Pain .. is not an emotion

Pain is not an emotion I know

Yet it's all I know 

I can't feel it

Nor can I heal it

It happens all the time

For me, it's all I know

I've experienced first hand a fathers abuse

Yeah, sometimes it hurt

But I grew numb to the pain

I've witness my mother cry

And every time I wanted to die

That's all in the past now

But the memories still last

This may be hard to believe

For a girl whose just sixteen

But when I think the memories have left me

They come back to haunt me

You may find it hard to believe

But sometimes late at night I cry 

Until I feel dead inside

So don't think I don't know pain

Because pain is all I've know.