I will find you once again

Love me tomorrow for it is a new day
Love me again like you did the first day
Love me always for my heart beats for yours
Kiss me sweetly and gently upon tomorrow morning
Hold me tightly for I'm afraid to fall 
Don't forget your promises for I had too many broken
Hold my hand to guide the way
Hold my heart to keep it safe
Tell me tomorrow that today wasn't a dream
Tell me sweet nothings as I begin to sleep
And Ill always remind you that I am yours alone
Truly and forever until were reborn
Then I will find you once again
To tell you I love you all over again

Another try

I never really knew you 
you were just another friend 
But when I got to know you 
I let my heart unbend 
I couldn't help past memories 
That would only make me cry 
I had to forget my first love 
And give another try 
So I've fallen in love with you 
And I'll never let you go 
I love you more than anyone 
I just had to let you know 
My feelings for you will never change 
Just know my feelings are true 
Just remember this one thing 
I will always love you 

How To Create The Perfect Family

You will need:
1 large house
3-6 people, depending on how long you want to wait for it to be done
3 cups of pets
2 cups of patience
3 ounces of anger/frustration
3 quarts of laughter
4 teaspoons of trust
And last but definitely not least,
Lots and lots of love

First, open the house, and make sure that it will be the right size for your family. Mix the desired amount of people with the pets, carefully so you don’t damage them. In a separate bowl, stir the love and laughter together. Set aside. Taking each person separately, evenly distribute the patience and trust, making sure that each one gets an equal amount (Failure to distribute evenly may lead to different recipe! See recipe for “My impatient family” for details…). Carefully open the bottle of anger/frustration. Using a Q-tip, dab small portions of the anger/frustration onto each person. Lastly, take the love and laughter and sprinkle it all over the house, pets, and people. Let sit until all parts of the recipe are thoroughly combined, and voila! Your Perfect Family is complete.

Being Lost

I look at the smooth and slow flowing water. I wonder what it would be like to move forward and never look back. Or never stay or be in the same place twice.
I can stand there for hours just to watch the water and to hear the water.
I see my reflection.
As I watch my reflection in the water I see my sad expression and wonder if the water can see me.
I run my fingers through the water. 
I see many ripples appear as if the water is flinching from the pain I'm causing it.
I wonder if the water can feel me.........feel my pain.
I wish I could float on the water and let it carry me anywhere and everywhere it goes.
I step into the water. I feel the coolness of the water and I start to shiver.
I feel my body relaxing,
I feel my heart go from racing to freefalling.
I concentrate on the sunny and blue sky.
I start to float.
I feel the water pass by me
I realize that nothing in the world can take away this feeling..........The feeling of being lost.

Forget about me

This depicts the feeling of being completely lost inside yourself, Emptiness is overwhelming, Crying out for help,
My mind is running circles, Trapped inside myself,
Rage fills my eyes, Heart no longer beating, Sadness is my cries, Head is foggy. Body is numb.
Forget about me, its too late.
I am too far gone, Dead inside.
Reaper is getting closer, I will take this walk alone,
Dead inside.
I am already gone.

In our hearts

We thought of you with love today,
But that is nothing new.
We thought about you yesterday.
And days before that too.
We think of you in silence.
We often speak your name.
Now all we have is memories.
And your picture in a frame.
Your memory is our keepsake.
With which we’ll never part.
God has you in his keeping.
We have you in our heart.

Sogno

Va ti aspetterò
Il fiore nel giardino segna il tempo
Qui disegnerò il giorno poi del tuo ritorno
Sei così sicura del mio amore
Da portarlo via con te
Chiuso nelle mani
Che ti porti al viso
Ripensando ancora a me
E se ti servirà  lo mostri al mondo
Che non sa che vita c'è
Nel cuore che distratto sembra assente
Non sa che vita c'è
In quello che soltanto il cuore sente
Non sa.

Qui ti aspetterò
E ruberò I baci al tempo
Tempo che non basta a cancellare
Coi ricordi il desiderio che
Resta chiuso nelle mani
Che ti porti al viso
Ripensando a me
E ti accompagnerò  passando le città  da me
Da me che sono ancora qui
E sogno cose che non so di te
Dove sarà  che strada farà  il tuo ritorno
Sogno

Qui ti aspetterò
E ruberò I baci al tempo
Sogno
Un rumore il vento che mi sveglia
E sei già  qua.

Madness World

Society seems in a mess
Mothers cry, while Fathers stress
to be polite is a disgrace
as children mock you to your face
every day the papers show
that crime and rape did upward go
the things done in laboratories
are stashed away in lavatories
drugs and sex aren't hard to find
it seems as if the worlds gone blind
for what the people fail to see
is messing up society
as Dads no longer head their home
and kids all sit, and chat by phone
what once to all has been a home
is looking like a war torn zone
no longer do you find that kids
are playing in the park
for it's become a hideout place
for gangsters after dark
what once was right now seems so wrong
no more joy and no more song
as what this all was meant to be
lies buried in a cemetery
by telling you these things my aim
is not to make you mad
it's just to tell another truth
which soon will make you glad
a midst the chaos of this world
of hurt, despair and pain
and hate along with treachery
all done for selfish gain
there's this one thing I know of
believe with all my heart
that when I bend my knees to pray
my God will make a way

Absent

In a sea of salt waters
Endevours are enclosed
As insobriety washes away
My lifes secrets are exposed
Loss all around me is fully evident
As my soul begins to scream
Not knowing where I am headed
But definitely knowing where I have been
Hurt keeps rolling in not knowing what is in store
Bandaging the broken pieces
That slowly washes upon shore
The water no longer blue 
But instead a sea of red
Thinking about forever closing my eyes
And floating away on this drifting bed
To remember would be to much
To surrender leaves me no possibilities
Because the water is my life that is slowly drowning me

No Way

Love a sense of belonging,
A common feeling of caring.
Heartbreak severe loneliness,
A common feeling of emptiness.
Bipolar is a common explanation,
But there is no real vaccination.
There's no way to escape it,
There's no way to take it.
It's in your blood,
It's part of you,
It's what you feel
It's what you do
Don't start trying to run,
It'll hunt you down.
It brings you down at the point of a gun,
Shuts you up with the slightest sound.
Say your prayer and close your eyes,
Heartbreak is here to stay for the night.

Tears No More

I told you how I felt
but you turned the other cheek
I was basically rejected
I feel so small, so very weak
I found the reason why I always keep to myself
I hate this feeling of pain
Of being rejected like I'm not good enough
This will happen never again
I'm tired of letting people in
I'm tired of being alone
I'm tired of being rejected and hurt
This is it that feelings gone
I'm not gonna let you in
I'm not gonna let you see my tears fall
I'm not gonna let you see me hurt
I'm not gonna let you bring me down most of all
I told you how I felt
Because I wanted you to know
But apparently you would never feel the same
So I guess its time for me to go

When life call you must answer

It calls once in a while
Asking you to go an extra mile
If you answer you know what to expect
The challenge that has to be met
Why answer the call??
It won’t make a difference at all
That is an askew thought 
You know the call can’t be fought
You know you have to
This you can’t argue
Its going to be hard
Your mind is now unbarred
You say hello 
There's that friendly fellow
LIFE!!!

Love Making

The image blaring so loud,
The carelessness of emotions,
Directed to the ocean’s tide.
Upon the lips of the shore,
It violated the property of humanity.
As the creature craved for more,
Overwhelmed by the desires of calamity
The sea declared it’s war,
A bondness overshadows ,
While a violent breeze blow ,
The earth was now in the gallows,
While a rhythmic gust showed,
Devouring everything for its keep,
Rough, but gentle, the creature enjoyed,
The ride she just deployed.

True Words

In search of truth
In search of light
In search of good
In search of right
Now if you seek 
Which things are true
Take as your guide
This one sure clue.
It never fails
It’s always right…
If the World believes it
It can’t be right.

And if you seek
The source of light
Don’t follow masses
In dark of night.
But go alone
In secret space
That light will shine
With all its grace.
Perhaps you want
To know who’s good
Look for the one 
Misunderstood…
Hated by all
That man you’ll find
Has done God’s will
With determined mind.

And finally if
You do what’s right
Expect none less
Than wrath and spite.
For these eternal 
Words are true
“The World hated me
Before it loved you.”

Feeling to you

Sometimes I wonder how I feel about you,
Scared of these feelings because it’s still new
I catch myself thinking of the best way to share,
Hoping you’ll return my confession showing you care
And then I catch myself again… and drag my thoughts back to reality
I am back at square one, does this just happen to me?
You aren’t like anyone I have met
How much longer do I have to write, can I tell you yet?
When I come back from my thoughts I feel more secure
But then I sleep… and the dreams of you occur
The dreams I have of you are so vivid and clear
I feel true happiness inside and that there is nothing to fear
People say dreams have underlying meanings and not to ignore them
I say we both know what they mean and now I want you to hear. Hear what I am about to say to you, feel it with my body, see it in my face
Hear it in my words and tone when we converse
I love you! I love you more than I ever thought I could
Be with me always and be loved like you should

Just let me know

Whenever I'm around you, I feel like life's complete. 
I don't know what to say, But you make my heart beat. 
I'm scared to say hello, But it hurts to say good-bye. 
I've been hurt before, Now I feel like loves just a lie. 
I'm falling really hard, There's no stopping me this time. 
I think you're there to catch me, To finally let me shine. 
I lose my voice, When your nearby. 
I'm scared to mess things up
I'm scared you'll say good-bye. 
I'm sorry if I'm wrong, When it comes to liking you. 
Just let me know, I don't want to be hurt by you

there's nothing to hide

Communication takes practice, it's never perfect,

sometimes not patient,

sometimes not kind,

but you have to say what's on your mind.

Lend an ear, listen not just hear, 

to the ones you love so dear.

Communication is not a one way street,

it takes two, to concur this feat.

Communication is hard you see,

but in the end, it is key, to that great relationship, 

we all want and need.

Open your heart, say what's on your mind,

When you are partners 

for life there's nothing to hide.

Love always Wins

Hope can be lost, faith can die.

Friends can betray you, and family can lie.

Names can be forgotten, but never faces.

Infatuation can be fun, but love always wins the races!

My Storm

When it’s to rain, 

clouds gather up in the sky.

So dark, mild, puffy and scary.

No place is laid out for better safety.

Here, is where all shall stay to witness thunder 

and its blossoming lightning.

Creatures go about with no assurance of survival.

But nature, embraces our powerless selves 

to relax knowing that all is well.

Like trouble, when it affiliates our lives

without a sign of caution.

Brings nothing but turmoil to these shaken souls-

Helplessly gazing ahead for all confusion to pass on.

Earth is never fun when one is sulking, 

cause then death prevails.

Rain on its own sanctifies.

Same clouds that cover you with fear, 

bring down water of life.

Darkness loiters around for a while;

and blinds your focus so you see not when it turns.

When it turns, so far away that 

your vision is blared 

with any troubles ever existed.

It’s for this truth that, 

rejoice when clouds gather.

For sadness sent down are disguises 

filled with blessings to come fourth!

As the sun shines after this huge storm.

Awake Or Asleep

Everyday I think of something beautiful and deep,

Before I go to sleep.

It brings a smile

And gives the strength to go another mile.

What does a day hold;

If it’s not something sweet and bold?

A hello to a new stranger

A hug to the old friend

A kiss to the beloved,

And a fight with someone close and at hand.

A walk of faults and regrets

Giving hope to make things best.

Thoughts that may be a little sad

Reminds of all things that make me happy.

Slowly in the years I realized

Nobody is born intelligent and wise.

Risk taken can be calculated

And truths can be manipulated.

It’s not when I get up from sleep

It’s how much I’m awake when I’m going to sleep.