I’m still alive

Feelings hurt but never die, that’s why it hurts to say goodbye... And when you left to live your life I wondered how I would survive
But life has changed us along the ride.... Now I know I must exist beside..
Wither to live it up or ride it out, Is this what it’s all about
Learn to run and hide, rather than just decide
As time goes by... A little more softly ... I die
Stronger now than before maybe but I still can’t open up that door
And just, just forget the past or find out why it couldn’t last
And as sure as the world turns... I know our love did once burn
But what changed along the way... That caused us both to stray..
I know we hadn't decide.. Wither to live it up or ride it out
Is this what it’s all about, Learn how to run and hide, rather than to just decide
As time goes by... The truth of love never remains a lie.
When I found your smile belong to anyone new, while my heart always belonged to you, My smile and heart refuse to believe... that it was me who made you leave..
But now I refined happiness as your heart belongs only to me
Rather than falling out of love I’m now happy and proud of this special person that in you I have found.. This sounds like a story of what once was.. is, and will be.
Living it up, rather than riding out, That’s what life is all about, rather than run and hide I’ve learned how to decide
As time goes by.. I’m still alive..

Love...

Own, possess and enjoy
That is the desire
That is the aim
That is the motto
Of everyone who craves for love, So it is selfishness.. In every sense
True love is when you find happiness
In the happiness of whom you love
So never try to own never try to possess
Someone else's heart when the truth is that you cannot even possess
Your own heart...! !

Losting Goodnight ..

Here we are... Lying in the midst of our discomfort, Hand not in hand.. We may still have a chance to survive and I am incapable of breathing in this air..  nothing here
To hold against my heart and cherish this lonely sky, So vast and sorrowful in its beauty.. I lose myself in the dark mysteries of the night
A shallow lust for this darkness that harbors deep intensity tugs at my soul
And opens up a door for deeper dreams
Time passes quickly I watch the sun begin to rise and in its glory I see colors that will forever stay unnamed
I’ve been here before but always seem to forget this lonely truth
I lay my head back down and wait for the peaceful night to return