In Memory Of feelings

There are only a handful of people
That you'll meet in life
That truly touch your heart
And make you glad you’re alive
They've got a special presence
When they walk into a room
It's almost like they were sent there
To take away your gloom
They can make you happy when
Everything seems sad 
So happy it almost makes you mad
They forget about their problems
And brighten up your day
And you don't realize it until
They’ve gone away
They teach us to enjoy everyday
Live life to the fullest
Laugh, love and play
Because there's no guarantee
You’ll get another day
So if you have a chance to make someone smile don’t pass up the opportunity to make them happy for awhile
It may be their last chance and
You'll remember them and their smile.

Heaven and Hell

Hell is other people who
No matter what you do
Always find something to judge
They drag you through the sludge
And see through your thin disguise
As they shred you with their eyes
All their faults and lack
They place upon your back
Unable to see their own transgression
It becomes their only obsession
To find all of your flaws
And all your broken laws
And they won’t even let you live
Because they refuse to forgive

Heaven is other people who
No matter what you do
Choose to see the best
In you and forget the rest
They don’t dwell on your sin
Since they want all to win
They don’t create divisions
By their prideful derisions
Of those with whom they differ
For they know that the transfer
Of their own guilt to another
Will come back and smother
Their efforts to be free
And their search for unity

My little Angels

I have this little angel. For me she left her wings.
She has no idea how much happiness she truly brings.
She brightens up my days with her smiles and her laughs.
She helps me to remember all the blessings that I have.
Her face, it is so perfect, she's sweet and soft and pure.
Sometimes she can be willful and sometimes she is demure.
She tries her very hardest to please and do what's right.
She gives the greatest hugs from morning until night.

Every person that has known her sees this light within her soul
I know that in this whole great world, she has a special role.
She's helpful and considerate to everyone she knows
This light in her shines brighter as my angel grows.
When she sees someone is sad, it opens up her heart.
She wants to do all that she can; she wants to do her part.
She'll squeeze away the sorrow and make me forget about my pain.
She shows me where the sun is when we're hiding from the rain.

I know that God must love me, He showed me with His Grace
I knew just how completely when I saw my angel's face.
And in that very moment when she came into my world,
I knew that she was so much more than just my baby girl.
She would be my sunshine, with a sweetness that won't end.
And when she grows up one day she would be my closest friend.
She would be the reason I would always try my best.
For my little angel baby girl would be my greatest test.

When God entrusts to you an angel, who has left her wings for you.
Encircle her with love with everything you do.
Let her know God made her, and that He trusts you with her care.
Be sure to make time for special moments with her to share.
And when at night she finally does her prayers and goes to sleep
I Thank Him for my angel, and ask for him to always keep
A watchful eye and hand to protect her from this world.
Protect my little angel

I'm brave enough.

You say you’re afraid of being alone

You can’t do a thing on your own

You don’t know where to get the courage

to overcome those fears that bother you

I sensed that you needed somebody

And now I’m here to fill that somebody

Never to leave you alone

So you can stand on your own

Remember what I've told you,

that fear is only in the mind?

I believe that you can make it, just like me…

Because, for once, I’m also afraid

And I don’t know where to get the strength

to overcome my weakness

Now, I am brave enough to stand beside you

Yes, I am brave enough…

Maybe you’ll ask, “Why are you brave enough?”

My answer is simple and true:

“I’m brave enough because of You”

rainy day

God blessed me one rainy day
He sent me an angel from so far away
To love and help me though all my woes
To guide and stand by me when I face my foes
Then one day God called her back
I missed my angel so I followed her tracks
Now in heaven all safe and sound
I see my angel flying around
Now it’s my turn to do a good deed
I’m sent back to earth to help people in need
So when life’s lessons are getting you down 
Don’t sit there sulking and wearing a frown
Sit back and reflect all the good times you've seen 
Like weddings , birthdays and place’s you've been
Think yourselves lucky because we are still here
To hold the memories of loved ones so dear

From Ignorance To Success

The road to success is not straight

There is a curve called Failure, 

a loop called confusion,

speed bumps called Friends, 

red lights called Enemies, and

caution lights called Family

But if you have a spare called Determination,

an engine called Perseverance,

insurance called Faith, and

a driver called God,

you will make it to a place called Success!!

The 6th Sense

My hands grow numb, they can not feel.
My eyes grow dim, can't tell what's real.
My senses die, now what's the deal.
All I can smell is hate and fear.
The voice of reason I can not hear.
My senses die, I once held dear.
My mouth fills with lies. 
And my last sense dies.
Out of darkness, a light did shine.
A new cloud is born, with silver line.
Drums were beating, perfect rhythm and time.
A heart was beating, I know it was mine.
That's when I realized, I'm not very smart.
This entire time, I could feel with my heart.
With my heart's sight.
I could see the light.
With my heart, now I could smell.
The beauty of the world, from which I fell.
With my heart's senses, I could tell.
The place in which I live, is no longer hell.
With my heart's hearing, I could listen to the truth.
With my hearts voice, I could even speak it too.
My heart may cry, but it will never lie.
My heart may feel pain, but that feeling keeps me sane.
My heart may feel sorrow, but I live in the light of tomorrow.
Body and mind, forever intertwined.

feeling with love

Sometimes we see things that aren’t meant to be seen.
Sometimes things aren’t always as they seem.
Sometimes we need someone to call our own, Especially when we’re alone.
Sometimes people just can’t understand, Why things get out of hand.
Sometimes life just isn’t fair, Especially when people just don’t care.
And sometimes it's hard to say, Why things have to be this way.
Sometimes it’s all you can do to get by, Especially when dreams continue to die.
Sometimes it’s nice to sit in the rain, Even to just relieve the pain.
Sometimes we just need to get away. We never know what’s wrong with out pain.
Sometimes the hardest thing and the right thing are the same.
And sometimes when people get hurt, Even the strongest ones 

may need feeling love .... again 

God Reasons

In life there are people that will hurt us and cause us pain,
but we must learn to forgive and forget and not hold grudges.
In life there are mistakes we will make,
but we must learn from our wrongs and grow from them.
In life there are regrets we will have to live with, 
but we must learn to leave the past behind and realize it is something we can't change.
In life there are people we will loose forever and can't have back,
but we must learn to let go & move on.
In life there are going to be obstacles that will cause interference,
but we must learn to overcome these challenges and grow stronger.
In life there are fears that will hold us back from what we want,
but we must learn to fight them with the courage from within.
God holds our lives in his hands . He holds the key to our future. Only he knows our fate. 
He see's everything and knows everything. 
Everything in life really does happen for a reason: "God Reasons"

Another me

Glittering eyes, full of smiles

Happy and proud all the way around

Never shad a tear, never scream out in fear

Never shown any signs of disappointment

or any signs of annoyance

Betrayed, lied, broken heart

Still laughing at the pain

You stand there staring at my delusive face

Questioning what goes on inside my mind

Contemplating on if I'm really fine

I am everything you want me to be

Everything and anything instead of me

You look at me and see one of the happiest teens

Never showing any signs of misleading or doubt

Pleading on the inside not to let my feelings out

Don't be fooled by what you see

This is nothing but a mirror reflect to  .. another me

Forgiveness ..

I look at you and smile, because I haven't seen you in a while. 

The distance is tearing us apart. 

But I can hold the memories in heart. 

I hate being this far away. 

I feel like I can't express the things I need to say. 

People say things that aren’t true. 

So no matter what I’m sticking with you. 

Whether you like it or not I’ll always be here, 

to wipe away every single tear. 

Whenever you need me, you know where I’ll be. 

I'm always in some crazy memory. 

Your pictures are up on my wall. I kept them all. 

You really don't know what you mean to me, 

but hopefully this explanation will make you see. 

I could never stay mad at you. 

You're special in everything you do. 

You've taught me a lot of lessons, 

and I'm thankful for all of your blessings.

It's just that I try to be happy, 

but the more I try the more everyone hates me. 

It's like the harder I work, the more they take, 

the more I heal, the more they break. 

The happier I get, the more miserable they are. 

Sometimes I get so close but feel so far. 

All I’m asking is please don't hurt me. 

I'm hurting where only I can see. 

I wish I could tell you all the things I want to say. 

I wish you were here with me everyday. 

I know some things I said to you were cruel. 

Believe me when I say I do not meant to appear like a fool. 

So please just give me another try. another start will be Cool.

Human VS Nature

Sky, unfold Brightness in outlook, 

Darkness with Moon and twinkling Stars. 

Leave space for Birds and Insects 

They fly, fly high, find their routes. 

Hills, some rocky, some snow or with green 

Every Birds, Animals find their shelter 

Wherever they feel better. 

Downward Hills valley starts 

There all creatures"s moments seen smart. 

Plains, get fertile by Rivers on its way 

Ever green formation occurs beautifully.

All watering places give life to 

Fish, frog like creatures even in its 

Terminal Point-Sea, Ocean also in Oasis 

Nevertheless, Nature not disturbed by these.

Yes, apart from different style of lives, 

Shortly,mingling with Nature gives Fine Finish. 

Human, Where He comes from?? 

Is He a part of Nature? 

True, always persist with Nature;

Has Intelligence wave length superior;

What for? Start to utilize Nature,

Try to go with Nature;last spoil the Nature.

How? Detaining Trees to grow,

Failing Rivers to be pure,

Misusing materials from mines

With rare combinations-then

Happens diminishing healthy atmosphere. 

Result,Good Nature revokes itself-Let

Earth Quakes,Tsunami, Pollution,

Failure of seasons as its anger.

Hey! Humanity,where your Intelligence stuck out?

Find it, please correct it-Learn

To join with Nature as in past.

Remember, still Sky is there;

Ever green is among Hills and Rivers;

Living creatures under Deserts as well as Seas;

They know their Limitation in all ages.

Why not you know your Limitation?

May that Soul Power bless us all.

Star So, far

Oh bright brilliant star in the sky
Hides what words I can't say,
Magnificence can not be described 
Seeing you in such gloriest array.
In the vastness deep, small our life
Cloaking the mind which never see's:
The hand of brilliance which is behind
Eyes that can't see; the heart believes.

Freedom, Speak and Seek

Freedom...A word we speak, a remedy we seek and a concept 
so misunderstood by those of us who speak and seek.
Is freedom merely the absence of bondage or the lack of 
restrictive rules and regulations or some version of self directedness?
I wonder how many who think they are free remain in bondage or 
how many in bondage struggle to attain a poor substitute for freedom? 
Is it possible for a man in prison to be truly free?
What of the man in bondage as he comes and goes with impunity?
Freedom has a flavor and a feel that continues as you go along.
Once begun down in your heart, it will work its way everywhere else.
You will know freedom by it's lack of dependence upon circumstances
and its complete absence of fearful concern for what is and is to come.

Nothing

You say it's nothing 
But this isn't nothing 
Your actions tell me your done
But in my heart you are not gone
I'm trying so hard to let go
I wish I could let you know 
I'm not ready to say goodbye 
But I can't stand hearing you lie
What do you want me to say to you
That I'm in love with you?
What good would that do?
I'm nothing to you

How i love you "Arabic Poem"

الشوق يجري في دمي ... وكذا الحنين

والليل أسدل خيطه .. وأطل .. ليل حزين

وطيف خيالك أمسى يداعب مهجتي 

وأنا شارد البال ...  أتعبني الأنين

وليل طويل أرقني .. وأعياني السهر

وفؤادي يخفق تارة .... وتارة يستكين

والحب ليل وسهر وأشواق ولوعة

إذا حل بعاشق ... يظهر عليه .. ويستبين

Pain .. is not an emotion

Pain is not an emotion I know

Yet it's all I know 

I can't feel it

Nor can I heal it

It happens all the time

For me, it's all I know

I've experienced first hand a fathers abuse

Yeah, sometimes it hurt

But I grew numb to the pain

I've witness my mother cry

And every time I wanted to die

That's all in the past now

But the memories still last

This may be hard to believe

For a girl whose just sixteen

But when I think the memories have left me

They come back to haunt me

You may find it hard to believe

But sometimes late at night I cry 

Until I feel dead inside

So don't think I don't know pain

Because pain is all I've know.

different mind

Two people in pain,
But in two different kinds--
He cries for her;
But she's of a different mind.
He's the product of her pain,
In many different ways--
The one thing she wants
Is never to be blamed.
Circumstances happen,
And salt is added to his wound;
She cannot console him, 
and feels their friendship will end soon.
So She sits back and watches,
And cries her silent tears for him--
On the outside she is cold
But inside she cries with him.
And later he will throw up to her,
The coldness she has shown
And she will sit as always,
afraid to be alone.

Why !!

.. live when it's easier to die !!
.. smile when it's easier to cry !!
.. try to pass when all you do is fail!!
.. feel pain when you can make it go away !!
.. love when love is full of doubt !!
.. can't anyone tell me what life's about In spite of all I know that I want to live But !!
.. do I feel I have nothing left to give. !!

Escape

Trees, trees, trees, Branches, sticks, leaves
Whipping, gashing, slashing at my arms
I can't get away no matter how fast I run
Tripping, falling, crawling on the floor,
Ragged cuts, tattered clothes, jagged breathing as I start to slow
My eyes are heavy, my vision blurred, Distant images start to stir
She's right behind me, she's catching up
I have to keep moving but my legs have had enough
Getting dizzy about to pass out, a distant figure starts to stand out
A distant scream, a whispered plea, I can't believe it came from me
Pulse is racing, a feeling of hands, a gentle hush as I'm helped to stand
It's her, she's caught me, please strength don't leave me yet
Let me be anything but her sullied pet
I have to leave, I have to get away, I fall to my knees and let my head sway
Stopping she stares at me and gives a mirrored laugh
Then she reaches for me as I start to move back
I'm to slow, she's to fast, I can't get away, she's taking me back
I can't let this happen, I must react
Heads to fuzzy, I'm getting to weak, I'm stumbling over my own feet
One chance, a pull, a twist, a pop and a moan, I'm not the one with a broken bone
I'm still running, she's still coming
My strength's about to give out
Dead end, cliffs end, water and rocks below
Tell me, if you had a choice which way would you go?

State of Mind

Depression is a state of mind

but remember my dear

it is a crime

to cut the throat of a beloved soul

and suck the life from within the hole

cross out the lies that left your lips

and drink the blood with thirsty sips

snap her bones into shattered glass

hold your breath until the screaming pass

shout her name from miles away

he doesn't move he doesn't stay.

Rip the wound with foolish tears

and cover the scar with dreaded fears

taste the pain on your own bandaged tongue

and drip the tears into her precious lungs

shoot the smile from her face

and bring her to a forbidden place

screaming, she runs away

he doesn't move he doesn't stay.

All i want is .. to be with you

You came to me .. in that hour of need,

When i was so lost .. So lonely

You came to me .. took my breath away

Showed me the right way,

The way to lead

you filled my heart with love

Showed me the light above

now all i want

is .. to be with you

You are my one true love

taught me to never judge

now all i want

is .. to be with you

You came to me .. in a time of despair,

i called on you, you were there

Without you what would my life mean?

to not know the unseen, the worlds between

for you i'd sacrifice

for you i'd give my eyes

Anything, Just .. to be with you

i feel so lost at times,

by all the hurt and lies

now all i want

is .. to be with you

Showed right from wrong

Taught me to be strong

Need you more than ever

you came to me .. in that hour of need

need you more than ever

you filled my heart with love

Showed me the light above

now all i want

is .. to be with you