Please don’t cry

Please don’t cry
I’m not really gone
When you look out the window
I’ll be standing on the lawn
Please don’t cry
I’ll see you again
Don’t be sad
Keep up your chin
Please don’t cry
I’m not really dead
When you cry yourself to sleep
I’ll be by your bed
Please don’t cry
Just because we had to part
As long as you remember me 
I’ll live in your heart
Please don’t cry
I’m not gone forever
I’ll be a cool and gentle breeze
In hot summer weather 
Please don’t cry
Don’t run and hide
When you need a shoulder to lean on
I’ll be by your side
Please don’t cry
When you’re sad and weak
I’ll be there
To kiss you on the cheek
Please don’t cry
This is just a goodbye
So please, oh please
Baby, do not cry

She and Me

She smiles, I cry.

She's brave, I’m shy.

She loves, I’m alone.

She’s amazing, I’m unknown.

She’s beautiful, I’m a mess.

She’s happy, I’m depressed.

She’s a fake, I am real.

My mask is perfect, she hides me.

A Face Among The Stars

I looked for you this morning, 
I looked for you last night,
I looked for you everywhere,
But you were not in sight.
I looked up to the night sky above,
And saw your face in the stars.
It was then I realized,
You’re not here anymore 
But you’ll always be with me…..
You will always be in my heart.
Life is something all of us must borrow
Returning it in time, to whence it came.
Good-bye doesn’t mean you’re gone,
So long as I still love you,
Your memory will live on.

meet me at the gate

A beautiful garden now stands alone,
missing the one who nurtured it
But now she is gone,
Her flowers still bloom, and the sun it still shines,
But the rain is like tear drops, for the ones left behind,
The weeds lay waiting to take the gardens beauty away,
But the beautiful memories of its keeper are in our hearts to stay,
she loved every flower even some that were weeds,
So much love she would plant with each little seed,
But just like her flowers she was part of Gods plan,
So when it was her time he reached down his hand,
He look through the Garden searching for the best,
That's when he found my love , it was her time to rest,
It was hard for those who loved her, to just let her go,
But God had a spot in his garden, that needed a gentle soul,
So when you start missing my love., remember if you just wait,
When God has a spot in his garden, She'll meet you at the gate

Over than 874 friends

Today i lived a dream and i'd like to share it with all my reader
Over than 874 friends pass and read my posts and that's made me feel so much happy and to thank all you i typed this words only for my reader .. my real friends

No other friends is quite like you,
No other friends could do exactly what you do.
No other friends could listen to my dreams,
No matter how weird it all seems.
You're the one thats there for me when i need a friend,
We're gonna be tight till the end.
We always have joy when we are together,
We always find something to share no matter what the weather.
No other friend could understand me like you do,
I dont know what i would do without a friends like all you.

Door Of Pain

In my life you're the one thing I fear, And before you die, this you must hear.
Everyday we were out to play, we'd laugh and joke, and together we'd stay.
Even Saturday's we'd go to the mall.
our great rapport was never to fall.
We had our favorite restaurants and we loved to eat, in our famous foot race, I was never to be beat.
We’d get in your truck and drive off to town, I was so happy my face was never to frown.
And as years past bye your pecan trees grew higher, and our relationship bond grew tighter and tighter. 
Something felt wrong and I hoped it wouldn’t happen.
But it did and I face it each day of my life, I got to be strong I’ve got to put down the knife.
What you did was so wrong and disgusting might I say, you'll never understand how I felt that day.
When people walk by and they start to wonder, I feel like the rain in a dark cold thunder.
I'm slowly coming down from this misery I'm in, I'm taking back what you have given because I'm giving in.
I can go to psychiatrists and spill out my thoughts, they can prescribe me pills and say I've been taught.
They can look at me and say "It's ok I Understand"
But they will never feel the fear of a, 'Lover's Hand'. 
You don't look back on what was begun, your losing your self in who you've become.
Now your gone to where you think its safe, where no one knows about the pain that I face.
Its so sad that your neighbors have no clue, all the people around you don't really know you.
Well Congratulations for fooling the world, but shame on you for hurting this man.
Don't worry too much but a day will come, when revenge will be given for the damage you've done. 
For right now I'll sit in the back of your mind, while you remember how I used to be kind.
And later on in your old pathetic life, you'll see me and how badly you ruined mine. 
You soon shall feel what I have felt for years, My head will turn, as your eyes fill with tears. 
Now before you die I hope you comprehend it, The pain you left now that its ended
I hope your new life is better mine
I'm sure your going on like everything's fine
And the day it hits you … what you didn’t see before, Will be that final day that I close that door
No more …!!

Her Special Door

Fallen here within her slipping grasp of time. She lives not for today but yet for then. Bound by the ones in memory of this bloodline. Each day passing becomes longer than the one before. Nothing ever changes here just beyond her special door. Many I have known but none to be as bold. She fights to show that she is not living in the past. Her heart that weeps over them feeds beneath her heart now cold. She weeps since then and it tears at her core. Nothing ever changes here just beyond her special door

Serious and Rules

life is no fun when you play it safe when you always follow the rules you never learn your place. you'll never know what you can do untill your pushed too far so don't be careful or you wont know who you are. Otherwise; let me ask .. have you ever purposely commented a sin will sometimes that's okay it doesn't mean the end!! 

when you feel hollow inside just give your soul to the night to take you away and end your life slow !!

the world is fake and life is just a game do don't be serious no one makes it out alive anyway

Live it!

Life is crazy, and totally unpredictable...
It's going to push you over, kick you while you're down
and hit you when you try to get back up.
Not everything can beat you.
Things are going to change you,  But you get to choose which ones you let change you.
Listen to your heart, Follow your dreams,
And let no one tell you what you're capable of.
Push the limits, Bend the rules, And enjoy every minute of it.
Laugh at everything, Live for as long as you can.
Love all, But trust none.
Believe in yourself, And never lose faith in others
Settle for nothing but only the best, And give 110% in everything you do.
Take risks, Live on the edge, Yet stay safe, And cherish every moment of it.
Life is a gift, Appreciate all the rewards, And jump on every opportunity.
Not everyone's going to love you
But who needs them anyways.
Challenge everything, And fight for what you believe.
Back down to nothing, But give in to the little things in life,
After all, that is what makes you.
Forget the unnecessary, But remember everything, Bring it with you everywhere you go.
Learn something new, And appreciate criticism.
Hate nothing, But dislike what you want.
Never forget where you came from, And always remember where you are going.
Live Life to its fullest, And have a reason for everything, Even if it's totally insane.
Find Your purpose in life, and Live it!

fall

You may see me struggle 

but you won't see me fall. 

Regardless if I'm weak or not I'm going to stand tall. 

Everyone says life is easy 

but truly living it is not.

times get hard, 

people struggle

and constantly get put on the spot. 

I'm going to wear the biggest smile 

even though I want to cry. 

I'm going to fight to live 

even though I'm destined to die. 

and even though it's hard and I may struggle through it all. 

you see me struggle...you will never see me fall.

An Epic Rush

A desire 

Smooth, refreshing, frigid, and friendly 

A brother to small grains

A lover of the sun, the moon, and the never ending rain

Who feels unsteady on his feet, always rushed, and like he doesn't have a place to rest

Who needs to flow, to dance, and to sing his beautiful tranquil song 

Who gives a superhuman relief

Who fears drought, death, and selfishness

Who hopes to be vigorous, potent, and natural

Resident of a vital source, the beauty of a star, and the shimmering appearance of the moon

My Heart Silent sight

All is silent, all is still

No one around to see the thrill;

Small, small light

A shadow moves

The petals move, start to sing

Wind picks up, nature's music starts

Starting at point base, feeling in the heart

Born to feel, always live the same

Never let the soul, ever be tame;

Starting to move, step by step

Slowly at first, but fast at last;

Keeping in tune, to the sound of the heart

Finishes, beautiful spin; tidy dancer starts off again;

A silent applause, for no one to hear

A feeling of gratitude from those who are near;

Still no one around, absolutely no sound

But a smile suddenly creeps while around everything sleeps.

The heart always goes what the eye always shows

Never give up that feeling you hold

Watching the Sky

Have you seen the Sunset and Sunrise

And the Horizon that's a prize

How the colors mix and melt

And look as soft as felt

How they float away into black

As you wish them back

And that feeling that makes you sad

How the tears come and just make you mad

But then you see the stars

That are so small they could fit in jars

Now there's so many

You'd by each one with a penny

How they shine so bright

And don't put up a fight

So you stand watching them twinkle and shine

Then you realize you feel fine

So you sigh

And say goodbye.

Beauty trees

Take a moment to notice

The beauty of the trees.

Sit and take a look

At the dancing leaves.

Note the little child

Laughing, playing with a toy.

Always so full of energy;

Humongous amounts of joy.

Don't crush the insects,

Who are 1/1000ths of your weight.

They may creep up your path,

But don't decide their fate.

Life's not about avoiding storms.

Instead, dance in the rain.

The Earth is so beautiful;

Why must we cause it's pain?

Take time off your busy schedule

To glance at the starry night.

Because nature is genius.

So pretty, such a sight!

My Angel in the stars

God saw I was getting tired 

as he put his arms around me

as he whispered come with me 

There is a place for you in heaven 

where there is no suffering and no pain

all you have to do is look up to the sky 

and know that you will see me

As I am an angel in the stars 

what a great place to be 

I am an angel of God and a 

sparkle I shall be 

Know that I'm watching over you 

just look up and see 

I'm looking watching over you 

please don't be sad for me 

I'm your angel in the stars 

where I am happy now 

you will see and one day 

you will be with me

As I Watch You Grow

Do you know how much you mean to me?
As you grow into what you will be.
You came from within, from just beneath my heart
it's there you'll always be though your own life will now start.
You're growing so fast it sends me awhirl, 
With misty eyes I ask, Where's my little girl?
I know sometimes to you I seem harsh and so unfair, 
But one day you will see, I taught you well because I care.
The next few years will so quickly fly, 
With laughter and joy, mixed with a few tears to cry.
As you begin your growth to womanhood, this fact you must know, 
You'll always be my source of pride, no matter where you go.
You must stand up tall and proud, within you feel no fear, 
For all you dreams and goals, sit before you very near.
With god's love in your heart and the world by its tail, 
You'll always be my winner, and victory will prevail.
For you this poem was written, with help from above, 
To tell you in a rhythm of your Father''s heartfelt Love!

Written and dedicated to my precious daughters Jassmina and Habiba

A touch

A touch can be love,

A touch can be pain,

A touch can be resentment,

A touch can be lies,

A touch can be remembered,

A touch can be good,

A touch can be bad,

A touch can be hurt,

A touch can be felt,

EVEN BY YOU!!

Forgotten To Society

The world keeps turning, even without me

Nothing has changed, no ripple in the water

In between is where I lie, untouchable to all

Death seeking me, but not quite there

My say means nothing, you can't even hear it

Lost in confusion and noise

I fight my war against the living

How cruel and evil they may be

Am I truly the walking dead or
is the living really just dead?

Egg Shells And Relationships

Feeling warm, but feeling cold 
Feeling awkward, feeling old
Never knowing what to do
Never knowing what to say
The egg shells Just Breaking Away
Not knowing how things are
Biting your tongue so much it leaves a scar
Feeling intimidated
At times feeling Hated
Feeling Frustrated
Feeling Degraded
When all you can do is let the egg shells break away
And hope they eventually Evaporate
But Right now all I can do is hope 
Is wait 
That the egg shells will and hopefully
Disintegrate
But right now you and him are there
Wondering why you’re feeling down
Not knowing what is around
Getting upset over nothing
But being quiet so there is no suspicion
But feeling it is indeed your occupation
To feel paranoid and worried
Feeling like a coward feeling hurried
Never knowing what to do
Never not once knowing what to say
All you can do is hope is wait that the egg shells will eventually
Evaporate
And Disintegrate

Life; as you know ..!!

How do you get by, when there's nobody there for you?

How do you manage to live, when nobody cares?

You thought you had a friend, and then they disappear.

You thought you had a good life, and then its torn away.

All day long you sit alone, wishing for someone to hold you.

There's nobody to love, nobody to like, nobody to care for.

Life as you know it is no longer so.