Heart and Mind

When I met you, my life changed

Don't know when this feeling came

I got out of bed one morning

Shocked about this feeling

It's not right to love you, I know

But I can't force myself to forget you

You gave color to my life

Though I know the time is not right

I told myself to stay away from you

But I can't teach my heart not to love you

This feeling I had for you keeps growing

A reason for me to be afraid of what this could bring

My mind always telling me to let you go

But my heart is always saying "I Love You"

This heart really rules my mind

And that is why I can't stop this feeling inside

Asking God to help me to decide

Which one will I follow Heart or Mind?

God has purpose to what I feel

For He only knows about what is real

One thing in common between my heart and mind

Is that they're both saying what is right

My mind is right and so with my heart

But one thing is for sure, You are a part of my Life.

Ocean Call

The waves whisper to me, calling me to the soft sand.
The water sweeps over my feet, surrounds where I stand.
The breeze caresses my face, whips my hair.
The wind encloses my body, acknowledging I'm there.
The clouds clotting out the sun, turning gray with anger.
The sky no longer blue, a clear warning of danger.
The rain pelting my skin, as cold as ice.
The water seeping in my bones, undeniably concise.
The world calling to me, pulling me out.
The atmosphere thicker, it's my sorrow no doubt.
The waves grew higher, crashed over my head.
The breath blown away, unmistakably dead.

American dream

Living the American dream isn't always as it seems.
Fancy cars, movie stars. Pain filled lives, filled with srs.
"I've got it all. My life is good. Everything seems as it ould."
I can do it myself. Life is all about me." 
That's what they say 'cause they can't see.
Pain filled lives with no hope to find, for to true happiness they are blind.
"Do what you want for tomorrow we die." It's the way many live, but inside they cry.
They can't see why their world is a mess. They've lost their way but won't confess.
To surrender is the only way to be free. But if they won't hear it, they'll never see.
We must show the world how to lose their chains. They need to l G-d care for their pains.
The American dream shouldn't be about me. To so many it is, and they simply won't see.

Happy Birthday

Within you, I’ve found the perfect friend
Someone who I know will be there till the end
And they’re not just thoughts I hope will fulfill
But thoughts that will stand forever still
Still as the wind on a hot summer’s day
Still as your friendship I’ll never betray
Still as the characters in a photograph
Still as your breathless, silent laugh
Within you, I’ve found the perfect friend
A mind that I can comprehend
A person I see is so much like me
A mutual relationship so carefree
Carefree as a child who questions the world
Carefree as a scream that goes unheard
Carefree as an adult blessed with a dream
Carefree as water flowing downstream
Within you, I’ve found the perfect friend
With whom I can be real, and never pretend
You’ve always been someone unique from the rest
You hold a piece of me no other can possess
Within you is reason to live every moment in time
Within you the life I want is always mine
Within you, I have the perfect friend
With you, I see myself till the very end

Husband and wife

When years are passing by like days,
and in my hand your hand is placed,
a knowing smile crosses your face,
a simple touch can still make my heart race.
When I can see my soul in your eyes,
and you see your soul in mine we realize,
that a love so deep can harbor no lies,
where our only tears shed were happy tears we've cried.
I love you as much now as I ever did before,
if possible, I may even love you more,
all starting from a feeling we did not ignore,
a feeling of connection we chose to explore.
I don't know what it is that you saw in me,
what I saw in you was the utmost happiness
that can ever be,
even more so on the day when you and I
became "We",
I can still smile and say with love and
truth Honey, I love you

Ill always be around

Although you are so far away
You're always in my thoughts
I understand the circumstance
Is dealt with by the courts.
Bars will not stop me thinking
Of the bloke I knew before
Circumstance will not dictate
And neither will the law.
I miss the freedom that we shared
I miss your carefree laugh
But hopefully the lessons learned
Will take another path.
So keep hopes high and don't forget
Ill always be around
Ill always be that special one
Who helps you when your down.

Why I Ask ..!!!

I will always love you, this much is true
How to do this, I haven't a clue,
So here it goes, the only way I know how
To put an end to our love, right here, right now, 
We could have been so good together
I thought this love would last forever, 
We laughed, we cried, we played
I wished this time could have always stayed, 
The fun we had, the stories we shared
I thought that you would have always cared, 
I fought, I cried, to keep us alive
To keep you from wanting to run and hide, 
Alas, our love was not meant to be
Because all I have now are my thoughts and me, 
You made it clear, it's not me you want
A Cowboy Trucker would be your haunt, 
So goodbye My Love, goodbye my soul
My heart is now just as black as coal, 
So I let you go, I say goodbye
I say I love you with a tear in my eye, 
I hope that someday you will wake up and see
There is nothing better than you and me,
Until that time, I will always be near,
Wishing and waiting for your love to be here,
At this point, I've done all I can do
To win your heart so that you love me too.

Tell me Goodbye

The memories of you
Are engraved within my heart
Nothing in this world
Could ever tear us apart
Because you’re not here
Some think that you’re gone
But I tell them better
Let’s say you just moved on
I try to stay positive
To keep you watching over me
Some think it’s crazy
But I know you’ve got to be
We were pretty close
I hope I can say
You were so pretty
I’ll never forget those days
You were such a fun person
And your personality was great
All the guys loved you
Most girls had to hate
I know how you were
And how you were so shy
But I wish you told me one thing
I wish you would have said goodbye…

Your future was great
You had so much in store
When I’m forced to think of it
It rots me to the core
I spend most of my time
Thinking of you
And reminiscing of the things
We said we’d do 
What I wouldn’t give 
To be in your place
I’d give the whole world
Just to see your face
Some say I’m going crazy
Or maybe insane
But they don’t understand 
This heartbreaking pain
You were my drug
My source to get high
But I really do wish
You would have said goodbye…

I've been thinking of the days
When we used to sit together
I now cherish those moments
I also hope you remember
You’re always in my head
And I can’t get you out
I get so mad at times 
That I just want to shout
I feel as if pieces are missing
Like a book with no end
Too late to tell you how I feel
Now and forever, only a friend
My old memories of you
Fly by me fast
And everything I remember of you
Is now in the past
All the sweet thoughts of you
Brings a tear to my eye
I miss you so much
I wish you’d say goodbye…

I hope heavens good to you
And I hope you get your Wings
An maybe when I get there
You can show me all the beautiful things
I really don’t want to say it
But please wait for me
Knowing your up there
I really can’t wait to be
That day when angels came down
Was a sad day of grief
When I first found out
I stood in disbelief
Although you’re gone
You still feel so close
Maybe it’s the thought
Of missing you the most
I wish this was a joke
A foolish student’s lie
But you have no idea
Please … tell me goodbye

It's you .. i miss

I say I miss the sky 

I say I miss peace 

I say I miss happiness

I say I miss the sun 

but its you I miss 

I wanted your love 

I couldn't have your love

I wanted your lips 

I couldn't have your lips

I wanted your hands 

I couldn't have your hands

I loved you little did I know you loved me too 

ironic, isn't it, that two souls make one heart 

you asked me out 

it's then that I got everything I ever wanted 

from beginning to end 

I'll always have 

for all eternity 

I will have love.

if i'm not the one ..!!!

Past the time 
Sit and strain
Waiting for your return
Ignoring the pain
Open wounds 
Never to heal
I’m trying to explain
Just how I feel
But it's hard you know?
Living this life
Knowing your happy 
While I'm in strife
I give it my all 
To this very day
You ask me my feelings
What do I say?
I love you forever
It will never end
If you heart breaks, I’ll fix it 
For its still mine to mend
But I'm just waiting
Waiting on time
Until you return
And once again become mine

I miss my friends

I miss how we used to be,
I miss us, you and me.
the days out and nights in just want you to know in my heart is were I keep you friend.
you were there for me when I was scared, I was there for you,
think about all the memories we have shared. 
When you smiled, I smiled, 
when you cried I cried. 
Now our friendship we have to hide.
when I saw you, you brightened up my day, 
you brought a smile to my face. 
I want us to carry on being friends, 
always. forever. 
me and you friends to the end.