There is no love,

If love were like water.. I'd build you a fountain,
If love were like stone.. I'd bring you a mountain.
If love were like air.. I'd set whirlwinds free,
But 
As these is no love as I hope from you... I'll just give you me.

only you

don't forget to remember .. that i have only you.

An open window to your heart, fair enough

A bouquet of magic pink roses I send to make you smile and cheer
These special roses are magic ones that will chase clouds out of here
For them to work their magic, there are just a few things you must do
Just trust me a little and follow the instructions ‘cause this is all for you
First, close your eyes to see them and the way they are beautifully arranged
You should see that they are displayed the way you like them, and the arrangement will never change
Now, flex your nostrils a little and take a deep breath through your nose
You should smell the fragrant aroma and feel a tingle all the way to your toes
Next, take your right hand and gently place it over your tender heart
You should feel it beating strongly with a flutter right from the start
Do not be alarmed that your heart is fluttering, and beating strong and fast
The magic of your pink roses is touching it so that the feeling will last
There is one last thing I need you to do for your magic pink roses to work
Go look into a mirror and give yourself a funny facial smirk
This should bring a smile to your face and you should be starting to grin
If for some reason the magic does not seem to be working, you have to follow the instructions again
Keep repeating these clear instructions until you begin to smile
The magic pink roses shall take you to a happy place that will last for quite a while
Keep your magic pink roses around because they will never wither or die
They will always be right there to take you from an emotional low to a high

Pink..!

You love the color pink, 
Then you don't care what others think.. 
And if i make you smile after what I ink
Then we need to share something more than the drink.

Love is like a war..

When a person does not have anything to lose it becomes brave. We only hesitant when we have hope.. so, to be unbeatable person you should find the balance between what you need to lose in a battle to win the war and what you should keep no matter what.

Dead souls.

And in a warm family meeting I asked my father, I'm wondering in life and death.. then he painted a smile in his face and said; 
My son, 
Take care of five things before five things happen.!!
Your youth before growing old, 
Your health before suffering illness, 
Your wealth before getting poverty, 
Your free time how to spend before being busy in your job, 
Your life meaning before your death remaining.
That was fairly enough.. to lead me throughout the rest of my life.
May God blessings spread upon our dead souls.

Suicide is more and more popular

Some say life is beautiful
some say its sad.
Some people see forests of green
some see stumps.
Some say that technology moves forward
Some say we're loosing knowledge.
Some people see gardens of daisies
Some see dead grass.
Some hope for world peace
Some hope with greed.
Some are destined to greatness
Some hope for a second chance
Some are never given a chance.
Some hope for the end.
Some are born able to fly
Some don't even have wings
Doves fly peacefully in the sky.. Only to be chased away by vultures.!
Why Suicide is more and more popular..!!
When did death become the only solution.!!
Does each generation move forward.!
Are we someday going to find ourselves back at the begining.!

Hold on..

Listen...  real love can touch us one time and last for a lifetime and never let go until we're gone.
If you really mean forever, then just say you will try.
Never say forever.. cause forever makes me cry.
Never say hello, if you really mean goodbye.
Never say you're to, if you never plan to start.
Never look me in the eyes, if all you do is lie.
Never say 'I love you' if you just don't really care.
Never talk about feeling, if they aren't really there.
and your slowly shaking finger tips, show that your scared.. like me so.
let's pretend were alone, and i know you may be scared and i know we're unprepared.. but i don't really care I was reborn to tell you, 'I love you'
There are times when i can't decide whether to see you or not, i want to see you, not because this brilliant future waiting for me, but because i miss you.
What i did for love. I'm gonna draw a picture, a picture in a story.. not to let the world read my first book, I don't care at all, but to let them be my witnesses through this unbelievable love story.. so please, hold on.

Collecting what still remains.. Chapter 01,

I feel like it’s there for keeps, in everything I touch, in every word I speak everywhere I look and even .. In every thought I think. from my first steps, My conscience, the baggage I picked up along the way and my trash when I did pass away..
I got up one day and had enough, I grabbed a sack and in I stuffed all those things that piss me off and dumped it in my old car, I started the engine and thought I can move along, get the wheels to turn, but it haunted me and weighed me down..
So, I thought I will get rid of it in the next bin I found but it took a walk and followed me, to the next stop and got in to the back seat
Where I can see.. o
And every time I look over my shoulder I see that little me.. I wonder..
Why is he after me ?
Why can’t he just walk away .?
And leave me alone, and let me do what I’ve got to do today
I stopped my old car and pulled him by the arm, 
You’re wasting my time' I told him for the last time.. 
I drive on .. and on along that deser highway road, and I wouldn’t park... Till I can prove you wrong and show you that I’m really strong.
I opened the door to get back in to my seat and there he was again.. o God, But now in the driver’s seat, I stood stunned while he said' Listen to me
You can’t get rid of me, deal with it and come with me, face your fears and become my friend.. That’s the only thing that will make
Your nightmare end.. 

Love is..

Love was the reactor, love is everything, if i should live to be one-hundred, i still shall not forget the love that lives deep inside of me the one that never quits, the one that lead me with an invisible hand..
I found a touch of heaven in the brush of her finger tips, there was magic in the soft words she whispered with her tender lips, there are a lot of joy in her smiling face..
To a woman love is Prince by soul and a knight by body, to a man love is everything, she puts her whole heart in it and even when all hope is gone his mind still dabbles in it willingly need it. 

Pride story .. chapter 03, Netherlands

An understanding of myself, takes a train of thought
An understanding of yourself, takes a peace of mind
An understanding of our situation, needs honesty, unity different opportunity’s.. Knowing the possibilities lays before our eyes
Giving us the option to strive.
One's find it so hard get on that train on the path of success, to follow our will and our freedom to progress.. Every chug your chug along, Builds a stronger heart that beats alone, Pumping energy and unity inside something that you call me.
Don’t doubt the only thing we can trust, believe in ourselves that’s a must..
Tell yourself I’m comin home, A destination a realization that
I’m the driver the sole survivor of "something" that you can call me.

Uploading " not enough"

It is not enough to have a dream, unless we are willing to strive for it... For then it as if we never had one.
It is not enough to complain about something, unless we are willing to try to make it better... for then nothing will ever change.
It is not enough to think something is wrong, unless we are willing to stand up against it... for then evil will always triumph.
It is not enough to be to strong, unless we are willing to help others... For then our strength has no real power at all.
It is not enough to point out to someone their faults, unless we are willing to help them change... for then they will never become a better person like we hope.
It is not enough to merely speak, unless our words have meaning. Have a viewpoints..  for then it as if we never spoke.
It is not enough to know the truth, unless you are willing to accept it... for then everything becomes a lie.
It is not enough to know what is right, unless we are willing to live by it... for then your existence is in vain.
It is not enough to want to be loved, unless you are willing to give it freely..  for then you will never understand what love is all about.

Does silence enough.!!

The human needs words and sentences, Speech and meaning
Silence and waiting in silence
And loving silence so much
Are not enough
Even the longest silence is not enough
We need to speak to another person, We need human hearing
Living in the silence of our own lost selves is not enough
We need to be heard and be listened to
And to speak in a world where there are listeners
Who know how to reply..

The silence of our conversation

The silence of our conversation Is worse than anything you can say And that fact that there's but silence between us Is well to my dismay I love you so much Yet silence is the only thing I let escape
Silence draped over our conversations Like a long, black cape There's so much I want to tell you But I know I wouldn't And I want to scream at you But I know I shouldn't
I know you want to say something too Of this I'm sure But it is only so little That you or I will endure The few times we talk I can hear it in you voice I can her uncertainty And the need to make a choice 
I wish silence would leave Once and for all Then maybe we could have better communication Perhaps even outside a phone call And I try so hard
Just like I try to make this poem rhyme But it just takes too much effort And way too much time But you can't expect me to let silence take over And if you do you are very wrong And if we continue like this We won't be together long And I bet that's what you want
The silence continues..... And so does this game What's worst is I know That I'm the only one to blame It's all my fault It's because of what I did and didn't do
And it hurts so much Because I'm so in love with you
I can hear in the silence What I've heard for some time You don't say anything
But I know what's on your mind You leave behind silence In the dark abyss that is my heart And what's worst is I, myself, tore it apart
When I realized what I was doing It was already too late Just another Twist of my terrible fate And silence took over A silence caused by me A silence that's eternal A silence that won't leave

Dark is all that I can see

Now i lay me down to sleep, I close my eyes and hoping to weep
And then i feel the hand upon my cheek, To wipe away the fears that creep
From the corners of my mind so deep, I open them up to see
The one that is standing over me, The outline of a face that haunts thee, Standing there i wish she'd touch me
Is she the same one that visits me in dreams ?
But as i try to focus i can not see, I fear she is slipping away from me..
Back into my romantic fantasies, Yet i know she is the key, To cure my nights of that renewable weeping tree, The image in the dark is all... that i can see.

Never

Never,... threaten a real man. 
Never,... breaks someone trust until you're ready to lose him or her.
And never say never.. for never like forever both are a lie.

A kiss on the beach

Today melts into tomorrow gone is my sorrow.
Now the pinnacle of my day you've chased all my tears away.
Beaming at you I know your joyful too.
Walking hand in hand across a long beach of sand.
You turn to me with a sparkle in your eye, I suddenly feel warm and shy
you bend your head to mine, your lips feel heavenly divine.
I'm lost with you, but always at home.
Together, a unity, wherever we roam.. for tomorrow I will be at home.

Lacking into sanity

Is it not good to be different ?
Is it not an asset to be your own ?
Is it bad to be an individual ?
Do you have to live life as a clone ?
Why are we to be judged by the color of our skin instead of the color of our inner souls ?
Why are we to be judged by the clothes we wear, Our favourite music.. Or the color of our hair ?
Is it crazy or is it just me .. Am I lacking in sanity to think this world can live as one.!!!
.. alas, Each of us are different and none of us are wrong'

In time..

It takes true talent to accept both sides of someone dear to you but sometimes, it's better not to speak than to be judged for your words for only through time we will see the truth by our own eyes.. maybe we will be scary.. maybe we will be happy when finally will find the answers for each and every "why" hasn't "because" after. But for now Could we hold each other's hands for just one second ?
Let every pain be faint light, slowly dwindling the act of living..!
And for now I need to let the mind taking control over this weakness heart.. stay faithful, stay strong, stay loyal .. for I keeps my promises.

Sailing with a poem is not wiser

Life is a sailing ship with lots of adventures but it needs a captain
To weather through life's storms, A wrong decision for a solution by the captain through panic the ship surely sinks like the Titanic.!
But the captain with pure determination will steer the 'ship' to her destination to greener pastures, unexplored places, admire interesting faces..
Life is running a big race trying to meet one's satisfaction, trying to prove one's quality of life and overcoming any hardship without loosing the meaning of friendship by appreciating other's advice or avoiding secrets and lies
Whether one's ship is big or small "her" master should stand tall..
Without loosing coolant so having perseverance is evidence of facing the world with "Hope" with tears or laughter in one's own ship to cope.. for when one is the only master, charting the course of life, accepting the adventure with a smile for a bright future.
Life is ... a sailing ship, With lots of adventure
Life is patience, don't be mad, Life is faith so be glad, Life is endurance that's a fact... Life is love remember that.. For that's true.. Life is a journey we go through,
Life is believing and trusting never let me lose that, 
Life is God Gifts to be treasured with daily thanksgiving..