Time ..

10:37 ... Was the decision
10:50 ... Was the final regret test.
.. 
10:59 ..  Was The End.. 
Regret is your responsibility, for cheating is a choice.
And what life can brings to me more than what it's already did.
And what death could do to me more than five times dead.
There, on the other side all the events will be, just like I said.
Green is everywhere, Greed is no more.
Now I'll wait you.. To see you there.!
The game wasn't to winning.. 
It was simply about learning.. 
It was simply about giving..
It was simply about loving..
And what life can brings to me more than, what it's already did.
And what death could do to me, more than five times dead.
There .. On the other side, all the events will be, just.. Like I said.

Confess to me your love.. Everyday.

As if the words printed before were printed in vain.
Connections neither can break for fear of their souls wretched ache.
Why would they even try.!!!
Them being apart is like living a lie.!!!
He and she.. Meant to be..!!!
Completely... Souls connected... But when the time will come to Confess.. !!! O.. Please .. Confess to me your love everuday, so destiny may ensue so that I will no longer ponder how to prove that love to you.
Confess to me your worries, know that i won't judge.
In perfect loyalty I listen, I swear.. never to budge.
Confess to me your hearts desire that I may give them to you.
Tell me why your silence. Tell me why your mystery.
Allow me to understand your mind a difficult puzzle indeed.
For I have searched and could not find that missing puzzle piece.
Then again I wonder if I could handle the truth.
so when i seem down and reach for your touch
try to understand why i need it so much

علمني كبريائي .. لكل امرأه عربيه..

علمنى كبريائى

أن أكون دائما عاليه مرفوعة الهامة .. فوق الجميع أحلق فى سماء عاليه ولكنى لست بمتعاليه .. لا أنحنى ابدا لاى انسان مهما علا مقداره ومكانته .. ولا أخاف أحدا ما دام الحق معى شريعتى وكتابى .. وأنحنى فقط لخالق الكون فهو وحده من بيده سر الملكوت وبيده سعادتى وشقائى

علمنى كبريائى

أن أكون غاليه لا يبخث حقى .. ولا يقلل أحدا قدرى .. ولا اخون من استأمننى .. ولا أبيع من اشترانى ..وأن يكون وجودى بين الناس تاركا أثرا جميلا محفورا فى نفوسهم .. وأعمل على أن تشتاق لى القلوب وتتمنى قربى ومودتى وتستمتع بروعه عباراتى وحسن تعبيراتى

علمنى كبريائى

أن يكون العطاء عنوانى .. فأعطى بلا مقابل .. وأشارك من حولى فى أفراحهم وأحزانهم .. وأكون لهم خير عونا اذا ضاقت بهم الدنيا واغلقت الابواب أمامهم ولا أنتظر منهم ردا ولا اجرا .. بل اسارع بتقديم ما استطيع تقديمه لاسعادهم ولكن مع الاحتفاظ بمكانتى وكبريائى

علمنى كبريائى

أن أمنح نفسى فرصة التمتع بما حبانى الله سبحانه وتعالى به من جمال الخلقه وكل ماجعلنى متميزة بارزة بين الناس ذات طابع ومذاق خاص ولا يشبهنى احدااا فيه .. لا فى المظهر الخارجى ولا فى ماتكنه نفسى من مشاعر وأحاسيس أو رجاحه العقل والتدبير

علمنى كبريائى

ألا أنظر الى من هم دونى نظرة دونيــــه .. بل أنظر اليهم بعين الحب والموده والرحمة وليس الشفقه وأحاول أن اقترب منهم فلا عيب فى أن تتقارب العقول وتمتزج المشاعر حتى ولو أختلفت البيئات والاصول والديانات .. ربما أجد فى الاقتراب منهم مايزيدنى علما أو يعلمنى درسا أو يمنحنى دفأاا

علمنى كبريائى

أن أكون أنثى ليست ككل النساء .. لا أعتمد على جمال الخلقه فهو من عند الله وليس لى يد فيه .. بل أعتمد على عقلى وحكمتى وأخلاقى .. وأحاول أن أكون شمعه مضيئه تمنح الضوء والدفىء لمن أحبنى .. وأكون له أختا وأما وأبنة اذا اقتضى الامر ذلك

فيا له من معلــــــــــــم بارع .. ذلك الذى علمنى الاحتفاظ بكونى أنسانه .. مجرد أنسانه .. تهوى الحياة .. تحاول أن تعيشها وتتمتع بها وبحريتها كالعصفور الرقيق وتبتعد عن كل مايسبب لها الملل والضيق .. وتأخذ من الدنيا حقها ولا تجور على حق الاخرين

علمني كبريائي

كيف أدفن دموع عيني ولا تراها الا وسادتي لتحتضنها وتدفنها في جوفها

علمني كبريائي

ان لكل داء دواء

الا اكتب همومي الا على جدران قلبي ..

ان اكون انا مهما كانت النتائج.

ان يكون رأسي مرفوعاً حتى اذا كانت الخناجر في الطريق معلقه..

علمني كبريائي

أن التفاعلات الميكانيكيه مع الناس تحتاج الى كثير من التواضع

والكثير من الحرص..والكثير من المرونه.. ولكن دون المساس بمستوى العزه والكرامه..

علمني كبريائي

أن هناك فرق بين الغرور والكبر وبين عزة النفس وكبريائها

علمني كبريائي

أن لا اطئطى راسي امام الملأ بل ابقى شامخ وان إدعوا انني انكسرت

أن ارى نفسي فوق سماء العز واذا أطلعت على من هم دوني

لاانظر لهم بعين الشفقه بل بعين الرحمه والحب

علمني كبريائي

ان لك شخص له طبائعه الخاصه وان طبعي هو عزة نفسي وكبريائها

علمني كبريائي

أن دمعتي مصدر رقتي لا مصدر لذلي ومهاني

أنه ليس من مشى بين الاشواك فهو جريح بل هناك من يستطيع تفادي الاشواك بترفعه عن الرذيله

علمني كبريائي

أن الشموخ لا يهان عند الانكسار بل يزداد قوه ليبدأ في سرد قصة شموخه

علمني كبريائي

أن النخل إذا طاح تمره ماصاب النخل شيء سيظل شامخاً

أن اسير حسب قناعاتي في دروب الحياه لاخلف عواطفي..

Regret.. Sorrow channel.

Regrets come from the mistakes I make that seem to never go
they are there when I smile and joke because in my eyes they show
they are there with me in my bed while I lay awake thinking
but I act like everything is fine so people stop with shrinking
plus I'm suppose to be this and be over you, over us and our love
it wasn't real though or it wasn't right according to your god above
this relationship was just depended on or codependent or some dependent
and you thought you left me thinking I couldn't be anything when it ended
maybe you were right because here I am alone and writing about you
but I write out of anger and pain because that's the writing I do
so don't think that this poem is me saying I love you and miss you
yeah I have regrets and have made mistakes but that doesn't mean I'm blue
this is just me trying to get over you and what I've been through because of you
I was stuck to you and thought I needed to be with you and stay stuck like glue
just so I can be smiling but here I am not even in tears or in fear of anything
I'm reminded of my mistakes every day for a reason and that reason is clear
clear like the blue skies that independence from love is very close and near
no strings attached, no catch, no walls up, and no more wanting or needing
just me, myself and I and for this heart for nobody does it belong or is beating
Now the single life sounds free and lively like a wolf in it's habitat roaming free.
Surly you will be happy after we became you and me.

Be careful.!!!!!!!!!!!

I have the two inside me, the kind and the wild.. 
Now when you service me the food, watch carefully which one of they you feed.. 

At night, in a next heartbeat..

feel the warmth when fingers applied, heavenly touch excites me and I can't decide to embrace her with the soft, strong, narrow or wide.
I see you in my dreams, without using my eyes, envision such beauty that came from the skies.
I listen to you breathe, resuscitate my own, deep inside my subconcious your voices are thrown .. they tell of a soft and pleasent verbal cologne, a concoction of scents, I wish to prolong
intoxicating aroma that can't go wrong.
A kiss is only needed to taste her divine... A culmination of senses your lips combine, you know... In a next hearbeat I'll repeat all the above

Love and lovers... Special request in channel 1.

Love
sometimes it feels so right even though it might be wrong
Lovers, 
one is always the weak while the other plays it strong
Is it just a game of give and take but what is real and what is fake



Life, promises are made, promises are broken but once life is gone, what is then left or taken?
Emotions in the wind, regrets tearing us apart.. memories of the mind and illusions of the heart
Love, 
the times you saw black while I insisted to see it white
Lovers, 
you had to say day each time...  I said night
Is it just a game of yes and no but part of me wants to stay and the other wants to go.. 

Time, moments are shared, moments are forgotten but once time is gone, what is then left to taken ?
Emotions in the wind, regrets tearing us apart ... memories of the mind and illusions of the heart
Love, 
sometimes we shared were good but others instead were bad
Lovers, 
we could make each other happy but we chose to make us sad
Is it just a game of live or die, but should now I laugh or should I cry


Feelings, words or caring, words of hate but once...  feelings are gone, what is then left to debate.?
Emotions in the wind, regrets tearing us apart.. memories of the mind and illusions of the heart.
Love, 
how strange are its beginnings though even stranger are its ends
Lovers, 
now they are enemies though they used to call each other friends. 

Is it just a game of joy and sorrow but should I remember yesterday or dream about tomorrow.!!!
Love, kisses of passion, kisses of deceit .. but once love is gone, what is then left to listen?
Emotions in the wind, regrets tearing us apart.. memories of the mind and illusions of the heart.

الأمة العربيه...

الى الأمة العربية .. بعد " الطز " ألف تحية.....

ما أخبار فلسطين ؟! .. شعب بلا وطن .. وطن بلا هوية ..
ماأخبار مصر؟! حاكمها تابع و فتاويها الذبح شعبها ضحية..

ما أخبار لبنان ؟! .. ملهى ليلي كراسيه خشبية وطاولته طائفية ..

ما أخبار سوريا ؟! .. مهرة أصيلة تكالبت عليها سكاكين الهمجية ..

ما أخبار العراق ؟! .. بلد الموت اللذيذ والرحلة فيه مجانية ..

ما أخبار الأردن ؟! .. لا صوت ولا صورة والاشارة فيه عشائرية

ما أخبار ليبيا ؟!.. بلدّ تحولّ الى معسكر اسلحة وأفكار قبلية

ما أخبار المغرب ؟! .. انتسب الى مجلس خليجي باسم الملكيّة

ما أخبار الصومال ؟! .. علمها عند الله الذي لا تخفى عنه خفيّة

ما أخبار السودان ؟! .. صارت بلدان والخير خيران باسم الحرية

ما أخبار اليمن ؟! .. صالحها مسافر وطالحها كافر وشعبها قضيّة منسيّة

ما أخبار عُمان ؟! .. بلد بكل صدق لا تسمع عنه إلا في النشرات الجوية

ما أخبار السعودية ؟! .. أرض تصدرّ التمر وزادت عليه الافكار الوهابية

ما أخبار الامارات ؟! .. قبوّ سري جميل تحاك فيه كل المؤامرات السرية

ما أخبار الكويت ؟! .. صارت ولاية عربية من الولايات المتحدة الامريكية

ما أخبار البحرين ؟! .. شعب يموت ولا أحد يذكره في خطاباته النارية

ما أخبار قطر ؟! .. عرابّة الثورات وخنجر الخيانات ومطبخ للامبريالية

الى الأمة العربية .. بعد " الطز " لم يعد يليق بكِ التحية .. !

لم يعد يليق بكِ سوى النعيق والنهيق على أحلامك الوردية

لم يعد يليق بكِ شعار الثورة حين صار ربيعك العربي مسرحية

لم يعد يليق بكِ الحرية حين صارت صرخاتك كلها في الساحة دموية

لم يعد يليق بك يا أمة مؤتمراتها مؤامرات وكلامها تفاهات وقراراتها وهمية

لم يعد يليق بكِ التحيةّ .. يا أمة دفنت كرامتها وعروبتها تحت التراب .. وهي حيّة.

Welcome.!!

Near to the sea shore, Close to my heart
Calm one day... Cyclone another
The waves with regularity
crash
break
spraying spray... Day after day
Near to the sea shore, Close to my heart
"Welcome" change... but then
Everything resumes its course

Lies.. Lies.. Body full of lies

What I've learned from humans that; as much as you will be honest, they will always deny the truth as if they designed to be hungry for lies.

Lost.!!

No distance ever separates our dreams and desires
No mirror ever dissolves our reflection and water
In one's eye
What graph would you make of lines of thought?
The triangle of pain is without any angle.. Countless races have dreams alike but sleep and night watch surly its never the same!
Names are forgotten .. Codes alone come to my mind in nuclear setups..
Dreams of radiant generations are smitten by atomic explosions
Cities sink, Nuclei dissipate, Orbits dwindle..
What remains are terra and sol in what... In the dance of death.
A moment of brightness in a light year breaking into smithereens in a million eons. An accident.. May be yes
But not an event, history is continuity may broken once.
Telescopic eyes, tired out, give up their distance watching into lost planets.. In a garden less universe.
Who will look for flowers after my death in spring fresh hands of tiny tots?
Who will see dreams in our eyes ... yours and mine in centuries to be?
No one is sure.. Yes no one is sure of things lost in water.

Dreaming with tomorrow..

In my mind i can see you walking down the hallway
Perfect smile goes for miles if feels like I’m in heaven
when i see you i can not speak a word cause every time you come near me baby you rock my world I can see us together till the end of time because baby you'll always stay on my mind. Let's be more than this come on and I’ll give a little Kiss. Dancing in the moonlight makes us feel so warm and bright we can imagine that is just us and no one can break this feeling apart. We're connected when you hold your breath and I’m the only one who will wake you and you'll never have to dream alone.

Spread your wings.!!

Surrounded by a sea of mediocrity, Everyone a droop of the vastness,You witness countless waste their potential, isn't succumbing to idle  .. weakness.
You, too, have fallen into the pit, You, too, are frequented by subtle disappointment, But now, you are finally enlightened, You have sprung free from inevitable obscurity.
Casting off the chains that hold you back, You catch glimpses of your possibilities... Things that were previously frustrations, Now become breakthroughs on the path to success.
Slowly.... fantasies become victorious experiences, The summit of triumph bears near, Now, you are on the precipice, Overlooking the sea that you once inhabited.... 
Spread your wings and fly.!!!

A life between .. Why and deny.

I was about asking why the fetters are tightened more on our feet of progression
I was about asking why the bright day suddenly turns black as we approach the crossroads
I was about asking why every tread thrusts us back the winding way we came
I was about asking why when I remembered that I'm talking with a body full of lies
I was about asking why when my echo reply
" when why lay between you and I, Someone was wrong and the other can't apply"
O.. God.. Please give me the strength to never give up.. I'm nearly from all my life, deny.

Life’s lesson

living is not enough just Sunshine must you have to life healthiest response is joy.
The miracle is not to fly like birds in the air to swim like fish in the water but to walk on the earth with grace treat life as a coin.
You can spend it any way but you only spend it once.
Nobody can go back to his past but anyone can start today in present and make a new ending in future
Life’s lesson is to impart love not to look here and there, but looking together in the same direction.

Mistakes under a tree.!!

Learn from your Mistakes.... 
HereI am alone sitting under the tree
With just my thoughts feeling lonely
Sitting here thinking, finally believing,
That I was just too blind to accept the fact
That however hard I tried, however hard I struggled
Working to make all of them happy,
I just couldn’t understand that how to cope
So all of you are blaming I am trying to learn from my mistakes,
That life’s not all about trying to be blamed all the time
For the need of survival you have to quit from the situation
No one can make you happy
Inner soul has been shattered by blames
There is always a ray of hope
Which give you smile and shine to your eyes,
That life’s not all about that thinking of past
Or the things that you do that you don’t really want to happen again
All you need is that someone to understand you
So all of you reading this poem try to learn from your own mistakes,
That life is all about learning from your own faults
Sometimes all you need to survive,
All you need to do is to become conscious aware of it.

Forest from one river

In Gods of religion no shortage of choice
But one God for all religions that would be true and so nice
A Human World without wars for God something to celebrate.
Of the praises of God in harmony we could sing
No wars over God that would be a great thing
Less wars in the World how marvellous that would be
One God for us all a huge win for humanity.
On religious beliefs at least people would not disagree
A better World to live in a World of religious harmony
Of the my God is greater than your God we would finally be free
That would only be a great thing it does seem to me.
Of one God for all religions, I hope to live to see
But like it is said we create our own reality
Wise words from a sage that to many does apply
So many have their different Gods in their Worlds in the sky

In twilight

How, in twilight, on the palace steps the frog asks forgiveness of his lady.
He is not duplicitous; 
He has tried to be
true to the moment; is there another way of being
true to the self?
The lady
hides her face, somewhat assisted by the shadows. She weeps for her past; when one has a secret life, one's tears are never explained.
Yet gladly would the king bear the grief of his lady: his is the generous heart, in pain as in joy.
Do you know what forgiveness mean? 
It means .. asthe world has sinned, As the world must be pardoned.

My dove.

A dove lived in a village ... When it opened its mouth sweetness came out, sound like a silver light aroundthe cherry bough. But the dove wasn't satisfied.
It saw the villagers gathered to listen under the blossoming tree.
It didn't think: she is higher that they are.
It wanted to wealk among them, to experience the violence of human feeling, in part for its song's sake.
So, it became human. It found passion, it found violence, first conflated, then as separate emotions and these were notcontained by music. Thus
its song changed, the sweet notes of its longing to become human
soured and flattened. Then the world drew back; the mutant
fell from love as from the cherry branch, it fell stained with the bloody
fruit of the tree.
So it is true after all, not merely a rule of art... 
Change your form and you change your nature.

unchangeable souls

From the dust I've come yet into the desert I'll go .. So, there is no coward soul in this weakness body you saw, but it's reluctantly our souls evolve spiritually through hollow open roads near the end of it all