Depression

Depression is being tired, when you're never able to sleep
Depression is pity, when you hate other's sympathy
Depression is longing for more, when you never acknowlede what's already there
Depression is the feeling of self-hatred, when the arrogance is concurrently overwhelming
Depression is the repugnance of emotional discomfort, when a sanctuary for physical affliction exists
Depression is loathing at your own success, when the ones around you prosper
Depression is perfectionism, when you could care less about anything else
Depression is the rock that you choose to constantly trip over, when all you have to do is move around it...
Depression is the ultimate cost of denial, when the truth is too much to handle 

How beautiful

How beautiful are the Creatures, when we belief in the Creator
How beautiful is the Belief, when we belief in the God
How beautiful is the Motherhood, when we belief in the Sacrifices 
How beautiful is the Fatherhood, when we belief in the Battles
How beautiful is the Childhood, when we belief in the Innocence 
How beautiful is the Dream, when we belief in the Ambition
How beautiful is the Contentment, when we belief in the Simplicity
How beautiful is the Life, when we belief in the dead
How beautiful is the Love, when we belief in the Care
How beautiful is the Happiness, when we belief in the Sadness
How beautiful is the Relationships, when we belief in the Tender
How beautiful is the Fruit, when we belief in the Farming
How beautiful is the Confidence, when we belief in Our self
How beautiful is the Beauty, when we belief in Our eyes
How beautiful is the World, when we belief in Peace
How beautiful is the Friendship, when we belief in Brotherhood
How beautiful is the Marriage, when we belief in Sharing
How beautiful is the World, when we belief in the Peace

Another life

Life is a road with ups and downs
Life is a travel that never ends
Life is so long for a dream to come true
Life is so short for a love to be remembered
We never know
If we changed the life or it changed us
Some just go on
To look for what he wants to see
Life is happy with tears
Life is sunny with darkness
Life is holding tightly but get nothing
Life is looking back but no way to go back

Life is you life is me

Life is how we sit our souls free.

Can color Claim

Can color claim to read between the lines
And paint fey portrait of each secret smile?
Nuances noting, can it reconcile
Chance extrapolations, sundry signs
Of the mind's ambitions, the designs
Link-locked within a bandwidth Waves confines,
Open doors, which, hidden seem to guide
Unexpected steps to answers bona fide.
Response and recognition each defines
Coded motives which tastes rainbow's shines
Laser beams of truth which will abide:
An insight into what occurs inside.
If from truth's spectrum some thing's infra re(a)d,
Much ultra may be drawn for years ahead.

Natural .. lover

Nature must be love
It is made by god above
Nature is in place
Nature is always with grace
The nature is green
It is colorful when seen
Nature is serene
It is peaceful ever seen
But people is bad
They make mother nature mad
When nature gets mad
It feels like the wrath of god
Disaster of nature
Is enough of your torture
Nature is flower
It gives love like a lover 

Believe

Believe in Love,
Believe in Faith,
Believe in Truth
Believe that no matter what happens, you have the power to prevail
Believe in Strength,
Believe in Courage,
Believe in Honor
Believe that everyone has the power to be good at heart
Believe in Song, Believe in Dance, Believe in Culture
Believe that no matter who you are or where you’re from- everyone is unique
Believe in things you never would
Believe in doing things you never could
Believe in achievement
Believe that if you think you can, you can- but if you think you can’t, you won’t.
Believe in the damned
Believe in the degenerate
Believe in the corrupted
Believe that evil does exist in many forms, but all can be overcome
Believe in spiritual
Believe in holy
Believe in sacred
Believe that your personal values can never be taken from you
Believe in mad
Believe in depressed
Believe in suicidal
Believe that one smile can save a life
Believe in hope
Believe in dreams
Believe that the unbelievable happens everyday
Believe in time
Believe in you
Believe that as long as you believe in yourself anything is possible 

Happiness with or without

Happiness Is a Choice:
Happiness is a choice that you make
From within…it is something you create
It doesn't come from a prescribed pill
Dare I say, it comes from feeling fulfilled
There is a joy that rockets when generosity
appears… it happens automatically
Giving of your time and ability to care
Deciding to be the kind of person who shares
Self-respect builds a strong foundation
It gives a surge when gaining conformation
Happiness brings a smile erasing imperfections
The mood of the day is improved by affection

Happiness Isn’t Guaranteed:
A notion of love being guaranteed is false.
Did you understand what you were told?
'You can not depend on someone else
For your happiness.' These words are cold.
Sometimes the person you rely on is unable.
Affection may wobble and spin away one day.
Happiness isn’t always long lasting and stable.
Accepting reality and moving on is the best way
As painful as it may have seemed at the time…
There was an awakening that was instructive.
Not every coupling ends with a perfect rhyme.
Good-byes with regrets are counterproductive. 

Happy life

Happy people may not have the best of everything
but they make the most of what they already possess
If their house is small and cramped they call it cozy
Some may think they are poor… but they feel blessed
Their lives may not be a beautiful fairy tale come true
Days may be filled with problems of great magnitude
In the night...it is faith that gives them strength to continue
People who make ends meet share thankful gratitude
For those with commitment… there is hope for tomorrow
Little by little their situation improves…while maintaining
tiny steps forward… they advance towards success…
A happy life is one that is absent of constant complaining

Breeze

Breeze a great gift of nature
Embraces every one in its course
Cares not one's position or status
Treats all as equal sure of course! 
God's grace showered on all
Cares not one is short or tall
Animate or inanimate
To one and all He is intimate! 
Nature never discriminates
Nor its laws ever remonstrates
Ugly mind of the cruel man
Alone knows the art of scan
To inflict injuries on the innocent
And shower benefits to those with influence! 
Cruel it is the honest suffers
Unfair it is the opposite prospers
How to end this nasty goings
And bring peace and poise in all the beings? 

Tired but not expired

Right on the day we enter
Know well that we will quit the center
With the bonus of extended forty
Well served with grace and plenty
Why then the fear and feeling
Of depression and desolation right to the ceiling! 
Retirement is not the end of life
Sure it's blossom of a lovely life
That makes a gentle gesture
Yielding place to the youthful texture! 
God's gift of hundred years
To be lived in peace with or without tears
In serenity and dignity all the way
Relax, reflect, recapture in a sweet sway! 
Nature offers mirth and joy
Young or old can sure enjoy
Sick in person not a bar
Sick in mind sure to abhor! 
Love the world, love its mold
Love thy work, love thy life
Love thy neighbor, love thy labor
Love the sky, love the stars
Love the Nature, love its rapture
Love is reciprocal, sip its bliss!

Growing Up

A small tree began to grow
Many impressions were pressed
Into the sapling’s brow and soul
Some gladden…others distressed
Its roots deepen and limbs strengthen
Innocently growing in the shadows
Hearing whispers from grown trees
Seeking an ideal model to follow 
Wondering how it would be 
To learn without a slanted view
Witnessing life freely with honesty 
Deciding for it’s self what to do
Stretching high…reaching the sky
The warming sunlight embraces 
Encouraging nest building and song
Robust branches tower over dark places

Tears

tears we cry to release our pain when love has gone far away.
tears we cry when a friend hurts us inside with the words they dont realise.
tears we cry on a wedding day to see the joy on this very special day.
tears we cry when a child is born full of hope that part of us lives on.
tears we cry when a life has gone for the loved one that has passed on.
tears we cry to sometimes get our way thats not right i have to say.
tears we cry all through our lives for joy and pain that never goes away.
tears we cry men can do as well as not in hiding but in front of there woman too.
tears we cry all through our lives for the joy and pain we have inside. 

Kind old soul

when love comes alone it sometimes takes you by surprise.
when you are not looking it hits you between the eyes.
when you think you are to old that kind and gentle guy
comes into to your life and takes you on that magic ride.
when he arrives with a smile, and a kiss thats just for you what is better to make your dreams come true.
when he holds your hand and walks you along the path of life your dreams do come true and you don't feel blue.
when it is raining and cold outside a hug from him makes you warm inside.
when people make you think you are to old just tell them about this kind old soul.

When love fade

I’ve watched love fade
Like a setting sun
I remember the day
It had all begun
It wasn’t that long ago
When my heart felt the twitch
You really got to me
You made my insides itch
I haven’t felt like this
For many many years
In all of my life I’ve never 
Cried this many tears
I’ve watched love fade
Like a setting sun
I was a fool to think
That you were the one

Don't Cry

Don't cry, don't sigh, 
Sorry, left in a hurry, Could not say good bye
Don't sob, don't sigh
Look around, you will find me 
In the golden dew drops on the grass
Or in the wind of willow tree
Or in the silver lining by the Eagle flying free
Love never dies you leave it behind
Close your eyes, I am in your heart, in your mind
I will come running when you call my name 
In your mind nothing has changed, all is same
Look at the stars, the Moon or the pretty rainbow in the sky
I am there, every where, touch me, I am in your mind's eye
Walk on the beach, walk with me, let the wind play with your hair
I am in the wind, humming with the waves layer after layer
This is my resting place, I will be here forever
Don't cry, don't sigh, I will be with you ever and ever,

Little Bird

A little bird is flying by
It lands here straight in front of my
So many questions in its eye
My soul is listening or at least would try
“Why the humans, be be grateful to God, 
Still want to be so cruel to us, birds
Don’t they appreciate what they got? 
My brother Cheated me, my sister too, can you explain in words? ”
I try to talk about capitalism and human greed
About loss of morals, unsatisfiable need 
But the bird seems not to understand what I say
It gets soon scared and flies away. 

When Pain, melting in the scene

Sometimes,
Everything seems to go wrong
Everything seems so depressing
It can go on for quite long,
Until we stop to count our blessings
I had fractured my shoulder
the pain was sharp
My mood got quite deep, quite down,
But then just outside my garden...
I was sitting there quietly
Looking at the South China Sea
The sun made it look bright
Bright brown in front,
'cause of sand thrown up by the waves
Hues of bright green to blue behind
With spots that were really dark,
The shadows of a few scanty clouds
All this seen through a frame of white sand below,
A blue sky above and in perspective,
fresh green branches of trees at the sides
How could I be sad for much longer
With such images in front of me?
One of the clouds moved in front of the sun
And a slight breeze came along
To give a refreshing cool to my cheeks
And blow away the moist that had formed on my forehead.
While the ever-changing shadows of the clouds
Continued to colour the sea in ever changing patterns
Two small birds started to argue with their lovely voices
And were flying through and fro.
The breeze got a bit stronger
and made the coconut leaves do their typical dance
The music of the waves was enriched
by the sound of the rustling leaves
I removed a few dry casuarinas leaves
that just had fallen on my cahier
From the parent tree
swaying softly in the wind
The amazing beauty of the scene had me dreamy, when...
My beautiful wife brought me two of my favourite doughnuts
With a cup of steaming hot coffee.
The pain of the fracture seemed to have become so small ..

Words to your soul,

Words point at the Truth
Just as you can point
With your finger to the moon
But just as your finger 
IS not the moon
Words are not the Truth
And just as we can see the moon
Without your finger
It is possible to see the Truth
Without your words
It's good to be guided by the words
To find the Truth
But without silence,
Without reflection,
Without connection to your soul
Any word will be in vain.
The words are there for us, 
Let me see them through you
Let us see them with our souls.

When your heart seems hopelessly broken

Deceived, a heart full of hurt
Bitter and hard, Hatred burning
A flood of tears
Will the tide ever be turning?
Even though your heart, he has been destroying
Life seems so nice to him, he is still enjoying.
You are alone, all alone with a heart full of hurt
You shout it out loud, but remain unheard.
Through all the hatred you find in your heart
the suffering and pain becomes worse
You want peace, but where do you start,
All you are is bitter, hateful. You curse
When we pray for help and support from above
For the one who had lost all love,
the idea of forgiving seems to grow stronger.
We do not want to hate for much longer
Once we can forgive in our heart
grief starts to fall apart.
Tears may come back on and off
But we become able to live, love and laugh
When we decide that we want to keep hatred so strong
We will continue to hurt and be bitter all along.

Dream

With blood and sweat I will wield
the fruits of joy I will yield
I will work till I reach my goal
then I will live as a joyous soul.
With the phoenix song and flowers for all
I will wait to light a fire by fall
and gain the things not displayed at a stall
with a life so simple, I will walk tall
Maybe it's not the perfect dream at all,
but in forty there is nothing more