Victims Of Society

Dawn breaks on yet another day
but the light is nowhere to be found
on this sky murky and gray
hope seems lost on this battle ground
Many young men have died here, sacrifices were made
but was it worth it, did it bring any change
why did we not stop these men who were betrayed
from their very own leaders who themselves were afraid
The young men believed in adventure
but little did they know 
that of this deadly game they were the lure
their bravery and courage to this day is still aglow
With their first step onto the battlefield
they found out the truth
their hope was lost and their fate sealed
that they would be taken from this world still in their youth
These men victims of society and eager to please
we all pray that they rest in peace
they leave with a lesson that we all should learn and use
that life is a gift too precious to lose

Last Resort

A plethora of predicaments race in my mind at best, 
which one can I fathom to ponder about next. 
Shall I even think of acting upon what my mind stirs about, 
or cry my soul asleep by this never ending drought. 
What will my career be, 
the words last resort come screaming at me with no one to yell halt. 
The quick years will pass then they will hit me and it's my own fault. 
All of my solutions come bearing a bag of infinite errors, 
my late night thoughts give me shrieking terrors. 
At what point in time does this maze come to a close. 
On the inside I am slowly weeping but on the outside I pose. 
I look around my room and it does not express myself. 
Question creeps in my eyes at the princess sign of the shelf. 
I am feeling confusion, don't worry not despair. 
All I really want in this life is to be without a care.

Cry

I’m sitting on the porch

Wind blowing through my hair

The ducks are frolicking in the pond

But I just can’t seem to care

Life goes on around me

I don’t participate

I go through all the motions

But what I really do is wait

I dream about the day

That you’ll come home to me

Nothing else is important

Why can’t people see?

I don’t want to go out

I don’t want to have fun

I don’t want to do a thing

Until all is said and done

They took you in the summer

Now fall is almost finished

Winter will be here very soon

And then the year will have diminished

You have no idea how much I cry

I never let you know

It’s so hard out here without you 

But I’m not allowed to let it show

I must pretend all is fine

Everyone thinks all’s okay

But what I never ever tell them

Is that I cry for you every day

Destiny (Arabic. P.)

كـن لــي عــزيــزا كـمــا شــاء الــقــدر
 ولا تــتــركــنــي وحــيــدا كاللــيــل بــلا قــمــر  
فــكــيــف لــي بــدونــك أن أحــيــا بــيـن الــبــشــر  
فــهــل للـــزرع أن يــنــبــت دون أن يــســقــط عــلــيــه الــمــطــر

I have to Pay

I’m sorry you can’t trust me

And won’t ever let me in

I’m sorry you don’t believe in me

And that I could not win

I’m sorry for not being perfect

And being able to break your fears

I’m sorry for messing up

And causing all your tears

I’m sorry I can’t fix it

And make you want to stay

I’m sorry I wasn't good enough

And now I have to pay

I’m sorry I ever doubted it

And made you second guess

I’m sorry I was so stupid

You haven’t seen my best

Lost A Part Of Me

I lay next to you watching you lay
why couldn't I have done everything to make you stay.
I look back at all our smiles and frowns.
wondering how we made it through all the up's and down's.
I gently brush your hair behind your ear.
Loosing you was my one and only fear.
why do all things great come to an end.
you were my baby, my wife, even my friend.
how could I not see you slowly fading away.
 I made myself believe everything was OK. but I was too blind to see. you were slowly slipping away from me. now your gone you went away.
I am sorry for leading you astray. but I must move forward and learn from my mistake.
I must learn to live with my heart ache.
thank you for letting be a part of your life.
I am glade to have had you for my wife.
always and forever baby you'll always be mine.
I'll always love you even past the end of time

Sorry

I love you so very much, Even thou at times I do things that hurt, I try so hard to hope that you always see, How much you being in my life means to me,
I am sorry yet again for causing you pain,  that is the last thing I ever wanted to do, Even when I am trying to look out for you  and do the right thing 
I mess up, I am sorry for that too.
I hope that you still know how much I love and cherish you,
Like nothing else in my life gives me the trill of being loved by you. So I hope that you listen and see it in my eyes, 
this sincere apology that comes with tears from deep inside.

Where To Go Asking For Help !!!

Where do I go?
When I'm feeling so lost and I don't want to be found.
When I'm looking and listening for that peace in my heart.
But I know I'll never hear that sound.
Where do I go?
Where do I go when I'm trying to laugh but all I can do I cry?
I'm trying to keep on living because I'm not ready to die.
Where do I go because the sun never seems to shine?
Can you give me my life back it's not yours it's mine?
How do I keep going, how do I fight this fight?
I'm tired of feeling beat down, but I'm trying with all my might!
Where do I go when my head hangs so low?
Please give me an answer because I just don't know!
Where do I go?
Does it take very long?
For me to find that peace and a place where I belong.
I need you My God to help me, help me to take a stand.
I'm scared to do it by myself, will you please take my hand?
Where do I go? Where do I go? Where do I go?
Do you Still Want to know?

Moods Of Women and men

Moods Of A Woman ..

She's Afraid Of A Wasp, She'll Scream At A Mouse; But Will Tackle A Stranger Alone In House. 

Sour As Vinegar, Sweet As A Rose; She'll Kiss You One Minute, Then Turn Up Her Nose. 

She'll Win You In Rage, Enchant You In Silk; She'll Be Stronger Than Brandy, Milder Than Milk. 

At Times She'll Be Vengeful, Merry And Sad; She'll Hate You Like Poison And Love you Like Mad.
Moods Of A Man ..

Hungry, 

Angry, 

Sleepy!

Separated

Miles that separate

Friends that discriminate

Circumstances that kept us apart

And those people who broke our hearts

The feelings that I was scared to show

The ones that you always made known

The good times and the bad,

The happy and the sad

You never gave up even when I would

You never let go even though I said you should

You said you love me and I believe its true

And now I just need to say,

Baby I love you too

As the days went by I began to find

That this feeling inside was one I could no longer deny

You amaze me in every way

You continuously take my breath away

You know me better then I know myself

It's as if I'm a book,

That you have read inside and out

You know when I'm happy, and when I'm sad

You even know when the little things make me mad

You've one my heart, proved yourself true

Babe I don't know how you did it,

But you made me fall head over heals for you

Heart and Mind

When I met you, my life changed

Don't know when this feeling came

I got out of bed one morning

Shocked about this feeling

It's not right to love you, I know

But I can't force myself to forget you

You gave color to my life

Though I know the time is not right

I told myself to stay away from you

But I can't teach my heart not to love you

This feeling I had for you keeps growing

A reason for me to be afraid of what this could bring

My mind always telling me to let you go

But my heart is always saying "I Love You"

This heart really rules my mind

And that is why I can't stop this feeling inside

Asking God to help me to decide

Which one will I follow Heart or Mind?

God has purpose to what I feel

For He only knows about what is real

One thing in common between my heart and mind

Is that they're both saying what is right

My mind is right and so with my heart

But one thing is for sure, You are a part of my Life.

Ocean Call

The waves whisper to me, calling me to the soft sand.
The water sweeps over my feet, surrounds where I stand.
The breeze caresses my face, whips my hair.
The wind encloses my body, acknowledging I'm there.
The clouds clotting out the sun, turning gray with anger.
The sky no longer blue, a clear warning of danger.
The rain pelting my skin, as cold as ice.
The water seeping in my bones, undeniably concise.
The world calling to me, pulling me out.
The atmosphere thicker, it's my sorrow no doubt.
The waves grew higher, crashed over my head.
The breath blown away, unmistakably dead.

American dream

Living the American dream isn't always as it seems.
Fancy cars, movie stars. Pain filled lives, filled with srs.
"I've got it all. My life is good. Everything seems as it ould."
I can do it myself. Life is all about me." 
That's what they say 'cause they can't see.
Pain filled lives with no hope to find, for to true happiness they are blind.
"Do what you want for tomorrow we die." It's the way many live, but inside they cry.
They can't see why their world is a mess. They've lost their way but won't confess.
To surrender is the only way to be free. But if they won't hear it, they'll never see.
We must show the world how to lose their chains. They need to l G-d care for their pains.
The American dream shouldn't be about me. To so many it is, and they simply won't see.

Happy Birthday

Within you, I’ve found the perfect friend
Someone who I know will be there till the end
And they’re not just thoughts I hope will fulfill
But thoughts that will stand forever still
Still as the wind on a hot summer’s day
Still as your friendship I’ll never betray
Still as the characters in a photograph
Still as your breathless, silent laugh
Within you, I’ve found the perfect friend
A mind that I can comprehend
A person I see is so much like me
A mutual relationship so carefree
Carefree as a child who questions the world
Carefree as a scream that goes unheard
Carefree as an adult blessed with a dream
Carefree as water flowing downstream
Within you, I’ve found the perfect friend
With whom I can be real, and never pretend
You’ve always been someone unique from the rest
You hold a piece of me no other can possess
Within you is reason to live every moment in time
Within you the life I want is always mine
Within you, I have the perfect friend
With you, I see myself till the very end

Husband and wife

When years are passing by like days,
and in my hand your hand is placed,
a knowing smile crosses your face,
a simple touch can still make my heart race.
When I can see my soul in your eyes,
and you see your soul in mine we realize,
that a love so deep can harbor no lies,
where our only tears shed were happy tears we've cried.
I love you as much now as I ever did before,
if possible, I may even love you more,
all starting from a feeling we did not ignore,
a feeling of connection we chose to explore.
I don't know what it is that you saw in me,
what I saw in you was the utmost happiness
that can ever be,
even more so on the day when you and I
became "We",
I can still smile and say with love and
truth Honey, I love you

Ill always be around

Although you are so far away
You're always in my thoughts
I understand the circumstance
Is dealt with by the courts.
Bars will not stop me thinking
Of the bloke I knew before
Circumstance will not dictate
And neither will the law.
I miss the freedom that we shared
I miss your carefree laugh
But hopefully the lessons learned
Will take another path.
So keep hopes high and don't forget
Ill always be around
Ill always be that special one
Who helps you when your down.

Why I Ask ..!!!

I will always love you, this much is true
How to do this, I haven't a clue,
So here it goes, the only way I know how
To put an end to our love, right here, right now, 
We could have been so good together
I thought this love would last forever, 
We laughed, we cried, we played
I wished this time could have always stayed, 
The fun we had, the stories we shared
I thought that you would have always cared, 
I fought, I cried, to keep us alive
To keep you from wanting to run and hide, 
Alas, our love was not meant to be
Because all I have now are my thoughts and me, 
You made it clear, it's not me you want
A Cowboy Trucker would be your haunt, 
So goodbye My Love, goodbye my soul
My heart is now just as black as coal, 
So I let you go, I say goodbye
I say I love you with a tear in my eye, 
I hope that someday you will wake up and see
There is nothing better than you and me,
Until that time, I will always be near,
Wishing and waiting for your love to be here,
At this point, I've done all I can do
To win your heart so that you love me too.