A Sad Ending

I was walking all alone,

on a road of rocks and stone,
never did I know where it would lead,
sometimes I wondered, "was it because of my deeds?"

Then came along a sweet little breeze,
seemed to me, my whole world would freeze,
for a little while I thought,
that the road I chose was the best one I got.

The breeze took away all my pain,
as if a barren after years had a rain,
this seemed to lead me to a meadow,
where in the sun, only gave me shadow.

The feeling was great,
but it came at some rate,
I felt like being on top of the world,
"come down to mother earth "somebody called.

It was a beautiful dream,
which I had,
the heat was taking it's toll on me,
and it never made me glad.

Then came the storm,
that shattered my dreams,
it crushed all my norms,
and it went all down the stream.

I had no place to hide,
as if I was sinking in high tide,
slowly and slowly my body gave up,
soul left my body,
helplessly forever, I shut up.

Change Is All

No one will ever know how I feel. 

For I cannot even explain it all.
Nobody to love. 
Nobody to blame. 
Everyone always the same.
Nothing to care about. 
No reason to lie. 
For I am me, myself, and I.
No ones sees what I see. 
Nobody left to care for me.
It's kind of sad knowing what's true, cause then you know who's there for you.
Most of them just put on that act. 
A lot of them talk bad about me behind my back.
Thanks for making me feel this way, there's nothing more I should have to say.
All the times I was alone, makes me feel weird when someone's home.

No family for support, no friends to care. 
People wonder why I don't go anywhere.
Every night crying myself to sleep, sometimes I wish someone loved me.
No hope, no love, no life, no friends the pain never ends.
Sometimes I ask what did I do to deserve this. 
But nobody answers.
A voice in my head tells me to forget the bad and remember good.
But then I answer to myself saying there is no good to remember. 
I always yell at myself asking why me? why? 
Sitting in a empty spare room.
No one to talk to about how I feel. 
No one to ask me what I feel.
Is anyone out there in this harsh world we live in? 
Sometimes I begin to wonder.
Sometimes I'm harsh on myself. 
Morn comes and I wake up wishing I was never born. 
Please help others, because today's lives our being taken out of this world just as easy as they are coming in. 
You can change someone's life. 
Make a change. 
It's a tough world.

And You Wonder Why

I gave you my heart and you threw it away.
But she wanted it from the start.
I treated you like God and you treated me like dirt.
But she has always looked at me as if I were an angel.
I called for you and you didn't answer.
But she came running.
I needed you and you ignored me.
But she was always there
I gave you my lifetime, you gave me a day.
But he gave me forever
I loved you, you liked me.
But he'll love me as if I was the most beautiful thing on earth.
I was hurt and you didn't stitch up my wounds.
But she used a golden needle and silver thread.
I cried and you didn't hold me.
But she never let go.
I said "I love you" and you didn't say it back.
But she's been saying it to my face for years.
I was bleeding and you left me for dead.
But she would have given up her life if it meant that I would live.
I fell down and you didn't pick me up again.
But she has carried me the whole way.
And even though I haven't noticed until now, she has always thought I was the one.
And the day I realized that I loved him too, it was the best day of her life.
And when it came the time for me to fall, whose arms did I fall into?
Her.
And you wonder why.

Past is Past For A Reason

The past is the past for a reason

That is where it is supposed to stay

But some cannot let it go

In their head it eats away

Until all their focus becomes

The person that they used to be

The mistakes they made in their life

Oh if only they could see

That you cannot change what happened

No matter how hard you try

No matter how much you think about it

No matter how much you cry

What happens in your lifetime

Happens for reasons unknown

So you have to let the cards unfold

Let your story be shown

Don't get wrapped up in the negative

Be happy with what you have been given

Live for today not tomorrow

Get up, get out and start living

Cos the past is the past for a reason

It's been and now it is gone

So stop trying to think of ways to fix it

It's done, it's unchangeable, move on

Gone, Forever

I miss the times when you were here
telling me to have no fear
To hold my head up high and strong
add happy notes to my sad song

I miss the way you look at me
As if I were too blind to see
The path I’m on might hurt and scathe
But all goes well if you just have faith

I miss the sound of your sweet voice
Through bitter times a saving noise
That told me what was right and wrong
But rang in my ears for far too long

A caring person, you were such
That helped and hurt me, oh so much
You’d guide and mislead me through the day
You left me lonely when I’d rather you stay

Over things like that you had no control
A rock set in motion will continue to roll
No matter how hard you tug and heave
You were always pushed and forced to leave

Then one day you never returned
My tears so hot they almost burned
Aware now about what I lack
But crying and mourning wont bring you back

For me to let out what I need to say
I can’t do much more than pray
No longer am I weak, my hearts quite strong
From adding a happy chorus to a sad, sad song

My Babe

Together we may struggle
but without you all I feel is pain.
Sometimes I may seem confused
but there is one thing that will never change.

The feelings I have for you don't fade or go away.
They continue to grow stronger each day with every kiss.
Life without you is something I can't imagine.
From within my soul, it's you I'd miss.

I understand this world more then you may know.
I could believe in fate and put up a fight.
But you and I are not written.
Although there is a truth I'd like to write.

We both have scars,
with memories that can not be erased,
but together we are stronger.
In your hands my heart has been placed.

This is a choice I have made.
I understand the risk I take.
Please hold my heart dear to you.
Careful to never break.

If you do stumble or fall,
please don't forget to gather all the pieces.
It's your choice of what to do with them.
My love for you never ceases.

Confused

My knees start to shake

when your in sight,
my minds filled with wonder
my heart with fright.

when will this feeling stop, 
when did it start 
how can I listen to my mind
without breaking my heart.

I am so confused, 
what should I do? 
I can't think of anything 
except of you.

Should I ignore you 
or just give it time
I can't think straight 
my heart controls my mind.

Walking Away

I'm tired of dreaming.

I'm through with trying.
Tired of living, yet scared of dying.
Maybe things are good for you,
but look at all that I've been through.
Look at all the pain I've won.
I bet you think that it's been fun.
You never thought I'd turn away.
You never believed you'd see this day.
Look again cuz here I go
leaving behind all I know.
Changing it all as I must do.
Not daring to stop and think things through.
Wanting to run as fast as I can,
not stopping until I understand.
Like why did I let things get this way?
Why didn't I leave yesterday?
How are things going to be,
since there is no more you and me.

Truth Hurts More Than Your Lie

The truth you tell me hurts more than your lie

Once I learned it I started to cry
Every time I thought of you
I remembered what I thought was true
I try to cover it as I mend my heart
It's no use I'm broken apart
Into a million pieces I've been shattered 
Not that you cared not that it mattered
The truth hurts more than I thought
Reality showing what I forgot
My smile returns to a fake
There's nothing else for you to take
You took my heart when I learned the lie
Inside I'm dying as I try
To mend myself as best as I can
Hoping that this won't happen again
I'll try to leave this behind
As I start to find
Myself looking at you during the day
And try to find something to say
That won't bring back this painful memory
what won't remind me what couldn't be
As I start to learn it's still true
I still find myself loving you

May be i live Alone

It is truly regrettable that is looking for truth in the age of infidelityand looking for love in the hearts of the cemetery
True love does not end until the death of the owner and false love die when the owner lives
Meet the rare coin and hearts are a few banks and banks that dealwith this type of currency

now my pain is not important

its not important ... after saying goodbye there is nothing important
its not important ... the dream was lost there is a dreams no-more
you were in my life everything ... the dream, the light and the way
you side goodbye ... the dream was gone and every meaning in my mined gone
now my pain is not important too
now everything good is dieing ... and the sunshine seems to be dark night ... and my happyness turned to sadness and pain
and the fearness now like the security
you side goodbye ... the dream was gone and every meaning in my mined gone
now my pain is not important too

in front of life mirror

when the dignity go away easy then nothing important 
when the lovers cheat each other then nothing important 
when the bad guys be the one over the good one then nothing important. When the cheep person be the best over the special one then its over ... there is nothing important
when the money be the important thing more than the human respect to themselves then .. nothing important

in front of life mirror ... i stand to see myself ... from all the pains and the wonds .. i couldn't recognize myself
i saw other one its not me ... while the person stand in front of it ... its me i saw other one its not me ... while the person stand in front of it ... its me
its a reflect to someone sad and tired its a reflect to someone lonely have no one to help its a reflect to wounded ghost has a white hair, white hair ... i couldn't recognize my self
in front of life mirror

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My days

Along years ago, i dreamed to be with you ...

Along years ago, i waited you, and when i saw your eyes i became a slave between your hands

My days with you ....

i'm a life because i admire you

i'm a lover because i wish to die while i'm still loving you

i forgot who real i'm between your Arms,

there is a love inside me i couldn't discus it with words ... who can discus a dreams which he had been dream with it to many years

you can come to live your life in my hug .. i have no one but you, i feel with my life meaning with you, i like my life while i'm closed to you

this is ...

my days, with you

Empty Heart

Now you are acting as you cannot see and know what is love meant,

Now you are living all your days and all your dreams in illusion and lies

that's enough … I'm too sorry ...you became a such person which have no heart

Many things inside you had been died while I have my silent and never say; no

and I let my tears free to talk and when I have my pain I never complain

I'll tell you my last words

I'm sure that your heart beats no more.

Now your heart is empty … everything around it was died and you accept this

Now your heart is empty … everything around it was died and you accept this

empty Hearts

What you Do ?

Failure is only a temporary change in direction to set you straight for your next success.

Only those who dare to fail greatly can ever achieve greatly.

You can choose to be happy or sad and whichever you choose that is what you get. No one is really responsible to make someone else happy, no matter what most people have been taught and accept as true.

So,

What you do…No one can decide. Its up to you. And who you are is what you choose. These times when the world falls apart makes us who we are

I'll lie to myself and to my soul if I say to my heart i forgot you .... And, i often side i forgot you while i couldn't thought in anything but you

I'll lie to myself if I said I forget you, or I don't care about you while I'm still  loving you, and my world is still not possible to live without you
My days and nights with you it is usually in front of my eyes ... i Remember the first meeting i remember the last words ... 

BElievE or NOt

 Here is a test to find out whether your mission in life is complete...
        If you're alive, it isn't

        if you're, believes No proof is necessary.
        if you're, not believe, No proof is possible

      , what I meant is ...

 Human often becomes what them believes themselves to be.
if I keep on saying to myself
that I cannot do a certain thing,
it is possible that I may end by really becoming incapable of doing it.
On the contrary,
if I have the belief that I can do it,
I shall surely acquire the capacity to do it,
even if I may not have it at the beginning. So,

When you come to the edge of all the light you have,
and are about to step off into the darkness of the unknown,
faith is knowing one of two things will happen:
There will be something solid to stand on,
or you will be taught how to fly

will never be.... another you!

A lot of things go unquestioned, 

A lot of Questions go unanswered, 

A Few words go unsaid, Few go a unheard, 

Some are born ... dead, That's Life and its Rules in my opinion is Assume Nothing, Expect Little, Do More, Demand Less, 

Smile Often, Dream Big, Laugh a Lot, Pray Always, 

Cry Once for missing someone special everyday
because it will never be .... another you!

What you took was more than your share

What you did was beyond repair

You hurt and you stole

My love is no longer for your soul

For my happiness you did not care

What I had you took from me

My peace and serenity

It was not yours nor did I give it freely

What you stole my sanity

You gave me pain and hurt

You gave me more than your worth

I didn’t want it; never asked for it

You gave me your burden

 It’s not mine to carry

How could you ask other to share it?

My heart is full of scares

Most of which is from your mar

What did you think that it would set you free?

It didn’t I know this to be

Because I won’t carry it, I gave it back to you

It’s not mine I won’t bare it,

I have my own; and I won’t force others to share it

Pain is what you caused pain is what you feel

Pain you brought other; pain all too real

God help me when I feel this way

God help me, I hope you find a day

When your pain is no more

When you find a way not to hurt to the core

I am working on healing for myself

I hope you find healing in your health

My heart still does hurt

Nevertheless, even through my anger

I don’t wish you harm

I hope you find

HOPE, HEELING AND PEACE

happy or sad

You can choose to be happy or sad and whichever you choose that is what you get. No one is really responsible to make someone else happy, no matter what most people have been taught and accept as true,
There is always a lesson through every tear. Whether you think it’s a bad thing or a good thing, it’s a lesson not a punishment. Though you may think it is a way to punish, It’s only a way to teach. Through love or through hate you will soon realize that it’s not only you learning with every tear.
I don’t respect the people that don’t respect me, I'm starting respect the people that deserve it, that’s how i’ll get somewhere in life.

Last lesson

You teach me that the past was all an illusion and empty words .... And faithful in love has no place in this life. You are a luckier because you can forget, you are luckier because you can be a hard person, you are luckier because you do not have a heart someday will tell you I loved him

you forgot my love in second, you can live your life as a second. You could love easy and let it go easy you never give your Treachery a chance

You teach me that the past was all an illusion and empty words .... And faithful in love has no place in this life. I spent many night and many years with you, while you never feel it pass through. I built my dream on my wounds and you quickly destroy it...

I wished that I never believe in your life

I wished that I never believe in your illusion

I wished that I never believe in your love

Missing You

I want to cry every night,
       because I miss the way we fight.
I pray for you every night,
       because I miss you not being in my sight.

I miss the sound of your voice,
       that I am sick and tired of all this noise.
I miss the way you smell,
       oh that smell.

I miss the look upon your face,
       that made me smile with such grace.
I love you so much I can't deny,
for when I see you I will break down and cry.

For when I cry these happy tears, I won't have anymore fears.
You'll be home safe with me,
that I'll be able to sleep.
Oh how I miss you so much.

I'll just have to wait and hope you will, keep in touch