depend on someone else

It is definitely ok to learn from people, and to be motivated and inspired by people, but to depend on someone else for your own well being when you are perfectly capable of doing what you need to do for yourself on your own, is no way to live. a few days ago i lived a miserable life because such a situations So, it's fact that; even your shadow leaves you when you're in darkness.
Make your own plans, do the things that you want to do in life, this is the only way to discover real joy and fulfillment