When Heart Controls Mind

My knees start to shake
when your in sight,
my minds filled with wonder
my heart with fright.
when will this feeling stop, 
when did it start 
how can I listen to my mind
without breaking my heart.
I am so confused, 
what should I do? 
I can't think of anything 
except of you.
Should I ignore you 
or just give it time
I can't think straight 
my heart controls my mind.

Good morning

Upon waking this morning, before I can get out of bed,
I among others, another day I sorely dread.
My first thought even surprised me you see,
for not only for myself, but for you also I would plead.
I pray that God will not only grant me blessings from above,
but that he will also grant them for those that I love.
So humbly and softly I begin to pray,
not really sure just what to say,
But for all those that I love and adore,
I must cry out, before my feet even touch the floor.
Lord I ask that you will bless us this day,
please bless all in a great and mighty way.
Lord I ask that all of those of whom I know and love,
be filled this day with blessings from above.
Let sadness be turned into gladness,
let the poor become rich, let clothes be mended with only a stitch.
Let the heavy hearted begin to sing for joy,
just as a child when he opens a new toy.
Dear Lord let the tears be turned into laughter,
let mothers read to children the happily ever afters.
Let empty cupboards be filled, let the sick be healed,
please Lord answer my prayer, for on my knees I have knee led.
Let the sinner receive forgiveness, let the lost be found,
let bondage's and strongholds begin to break down.
May the joy of the Lord reign in our lives,
and may those who are blind, now open their eyes.
Let the children safely run, jump, and play,
and may the adults in unity begin to pray.
Let the birds begin to sing, as they watch the works of the king,
Lord pour out your blessings today upon everything.
Upon every step taken, upon every word spoken,
upon every cake baking, upon every heart that's broken.
And let the testimonies of today brighten,
and to the lost may they enlighten.
and last but not at all in the least,
this final request I make of you please,
to lay your protective hand upon each shoulder,
and allow the old to become even older.
With the world as it is we could all use a break,
so this morning Lord, this approach I humbly take.
Bless us Lord I humbly pray,
bless us all with the most beautiful day.

Ocean Love

Will you run into my arms the first time you see me,
Just as you whispered across the Ocean or Caribbean Sea,
When my eyes, red from the sleepless night, anxious to see you in reality Hides its beauty?
Will you embrace me so it feels like forever,
Though the smell of your perfume diffuses all over,
And my clothes worn, having refused to be adorned
By whom I'm scorned?
Will you love me tomorrow as you do today,
When I’m lost for words, with nothing to say, 
Overwhelmed at the thought that you chose me
From the many hunters, all armed in their beauty?
Will you still love me when I have loved you so much,
That all I do is stand in wait to satisfy your desires in a rush, 
And my olive-brown skin no longer glows, but wrinkles
From life’s blows?

Hurricane force winds

Should you find yourself at the captain's helm, as everyone around you is jumping ship.
Do not lose your stride.
Do not miss a step.
Because I will be right beside you, braving the storm.
As the cruel dark clouds loom just above the bow, and the torrential rains begin to fall.
Your nerves may get the best of you, but that is perfectly natural.
All you must do is reach out and take my hand.
I will calm those panicked thoughts causing your mind to spin.
I will stand at your side through hurricane force winds,
and together we'll be able to keep our footing.
Life may attempt to send us to the ocean depths,
but together we will survive this hellish night
to see the sun again.

Just close your eyes

Did I Ever Ever Hold You - Say I Miss You Every Night?
And I Cannot Find My Sleep Girl - If I Cannot Hold You Tight
Did I Tell You When You Left Me - There's No Sun Up In The Sky
And I Cried So Many Times Girl - Oh, Like A Broken Toy
Oh, I Cannot Stand The Pain Girl - It Was Over I Can See
And You Told Me Lady - There's A Chance For You And Me
Just Close Your Eye's And Stay With Me
There Is A Place - Where I Wanna Be With You
Just Close Your Eye's And Take Me In Your Heart
I Will Love You Pretty Baby - If You Try A Start
Did I Ever Ever Tell You - That I Dreamt Of You Last Night
Is There Anything I Can Do - 'Cause I Wanna Hold You Tight
Did I Tell You I Was Dying - As You Turned The Day To Night
Take Away My Sweet Sweet Heaven - So I Just Can't See The Light
Oh, I Cannot Stand The Pain Girl - It Was Over Now I See
And Now You Hold Me Baby - A Second Chance For You And Me

Just Close Your Eye's And Stay With Me
There Is A Place - Where I Wanna Be With You
Just Close Your Eye's And Take Me In Your Heart
I Will Love You Pretty Baby - If You Try A Start
 

Until it affects someone we love,
We don’t even know it’s there.
It’s really not our problem,
So why should we care.
The statistics are quite shocking,
One in four they say
Will suffer from depression
In their lives one day.
There’s not much stigma anymore
For this serious mental flaw.
But no one knows where it will strike,
It’s just the luck of the draw.
No one would choose to live with it,
And some don’t even try.
I see my daughter suffering
And all she can do is cry.
Most people turn the other cheek,
They’ve been doing it for years.
But I must face the pain I see,
In my daughter’s hidden tears.

Ashes in my eyes

When the sun starts to fade
No I won't give in, cause your 
face still remains
and your soul is in beneath my skins.
i wished your body is next to mine,
yet your heart was
never mine, it still belong to someone 
so you will remain ashes in my eyes.
No your hands could never be mine, but
my heart is all yours all the time, how could you 
be mine, when your
not meant to be mine.
oh I wish I was the one
who's always with you all
the time, never I mind the 
imperfections between you and 
I, but you will still remain ashes in my eyes.

Why it has to be you?

Sitting alone and silently
I recall a special part of my life
That part came unexpectedly
And lasted only for a while.
My life has been quite and peaceful
Until that unforgettable moment
You came like a silhouette of my soul
Then you walked right through my heart.
Everyday was a picture of happiness
There's no hint of loneliness
Everything was wonderful
Because I spent it with you.
But then, as time goes by
Feelings begin to fade away
Tears fall down one by one
And it kills me to say goodbye.
Every time my mind says move on
my heart says hold on
So many questions inside my head
But the answers are all up to you.
Loving someone like you
Without boundaries
Makes me think deeply again,
Why, Why it has to be you?

Show the World What you can do !!

Look Outside, see the trees
Watch the flowers in the breeze
Things won't be like this in a year or two
If polluting is all we do
Seize the night
Seize the day
Things won't always be this way
Thousands of people are dying
In the night you hear children crying
Let's stop the war
Our people are sore
The world can't help itself
Who cares about your wealth
Help me to help you
Show the world what you can do.

That treeless orb's .. no longer Earth

Can earth be Earth when all it’s trees are gone,
And sudsy waters have become unfit,
And poisoned life no longer greets the dawn
With raucous sounds that death has caused to quit?
Will trees no longer wave, with limbs unfurled,
On hapless earth, that ever in orbit roams?
Will human ego sacrifice the world
To satiate its lust for pompous homes?
Will distant space look down on orb that’s bald.
I now can hear the mother say,
“I was once called Earth.
But now , bereft of mirth, I weep. 
That treeless orb’s no longer Earth”

Seasons

Winter is cold, with gusts of tumbling snow
When rain falls down and nothing ever grows
For children it’s the snow that they desire
And cups of co-co in front of the fire
When winters gone, the grass grows green again
Roses and Tulips sprout, with bright green stems
The bees are buzzing, the birds are singing
Sheep are grazing and cow bells are ringing
And then the sun starts to shine too brightly
It’s so hot that fans are put on nightly
And so then it’s off to the beach or pools
Where people swim about just to keep cool
All the leaves on the trees turn golden-brown
And when on the ground make a crackly sound
In autumn a lot of money you make 
For clearing backyards of leaves with a rake
Each season has its own goods and its bads
But since they are all different I am glad!

Goodbye

When friends share experiences together, and then they must part, there is a feeling of sadness. Saying goodbye to friends that we feel connected to is an occasion of somber reflection. It is hard to imagine our lives without them, and yet we have no choice but to go on. It is comforting to know that for however long you will be separated you will always be in each others hearts. It is also an opportunity to be more present to others in your life and to look for opportunities to form new friendships.

Start to learn

I can see the pain in your eyes from the hurt in your heart, 
and I'd really love to fix it just don't know where to start. 
Every time you let me in a little you shut me right back out, 
and it makes me wanna scream, 
"I am a grown man and games are not what I'm about!!!"
But instead I'll say I like you and I'll say it a million more times, if that's what it takes for you to know for you to acknowledge it in your mind. 
I will never hurt here it is on paper in pen, and I bet if you look at the bottom of these feelings hitting paper you'll find my signature at the end. 
You have to know I love you, after all this time. 
I'm just afraid because when I'm with you my heart is no longer mine. So this is it I'm giving in. 
My white flag has hit the sky. 
I'm giving you my everything don't make me wonder why. 
I like you then, I like you now, and somehow I know I always will. 
So for me please take your time, relax your mind, and start to learn how .. to chill.

I'm Sad

Can't help myself from feeling sad, the feelings I had from you is something I never had.
Trying to move on and let all of it go, realizing time without you goes by slow.
It's hard not to ask the question why, I still like you, there is no reason for me to lie, While i got your first lie.
Knowing that it won't be easy to move on. time spent without you feels like you're already gone.
Wondering if there could ever be another chance, Me being around you I can't help but glance.
Hard not knowing where we went wrong. Trying not to let it get to me, I'm trying to stand strong.
Knowing something so good got away; trying to figure out if there is something .. I could .... say.

Careful to never break.

Together we may struggle
but without you all I feel is pain.
Sometimes I may seem confused
but there is one thing that will never change.
The feelings I have for you don't fade or go away.
They continue to grow stronger each day.
Life without you is something I can't imagine.
From within my soul, it's you I'd miss.

I understand this world more then you may know.
I could believe in fate and put up a fight.
But you and I are not written.
Although there is a truth I'd like to write.
We both have scars,
with memories that can not be erased,
but together we are stronger.
In your hands my heart has been placed.

This is a choice I have made.
I understand the risk I take.
Please hold my heart dear to you.
Careful to never break.
If you do stumble or fall,
please don't forget to gather all the pieces.
It's your choice of what to do with them.

Silent Love

We must not be silent, but speak the truth in love.
because, this is what God's truth is made up of.
Yes, we must always call sin by it's rightful name.
Sin is sin, it's wrong, & not just a laughable game.


If you see a person drowning, what do you then do?
You throw a life preserver; because once, it was you.
If a person is dying in their happy go lucky sin.
Speak the truth & help them out of the mess they're in.


But always speak it in love, never-never any other way.
For the Spirit from above will teach you just what to say.
It's not right to be silent when you know where it leads.
Call sin a sin, help them get rid of all sin's filthy seeds.


Reveal Christ as He truly is, a God of love & forgiveness.
For He transforms lives & His name they will then confess.
You should call sin, sin, for many souls you may help save.
They need to know the truth, speak it in love, & be brave.

Tears Of Sorrow

Trying to let go of these memories of sorrows
which are trapped inside of me,
where I feel alone, no one sees me crying.
I close my eyes and I see my dreams,
Dreams of tomorrow, the way I want things to be.
Angel, keep watch over me.
The memories keep control of me,
The bad storms and cold weather rain
which fall from the heavens.
Angel, wash away these memories which are inside me.
I want to cry, I want to cry,
Tears from heaven falling from my eyes,
Wash away the pain which keeps control of me.
Angel, sing, sing the song
which will bring the dreams of tomorrow,
Of sunshine, not of rain,
Letting go of the memories
Which trap my sorrows inside of me.

A night in Sorrow

I watch as the blood tickle down my arm
I close my eyes and hope for you to come.
I never knew what it was like to be alone
All I want for you to do is come back home.
I feel the pain, the burning and the pleasure
I feel so confused and so full of pressure
I sit in this dark room with no one around
All I want from you is love and care
I notice that I won't get my wish
But now I wait for the sun to rise.
To fill this room with light. 
As I watch I see how many scares I have
Bleeding for desire and pain
I look in the mirror of my room and look
I watch as these tears flow endlessly and
What I realize what I was waiting for
was for me to return to normal.

For You .. MY VALENTINE

I've never imagined that there can be this day.

A day that true feelings will find its way.

Out of my heart and into your soul.

These feelings I have are beyond my control.

All my life I have waited patiently.

For a goddess like you, so beautiful, so lovely.

Words can't express the way I feel.

These feelings towards you are all for real.

You are the reason why I'll go on.

Eternity can't separate this special bond.

This heart of mine is reserved for you.

Forever it is yours, this love is true.

Maybe i'm your first ,your second but you'll be my last.

My world, my everything, till my time has past.

I will always care about you until the end of time.

MY SWEETHEART, MY VALENTINE!

My Valentine...

I could watch the sunrise, I could watch the sunset,
I could walk in the rain without getting wet,
I could witness their beauty as the flowers bloom,
I could I could listen to bird songs as the new day dawns,
I could feel the sunshine through the darkest clouds,
I could hear a sweet whisper through the roar of a crowd,
I could walk on water without soaking my feet,
I could travel the world in less than a week,
I could ponder the knowledge passed down by the wise,
I could dwell in a castle built in the sky,
I could paint a portrait and bring it to life,
I could sleep without pain, on the edge of a knife,
I could play a sweet melody to soften the mood,
I could take all the bad and turn it to good,
I could float on the breeze, I could fly on the wind,
I could soar high in the sky leaving the world behind,
I could travel the cosmos and watch it unfold,
I could witness it's power, so wonderful to behold,
But of all the wonderful things I could do,
There's nothing in the universe that compares to you,
I'll hold you in my heart for the rest of my life,
You're my living miracle, my sweet valentine.