Agony

If you think that you are sane, you should know that life is pain.
And in that pain we have to choose, most of us seem to lose.
but what it is most of us don't see, is that life brings nothing kind to me.
All I feel day by day, as my stability fades away... is that my life is a death in agony.

Don't change me

If i could be what you want me to be,  
If i look the way you want me to look,
If i act the way you want me to act, would you fall in love with me as we used to be..?
Don't change me but change the world around you, for there comes a time in our lives when we have to say no, A time we have to let our own opinion and thoughts to show.
say what you need to say, and do what you need to do, and finally we may change the world.. but don't let it change "We".

Autumn leaves

I've focused my mind on false game, my brain knows this and shrinks in shame,
Into the light we aim ourselves away from darkness we swear but i guess too much light in once's manner won't  vanish  this darkness without blame.
And that is the fact my dear.. we were alone when we into this life arrive and alone we must sooner leave, no more ego,  vanity,  or any bad deeds,  just we and dust under Autumn leaves.

we aren't in the same page.

To becoming who we want to be it takes more then words.
But as we all know, in reality, It usually starts and ends out of borders
To insure that is doesn't happen, you should have the ability to change 
 And get ready for what life will bring, for in the book of life
we're definitely not on the same book page... The only difference between you and a child is a difference in age.
You live life and care for what's in front of your eyes.
You act with honesty and never give up hope or waiting for financial surprise.
Life is expensive we agree on that much, but that is all,
It'll watch your rise to 'responsbility, and with ageing it'll watch your fall.

untouchable part of life..

Do you see things as we all do ?
Trying to prove yourself, but to who ?
Are you worried about what we think of you ?
You're insecure about yourself, but who knew ?
You play your part as the alpha male,In the end it's an empty role and you always fails, from ignorance you start ending like a fool..!
Break down your ego to allow for change, Trying to be reasonable drive you insane,  With foolish pride comes foolish pain. Yes I'm needing your help to endure the game.
Life is unpredictable immeasurable living,  life is unmistakable indescribable to someone still unnoticeable with "who"
So, everything is good, he denying giving up and still hoping for getting through.

people knew nothing

Some people will talk about love, but they never cared.
There wasn't a single moment of real love they had shared.
People don't realize how little they know, Ignorant to every emotion he couldn't come out and show.
There is so much more to this man then meets the eye, A close few see it in him, most others never even tried.
He liked soccer, he could be on the pitch everyday...
look at how his time alone was spent.. Listening to music, busy reading and writing in his room by himself yet he never ever pretend.
Thinking all alone at night, going through his doubts in hopeless fight.

life as empty space...

Too much of good things my be bad,  I got my share of things wasn't glad
Through all the ups, all the downs some will be there, some can't be found.
If they won't care as they should, so be.. For this is life in the way that I need to see it.
You can give your all, or you can try not but when they decide to leave, what have you got.?
I builds it up, then it breaks away.... This is life in the way I see it today.
Days come and go, true hearts stay close not like ghost... Without happiness, love is an imitation at most.
It's hard to translate one's feelings into speech, It takes time to overcome the obstacles we meet.
Don't let me live life scared of what my words will bring,
Even if i fail, at least you attempted to do something.
In this life I would rather fail everyday, and tell my stories of the one's that burning bridges just for getting away.. O
Wait I'm still having a wish, When I die, carry out my final wish.
Bury me beneath the soil, away from all of this.
The want for love, the need for your company.
Bury me far from it, when my breath has left me.
Never to be reminded of this terrible place,
I've tried to called it home but it's really just empty space.

Nest

That marble floors and gilded walls can never make a home.
But every house where Love abides and Friendship is a guest,
Is surely home, and home sweet home for there the heart can rest in that very special place called memories nest.

Hope reborn at new dawn

When hope and dreams all fade away, distrust and suspicion settles in to stay,
Depression creeps in like a dark cloud, Completely engulfing you in a black shroud.
deep inside of you there is a tiny spark, of hope eternal, trust, and faith vanishes slowly all the dark.

It is best to fail in originality.. be original,

"It is best to fail in originality than to succeed in imitation" .. but;
If you pay love to where love is due and to your own higher self try to remain true,
If you treat everyone as an equal and all as the same, Your's ought to live on as a remembered name.
If for everyone you believe on a 'fair go', and despite their race or creed due, respect to them show and never ruin anyone's character with malicious lies, Above the ordinary you are one who does seem to rise.
If you unlike many not addicted to vanity or greed and try to help those of help who are in need.. And of your own Human flaws you do feel aware to say the least people like you are quite rare.
If you do believe in the live and let live and you are not too proud to receive and generous enough for a true love to give, And respect to the rights of all others you pay... Then as a person you are doing quite okay.

Never measured by "like"

Love isn't long distance... Love is never far, From where I am and always where you are
You take my love with you and leave your love behind, With lots of loving thoughts that linger in my mind
Love may come and go but somehow stays around, To always lift you up  when you are feeling down
Love can't be measured and it's a well known fact, That the more love you give... More love you should get back
But if love were long distance then how to find
Love that is as sweet, Just like yours when you are mine!

May i freez the time

Sometimes Lakes freeze over, Sometimes minds do too but my feelings is too soft
My heart is too warm to ever be frozen with you.
We give and we take and with love we do make, The most of a few precious hours while our love blossoms forever, Like the earth giving birth to a field of beautiful flowers
And while our minds are in line and love's on our hearts so... blind
I wish I could find in sweet moments like these..  A magical way to freeze the time.

What you pay for

My home based on love, patients, honesty, and sincerity surround them whole Slowly, slowly as snail reach my goal, your game made by cheating and soon you will win then... we will fall, 
keep your pride, your vanity, you silence, stay pretending, kill all the birds.. shot, shot with no rule, 
My goal is loving ones being mate with my soul, not a queen of wax living in a dream of sand mixed with gall,
congratulation..... for our fall, now you will get what you pay for

It doesn't meant to be,

In this world we go threw test, not to see who is the one, or who is the best. Life isn't some game we play on a chess board or hit hint when we don't know its meant to be designed to challenge our soul to become this what we are and what we know. 
I need to tell you that there is a saying after death is eternal it means sacrifice all that we have and work hard and do good unto others and so then when death comes it come with our internal life of everlasting.

Hard night

The moon accompanies me every night, Witnessing along hours of struggling
To get some sleep and shut my mind losing delight, convincing myself that I'll always be forgetting.
If disappointment was my destiny or it's for my best why my mind never got rest
So I lay in bed least expecting to sleep, A mind so confused I was never at ease
What is it that I'm trying to achieve, an impossible dreams or a new life i shall believe.
a million words fight, through all the night... maybe I'm waiting the dawn at that first light.

understanding

Life Begins from no total understanding... to a full stupidity 
In life there is so many twists and turns, we never know whats going to happen next, So we keep our head up and keep trying in a stupid race called living
yet in this world few can make it, but a lot of us always fail to understand how to make they dreams come true or even how it works at first place,
So we work hard to achieve our goals, we set them high, and waiting in the cloud to watch them vanish with the wind.

Poors never ask

Tis said that money makes more money and, tis also said that much wants more, but the things in our lives that most matter are the things that we tend to ignore, Such as happiness, joy and contentment these are the things money can't buy
Though money in life is important and it's value how can one deny.
Yet all things decay with time... The forest sees, The growth and down-fall of her aged trees while in human ambition there is a common thing, Each one by nature loves to be a king. but if you is the poor please don't for anything ask, for the lier will never put on his mask.

Be my inspiration

Inspiration is like a gentle breeze it slowly passes, softly touches, leaves an everlasting impression and awakens the eternal soul!
Man tends to act either out of inspiration or out of desperation. But be careful often acts done in desperation lead to miseries.

Dreams of hope

Today, i got a dream, so weird..
"I saw me with a lonely vanishing shadow whispering tenderly 
Just keep going.
Just keep giving.
Just keep kicking.
Just keep striking.
You may not click but just keep clicking.
You may not hit but just keep hitting.
There can never be a getting without going.
There can never be a growing without sowing.
There can never be a achieving without failing.
And you who he walking in the valley of hope and dreams, Always remember you gonna bloom if only you bear the gloom", 
So, it was night full of hopes and dream,and i asked myself dreams, hopes So what...!
In some eyes is laying asleep a little dream, sky is silver and the road is lighten with moonlight, a glaze; a blaze of the sight of a shooting star calling for the creatures of the night and darkest nights are no longer to stay cause the dawn is about to break the day..! 
And where there is a burning desire there is a pool of replenishing hopes,
it will always be like this too shall pass through whatever good or bad life will sail through.
Once the mountains will bathe in the sunshine the dust; the dirt; the dark will glow white and will turn all things bright for where there is life there is a dream to live and hope to achieve and again dream, in between life and living there is a valley of hopes and valley of ever lasting dreams..

Deposed king

She sat with fear in her eyes contemplating the overturned cup.
She said;
My son, do not be sad, Love is written for you.
My son, he who dies for the religion of the beloved has died a martyr.
Your cup, is a terrifying world.
Your life, travels and wars.
You will love often, my son.
And return as the king who has been conquered... In your life, my son, there is a woman.
Her eyes ... Praise be to Him who is worshiped,
Her mouth ... is drawn as bunches of grapes;
Her laughter ... is music and roses.
But your sky is full of rain and your path blocked for your heart’s beloved, 
my son,
Sleeps in a haunted castle. The castle is large, 
my son.
It is guarded by dogs… and soldiers.
Your heart’s princess is sleeping.
He who enters her chamber is lost.
He who asks for her hand, is lost,
He who descends the walls of her garden, Is lost.
He who attempts to touch her hair, My son, Is lost . . . lost.
I have looked and read often, but never have I read a cup like yours.
I have never known, my son, Sadness like yours.
It is your destiny ever to walk in love, upon the edge of a dagger. To remain lonely as the oysters, sad as the willow
It is your destiny ever to remain in the sea of love, without rescue, To love her with millions of times, And to return as the deposed king.