Until it affects someone we love,
We don’t even know it’s there.
It’s really not our problem,
So why should we care.
The statistics are quite shocking,
One in four they say
Will suffer from depression
In their lives one day.
There’s not much stigma anymore
For this serious mental flaw.
But no one knows where it will strike,
It’s just the luck of the draw.
No one would choose to live with it,
And some don’t even try.
I see my daughter suffering
And all she can do is cry.
Most people turn the other cheek,
They’ve been doing it for years.
But I must face the pain I see,
In my daughter’s hidden tears.

Ashes in my eyes

When the sun starts to fade
No I won't give in, cause your 
face still remains
and your soul is in beneath my skins.
i wished your body is next to mine,
yet your heart was
never mine, it still belong to someone 
so you will remain ashes in my eyes.
No your hands could never be mine, but
my heart is all yours all the time, how could you 
be mine, when your
not meant to be mine.
oh I wish I was the one
who's always with you all
the time, never I mind the 
imperfections between you and 
I, but you will still remain ashes in my eyes.

Why it has to be you?

Sitting alone and silently
I recall a special part of my life
That part came unexpectedly
And lasted only for a while.
My life has been quite and peaceful
Until that unforgettable moment
You came like a silhouette of my soul
Then you walked right through my heart.
Everyday was a picture of happiness
There's no hint of loneliness
Everything was wonderful
Because I spent it with you.
But then, as time goes by
Feelings begin to fade away
Tears fall down one by one
And it kills me to say goodbye.
Every time my mind says move on
my heart says hold on
So many questions inside my head
But the answers are all up to you.
Loving someone like you
Without boundaries
Makes me think deeply again,
Why, Why it has to be you?

Show the World What you can do !!

Look Outside, see the trees
Watch the flowers in the breeze
Things won't be like this in a year or two
If polluting is all we do
Seize the night
Seize the day
Things won't always be this way
Thousands of people are dying
In the night you hear children crying
Let's stop the war
Our people are sore
The world can't help itself
Who cares about your wealth
Help me to help you
Show the world what you can do.

That treeless orb's .. no longer Earth

Can earth be Earth when all it’s trees are gone,
And sudsy waters have become unfit,
And poisoned life no longer greets the dawn
With raucous sounds that death has caused to quit?
Will trees no longer wave, with limbs unfurled,
On hapless earth, that ever in orbit roams?
Will human ego sacrifice the world
To satiate its lust for pompous homes?
Will distant space look down on orb that’s bald.
I now can hear the mother say,
“I was once called Earth.
But now , bereft of mirth, I weep. 
That treeless orb’s no longer Earth”

Seasons

Winter is cold, with gusts of tumbling snow
When rain falls down and nothing ever grows
For children it’s the snow that they desire
And cups of co-co in front of the fire
When winters gone, the grass grows green again
Roses and Tulips sprout, with bright green stems
The bees are buzzing, the birds are singing
Sheep are grazing and cow bells are ringing
And then the sun starts to shine too brightly
It’s so hot that fans are put on nightly
And so then it’s off to the beach or pools
Where people swim about just to keep cool
All the leaves on the trees turn golden-brown
And when on the ground make a crackly sound
In autumn a lot of money you make 
For clearing backyards of leaves with a rake
Each season has its own goods and its bads
But since they are all different I am glad!

Goodbye

When friends share experiences together, and then they must part, there is a feeling of sadness. Saying goodbye to friends that we feel connected to is an occasion of somber reflection. It is hard to imagine our lives without them, and yet we have no choice but to go on. It is comforting to know that for however long you will be separated you will always be in each others hearts. It is also an opportunity to be more present to others in your life and to look for opportunities to form new friendships.

Start to learn

I can see the pain in your eyes from the hurt in your heart, 
and I'd really love to fix it just don't know where to start. 
Every time you let me in a little you shut me right back out, 
and it makes me wanna scream, 
"I am a grown man and games are not what I'm about!!!"
But instead I'll say I like you and I'll say it a million more times, if that's what it takes for you to know for you to acknowledge it in your mind. 
I will never hurt here it is on paper in pen, and I bet if you look at the bottom of these feelings hitting paper you'll find my signature at the end. 
You have to know I love you, after all this time. 
I'm just afraid because when I'm with you my heart is no longer mine. So this is it I'm giving in. 
My white flag has hit the sky. 
I'm giving you my everything don't make me wonder why. 
I like you then, I like you now, and somehow I know I always will. 
So for me please take your time, relax your mind, and start to learn how .. to chill.

I'm Sad

Can't help myself from feeling sad, the feelings I had from you is something I never had.
Trying to move on and let all of it go, realizing time without you goes by slow.
It's hard not to ask the question why, I still like you, there is no reason for me to lie, While i got your first lie.
Knowing that it won't be easy to move on. time spent without you feels like you're already gone.
Wondering if there could ever be another chance, Me being around you I can't help but glance.
Hard not knowing where we went wrong. Trying not to let it get to me, I'm trying to stand strong.
Knowing something so good got away; trying to figure out if there is something .. I could .... say.

Careful to never break.

Together we may struggle
but without you all I feel is pain.
Sometimes I may seem confused
but there is one thing that will never change.
The feelings I have for you don't fade or go away.
They continue to grow stronger each day.
Life without you is something I can't imagine.
From within my soul, it's you I'd miss.

I understand this world more then you may know.
I could believe in fate and put up a fight.
But you and I are not written.
Although there is a truth I'd like to write.
We both have scars,
with memories that can not be erased,
but together we are stronger.
In your hands my heart has been placed.

This is a choice I have made.
I understand the risk I take.
Please hold my heart dear to you.
Careful to never break.
If you do stumble or fall,
please don't forget to gather all the pieces.
It's your choice of what to do with them.

Silent Love

We must not be silent, but speak the truth in love.
because, this is what God's truth is made up of.
Yes, we must always call sin by it's rightful name.
Sin is sin, it's wrong, & not just a laughable game.


If you see a person drowning, what do you then do?
You throw a life preserver; because once, it was you.
If a person is dying in their happy go lucky sin.
Speak the truth & help them out of the mess they're in.


But always speak it in love, never-never any other way.
For the Spirit from above will teach you just what to say.
It's not right to be silent when you know where it leads.
Call sin a sin, help them get rid of all sin's filthy seeds.


Reveal Christ as He truly is, a God of love & forgiveness.
For He transforms lives & His name they will then confess.
You should call sin, sin, for many souls you may help save.
They need to know the truth, speak it in love, & be brave.

Tears Of Sorrow

Trying to let go of these memories of sorrows
which are trapped inside of me,
where I feel alone, no one sees me crying.
I close my eyes and I see my dreams,
Dreams of tomorrow, the way I want things to be.
Angel, keep watch over me.
The memories keep control of me,
The bad storms and cold weather rain
which fall from the heavens.
Angel, wash away these memories which are inside me.
I want to cry, I want to cry,
Tears from heaven falling from my eyes,
Wash away the pain which keeps control of me.
Angel, sing, sing the song
which will bring the dreams of tomorrow,
Of sunshine, not of rain,
Letting go of the memories
Which trap my sorrows inside of me.

A night in Sorrow

I watch as the blood tickle down my arm
I close my eyes and hope for you to come.
I never knew what it was like to be alone
All I want for you to do is come back home.
I feel the pain, the burning and the pleasure
I feel so confused and so full of pressure
I sit in this dark room with no one around
All I want from you is love and care
I notice that I won't get my wish
But now I wait for the sun to rise.
To fill this room with light. 
As I watch I see how many scares I have
Bleeding for desire and pain
I look in the mirror of my room and look
I watch as these tears flow endlessly and
What I realize what I was waiting for
was for me to return to normal.

For You .. MY VALENTINE

I've never imagined that there can be this day.

A day that true feelings will find its way.

Out of my heart and into your soul.

These feelings I have are beyond my control.

All my life I have waited patiently.

For a goddess like you, so beautiful, so lovely.

Words can't express the way I feel.

These feelings towards you are all for real.

You are the reason why I'll go on.

Eternity can't separate this special bond.

This heart of mine is reserved for you.

Forever it is yours, this love is true.

Maybe i'm your first ,your second but you'll be my last.

My world, my everything, till my time has past.

I will always care about you until the end of time.

MY SWEETHEART, MY VALENTINE!

My Valentine...

I could watch the sunrise, I could watch the sunset,
I could walk in the rain without getting wet,
I could witness their beauty as the flowers bloom,
I could I could listen to bird songs as the new day dawns,
I could feel the sunshine through the darkest clouds,
I could hear a sweet whisper through the roar of a crowd,
I could walk on water without soaking my feet,
I could travel the world in less than a week,
I could ponder the knowledge passed down by the wise,
I could dwell in a castle built in the sky,
I could paint a portrait and bring it to life,
I could sleep without pain, on the edge of a knife,
I could play a sweet melody to soften the mood,
I could take all the bad and turn it to good,
I could float on the breeze, I could fly on the wind,
I could soar high in the sky leaving the world behind,
I could travel the cosmos and watch it unfold,
I could witness it's power, so wonderful to behold,
But of all the wonderful things I could do,
There's nothing in the universe that compares to you,
I'll hold you in my heart for the rest of my life,
You're my living miracle, my sweet valentine.

I will find you once again

Love me tomorrow for it is a new day
Love me again like you did the first day
Love me always for my heart beats for yours
Kiss me sweetly and gently upon tomorrow morning
Hold me tightly for I'm afraid to fall 
Don't forget your promises for I had too many broken
Hold my hand to guide the way
Hold my heart to keep it safe
Tell me tomorrow that today wasn't a dream
Tell me sweet nothings as I begin to sleep
And Ill always remind you that I am yours alone
Truly and forever until were reborn
Then I will find you once again
To tell you I love you all over again

Another try

I never really knew you 
you were just another friend 
But when I got to know you 
I let my heart unbend 
I couldn't help past memories 
That would only make me cry 
I had to forget my first love 
And give another try 
So I've fallen in love with you 
And I'll never let you go 
I love you more than anyone 
I just had to let you know 
My feelings for you will never change 
Just know my feelings are true 
Just remember this one thing 
I will always love you 

How To Create The Perfect Family

You will need:
1 large house
3-6 people, depending on how long you want to wait for it to be done
3 cups of pets
2 cups of patience
3 ounces of anger/frustration
3 quarts of laughter
4 teaspoons of trust
And last but definitely not least,
Lots and lots of love

First, open the house, and make sure that it will be the right size for your family. Mix the desired amount of people with the pets, carefully so you don’t damage them. In a separate bowl, stir the love and laughter together. Set aside. Taking each person separately, evenly distribute the patience and trust, making sure that each one gets an equal amount (Failure to distribute evenly may lead to different recipe! See recipe for “My impatient family” for details…). Carefully open the bottle of anger/frustration. Using a Q-tip, dab small portions of the anger/frustration onto each person. Lastly, take the love and laughter and sprinkle it all over the house, pets, and people. Let sit until all parts of the recipe are thoroughly combined, and voila! Your Perfect Family is complete.

Being Lost

I look at the smooth and slow flowing water. I wonder what it would be like to move forward and never look back. Or never stay or be in the same place twice.
I can stand there for hours just to watch the water and to hear the water.
I see my reflection.
As I watch my reflection in the water I see my sad expression and wonder if the water can see me.
I run my fingers through the water. 
I see many ripples appear as if the water is flinching from the pain I'm causing it.
I wonder if the water can feel me.........feel my pain.
I wish I could float on the water and let it carry me anywhere and everywhere it goes.
I step into the water. I feel the coolness of the water and I start to shiver.
I feel my body relaxing,
I feel my heart go from racing to freefalling.
I concentrate on the sunny and blue sky.
I start to float.
I feel the water pass by me
I realize that nothing in the world can take away this feeling..........The feeling of being lost.

Forget about me

This depicts the feeling of being completely lost inside yourself, Emptiness is overwhelming, Crying out for help,
My mind is running circles, Trapped inside myself,
Rage fills my eyes, Heart no longer beating, Sadness is my cries, Head is foggy. Body is numb.
Forget about me, its too late.
I am too far gone, Dead inside.
Reaper is getting closer, I will take this walk alone,
Dead inside.
I am already gone.