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The silence of our conversation Is worse than anything you can say And that fact that there's but silence between us Is well to my dismay I love you so much Yet silence is the only thing I let escape Silence draped over our conversations Like a long, black cape There's so much I want to tell you But I know I wouldn't And I want to scream at you But I know I shouldn't I know you want to say something too Of this I'm sure But it is only so little That you or I will endure The few times we talk I can hear it in you voice I can her uncertainty And the need to make a choice I wish silence would leave Once and for all Then maybe we could have better communication Perhaps even outside a phone call And I try so hard Just like I try to make this poem rhyme But it just takes too much effort And way too much time But you can't expect me to let silence take over And if you do you are very wrong And if we continue like this We won't be together long And I bet that's what you want The silence continues..... And so does this game What's worst is I know That I'm the only one to blame It's all my fault It's because of what I did and didn't do And it hurts so much Because I'm so in love with you I can hear in the silence What I've heard for some time You don't say anything But I know what's on your mind You leave behind silence In the dark abyss that is my heart And what's worst is I, myself, tore it apart When I realized what I was doing It was already too late Just another Twist of my terrible fate And silence took over A silence caused by me A silence that's eternal A silence that won't leave
Now i lay me down to sleep, I close my eyes and hoping to weep And then i feel the hand upon my cheek, To wipe away the fears that creep From the corners of my mind so deep, I open them up to see The one that is standing over me, The outline of a face that haunts thee, Standing there i wish she'd touch me Is she the same one that visits me in dreams ? But as i try to focus i can not see, I fear she is slipping away from me.. Back into my romantic fantasies, Yet i know she is the key, To cure my nights of that renewable weeping tree, The image in the dark is all... that i can see.
Never,... threaten a real man. Never,... breaks someone trust until you're ready to lose him or her. And never say never.. for never like forever both are a lie.
Today melts into tomorrow gone is my sorrow. Now the pinnacle of my day you've chased all my tears away. Beaming at you I know your joyful too. Walking hand in hand across a long beach of sand. You turn to me with a sparkle in your eye, I suddenly feel warm and shy you bend your head to mine, your lips feel heavenly divine. I'm lost with you, but always at home. Together, a unity, wherever we roam.. for tomorrow I will be at home.
Is it not good to be different ? Is it not an asset to be your own ? Is it bad to be an individual ? Do you have to live life as a clone ? Why are we to be judged by the color of our skin instead of the color of our inner souls ? Why are we to be judged by the clothes we wear, Our favourite music.. Or the color of our hair ? Is it crazy or is it just me .. Am I lacking in sanity to think this world can live as one.!!! .. alas, Each of us are different and none of us are wrong'
It takes true talent to accept both sides of someone dear to you but sometimes, it's better not to speak than to be judged for your words for only through time we will see the truth by our own eyes.. maybe we will be scary.. maybe we will be happy when finally will find the answers for each and every "why" hasn't "because" after. But for now Could we hold each other's hands for just one second ? Let every pain be faint light, slowly dwindling the act of living..! And for now I need to let the mind taking control over this weakness heart.. stay faithful, stay strong, stay loyal .. for I keeps my promises.
Life is a sailing ship with lots of adventures but it needs a captain To weather through life's storms, A wrong decision for a solution by the captain through panic the ship surely sinks like the Titanic.! But the captain with pure determination will steer the 'ship' to her destination to greener pastures, unexplored places, admire interesting faces.. Life is running a big race trying to meet one's satisfaction, trying to prove one's quality of life and overcoming any hardship without loosing the meaning of friendship by appreciating other's advice or avoiding secrets and lies Whether one's ship is big or small "her" master should stand tall.. Without loosing coolant so having perseverance is evidence of facing the world with "Hope" with tears or laughter in one's own ship to cope.. for when one is the only master, charting the course of life, accepting the adventure with a smile for a bright future. Life is ... a sailing ship, With lots of adventure Life is patience, don't be mad, Life is faith so be glad, Life is endurance that's a fact... Life is love remember that.. For that's true.. Life is a journey we go through, Life is believing and trusting never let me lose that, Life is God Gifts to be treasured with daily thanksgiving..
While rhyme is not the essence of it, we may agree, it is the honey of it.. what a sweet tooth have children, true. but too much rhyme will be the death of me and you.. for life is like a wine, it is an acquired taste and not much good to children.
I want to watch the sunrise I want to watch it in your eyes I want to feel it in your body an erotic passion in disguise I want to hear the waves crashing down upon the shores I want to feel your hands explore me while all around us the water pours. I want to feel the sand between my fingers small the salt in the air I want to feel my tongue go through your secret places if you dare! I want to feel your heat of a chilly Autumn night I want to kiss you softly beneath the pale moonlight I want to meet the stars that lie hidden in your surprise So will you wait for me to watch the sunrise?
when you really live a sunrise is a thought a sunset is a memory Our sunrise can be someone else's sunset someone else's sunrise can be our sunset It is relative but one thing is certain it holds every day, forever and always the duality of this amazing universe.. to whisper to all God creations to keep on balance..
There cames a time, When you face the tougest of figths, Seaching for a light I'm lost in the darkest of nights the wind blows so cold I'm standing alone befor the battles begun but deep in my soul There is the future still unfolds, it is bight as the rays of the sun You got to believe in the power of love There's a light that falls from the heart it's a chian reaction There's nothing that will keep us apart stand by my side, bow to love. There's nothing to hide for together, we will fight to the end Take hold of my hand and you will understand What means to be friends and being fully in loving You got to believe in the power of love for It's what hearts are made of.
For our children, For there future, For there purity, For there vulnerability I got a tears can't weep... For those at war, For their families, For their safety, For their sanity I got a tears can't weep... For the hungry, For the homeless, For the lost, For the sick I got a tears can't weep... We are headed into treacherous water, For our country, for all mankind mistery and suffering I got a tears can't weep... Through all the pain Through all the sorrow Through all the uncertainty Still For our families, For our children and For our love I have hope..
In a round way of life what does a man need? a woman to be call a wife.. or a plot to grow some whets? just lie down in the night with your eyes gaze at the light, knowing nothing could be done with your might and ask yourself is that all to life.!! Some think life is all about making wealth or having a family with good health, they gain all they thought but is like joy as melt still the same life is to be felt. They try to seek for other solutions but it becomes a greater situation is like life is a place without salvation.. that is the a place you call the world.. now let talk about my place call the reality.. We don't need to be in the dark nights, where satisfactions have great might because we have come to the light together, with no bit of fears, we feed our life together hand in hand from our true emotions, taking care of all the family, help each other's to growing, to face the worth, the bad and the good together with so much patience, to trust each other, to believe in each other's.. so please.. just believe in God, just believe in love and shine so bright in our life, for I'm blind without your lights..
You can't hide your emotions behind the tears of a clown And neither can I, You can't hide your fears behind the words of wisdom and neither can I, This leaves me to do some heavy thinking, As I light up a cigarette today And stare at the walls of our possibilities and capabilities, For the wall is my enemy and it will soon be defeated.. I'm holding on to what's real, Someday you will understand why I may be lonely now but I will captivate your heart once again, these past couple of months have been hell for me, I can't imagine what you're going through, Still the universe has an affect on us both.. We can't deny our failure any longer, As desperate seas rage I still love you, Wiping out deserted shores Love is powerful.. shoo, Listen to me.. I'm speaking from my heart Second chances don't come around very often, A lot of time has been spent.. Contemplating the future anything to get you back in my life again
Everybody deserved to be heard but not all have the chance to be listened to and even if they are, still limited in time and place that is why.... I write, for them to know the other side of the story
Your words tangle my thoughts, Winding them together so tight, Yet giving me the strength, to imagine possibilities, Possibilities my mind can't refuses, to spend all my time thinking of, You entwine me into your web of hope, with no destination, Confused yet I'm hopeful. For the destiny awaiting me through this fog... A fog cast only by you.
You need to see I need to hear You need to think I need to feel You need to hide I need no mask behind. We obey as much as we love.. and beyond all your logically thoughts, there is a world need to discover. Close your beautiful eyes, turn off all your thoughts, with so humble true love, call my name.. dream .. stay there.
The wanting creature inside me.. Wanting more of life than to live from dust to dust, Trying to truly live and never neglegating love to lust. Thinking that a Later is so long and yesterday was over due, he needs to think forward, To makes for future dreams come true. Dear, waiting creature; Do you believe there is some place that will make the soul less thirsty.!! In that great absence you will find nothing. Be strong then, and enter into your own body; there you have a solid place for your feet. Didn't you know that; Sometimes it is the prospect later that makes the present bloom.. please enjoy the moments and let me searches for happiness between the gloom.
On my desk of memories, lies a blank page, an unaddressable envelope and pretty pictures of my love. On my desk of desires lies a leaking fountain pen, two stamps stuck together and an open dictionary. On my desk of thoughts, lies so much words unwritten, unrequited dreams and these unsent letters. On the desk of my life, lies the girl I remember, the woman I lost and the lady I love. On the desk of my reality lies your warm embraces, gently passionate loving words and you with those beautiful children at the end of the day. On the desk of my future, lies our hopes to growing old together, hand in hand no matter how the storm will be,
