Monday, November 30, 2020

Real-Life

 

You do not need to know what everyone has done or seen, 
Nor do you need to follow where the crowd might go or lean. 
Don't swear at that reflection of the clouds upon your screen, 
That burst of light from high above obscuring what has been, 
Don't dwell on flawless selfies or the posts of yesteryear, 
The past can be forgotten without cause for doubt or fear, 
You are more than the sum of every shared smile or tear, 
More than the likes and comments of those strangers you hold dear. 
Don't live within the memory of a plastic-coated dream, 
That manufactured happiness worth less than it may seem, 
You have a brighter purpose than your state of mind might gleam, 
A chance to change your future if you let the light redeem. 
Don't spend another minute on fakebook friends lies, 
The truth is just above you in the horizon sky, 
You only have this moment to live before you die, 
So step away from all that's fake and give real-life a try.

Saturday, November 28, 2020

Insanity


 When greed takes people where they need to go,  it hidden from them the truth, the stories the need to know, As the homeless walk around with an empty stomach and an empty hands,  as the selfish watch the world vanish with an amazing empty minds, Didn't you notice that... 
A home is now only a house,  a life becomes in narrow screens browse, And the world moves in blind to shed blood,  under every nations god. And I wonder where and when we lost our humanity, and how much is the cost we should pay to graving back our morality. For I see nothing but a perfect vanity, people craving for it..  Even if they've gone blind..  Blind with insanity.

Friday, November 27, 2020

Passion and Forgiveness


We follow our passion quietly and success will follow us, for our passion are the winds that propel our vessel... when our reason is the pilot that steers her.. 
we follow our passion for passion is universal humanity, 
we follow our passion because, 
without passion Art is useless, 
without passion religion is spiritless,
without passion history is meaningless 
and if passion drives you, 
then let the reason hold the reins... reins of forgiveness

Thursday, November 26, 2020

Life rhyme


How can you call it life even when completely ignored..!
How a sleep can be called tranquility when your neighbor snored..!
Life... is not what you think and it seems, It is not trimmed in rhymes and themes. You are helpless and powerless as goat, You may travel in it like as if on boat, The powerful wind may pull you towards disaster, You you totally can't be able to control it as master. You are completely dead in absence of strong will, Any unwanted thoughts may enter mind and kill, You will live thousand deaths in single life, It is double edged weapon.. like knife. 
Self dependence is what you call it is like volcano, All desires under control even if burning like inferno, If you become slave of in your home as helpless and prisoner, You will dig your own grave later or sooner. It comes to standstill when not infused, It will stagnate when lesson is refused, It is learning and continuous process, Even if denied completely with access.. 
If you take it as challenge then it is race.! 
If you think it is burden then it is bad phase.! 
If you think it as mystery then it is darkness.!

No way left to come out of it and to be lost without any trace.
It may have same rainbow pattern, All colors signified with “U” turns,
Who knows what color may choose or suit..!
Nose dive with failures in long pursuit
It makes you to laugh and cry, Still it is adventurous and enterprising to try
It may have dry and spring seasons too, You must seize it with and sail through
Have different angle and logical conclusion, Even though it may be full of questions, We are not here to settle the score.... But at the same time can not ignore.
You are master of your destiny, It requires no explanation or testimony
You make dive and go deep in the bottom, All treasure will be yours and success will be missed seldom, 

Life... is not what you think and it seems, It is not trimmed in rhymes and themes.

Wednesday, November 25, 2020

Madness Whisper


Whisper in my ears again the depth of your love as the stars shining in the skies not to disturbing anybody when reflecting its beauty ever,
Your eyes in my heart, spreads deep a sweet breeze, touches the brain, the heart, the mind and the soul, Giving that weakness body your wings of love, beauty and eternity in our silence love merge into one,
when... where... How, I don't know, even who you are.
I have got a bit of soft spot for you and the apple of your eyes, and then I'm swinging, singing with birds, flowers even butterflies,
life on the earth, grass, galaxies, time and infinity, my mind recollects all these.
Am I dreaming, if I please not to awake me up for I dreams... With an innocent smile as on the face of a child, tears of a missing  blind hope in a misty undiscovered land..  I even don't had anyone to guide.
a rose lying near the tomb in silence with scattered tears on the petals,.. O,
And I'm asking her..
why did I come here..!
who sent me here?
where am I going after death?
there is life beyond the grave?
for whom do I wake up in the morning?
why the creations are in pairs: male and female?
why does nature bind me with your eyes?
why does nature allow your eyes to pierce me so deep?
two doves ruffle their feathers
on the branches near the green leaves,
the sky kisses the sea
making ripples and waves on its breast,
electrons keep their smartness near the protons,
day and night play hide and seek,
the stars wink at each other during their travel in the space,
moonlight touches the petals of lotus in romance,
now the pregnant clouds pour,
the flowers and fruits delight the soul, now, no prejudices,
no narrow domestic walls, but love

Tuesday, November 24, 2020

galaxy lover

Love is ocean of sorrow, No one knows what will happen to morrow, Purity in sense and with sincerity to follow, No to blind promises as to be proved hollow.

Love is to be considered as holiest gift, There is supposed to be no shift, It may endure you life time tragedy, It may also prove hoax and turn in comedy.

Assume where it can take to you in case you late, It should not be termed as bad luck or fate, It has to be accepted fire ball, Immediately respond to it with a first call.

It may wait endlessly for your reply, There is no special condition to imply, Think on dotted lines and make a grand push, It may pay handsomely to you without any rush.

Love may remain for many more days to come, Your action must speak volumes with grand welcome, Nothing goes wrong if patiently waited for, There is nothing like pain or anything in store.

Sunday, November 22, 2020

I never think, I feel

Deep within your heart there is a place.. a special secret place... where silence lives, Where the secrets of profound emotion and yearning wait to be awoken, Where the unspoken words of a heart filled with love remain unsaid, They hang heavy like teardrops frozen in the mists of time, This secret garden of silence born of a heart lost in visions of love, Images of love that live vividly within a dreamers heart yet to be realized
A love that shall bring about the birth of an eternal springtime, an orchestra of love that shall fill life's garden with sweet loves melody, Where the memory of the longing years shall be carried away upon loves rhythm, Just .. Listen to the gentle pulse of the waterfall that has sprung new hope, for you, for me and for us all, Now the unspoken words of love shall hang heavy on the heart no more.

Saturday, November 21, 2020

Dawn.. I'm here

 



When dawn wonder, 
Did he miss me?

God only knows... Maybe 
I longed to be near you without rest. Though you were not here, I spiritualy felt you in my chest. You were the air of hope, I was blessed enough to receive, Giving me a sense of comfort, Knowing you wouldn't leave, As I hid amongst the trees, Staying low to the ground, feeling my heart pound... A slow steady beat,
Giving me strength to carry on. I rose to my feet, Looked to the horizon melting with the sea, Where I knew should be... Standing by your side, Gazing into your eyes.
As I am now.. Missing the expression of affection I have found in the smile on your face..
Yes...
I confess,
I am missing you

Friday, November 20, 2020

Shadows


 

Living through another persons regrets..
Just one piece of a puzzle, too big to comprehend
Cant see the end, left the lights on again
In the past, the future looked too close to hold..
And now the present seems like it's too close and cold
Inside myself looking out; it all seems fake
Whatever motivates
, the day puts it away
Used to be apathetic, loved the only one living
I'm speaking to the world, but I'm the only one in it
Your eyes couldn't watch the way the world spins
I'll sit there and watch on the day the world ends
If its burns then, and flows in the wind
I'll hold what I learned and start it over again
Because who knows if your steps are planned out..
I feel lost, and no body's there to stick a hand out;
A man now.. because I felt too strong
And I feel like I lived with my self too long
This isn't the right time or place for these words
We don't have the right kind of space for these birds
If we all could fly, If we all could cry
Everybody would laugh, and we all would die
The sky hangs over my head, I can feel the weight
Conceal my fate, and let me just deal with hate
I lost compassion, everything's cold when its near us
I spend to much time with my soul in this mirror.

Disappointment


 Looking for perfection in a person brings too much expectations. When your expectations are not met, too Many disappointments may come your way. So adapt yourself to learn to appreciate a person's imperfections. In them, you'll find perfection, And we must accept disappointment, but we must never lose hope. For everything that is done in this world is done by hope.. Disappointment is the gap that exists between expectation and reality. sometimes it's hard to wait around for something you know will never happen, but it's even harder giving up when it's all you want. Sometime we expect more from other because we would be willing to do that much for them. According to this We may hate someone's actions, but we really don't hate them. Hating a person is far different from hating what they have been doing without us. So,Never be disappointed by the friends who appreciate you, your gifts or your help by words. Protect and always respect the friends that demonstrate their appreciation by their actions... Actions speak louder than words..

Monday, November 16, 2020

Without Goodbye

 

And the mind grave losing people more and more,
since they are not here anymore,
like a neon light trembling in an empty hall,
waiting for our destiny for the rest to call,
When someone goes away,
everything that’s been done goes badly sway, 
Darkness folds his wings, melody abandons it songs,
heart shuttered for a thousand senses
of peace when mind straggle the aggressiveness of losing faces,
and like the boats lost beneath the seas,
your attention to living
 drained like leaves of trees, 
Finally, our memories picture the truth we deny,
all the things we cowardly preferred no to identify,
when we lost precious days full of fun.
when we lost the warmth of our Sun.
when we haven't wings to fly
and all that still remains is..... unfold feelings with untold... goodbye.

Saturday, November 14, 2020

Trip into Heaven


Yesterday I took a trip to heaven but only in my mind
I wanted to know what it's like to leave all your love behind.
So I closed my eyes, and started to see.. Just how beautiful heaven can be.
I could see the pearly gates of white, and behind them was the most radiant light.
I saw an angel as she was passing by, so incredibly beautiful that a tear fell from my eye.
Everyone looked perfect and with the angels they did sing, there were no earthly words to describe the beauty of their wings.
As I sat on a bench in the most incredible garden, I asked God for all of my sins to be pardoned.
I took one last look at all of the beauty around, and when I opened my eyes, i couldn't find my angle beside, for she left me careless behind.

Friday, November 06, 2020

Dawn


 In a middle area between despair and hope ... the ray of faith disappears or shines, somewhere in the midst of the crowds lies knowledge behind deception masksThere... in the end of our life rainbow our true living shall raise up as thePhoenix giving birth, As between stone and another flower can grows, as between pain and pain hope.. giving birth,


Sunday, November 01, 2020

Vanishing strength

Today.. I wanted my message to be loud and heard, I wanted to be free from bondage as bird.

Until the time I was unaware of vast sky, I pondered over your prison and never asked why..! O, 

How one can remain prisoner of his own and consent.! Why he would not like to come out and live in present..!

In this life one can have limited goal and do only small things, For big things we must have strong resolve and powerful wings.
It is your feeble body and weak determination that stops you from performing, You have will power to do but you feel downwards from informing.
It makes you to draw steps back and remain for a moment too hesitant, You lack the courage and fail to come out with steps so urgent or instant.
Kind words will not be short and easy to speak, Only strong can speak it and not the weak, You can’t just show off or play the trick, You must keep love in one hand and on another stick.
Convey love with smile and sweetness in words, It may be just beginning of love and will matter most, It may reward you in the end without meeting any cost
Let us not confine our selves in only raising the funds, God may favor us by giving it in abundance, It is we who fail to understand the clear message, There is clear way ahead with smooth passage.
Your voice may not be heard and lost in oblivion, You may have different approach with different opinion.
Still you may need magical charisma to reach to the hearts of people, It may be made easy for you and you will be in position or able.
How would you face the world as defeated soldier..?
How will you’re your self as crisis manager..?
Will it not go in history as natural consequence..?
They follow the natural route and come in sequences.!
Should me let it remain as unsolved mystery, And let It may create its own history.
As a humble man I have done my best, Letting your love speak itself and prove the test.

Tuesday, October 27, 2020

Let your morality speak your religion

Individually we are a drop, together we are an ocean. Humanity is certainly an ocean but a few drops of them are made dirty by a few people who do not hold great respect for moral values. But that does not mean that the ocean has become dirty. There is still hope for humanity and the light it spreads on this universe. i can't forget what our great Albert Einstein said about. see.. “The great moral teachers of humanity were in a way artistic geniuses in the art of living “  and 1400 years ago the Prophet Mohamed (peace and blessings of Allah be upon him)" He used to say, "The best among you all are those who have the best manners and character". If every individual drops were to behave in a refined manner by abiding the laws, with mutual respect for fellow humans, humanity would be saved at least. Technology is one of the factors that contribute to the influence on humanity. My dears we have the opportunity to take humanity to great heights when we make use of some basic qualities like forgiveness, saying thank you, or even sorry, Please stop being complex creature,  whose behavior is driven by emotion, beliefs, point of view, and how much coffee you had that morning... nowadays we deals with our tears as it a sign of weakness, while it's still a  proof that we are human and we still care. Believe me we all do better when we work together. And yes our differences do matter, but....  our common humanity matters more..

Saturday, October 03, 2020

Pray for my father

 Deep in our refrigerator, there's a special place for food that's been around a while...we keep it, just in case.' It's probably too old to eat,' my mother likes to say.'But I don't think it's old enough for me to throw away.' It stays there for a month or more to ripen in the cold, and soon we notice fuzzy clumps of multicolored mold.

The clumps are larger every day, we notice this as well, but mostly what we notice is a certain special smell. when finally it all becomes a nasty mass of slime, my mother takes it out, and says, 'Apparently, it's time.' She dumps it in the garbage can, though not without regret, then fills the space with other food that's not so ancient yet,

Don't let the sorrow of your sad memories until this time, this word was his last words in our last meeting, since that very moment I knew he was telling me goodbye and showing me how to carry on after him.

Pray for my father he passed away two days ago.

NbMSdEll.

Sunday, September 20, 2020


What we did not experience,
Are these which belong to us.  
And where dreams end, 
that is where .. our life should begin.


Monday, April 13, 2020

Respect

Every night the moonshine and yet one sees a lovely angel for who is the angel of respect but when one smile thus the sun shall warm the heart that wishes it feel the touch of respect yet somewhere the smell of fresh coffee that one wishes to taste for when one feels the breeze that whispers the name Star bucks. Night after night thus the breeze whisper the name and yet one wishes to taste the fresh cup good cup of coffee and yet it's Star bucks that have a good fresh cup of coffee but the stars that one see is the family of Star bucks the more one taste good fresh cup of coffee the more one wish or a good cup of fresh coffee.
For where their respect for there angel of respect and yet the angel of respect wait for a heart to fill with respect thus Star bucks is the right place to go for a good fresh cup of coffee but when one sees the angel of Star bucks thus one shall feel the touch of respect in once heart for where there respect for there angel of respect.
Every touch of respect thus once eyes shall twinkle like the family of Star bucks somewhere angel of respect wait to fill a heart with respect but yet just to see one in the moonlight is the angel of respect for every fresh cup of coffee thus it's been filled with respect for where there respect for there angel of respect.
For where their respect for there angel of respect and yet the angel of respect wait for a heart to fill with respect thus Star bucks is the right place to go for a good fresh cup of coffee but when one sees the angel of Star bucks thus one shall feel the touch of respect in once heart for where there respect for there angel of respect.
Every touch of respect thus once eyes shall twinkle like the family of Star bucks somewhere angel of respect wait to fill a heart with respect but yet just to see one in the moonlight is the angel of respect for every fresh cup of coffee thus it's been filled with respect for where there respect for there angel of respect.

Tuesday, March 31, 2020

We will keep on fighting.

Some are believing that humanity's end is near,
Panicking people drenched in the scent of fear,
The Wuhan coronovirus and the birdflu is out,
Mass casualties are all most are talking about,
Fear of each other, masks are put on,
Fear of a virus spreading and sparing none,
But panicking only leads to mistakes i believe,
We have to work as a team to truly live,
Humanity has been through far worse before,
Yet, we have always found a way to rise from the floor,
The best minds of the world are doing their best,
The doctors and healthcare staff are working without enough rest,
Despite the challenges that our countries faces,
Despite all the complicated and overflowing cases,
We will pull through for the rakyat and our land,
We will keep on fighting as long as we can stand..
We will keep on fighting... As long as we can stand.

Friday, March 20, 2020

زرقاء اليمامة.. ما ذكر في الطاعون.. والوباء.


تحت حكم المماليك، تكرر ظهور الوباء العام المسمى بالطاعون في مصر أكثر من مرة. أشرسها سنة 833 هجرية، في ولاية السلطان الأشرف برسباي. الوباء قضى على أعداد هائلة من المصريين. فيها فقد الحافظ ابن حجر العسقلاني (أشهر شراح البخاري) ثلاثا من بناته، وكتب رسالة “بذل الماعون في فضل الطاعون”، والتي جمع فيها من المستقر في التراث الإسلامي الروائي والفقهي حول الوباء العام ما قد يصدم البعض.

 مرويات الطاعون والعدوى

من أهم ما جاء في رسالة الحافظ ابن حجر العسقلاني، مدعومًا بالمرويات والأحاديث وأقوال الفقهاء:
1 – اعتبار الطاعون رحمة للمسلمين: واستقصى فيها أحاديث، أشهرها ما ورد فيها البخاري عن عائشة أنها سألت رسول الله عن الطاعون، فقال: “كان عذابًا يبعثه الله على من يشاء، فجعله الله رحمة للمؤمنين“.
2 – الميت بالطاعون بمنزلة الشهيد: كما في البخاري: في تتمة رواية عائشة السابقة: “ما من عبد يكون في بلد يكون فيه، ويمكث فيه لا يخرج من البلد، صابرًا محتسبًا، يعلم أنه لا يصيبه إلا ما كتب الله له، إلا كان له مثل أجر شهيد“. وفي البخاري أيضًا: “الطاعون شهادة للمسلمين“.
3- تحريم الفرار من الطاعون على أهل البلدة المصابة به، أو الدخول إليها، واعتباره قدرًا إلهيًا، كما في حديث البخاري: “إذا سمعتم به بأرض فلا تقدموا عليه، وإذا وقع بأرض وأنتم بها فلا تخرجوا فرارًا منها“.
4 – إنكار سببية العدوى في نشر الأمراض، وفتح باب زيارة المريض المصاب بالوباء، بحديث البخاري: “لا عدوى ولا هامة ولا صفر” الذي استنبط من خلاله بأن الأمراض ليست معدية بذاتها، وإنما تنتقل بقدر الله.
غرابة النصوص ومخالفتها لغرائز الإنسان الطبيعية دفعت عددًا من المتأخرين من شراح الأحاديث وفقهاء المذاهب إلى التفريق بين الوباء والطاعون، ليعتبروا الوباء عامًا والطاعون خاصًا، عكس ما ذهب إليه المتقدمون باعتبار الوباء والطاعون مترادفين.
الأسباب التي دعت للتفريق بين الوباء العام والطاعون كانت الأحاديث الصحيحة في أن “المدينة لا يدخلها طاعون”. وقد تعرضت المدينة للأوبئة في عدة وقائع مثبتة تاريخيًا.
هذه الغرابة تدفعنا لإعادة البحث في هذه المسألة في سياقاتها التاريخية والسياسة، بما يساعدنا لكشف جوانب أخرى.

 طاعون عمواس 

اتفق جمهور المؤرخين على أن أول طاعون حدث في الإسلام كان طاعون عمواس، الذي حدث بالشام في خلافة عمر بن الخطاب ومات فيه عدد كبير من الصحابة، أشهرهم أبو عبيدة بن الجراح، ومعاذ بن جبل، ويزيد بن أبي سفيان.
هذا الطاعون كان له بالغ الأثر في تغيير مسار التاريخ الإسلامي؛ فبموت والي دمشق يزيد بن أبي سفيان انتقلت الولاية إلى شقيقه الأصغر الداهية السياسي معاوية.
تسهب كتب التاريخ الإسلامي في وصف الطاعون وما حدث فيه وموقف الخليفة عمر بن الخطاب منه، بعدما كان قد عزم التوجه إلى الشام فبلغه انتشار الوباء.

هنا تكثر الروايات. وملخصها الآتي:

1 – بعدما بلغ عمر انتشار الوباء في الشام تردد في دخولها، فاجتمع بالجند وكبار الصحابة. وكان الخلاف شديدًا بين من يرى إكمال المسير ومن يرى العودة.
2 – كان رأي عمر العودة، لكنه واجه اعتراضات باطنها اتهامه بالخوف، كما يظهر في مقولة: “أتفر من قدر الله؟!” فكان جوابه: “أفر من قدر الله إلى قدر الله”.
3 – حسم الخلاف عبد الرحمن بن عوف حين قال إنه سمع الرسول يقول في شأن الطاعون: “إذا سمعتم به بأرض فلا تقدموا عليه، وإذا وقع بأرض وأنتم بها فلا تخرجوا فرارًا منها”. فاستقر القرار على عودة عمر مع أصحابه مع بقاء الجند في الشام بقيادة أبو عبيدة ومنعهم من الخروج مصداقًا للحديث.
4 – تذكر بعض المصادر أن عمر بعدما عاد أرسل لأبي عبيدة يعرض عليه العودة للمدينة، لكنه أصر على البقاء مع الجند، حتى مات بالطاعون بعدها بأيام.

قراءة سياسية في موقف عمر 

الرأي الذي استقر في طاعون عمواس بمنع خروج الجند وبقاءهم في الوباء قد يكون نقطة الانطلاق لطوفان الأحاديث في فضل الطاعون وتحريم الفرار منه، واعتبار الميت به بمنزلة الشهيد.
لو قرأنا القرار جيدًا سنجده يحمل جانبًا سياسيًا وعسكريًا مهمًا وهو: تثبت الجنود المسلمين في أماكنهم، ومنعهم من الهروب؛ للحفاظ على سيطرة المسلمين على الشام بأي ثمن، ومهما كانت الكلفة، للأسباب التالية:
1 – خاض المسلمون معارك كثيرة وصعبة للسيطرة على الشام والقدس (الجائزة الكبرى) منذ عهد النبي محمد، بدءًا بغزوة مؤتة، وصولًا إلى اليرموك وفتح القدس. ومن غير المتصور تركها بسهولة تحت وطأة الفزع من الطاعون.
2 – كانت الشام تمثل أهم جبهة للدولة الإسلامية في توسعها؛ فهي بوابة أفريقيا وأوروبا، وهي الأكثر تهديدًا، بعد اقتناصها من قبضة الروم البيزنطيين بينما بقيت دولة الروم قائمة تحاول العودة، واستقرت جبهة العراق وفارس بسقوط دولة الفرس.
3 – تحتل القدس أهمية دينية كبرى لدى عمر بن الخطاب الذي دخلها فاتحَا بمراسم دينية تشبه دخول المسيح القدس في أحد السعف، راكبًا على حمار، حيث كان عمر يستمد منها شرعيته الدينية كمخلص وفاتح للقدس بشهادة اليهود.

بين الجهاد والطاعون

ما يدعم هذه القراءة التلازم بين خصائص الجهاد وخصائص الطاعون. كالتالي:
1 – اعتبار المطعون شهيدًا.
2- استخدام توصيف الفرار في وصف من يترك بلدًا انتشر فيها الطاعون. وهو نفسه وصف القرآن للمتخلف عن الجهاد، وهو ما يؤكده حديث صريح ورد في مسند أحمد نصه: “الفار من الطاعون كالفار من الزحف”.
3 – التلازم بين الموت قتلًا بالسيف والموت بالطاعون، حتى جاء في وصفه أنه يسمى بالطاعون طعنًا من الجن، وهو ما يؤكده حديث: “فناء أمتي بالطعن والطاعون”.
4- نفي السببية في العدوى لمنع الحذر المثبط عن مواصلة العمل، واعتبار الموت قدرًا لازمًا، كما في رواية عمر: “نفر من قدر الله إلى قدر الله”. وفي القرآن تحذير الفارين من الجهاد: ” قل لن ينفعكم الفرار إن فررتم من الموت أو القتل”.
وهذه الأحاديث إما أن تكون وليدة طاعون عمواس، أو بدأت قبلها في عهد النبي محمد؛ حيث آيات سورة التوبة في التحذير من التخلف عن الجهاد بحجج وأعذار. وللمصادفة فإنها جاءت كذلك في التجهيز لغزو الشام وفتح القدس.

الخلاصة 

1- الأحاديث في وصف الطاعون من التبشير به ومنع الفرار منه ونفي سببية العدوى تحمل بعدًا سياسيًا عسكريًا ارتبط بالفتوحات الإسلامية، الهدف منها تثبت الجنود للحفاظ على الأرض التي سيطر عليها المسلمون؛ باعتبار أن شيوع الوباء والعدوى كفيل ببث الذعر بين الجنود ودفعهم للفرار.
2- شيوع هذه الأحاديث بدأ في زمن عمر بن الخطاب في طاعون عمواس، بعدما سيطر المسلمون على الشام بأعوام قليلة.