truly believe,
That is filled with love, hope and prosperity,
Whenever they try and blind you but you can still see
Whenever they try and choke you but you can still breathe
Whenever they try and oppress you but you are still free
When you do right by those who have done you wrong
When you can get on your knees and pray to the Lord
Every morning, when light falls from the heavens to the skies,
He reveals the truth to me,
In a manner within which these words could never describe.

One hundred Reason, To be in love !!



0001. I’ll reach for your hand in the cold of winter, I’ll reach for your hand in the heat of summer. But if my short life can’t reach the dawn of spring, I promise, in heaven, I’ll reach you with my wings.

0002. If you hide, I’ll seek for you. If you’re lost, I’ll search for you. If you leave, I’ll wait for you. If they try to take you away from me, I’ll fight for you. Cause I never want to lose someone I love.

0003. I know your life can go on without me, that you can be happy without me, that you can survive without me. But even if you turn me away, I will still choose to stay with you and be your sweetest stranger forever.

0004. I don’t know why I keep on loving you despite the fact that I’ll get hurt again just like before. I never learn cause I don’t want to. Not now when I’m still strong to fall for you over and over again.
0005. If someone would ask me what a beautiful life means, I would lean my head on your shoulder, hold you close to me and answer with a smile, “Like this.”
0006. There’s a love that only you can give, a smile that only your lips can show, a twinkle that can only be seen in your eyes and my life that only you can complete.

0007. You’re one of the people I never asked from God but still, He gave you to me. I asked Him why, He said, “Because he can fill your life like no one else can.”
0008. If I can just make everything fall where it should be, I would. If I could make life better for you, I would. But I can’t. All I can do is to let you know that mine has been better because of you.
0009. When I say I love you, please believe it’s true. When I say forever, know I’ll never leave you. When I say goodbye, promise me you won’t cry. Cause the day I’ll be saying that would be the day I die.

0010. Death scares the hell out of me. I don’t wanna die knowing that you’ll cry over me but if death means watching over you and being with you, I might as well take my life just for you.
0011. Would you believe me if I tell you that I love you so much? Actually, I’d prefer it if you won’t. Why? So that I can spend the rest of my life proving to you how much I do.
0012. We spend most of our time talking about nothing but I just want to let you know that all these nothings mean so much more to me than so many somethings.
0013. If Death would need one more soul and he asks me to choose between you and me, what I’m gonna do is ask him for one more minute then I’ll hug you as tight as I could and tell Death, “Let’s go. I’m ready!” 

0014. Someone told me that there really is such thing as magic. I never believed in that till I saw your smile and felt your touch. Then I realized you’re the only magical thing on earth who could turn this world into paradise.
0015. I promise to be there when you need me, I promise to hug you tight when you’re lonely, I promise to wipe your tears when they fall and I promise to keep you, not for the rest of my life but for the rest of yours.

0016. I don’t regret the rain or the nights I felt the pain or the tears I had to cry some of those times along the way. For every road I had to take, every time my heart would break, it was just something I had to do to get me to you.
0017. I miss you when there’s no reason to, how much more if there was? I miss you when we talk, how much more if we don’t? I miss you after we’re together, how much more if I see you never? I love you now, how much more later?

0018. If lightning strikes, I’d cover my heart so when it hits me, I’d fall happily knowing I protected you. Cause I spared the place where you have always been.

0019. I’d rather be blind than not see you. I’d rather be deaf than not hear from you. I’d rather lose my voice than not say this to you, that I’d rather lose my heart than not love you.

0020. When I go to heaven and you’re not there, I’ll wait for you by the golden stair. If you’re not there by judgement day, I know you went the other way. And to prove my love is true, I’d go to hell to be with you.

0021. I have searched in places, I’ve waited for years, I’ve taken all the chances, I’ve cried so many tears, I’ve seen so many faces, I’ve hid a lot of fears until my heart stopped searching cause you’re already here.

0022. You are the reason why even at the saddest part of my life, I smile. Even at confusion, I understand. Even in betrayal, I trust. Even in fear of pain, I love.

0023. I’m holding on to the thought that you’re not mine. I’m going to look you in the eye, smile and say, “You’re not mine.” Then I’ll walk away, turn around at the last moment and say, “But I wish you were.”

0024. When I look at the world and there’s so much pain and anger, mistakes and failures, I just look at the sky and think God’s still good cause he gave me someone like you that tells me, “Angels are still around.”

0025. Everytime you cry a tear, my heart cries along. But you’ll never know cause I wouldn’t tell. Everytime you’re hurt, I’m hurt too. Cause that’s what love is for and I love you.

0026. It would be the loneliest feeling standing cold under the rain all alone. But if you were there hugging me tight, just right there by my side, then I hope it rains for the rest of my life.

0027. H-R-T? What would you add to these letters? EA or U? EA you get heart, U you get hurt. Now, what would you pick? Well, I would pick U because it’s better to get hurt than have a heart without U.

0028. Within you, I lost myself. Without you, I found myself wanting to be lost again.

0029. Why do I text you? It’s my choice. It’s my way of saying I remember you. Why do I remember you? It’s my choice. It proves that I care. Why do I care? I don’t know. It’s not my choice but my heart’s.

0030. If you think I’m looking at you, staring at you or giving you the eye, I am because I’m trying to see if you have wings. My mother told me all angels have them.

0031. I never intended to be the most important person in your life, that’s just too much to ask. But I do hope that I’d cross your mind and you’d smile thinking that I touched your life in a special way.

0032. We came together underneath the stars above. What started out as liking soon turned into love. I sensed a certain something in my heart that was true. I know I waited all my life to fall in love with you.

0033. If I’ll die tom, you know what I’ll do? I’d spend 23 hours with you. You may ask and think about the last hour. You know what? I’d spend it looking for a person who will love you the way I do.

0034. The reason why I met you is destiny but if destiny will suggest that I live without you, I’ll live not by destiny but of free will.

0035. Don’t stop your tears from falling, I’m here to wipe them dry, here to stop the hurting whenever someone says goodbye. I may not be the person to make the hurting end but I’d do anything to never see you hurt again.

0036. I don’t need someone who’ll just be there, I need someone who’ll be there holding me and sincerely caring for me till God takes my last breath. So do I make sense if I tell you I need you?

0037. If goodbye will be the last word I have to say before I die, I wouldn’t let it be spoken. I’d rather die than to say goodbye to a person that I don’t want to give up even after eternal life.

0038. When everything seems to be unfair, when all that you do is not appreciated, I’ll take your hand, wipe away your tears, take you for a walk and remind you how special you are. If not for them, for me.

0039. I wish I could be with you every night, watch you fall asleep and kiss you goodnight. When I get to heaven, I know just what to do. I’ll spend eternity watching over you.

0040. I asked a friend what love is, he told me it’s when you can’t stop thinking of him and when the thought of him makes you smile. When I met you, I told myself, “This must be it.”

0041. So many of us either fear tomorrow or regret yesterday. Me? I won’t fear tomorrow if I’d get to be with you. And I don’t regret yesterday cause one yesterday, I met you.

0042. If I were deaf, I’ll hear your laughter through your smile. If I were mute, I’ll speak to you through your eyes. If I were blind, I’ll see you through your touch. I can live without my senses but life won’t make sense without you.

0043. I’ll walk with you through the desert heat, I’ll climb the mountain’s highest peak, I’ll swim forever in the deepest sea just to prove to you that you mean life to me.

0044. One day, we might forget the people that once came to our lives. But I know that when that day comes, I won’t forget you. Cause you didn’t just come into my life, you became a part of it.

0045. I often catch myself constantly wondering how you are, sitting alone with my mind set so far, reminiscing about your smile, your voice and touch. Damn this life! I’m missing you too much.

0046. Cookie Monster said, “Sometimes me think what is love. And then me think love is what last chocolate cookie is for. Me give up the last chocolate cookie for you.”

0047. One day you’ll ask me which is more important to me, you or my life. I’ll say, “Of course, my life.” And you’ll go and walk away without even knowing that you are my life.

0048. When I was walking alone, I wished that I can reach the end of the road. But when you walked with me, I wished the road would never end because I would rather be lost with you than reach the end without you.

0049. I had a bad dream. They cut off my feet, I crawled towards you. They ripped my tongue, I cried in pain for your name. They took my heart away and I died. But my love for you remained.

0050. You’re all I need beside me, girl. You’re all I need to turn my world. You’re all I need inside my heart. You’re all I need when we’re apart. All I need is you to believe all that I need is you.

0051. If you’re leaving, take me with you. If you’re running away, take me too. If you’re jumping off, hold my hand as you do. I love life but it’s worth losing if I lose it with you.

0052. I want to scream, I want to shout, I want to have faith and never doubt. I want to bend, I want to break, to sleep and never wake, to break down walls and to escape, be alone and hide my face. I want to feel, I want to touch, I want to stop wanting you so much.

0053. It’s not true that the perception of an angel is someone who wears white dress and with wings. Instead, they look exactly like us. If you don’t want to believe me, look in front of a mirror and there, you’ll see my angel.

0054. Need I say I care when you see I really do? Need I say I love you when life to me is you? Need I say I need you when I mean everything I do? Need I say the words? Just tell me and I’d say them all for you.

0055. If there will be a time you think you miss me, don’t think about it. Instead, try to feel it with your heart. You’ll find out that you don’t miss me at all. Cause you’ll know better, that I never left you.

0056. I love you but you make me cry, you hurt me and make me feel stupid. But you know why I hold on? Cause I know I’ll be crying harder, get hurt even more and feel dumber if I ever let you go.

0057. God asked me if I were to live again what would I be. I told him I want to be an angel to guide you. He said, “But you don’t have to guide another angel.” I then answered, “Well, I can love one.”

0058. I don’t want to put on my mind that someday, I’d have to see you walking away from me. But before it happens, I just want to clarify something. You may go. But I’ve got no reason not to follow.

0059. I wish you were with me so I can tell you directly how much you mean to me. I’ll hold you tight and hug you near my heart so that you can hear what it’s trying to whisper, “You’re the reason why I’m beating.”

0060. To love is nothing. To be loved is something. To love and be loved is everything. I am nothing, you're something so let me be your everything.

0061. Let the world fall into pieces tomorrow, let the planets collide and the stars come tumbling down. I don’t need another day now that my dream has come true. Lucky me, now I have you.

0062. An angel asked me a while ago to give him one good reason why I love you so much. I smiled and said, “Because there’s no reason not to.”

0063. If I count how many times you’ve crossed my mind in my entire life, I’d be lying if I say it was too many. Cause you only crossed my mind once. Why? Cause you never left it!

0064. If I could reach up and hold a star for everytime you’ve made me smile, the entire evening sky would be in the palm of my hand.

0065. We may not be lovers kissing each other, holding hands, exchanging I love you’s. I may not be your girl but one thing’s for sure, that when I find someone like you, I’ll marry him.

0066. The only way to know that someone truly loves you is when after you’ve turned him down, you see him rise from the fall, walk up to you and say, “I love you more now than I ever did before.”

0067. Who would have thought that you were once just a stranger who used to pass me by without even saying hi, when now you’re someone with whom I share the best moments of my life?

0068. I had a dream last night. You were there. I tried to hide you but they came to take you away. I tried to wake myself up to stop the pain, I never did. But I want you to know, I died fighting.

0069. I saw you in a crowd, my eyes were set on you. It was like no one else was there, just us two. Could I be dreaming, could all these be real? Am I really feeling what I’m not supposed to feel? I can’t believe it, could this be true? Could this be that I’m falling for you?

0070. Never lose hope on the person you have chosen to love. If he would always be the reason why your heart aches, who cares? He’d still be the very reason why your heart beats anyway.

0071. If my heart breaks into a million pieces, I want you to have every bit of it. Then I’ll ask you to scatter them across the sky. There they’ll turn into stars so everyone could see how much I love you.

0072. To love is something I was afraid to do but there is something different about you. You made me do something I swore not to do. You made me fall in love with you.

0073. If you ask me how much I love you, I won’t say anything. I’ll just take your hand, fill the gaps between your fingers and hold on to you until all your doubts are gone.

0074. You think I’m strong? Well, though I seem to be tough, I’m afraid of one thing. It’s realizing that I’ve lost the person whom I gather strength from. So don’t ever go. I’m not that strong.

0075. If ever I was given the chance to start my life all over again, I would rather not accept it. Why not? Who knows? In that second start, I may not have known you at all.

0076. I would like to invite you to my wedding. It’s the day I’ve been dreaming of my whole life. Please come. You don’t have to bring a gift. All you have to do is walk down the aisle with me and say, “Yes, Father. I do.”

0077. I’ve honestly tried to let you go, I’ve honestly tried to forget you, I’ve honestly tried not to think of you but I honestly can’t cause I honestly don’t want to.

0078. Lead me not into temptation. Heaven, help me to be strong. I can’t fight all that I'm feeling and I can’t do it alone. Help me break this spell that I’m under, guide my feet and hold me tight. I need her as my angel to watch over me tonight.

0079. If I tell you I love you, you’ll think I’m lying. But I’d rather tell you I love you and let you think that I’m lying than to say I don’t love you and know, for a fact, that I’m lying.

0080. I’m afraid to close my eyes cause I might think of you. I’m afraid to open them cause I might see you. I’m afraid to move my lips cause I might speak of you. I’m afraid to listen cause I might hear my heart falling for you.

0081. I’m so shy to tell you this, that I’m so in love with you. I’ll not ask for anything else but for this one thing. Remember, this is not just a quote.

0082. If you find yourself in a dark room, walls around you are red and blood comes from everywhere, don’t be scared. You’re inside my heart.

0083. Sometimes, it’s hard to find words to tell you how much you mean to me. A lot of times, I don’t say anything at all. But I hope someday, you’ll understand, having you is what I live for.

0084. Life is not a series of meaningless accidents. When things are bound to happen, they surely will. You are not an accident and I was meant to know you. That’s serendipity.

0085. One night, the moon said to me, “If he makes you cry, why don’t you leave him?” I looked at the moon and said, “Moon, would you ever leave your sky?”

0086. If kisses were stars, I’d give you the sky. If touches were tears, I would cry. If love was water, I’d give you the sea. And be with you for all eternity.

0087. It’s a sweet thing for a guy to say, “I love you” even though he doesn’t mean it. However, the sweetest thing he can say is, “I don’t love you” when he is crying inside.

0088. I have smiled to many people for more than a billion times but when I first saw you, my heart took over and smiled for the first time.

0089. Peterpan came one night and invited me to Neverland where I can never grow old. I was about to go but I refused cause I thought of something better to do. That is to grow old with you.

0090. Walking under the rain feels so lonely and cold. But if you were there beside me to share the warmth of your love then I would want to stay under the rain for the rest of my life.

0091. The greatest view: Standing along a coast of a clear beach, sunset making the skies orange with violet from above the horizon, partly stormy. The best part? You were standing beside me.

0092. If you were a wound inside my heart, I’d rather leave it there with all the pain locked inside than leave it without a trace of you.

0093. I’ve always been told to share my blessings and I’ve been generous. But when I met you, I said to myself, “What the heck? You’re one of the few blessings I don’t wanna share with anyone else.”

0094. I may not get to see you as often as I like, I may not get to hold you in my arms all through the night. But deep in my heart, I truly know, you're the one that I love and I can’t let you go.

0095. Each time I miss you, a star falls down from the sky. So if you look up and find it dark, it is all your fault. You made me miss you too much!

0096. I want to be with you forever so that I can love you in a way that no one else can and care for you in a manner that only I would. But they broke my heart when they said forever isn’t true. Can we prove them wrong by working on forever, just me and you?

0097. You see, I’m not an angel though I wanted to be. I’ve hurt so many people just by being me. But you, a stranger, who passed by me, became an angel in my heart where no one can see.

0098. I never knew you until I did. And when I finally did, you were like someone I’ve known for a very long time. I then remembered, you are the one my heart has been talking about.

0099. I was sent here by God to watch over you but I fell and broke my wings. You helped me up and now I’m your angel with broken wings, unable to leave your side for I have fallen for you.

0100. If there’s one thing I would ask God before I leave the world right now, there’s nothing more I would wish for than to have a glimpse of you and hear your voice before the last beat of my heart.

Friday, April 27, 2012

Can't handle no more pain

I thought you were the one 
that would make my life done
oh .. how wrong was I 
you just brought me misery.
I loved you a lot and all you did was hurt me the most
I was always there for you
I don't know what went wrong 
but you really left me with an aching heart.
I trusted you and all you did was cheat
Now, had a blast laughing without even first meet.
I cried a million silent tears for you
I did everything I could to be with you
but no matter how hard I fought 
this was a battle to lose not a love to bought.
Everybody knew about you and all your lies
everybody wondered how stupid was I 
I wasn't stupid I was in love 
In love with a monster that didn't treat me right.
I didn't deserve this that's why it had to end
I still love you but the hurt is too much
Can't handle no more pain.
Sorry to say that whatever you do will haunt you back 
And that later I will just see you as another thing on the stack.

Wake Up

Its true that the darkness flies and blue times fade away,
Though to cast obscure and gloomy vista is its forte,
But there is always a dawn of radiant light at its archway.
Wake up! Open your eyes, rise to another new day.
The sun sneaks in to proclaim over the landscape askew,
Oh look how the rays tear apart the skies to reach you,
And then split to the seven true colors as they pass a tiny dew.
Wake up! Open your eyes, rise to another new day.
Extend your ears to how the feathered friends melodiously hum.
And thus relieving themselves from the night so irksome.
Thus for a pristine novel life they together extend a welcome.
Wake up! Open your eyes, rise to another new day.

Silent truth

Sad but silent, truth be told
Our hearts, grief behold.
Bitter memories of a dream
Guide our souls to an evil scheme.
Sorrow and woe of this eve's night
Evil eyes are in our sight.
The moon the color of red maple leaves,
Ghostly shadows in the trees.
My life is like forgotten lore.
Just like the Raven, "Nevermore"

Natural Hand

Walking towards a wishful dream,
By your side a crooked stream,
Above, the clouds are fluffy cream,
No longer do you want to scream.
The air it smells so sweet.
The birds go, twitter tweet.
Soft grass to place your feet.
You groove with nature's beat.
Out here, there are no cars.
Out here, there are no bars.
Nighttime brings you Venus, Mars;
Uncountable amounts of stars.
Take it all in friendly stride,
Don't ever feel you have to hide.
This is where you reach inside,
And spread your wings; feel them glide.
Your life is yours, not theirs to take.
Light a fire by the lake.
Always love, with whom you wake,
Never let your friendships break.
Always live without regret.
Don't give up, not now, not yet.
Know the future isn't set.
Appreciate what love you get.
I know that nature's trees are tall,
There's some you cannot climb at all-
Full in Spring ''til Autumn's Fall,
Covered in a winter shawl.
And as the seasons come and go,
You'll see the stream begin to grow.
Filled by your whole life you know,
Carried in the winds that blow.
Listen to the song it sings-
Love and peace is what it brings.
Sharing all the little things,
Smoothing over dents and dings.
That what living's all about.
Never fill it up with doubt.
Look real close to find this out-
Always seek the kinder route.
And you will see, my oldest friend,
This dreamy life, it has no end.
There's always more beyond the bend,
Nature's hand, a limb, to lend.

Thursday, April 26, 2012

Hard to breath

Hard to breath  ..  Weird to touch
Acting normal  ..  Think too much
Trying hard  ..  To figure out
Moving onward  ..  Engulfed in doubt
Don't look back  ..  Too much pain
And in fact  ..  Nothing to gain
Filled with knots  ..  Wasted time
A penny for my thoughts  ..  I deserved a dime
Who's to say what's true  ..  I never said I was right
Guess I never knew   ..  It's not worth the fight
Thinking about before  ..  Don't know who I was
Could have closed the door  ..  And never been an "  us"
Said you would stay  ..  Promised you could
Chose to walk away  ..  I knew you would
Everything was fine  ..  you Said "Save a copy to mine"
Knew it was a line  ..  But gave you my heart
I'll take the blame  ..  I've always known
I played your game  ..  You lost alone
I know you know  ..  There's more to give
You are a stepping stone  ..  But I have a life to live
Hard to love, 
Weird to trust,
Acting typical,
Think it was lust

Oh God why You gave me life!

Oh God why You gave me life! 
For I have no reason to live
And no reason to smile
Happiness no where
And Loneliness far miles
Oh God! 
I love Death as I hate Life! ! ! 
No sunshine in my life
And darkness cursing me
Loitering around like dried leaves
Useless though free
If I am to be burried in the grave one day! 
In this world You brought me why? 
I love Death as I hate Life! ! ! 
Everyone hating me
Ignoring me like a scrap
But when You gave me a gift
In the golden WORLD wrapped
The world of happiness
The world of Light
The world which I never wanted to come to an End
Thank You Oh God! 
For giving me a priceless gift called freind
And only for this reason
I Love Death As I Love LIFE

Wednesday, April 25, 2012

Never End

When your lips touch on my lips, then I wake up
When your hair fall on my face, then I feel tickle
When your head on my chest, then I find peace
When your arms around me, then I promise my love
When your love fall on me then I take care of you
When your eyes close then I make you happy
When you carry my heart then I feel I am yours
When I carry your soul then I feel you are mine
When I write a poem then I think you are a poem
When you read my poem, then I feel your warm
When the world around me then I see no where
When you are around me then I am somewhere
When you are close to me then our love is melt
When you are far away then our love turns tears
Love gives me the best when I love you
and its a beautiful gift that never ends

Long wait .. not for you

It is long wait o, rain
We long for you with pain
Godowns are empty without grain 
This is our concern main
Lots of hope and despair
Air is thick but very clear
Down pour with tremendous force
Set it right with definite course
We are starved to death with hunger
We can’t express it in anger
You know our pitiful plight 
Set the course with lovely delight
Every dropp may bring immense pleasure
We are confident you will make it sure
We fold our hands in your praise
All our eyes are unable to rise
The earth is torn apart
It is end of the start
We may vanish so soon
The sun is blazing in after noon
Shower the land with your powerful arm
Let there be greenery in our farms
We shall survive with your noble gesture
Else there may not be place for our future

Tuesday, April 24, 2012

UNGRATEFUL. WOMAN

ONE DAY I THOUGHT OF LEAVING
IT WAS A MOMENT.. I CLOSED MY EYES,
MY SELF WAS TORN TO PIECES,
APART OF ME WAS TAKEN AWAY..
THAT MOMENT I SAW A CRYING ORPHAN
BEGGING ME TO STAY.
I FOUND MY SELF SURROUNDED BY ALL OF YOU,
YOUR TEARS FILLED MY EYES.
AND IN MY TURN STARTED TO CRY,
HOW I FORGOT THAT MY PLACE AS HIGH THERE IN THE SKY
HE WHISPERED TO ME YOU ARE THE GIVER
AND YOU WILL NEVER BE A MISER,
IN YOUR EYES I SAW MY TOUCH HEALLONElYING YOU,
WATCHFUL EYES GUARDING YOU,
WHEN THE SKY WILL BE MEAN..
I'M THE RAIN IN YOUR DESERT,
THE SHINY SUN IN A STORMY WAY,
I'M THE COVER IN THE LONELY NIGHTS,
I'M THE BREEZE IN A SUMMER DAY
WE AS IT MAY SEEM FLORENCE NIGHTINGALE TO SOLDIERS IN THE WAR
WE ARE THE GUIDE FOR THE LOST IN UN KNOWN LAND,
WE MAINTAIN OUR MOTTO PLEDGE TO PROVIDE THE NEEDY
WITH OUR CARE TO REGARDLESS TO RELIGION..ETHNICITY..COLOR AND RACE..
DEEPLY ROOTED IN THE LAND
NO ONE SHAKES US,
ABLE ALWAYS TO STAND
IN THE FACE OF A STORMY SAND
WE ARE THE PAIN RELIEVER
HAPPINESS BUILDERS
SECRETS KEEPERS
WHEN EVERY BODY LEAVES.
YOU FIND ME THERE
READY TO GIVE..
READY TO CARE
I ERADICATE SCARY NIGHTS WITH NIGHT MARE
LIKE THE DOVES WILL CARRY YOU BACK TO HOME
AFTER THAT HECTIC DAY.....
I BECOME MORE CONSISTENT TO STAY
INSPITE OF DIFFICULTIES..
CROOKED WAY..
I WILL BE YOUR FATHER... MOTHER
I WILL NOT BOTHER... HOW MUCH THE COST
HOW MUCH I PAY
AND WHEN MY TEARS BECAME DEAR TO MY EYES
YOUR PRAYING CONVINCED ME MORE..AND MORE
JUST......TO......STAY
THE BLURRED PICTURES STARTED TO BE MORE CLEAR..
THE MORE I'LL GIVE, THE MORE YOU WILL BE UNGRATEFUL. 

My Last Message


It was a message 
touchingly saying 
the life is but a passage.
In her eyes was a sorrow, 
asking for only one?  continued search for any clue, 
a crying soul begging to know and heart to rule
On the edge of 
that mountain where he sat..watching the sun, 
watching the rise till the set, , recalling past, 
living the now, loving then, trying to keep little of it.., 
the same she does..with no regret......
On that mountain where is the days are very few, 
trying to grasp little of life and love true while 
the days continue to flit, 
but who is she? ! she is apiece of the large universe having 
so much of his grit., 
trying to be in his place, watching with him how the sun plays, 
and it's beauty stealing the days.., 
to her he said bask with me in the life, in the sun, 
as not every day we will stay and being touched by sunny ray, 
In that place seeing him watching the sky and it's blue..
if this is the case and what is said is very true then hand in hand, 
and face to face the fate they draw, 
if this is the case then every day the love grow 
as what you plant you always get.so why to rue....
It was her tool, it was a feeling
a touching call from his soul... bask with me, let us glow..and there
she sat..watching the sun
and more of you..becoming more and very sure that the seed is very
true..and her worries were never due, 
it was a message 
it was a feeling continued singing only you 

Monday, April 23, 2012

Only God extends

I could not see her smile
it was long ago for a while
it flickered in moon light
A glorious moment to be called right
I love a special day
which brings smile all the way
it may be in the form of ray
thought it may be distantly away
Who can know and take it for real? 
it has to be inwardly and must feel
if not then you are simply called rotten
it is off the scene and totally forgotten
it does not come all of sudden
it is not to be invited even
it emerges from invisible land
Only God extends his invisible hand