unrealistic relationships

You will always miss, My tender love and that ungivin kiss, The story turned with the twist, It has remained only a mist.
I had dreamed of a Little but, It was shrouded by mystery and but, You never came with good proposal, I only waited for your arrival.
The dark clouds used to make me awake, The life and everything was at stake, The situation was about to make, It seems unrealistic and now will break.
You were self centered, You had deviated, pretended, cheated and altered, Your original course and back tracked, Your promises proved hollow and faked.
I know you might not missed me at all, As you had not responded to call, I had slipped and preferred down fall, You were still a mystery and proved wall.
You were clever and very smart, You smashed and broken my heart, I have no reason still to feel being cheated, I have eagerly watched and waited.
Will you come and make me happy..!
Or will you deceive me like many..!
I had full faith and strong desire, You had all the way preferred to admire
I clearly failed to pick, You were hell bent with to beat with stick, It was invisible blow to mind, I was unable to sense and find.
Am I not at all so weak.!
I feel bad but do not speak..!
I retain and do not reveal, With heavy heart I prefer to conceal.
I wish it to be temporary phase, The fear and agony I want to erase, It is not allowing me to feel at ease, I wait for new energy to release., .
I have never tried to find any fault, It was close secret and held in vault, It will not be spoken at any cost, You have remained close to heart and in mind uppermost
I shall not complain or shed the tears, I will simply watch and truthfully bear, The wounds inflicted by you as reward, I shall be anxious and look forward.
You are not more than anybody, But still you hold special position as unique somebody, I found it quite amusing and pleasant, If would be doubled if you had remained present
I shall never be a dejected person, I have understood and followed every season, I know the tide will turn one day, I will feel happy in special way.

Life as we knew

Life is not what we talk about or observe when turn around, It is no misery, struggling or pain either, It is how we feel and deal as a family together.
It is individual’s wish, That shall perish, With stoppage of breathe.. Along with death.
But one has to think in overall context, That shall be considered best, Only animals think about themselves, But for us.... it is how we share each and every moment as living force.
We should move, and prove, Our worth.. Along with commitment and faith
It makes sense, If we remain no tense, and steer the course, By keeping all together in the race
Nothing can be achieved, If it is not believed, That strength lies in "togetherness"
And that only can bring to our family that special kind of peacefulness.

Regards to our new family member  "Andria Hazim El badry"

blank pages

Thousands of thoughts rise in mind at a time, It compels me to think seriously sometimes.
It may not relevance as of now or today, But I can’t keep aloof from it and go away.
I look at vast sea line and think of its deepness, How blue water in it reflect my humble face..!
Big and small fishes run here and there, They face no hurdles or problems anywhere.
Who can reason out the waves reaching at the shore..!
Why do they separately dash against it ... and try more..!
They seems to be in hurry to unite and show the strength, The waves may rise high and low with varying length.
I think of vast blue and hollow sky, How it hangs without support and also why.!
What keeps it in to spread with vast horizon.! No conclusion can be arrived or simply be drawn.
Now we have different varieties of flowers, They are cross bedded and altered
Not original fragrance might have lost, But nothing.. nothing more is left to trust.
I rarely believe in speculation, Yes some propaganda is put deliberately in circulation.
I may not really know about it and only wonder, I use tp stand under the sky and wait for clouds to thunder.
What I want to know is not... the mystery, It is also not needed to know complete history.
As an intellectual you may have fascination for more knowledge, yet you want something to be written... on our blank page.

The Cell

As an evolving object over millions of years. Full of greed, hatred and deception. We forgot the simplest concepts of life. Which was fixed by the simplest objects on the face of the creature.
When the creation began. That solitary organism lived. To realize that the secret of life lies in sharing everything he owns. For the production of a new cell, sharing the concepts of tender without borders.
Life concepts have become linked to the surrounding environment. In appropriate circumstances. Give infinite... In difficult circumstances, Resort to immortality, isolation and scaling to preserve its kind of extinction.
The point is... Only time is granted to the legitimacy of the existence of things and... Only the surrounding factors are given to the simplest beings to make determinative decisions.

My All, are only for you... dear,

It was not leading me anywhere, I was searching it everywhere, whenever I longing for some one like you to come near, And loving words in ears to hear.
I shall remain as living entity, Simple and sober with poor quality, I am unable to draw the beautiful attention, Possibly I'm still not be worth for retention.
After all hearts beat faster when some one says hello, All works pushed aside for the attention do allow, Giving gentle look with smiling face, Aren't you forgot that, love game is to be won in race.
I don’t know when the day will come,  shall keep the doors open with a wide welcome, I shall wait not even for second to reply, Can any one advise me and say it is not worth try...!!
I am young at heart and always dream, Many good faces I try to find in team, They all come at once and fade away, I still hope it to happen in any day.
I shall allow it to end in reality, That is the fine and best quality, You shall term it as place like heaven, It may realize little late even.
Many people like me may be dreaming in day light, It is understood they may be spending sleepless nights, Nothing may be lateralizing much to the discomforts, As they have no skill or lack the good efforts.
Love has many fold dimensions, No one knows what will be right direction..!!!
It may not wait any longer to find a place, You should there as ready person in any case.
Your quest may end as happy moment, You may have then no reason to lament, There is feeling and ready consent, Bad plight is over and there is nothing to resent.
Life becomes fruitless with some of the aspects, Ideal couples may always earn the respect, Whatever we may term it as deal or pact or act.!His is reality of life and open fact.
And magically.. The rivers water flow calm down after initial thrust, It is natural law to settle down and build the trust, The marriage is holy union of two individuals, One must take it as challenge and not as casual.

How would you face the world as defeated soldier?

Today.. I wanted my message to be loud and heard, I wanted to be free from bondage as bird.
Until the time I was unaware of vast sky, I pondered over your prison and never asked why..!
O, How one can remain prisoner of his own and consent.!
Why he would not like to come out and live in present..!
In this life one can have limited goal and do only small things, For big things we must have strong resolve and powerful wings.
It is your feeble body and weak determination that stops you from performing, You have will power to do but you feel downwards from informing.
It makes you to draw steps back and remain for a moment too hesitant, You lack the courage and fail to come out with steps so urgent or instant.
Kind words will not be short and easy to speak, Only strong can speak it and not the weak, You can’t just show off or play the trick, You must keep love in one hand and on another stick.
Convey love with smile and sweetness in words, It may be just beginning of love and will matter most, It may reward you in the end without meeting any cost
Let us not confine our selves in only raising the funds, God may favor us by giving it in abundance, It is we who fail to understand the clear message, There is clear way ahead with smooth passage.
Your voice may not be heard and lost in oblivion, You may have different approach with different opinion.
Still you may need magical charisma to reach to the hearts of people, It may be made easy for you and you will be in position or able.
How would you face the world as defeated soldier..?
How will you’re your self as crisis manager..?
Will it not go in history as natural consequence..?
They follow the natural route and come in sequences.!
Should ee let it remain as unsolved mystery, And let It may create its own history.
As a humble man I have done my best, Letting your love speak itself and prove the test.

Good morning my darling.

I had the sense of deep feeling, Had strong urge and of course willing, But from inside something was killing, I could not decide whether it was end or beginning, It is strong human bond that forces for something, You might have got all or desired for everything,
Still it needs warmth and special relation, If so then you are kind hearted person with such indication, It is not matter for open discussion,  But make sure of it before having any passion,
You must give fair trial for its durability, Such relation may only last long if has fine quality,
Just pose a question where you are loved person, If so then what are the most probable reasons,
Do you love your self than any body else..!
Or is it simply infatuation or feelings very false..!
There is no fun in rushing for quick results,
The love is not a feeling to be prepared in advance, It takes place all of sudden and at once.
No one knows when and why it will happen.!!
It is bound to take place if not desired even.
It as fair chance of succeeding at any stage, Only it requires coming at the right age, As it is writing of words on new page, It is definitely a delicate and critical phase.
One must make it sure that that love is blessings, Not a single aspect must go unnoticed or missing.
It is beautiful stage and must be felt immensely, It is God gift and must be treated as heavenly.
It may have little sex angle or body attachment, But it is deep feeling with glorious moment, Some of the moments run along with mutual consent, But over all impact is understood and felt.
I shall consider it as holy union, There is nothing wrong to seek her companion, It is after all a strong bond with passion, One is ready for its acceptance and admission.

Be Welcome to my life if i can't be in your's

"Να λες πάντα αυτό που νιώθεις, και να κάνεις πάντα αυτό που σκέφτεσαι".

Which means.. Always say what you feel, and always do what you thinking.. as my woman said.. so, let us discuss what i feel, and fist of all, how does one make the life so romantic..!

Do you see there is no problem even if your lover are living beyond Atlantic..!

There is no distance barrier and one sees directly..!

Is it enough to rouse feelings if we speak honestly.

Even seasons inject the feeling of romance, The individual may find appealing with little glance, It may certainly give relief when first shower is on, Everything will sound dramatic when heat waves have gone.

It takes away your concentration when beautiful eyes are met, 

What a magnetic pull effect when wishes are responded or let, 

It was beautifully hidden in one side of the beating heart, 

You are in no position to think or respond despite looking so smart.

Beautiful and attractive faces play all the tricks, 

The magic environment persists without use of sticks,

How does one fall in magnetic pull of attraction..!

How does the individual respond with any reaction..!

One good smile takes away his beautiful smile,

He doesn’t know how to carry on forever not for a while,

There is strong urge to come very close, 

They may try to prove good and try not to loose.

To go in for quick seduction may not work any longer,

They may need some to help them as messenger,

The bold action may follow suit if both are sincere,

When romantic words are exchanged without any fear, 

The romance has got no age bar, 

They can come closer while driving in car, 

Each one finds a feeling of super star when face to face meet,

The whole world seems to have fallen or come under their feet.

Winter fairytale's

I confess doing everything to woo, You are and will be eternally the only one and that is very true, I have no other means to reach you, i just find some of my letters may make me through.
Everybody may desire comforts and tree shed, Lot many angles of life’s struggles have been fed, Every care is to be taken to make it as success, The females have suffered all along without any access.
You may remain away for any of the reasons, You too are proving to be a nice and kind person, What I need from you is a close company, Though the proposals are received for same from many
How to reassure in your absence, I seek and wait for timely presence, I do understand it is bond of great essence, I seek and eagerly wait to be with you hence.
No stars or sky may come for me to rescue, I have no other means to think and view, I can take help of beautiful writing, It may prove to be nice and good beginning.
It is difficult to bear separation at heart, I have felt it from the beginning or start, I knew it will prove to be a difficult one,.. But alas! It was to be undergone by none.
I am feeling hot particles of desert, I have to feel and nothing more to insert, I look towards sky and pray for sudden burst, The dark clouds are needed here and must.
What else did I need except few rain drops..?
What compels you not to come here and stop..!
I know you will come and gently shower, The desert can boom with drops fewer.
The sand may not allow it to go further, It will be absorbed then and there, The heat dissipation may be to an extent, There may be no reason then to resent
The dream plants may come up with flowers, Though the time may want us to pace little slower, The womb has developed an urge for fertility, It may all prove to be of great quality.
I shiver in hard hitting winters, No other ideas or thought can enter, I scotch everything and dismiss, That is what you make as no promise.
These are not simple letters on page, It has grown with patience and coming of my old age, I have desired and want you to enter, In desolate life to be at the center.
Does this relate to my state of mind..!
Will you read it by not closing eyes as blind..!
Will I ever have my dreams to become chance..!
Will you rush to me on receipt of it at once.!

Seriously

Did i learn from past mistakes..!
Did i attempt to to retake..!
The lost ground and claim glory..!
Have you ever felt sorry..!
It is easy going and not taken seriously, letting opportunity slip continuously.
As escaping the life miraculously, No bid for full thrust and wonder aimlessly.
Seldom you try rise to the occasion, You action is not full hardy and raises many questions.
It may pay you no award, You will be denied full reward
One has to be fully contended, The thrust has to be well intended.
It is to learn from past and surge ahead, No to cry for split milk and positively lead.
I shall have to mend the ways, It is useful and guidance always.
The things can’t turn bright all of sudden, You will have to make all out efforts even.
It may look all philosophical talk, It may help us really when in life we walk.
The life is meaningless without any talent, You have think twic before giving consent.
What else can be decisive factor..!
It may be faced in any sector.
You got to emerge as victorious, But the efforts have to be continuous.
Not to look back but march towards destiny, It may be looked as idealism to many.
Believe me no other way is left to think over, When we need proper guidance and cover.

Nothing left empty inside to love another, even nothing left to fly.

It is love that makes you blind, It is force that makes you to bind, It is beautiful thing to find, Take it out from memory and unwind.
It can make others to believe, You get joy and pain is relieved, Peace and happiness is delivered, All links maintained and not severed.
It is magic.. real magic.. magical phenomenal, Enough joy and happiness on its arrival, It has its own arena and color, It speaks in silence and seen in flowers.
It needs no explanation, No large volumes for narration, It is felt from within, It has nothing to confine.
Say it all with good smile, You think, may I forget it for a while, O, It has flow of ... river Nile, Where we shall walk along for miles.
It is neither hazardous nor easy, You can imagine and paint it rosy, It is gifted to lucky and deserving, It has its own purpose serving.
Never distrust or malign, Fall in and closely align, Leave your prints in mind, It is sure for response to find.
Love is directional ship, It may take you to Egypt on long trip, It may have some ups and down, It will be made surely known.
It is God’s wonderful creation, There can’t be any confusion or more question, It is to be accepted with sincerity and in real, It can function as im longing to our perfect deal.
It's our love.. not a civil wars,
Yet please.. don't push me and send very far,
The love rules the scene without showdown,
Little inspiration its impact .. and willing will be known.

Shout or scram

Neither you will be first, Nor will be the last... for the love is moving very fast, see to it that it doesn't blast
Make sure it is pure, you are but very sure... You are on your chose way, see to it that it is not drifting away.
You may be shown clear sky, I may still have to feel very shy... He may have world in your presence, accept gladly without feeling tense.
You have offered nothing from whatever you could, you are cool and ground firmly stood... Though it is not tested yet for proof, when you are waiting for him on the roof.
He has no option to go back, So much is now at stake. you are half asleep and half awake, but it's time for action and decision to take.
You already be given hollow promises, It may have near misses... He may be living in complete dream, He wants be able to shout or scram.
we wish it turns into reality, to love others is good quality, After all it is peaceful mission... and there is always scope for frank admission.

Do the tears must fall and be seen..!!

Many things are left unsaid ... Not much attention is also paid
It is best to forget it once for all ... Even if that has caused our down fall
Life is full of enterprise, New day open with sun’s rise, Full of avenues mixed with surprises, All to hold good with firm promises
Live and let others live with least interference, Right lesson with logic and correct inference, Quoting the sentence with authentic reference, To fulfill the promise when committed at once.
There are many ups down as hill curves, It inspires us and in many ways serves, To boost our energy and come off with great zeal, Life is then... taken as mission with aim to make it real.
It makes us all the more important, Some of things come as very instant, Grief sometimes weaken our spirit, It has damaging effect and we feel it.
Do the tears must fall and be seen..!!!
You should be bold enough and very keen, Hold it with all your strength and close to chest, Dash it against and sail through at its best.
In some the quarters it is argued against, Tears are best means to enlighten the chest, It will reduce the heaviness and tension, Let it come out with force without any mention.
To the lonely place but not in isolation, Live with it and solve it with complete liaison, It has direct bearing with mind and has some relation, It must be understood and left with no more questions.
The success also drives person to be burst with tears, It is uncontrollable emotion that is erupting without fear, One can not remain aloof when it is showered with success, It has to come out in open if find no other access
Let us not forget that being human you will have to act as human, There is no exception for genders like man or woman, They have equal amount happiness and despair, To control it in reasonable manner will be fair.
We are driven by the emotional forces,
It may be joyous or full of remorse,
We got to live with those unbearable factors, In any case as losers or victors.
Some people may cut a sorry figure at little setback,
I will always prefer to encourage them by giving back pat,
It will prove as great starter for controlling the emotions,
There won’t be any need then to search for any options.

أنت السبب

  أحِنُّ إليكِ فأنتِ الحَنان وأنتِ الأمانُ ووَاحةُ قلبي إذا ما تَعِبْ

أحِنُّ إليكِ حنينَ الصحاري لِوجهِ الشتاء وفَيضِ السُّحُبْ

أحِنُّ إليكِ حَنينَ الليالي لضوءِ الشموسِ لِضوءِ الشُّهُبْ

قَرأنا عنِ العشقِ كُتْباً وكُتْباً وعِشقُكِ غيرُ الذي في الكُتُبْ

لأنَّكِ أجملُ عِشقٍ بِعُمر إذا ما ابتَعدْنا إذا نَقتَربْ

وعيناكِ إنِّيّ أخافُ العُيونَ شِباكٌ لقلبي بها تُنتَصَبْ

سِهامٌ تُطيحُ بقلبي وعَقلي إذا ما أصابَتْ إذا لَم تُصِبْ

فإنْ مِتُّ شَوقًا أموتُ شَهيداً.. وإنْن مِتُّ عِشقاً .. فأنتِ السَّببْ.