Monday, May 07, 2012

As the wind whispers

As the purple shades 
of twilight call 
from across the garden walls. 
I hear old loves reverie 
calling out to me.
Old loves refrain 
calling out your name 
from a distant rendezvous 
with you and only you.
The strains of violins 
linger on the wind, 
pulling at my heartstrings 
whenever I think of you.
As the purple shades 
of twilight call 
from across the garden walls. 
Calling out of love again 
as the wind whispers your name.

Love is always insight


I listen to the wisdom
told by the trees,
and hear a blade of grass
as it talks to the breeze.
I breathe in the beauty,
that my eyes behold,
as it tells me love conquers all.
It tells me since creation,
love has ruled the hearts,
of every living thing.
Without love, there would be nothing,
but just still silent air.
Therefore, as I look around
at the affairs of the hearts,
I smiled to myself,
as love is always insight. 

Sunday, May 06, 2012

You and I

I LOVE YOU!
Not just who you are, who you are and you
who are together, for our self I understand.
I LOVE YOU!
Not only for what you did yourself,
For me, it adds beauty, love, darling
I LOVE YOU!
The kid in me, the earth hidden
to be close to you at any time has ever produced, and all
For being by my side.









In life, we travel many roads, 
some with a point of no return. 
We seek to find our dreams 
stashed away in a cul-de-sac, 
and if we hurry pass 
we miss them along the way.
We must take our time 
with every road we travel, 
take in all that is there, 
because if we don’t 
we may miss 
the greatest treasure there.

i'm here, waiting Without any regret.
coz i'm sure, no one can love you the way i do.

We make our life.

We make a life by what we give 
never thinking of what we may receive.
We make a life by helping others 
never thinking of the help we might receive in times of need.
We make a life by looking forwards 
never dwelling on the mistakes of the past.
We make a life by being positive 
never taking the negative view.
We make a life by loving others 
never letting hate dwell in our hearts.
We make a life filled with contentment 
and long friendships too.
We make a life we love to live 
as each day as it passes through.

Saturday, May 05, 2012

No one, Nobody

My love for you never dies
What should i do? 
I kill it
I dump it
I rebuke it
N I blame it
I do all sorts of nonsense things
Still at the end of the day 
When I lie on my bed
My pillow which is still damp from last night tears 
Asks me, 'What happened today? Did She ask for you? '
And this sends a new volley of tears
dampening my pillow even more so
To ask me again the same question the next day
What to do..!!
My love for you is still alive

No one .. Nobody .. 
Can love you that way !!

Thursday, May 03, 2012

Yellow flowers.


 To the tune of 
Intoxicated Under the Shadow of Flowers
The Double Ninth Festival
Light mists and heavy clouds,
melancholy the long dreary day,
In the golden censer   
the burning incense is dying away.
It is again time
for the lovely Double Ninth festival;
The coolness of midnight
penetrates my screen of shear silk
and chills my pillow of jade.
After drinking wine after twilight
under the chrysanthemum hedge,
My sleeves are perfumed
by the faint fragrance of the plants.
Oh, I cannot say it is not enchanting,
Only, when the west wind stirs the curtain,
I see that I am more gracile
than the yellow flowers.

forever love

Dying is what happens
When love leaves its state
But the heart that truly loves
Loves forever, Forever loves
It might seem that the days are dark
It might seem that the shine is lost
It might seem that the days are bleak
It might seem that the nights are terrible
The yearning and longing for the one
You love, flows endlessly, From the heavens above
Through the dark of the night, 
Through the light of the day
Through the showers, the spate
Through the summer, the autumn grey
Through the winter cold, the snowy days
The heart that truly loves, loves on ...
Loves on ... now i start to learning ..!!

Weeping


人生能幾何?    How long can one man's lifetime last?
畢竟歸無形。    In the end we return to formlessness.
念君等為死,    I think of you waiting to die.
萬事傷人情。    A thousand things cause me distress -
慈母未及葬,    Your kind old mother's still alive.
一女纔十齡。    Your only daughter's only ten.
泱漭寒郊外,    In the vast chilly wilderness
蕭條聞哭聲。    I hear the sounds of weeping men.
浮雲為蒼茫,    Clouds float into a great expanse.
飛鳥不能鳴。    Birds fly but do not sing in flight.
行人何寂寞,    How lonely are the travellers.
白日自淒清。    Even the sun shines cold and white.
憶昔君在時,    Alas, when you still lived, and asked
問我學無生。    To study non-rebirth with me,
勸君苦不早,    My exhortations were delayed-
令君無所成。    And so the end came, fruitlessly.
故人各有贈,    All your old friends have brought you gifts
又不及平生。    But for your life these too are late.
負爾非一途,    I've failed you in more ways than one.
痛哭返柴荊。    Weeping, I walk back to my gate.

Wednesday, May 02, 2012

But .. no more You.

I can still remember your words, 
Life is not always fair.
I can still remember that I thought it was absurd.
I didn’t want to believe those words existed in this air.
But now I know it is verity, 
I am here without you.
It all seems like an act of barbarity, 
And I still cannot believe it is true.
All these miles that separates us, 
Are nothing compared to how close my hearts keeps you.
But there is something you can probably guess, 
Sometimes I feel like number two.
But I know the same blue sky is looking down, 
On both you and me.
Even if we don’t live in the same town, 
And we are separated by the sea.
You are still with me in my dreams, 
The world can’t live without your love.
And sometimes my crying goes to extremes, 
But it all stops when you are the one I think of.
It is really good to hear your voice saying my name, 
It makes my whole heart fly.
And it feels like I am surrounded by flames, 
I used to wonder what it meant to be loved and wanted, 
But that all changed on the first day of May.
That is when I could feel your love be flaunted, 
And I can still feel it every single day.

Softly, slowly

Softly softly, Slowly slowly
that’s how it creeps up on you this feeling of lonely.
Empty house deserted streets
Your mobile phone making only work beeps
Than it arrives as quick as that, 
And it covers your head just like a hat
why am I here ?where’s my life going ? 
these are the symptoms you will be showing
why am I not happy like all my friends ? 
yes, it’s upon these thoughts that this feeling depends
then it envelops you as quick 
as a flame does a wick

Tuesday, May 01, 2012

Nothing’s gonna change my world

Words are flowing out like endless rain into a paper cup
They slither wildly as they slip away
Across the universe
Pools of sorrow, waves of joy are drifting through my opened mind
Possessing and caressing me
Nothing’s gonna change my world
Images of broken light which dance before me like a million eyes
They call me on and on
Across the universe
Thoughts meander like the restless wind inside a letter box
They tumble blindly as they make their way
Across the universe
Nothing’s gonna change my world
Sounds of laughter, shades of life are ringing through my open ears
Inciting and inviting me
Limitless undying love, which shines around me like a million suns
It calls me on and on
Across the universe
Nothing
Nothing’s gonna
Nothing’s gonna change my world
Nothing’s gonna change it .. 

Father

Father of night, father of day,
Father, who taketh the darkness away,
Father, who teacheth the bird to fly,
Builder of rainbows up in the sky,
Father of loneliness and pain,
Father of love and father of rain.
Father of day, father of night,
Father of black, father of white,
Father, who build the mountain so high,
Who shapeth the cloud up in the sky,
Father of time, father of dreams,
Father, who turneth the rivers and streams.
Father of grain, father of wheat,
Father of cold and father of heat,
Father of air and father of trees,
Who dwells in our hearts and our memories,
Father of minutes, father of days,
Father of whom we most solemnly praise.

Everything is broken


Broken lines, broken strings, broken threads, broken springs
Broken idols, broken heads, people sleeping in broken beds
Ain’t no use jivin’, ain’t no use jokin’
Everything is broken
Broken bottles, broken plates, broken switches, broken gates
Broken dishes, broken parts, streets are filled with broken hearts
Broken words never meant to be spoken
Everything is broken
Seems like every time you stop and turn around
Someone else has just hit the ground
Broken cutters, broken saws, broken buckles, broken laws
Broken bodies, broken bones, broken voices on broken phones
Take a deep breath, feel like you’re chokin’
Everything is broken
Every time you leave and go off some place
Things fall to pieces in my face
Broken hands on broken plows, broken treaties, broken vows
Broken pipes, broken tools, people bending broken rules
Hound dog howlin’, bullfrog croakin’
Everything is broken

Monday, April 30, 2012

Mine is to imagine,

Mine is to imagine, 
what wonders life may bring.
Of pure unspoiled simplicities, 
of birds that fly on wing.
Of lands across the oceans, 
that i may never see.
Or how different my families lives, 
if I had never been.
The depths of real silence, 
or the solitude of death.
Or how the winters vapours drift, 
on a cold fresh morning breath.
For there are no outer limits, 
to the things my mind can dream.
No bounderies or restrictions, 
on just how far i see.
And so I'll keep as precious, 
the space inside my head.
Even if the time I have, 
is only when in my bed.

Mans words can change our world. Code name' Apollo

I've heard the thoughts of many men, 
from all around the world.
Words of statesmen, about world peace, 
or Fathers 'bout their girls.
But the one thing they all share in bond, 
they all believe they're right.
Whether about nations, death and war, 
or their babies sleepless nights.
For the words of men on subjects dear, 
they cannot be mistaken.
Nor they be swayed from their true beliefs, 
or have their morals shaken.
So next time you hear one speaking, 
about peace or clouds on high.
Before you dismiss all he says, 
take a look into his eyes.
For real courage and conviction, 
is bourn from in our souls.
And if spoken true, from deep within, 
Mans words can change our world.

Our own way

Child so sweet, child so pure.
never again to be so unsure.
That's what they tell you, as you grow, 
your life, your plan, your place you'll know.
But how to learn the place we fit? 
how do we learn, which side we sit? 
For life is mystery, long and deep, 
we toss and turn, whilst fast asleep.
For in our dreams we can't escape, 
lives we can't measure, with stick or tape.
But each our innate paths we find, 
as lifes great mysteries each unwind.
And as we lay alone in death, 
taking in our long last breath.
We rest at peace at close of day, 
knowing we did it our own way

Too old


i am too old to learn new tricks
yet too young to forget the old tricks
i am too old to care much about anything
yet i am too young to stop caring entirely
i am too old to become reckless
too young to play it safe
too old to be afraid of the future
too young not to be scared by today
too old to play ball
too young to be out of the game
I am an awkward age

Sunday, April 29, 2012

just a dry river bed.

Cry me a river.
I’ll never forget.
Nor will I forgive you
of the sins you’ve commit.
Cry me a river.
I’ll walk away.
Just like you did
every damn day.
Cry me a river.
Do you have no shame?
I am miserable
and you’re to blame.
Cry me a river.
For around my heart
I’ve built a dam,
keeping us apart.
Cry me a river.
It won’t change my mind.
Nothing you do now
will erase all that time.
Cry me a river.
I’ll ignore your tears.
Just like you’ve ignored me
all these years.
Cry me a river.
You never felt love.
You just wanted to play
a game of push and shove.
Cry me a river
and I’ll spare a kiss.
It’ll mean goodbye
as I flee to heavenly bliss.

Truth is lost somewhere among the seven seas,

They say they want the truth, others say they can't handle the truth
They say the truth never sounded this good,
When the truth was about peace and love,
Some say the truth is lost somewhere among the seven seas,
Others say only the truth is what really sets us free,
I was told that the truth is stranger than fiction,
And within it lies the honesty of our addictions,
And for us to reach the truth with any real conviction,
We must battle through everyone of one life's daily afflictions,
The truth is we witness genocide, hate, lies and hypocrisy,
And these beautiful words cant mask all the profanity,
Some say the truth is out there,
Others dare not find or worse they don't really care,
They say that the truth is neither here nor there,
I heard the truth is found in a cold stare,
Or a mother's grief at a loss she can not bear,
Some say that real truth is rare,
In a world which is cold, unscrupulous and unfair,
They say that the truth hurts, with no remedy for the discomfort,
The truth is people lie,
Become occupied with doing more wrong than right,
Others believe the truth can be whatever you like,
Whatever you say, read or write,
A man told me truth is the only thing you will never find,
because truth is unobtainable in this world of mine,


I was lead to believe that the truth is right,
but truth changes depending on its source of mind,
They don't want us to know the truth,
Because the truth is what separates them from us,
The truth gives us the hope in a smile and bonds a trust,
Love is truth in its most sincerest form,
Such as the truth from a mother when her child is born,
Or the forlorn look when her child is gone,
The truth is everywhere, we're just too blind to see it,
The truth was sent to us by Allah, the truth is in this room I can feel it,
The truth is in our minds, hearts, souls and spirits.
It shall prevail and make you believe,
The truth my friend shall set you free
The truth can can be what ever you want it to be,
Whatever is in your heart, what ever you truly believe,
That is filled with love, hope and prosperity,
Whenever they try and blind you but you can still see
Whenever they try and choke you but you can still breathe
Whenever they try and oppress you but you are still free
When you do right by those who have done you wrong
When you can get on your knees and pray to the Lord
Every morning, when light falls from the heavens to the skies,
He reveals the truth to me,
In a manner within which these words could never describe.

One hundred Reason, To be in love !!



0001. I’ll reach for your hand in the cold of winter, I’ll reach for your hand in the heat of summer. But if my short life can’t reach the dawn of spring, I promise, in heaven, I’ll reach you with my wings.

0002. If you hide, I’ll seek for you. If you’re lost, I’ll search for you. If you leave, I’ll wait for you. If they try to take you away from me, I’ll fight for you. Cause I never want to lose someone I love.

0003. I know your life can go on without me, that you can be happy without me, that you can survive without me. But even if you turn me away, I will still choose to stay with you and be your sweetest stranger forever.

0004. I don’t know why I keep on loving you despite the fact that I’ll get hurt again just like before. I never learn cause I don’t want to. Not now when I’m still strong to fall for you over and over again.
0005. If someone would ask me what a beautiful life means, I would lean my head on your shoulder, hold you close to me and answer with a smile, “Like this.”
0006. There’s a love that only you can give, a smile that only your lips can show, a twinkle that can only be seen in your eyes and my life that only you can complete.

0007. You’re one of the people I never asked from God but still, He gave you to me. I asked Him why, He said, “Because he can fill your life like no one else can.”
0008. If I can just make everything fall where it should be, I would. If I could make life better for you, I would. But I can’t. All I can do is to let you know that mine has been better because of you.
0009. When I say I love you, please believe it’s true. When I say forever, know I’ll never leave you. When I say goodbye, promise me you won’t cry. Cause the day I’ll be saying that would be the day I die.

0010. Death scares the hell out of me. I don’t wanna die knowing that you’ll cry over me but if death means watching over you and being with you, I might as well take my life just for you.
0011. Would you believe me if I tell you that I love you so much? Actually, I’d prefer it if you won’t. Why? So that I can spend the rest of my life proving to you how much I do.
0012. We spend most of our time talking about nothing but I just want to let you know that all these nothings mean so much more to me than so many somethings.
0013. If Death would need one more soul and he asks me to choose between you and me, what I’m gonna do is ask him for one more minute then I’ll hug you as tight as I could and tell Death, “Let’s go. I’m ready!” 

0014. Someone told me that there really is such thing as magic. I never believed in that till I saw your smile and felt your touch. Then I realized you’re the only magical thing on earth who could turn this world into paradise.
0015. I promise to be there when you need me, I promise to hug you tight when you’re lonely, I promise to wipe your tears when they fall and I promise to keep you, not for the rest of my life but for the rest of yours.

0016. I don’t regret the rain or the nights I felt the pain or the tears I had to cry some of those times along the way. For every road I had to take, every time my heart would break, it was just something I had to do to get me to you.
0017. I miss you when there’s no reason to, how much more if there was? I miss you when we talk, how much more if we don’t? I miss you after we’re together, how much more if I see you never? I love you now, how much more later?

0018. If lightning strikes, I’d cover my heart so when it hits me, I’d fall happily knowing I protected you. Cause I spared the place where you have always been.

0019. I’d rather be blind than not see you. I’d rather be deaf than not hear from you. I’d rather lose my voice than not say this to you, that I’d rather lose my heart than not love you.

0020. When I go to heaven and you’re not there, I’ll wait for you by the golden stair. If you’re not there by judgement day, I know you went the other way. And to prove my love is true, I’d go to hell to be with you.

0021. I have searched in places, I’ve waited for years, I’ve taken all the chances, I’ve cried so many tears, I’ve seen so many faces, I’ve hid a lot of fears until my heart stopped searching cause you’re already here.

0022. You are the reason why even at the saddest part of my life, I smile. Even at confusion, I understand. Even in betrayal, I trust. Even in fear of pain, I love.

0023. I’m holding on to the thought that you’re not mine. I’m going to look you in the eye, smile and say, “You’re not mine.” Then I’ll walk away, turn around at the last moment and say, “But I wish you were.”

0024. When I look at the world and there’s so much pain and anger, mistakes and failures, I just look at the sky and think God’s still good cause he gave me someone like you that tells me, “Angels are still around.”

0025. Everytime you cry a tear, my heart cries along. But you’ll never know cause I wouldn’t tell. Everytime you’re hurt, I’m hurt too. Cause that’s what love is for and I love you.

0026. It would be the loneliest feeling standing cold under the rain all alone. But if you were there hugging me tight, just right there by my side, then I hope it rains for the rest of my life.

0027. H-R-T? What would you add to these letters? EA or U? EA you get heart, U you get hurt. Now, what would you pick? Well, I would pick U because it’s better to get hurt than have a heart without U.

0028. Within you, I lost myself. Without you, I found myself wanting to be lost again.

0029. Why do I text you? It’s my choice. It’s my way of saying I remember you. Why do I remember you? It’s my choice. It proves that I care. Why do I care? I don’t know. It’s not my choice but my heart’s.

0030. If you think I’m looking at you, staring at you or giving you the eye, I am because I’m trying to see if you have wings. My mother told me all angels have them.

0031. I never intended to be the most important person in your life, that’s just too much to ask. But I do hope that I’d cross your mind and you’d smile thinking that I touched your life in a special way.

0032. We came together underneath the stars above. What started out as liking soon turned into love. I sensed a certain something in my heart that was true. I know I waited all my life to fall in love with you.

0033. If I’ll die tom, you know what I’ll do? I’d spend 23 hours with you. You may ask and think about the last hour. You know what? I’d spend it looking for a person who will love you the way I do.

0034. The reason why I met you is destiny but if destiny will suggest that I live without you, I’ll live not by destiny but of free will.

0035. Don’t stop your tears from falling, I’m here to wipe them dry, here to stop the hurting whenever someone says goodbye. I may not be the person to make the hurting end but I’d do anything to never see you hurt again.

0036. I don’t need someone who’ll just be there, I need someone who’ll be there holding me and sincerely caring for me till God takes my last breath. So do I make sense if I tell you I need you?

0037. If goodbye will be the last word I have to say before I die, I wouldn’t let it be spoken. I’d rather die than to say goodbye to a person that I don’t want to give up even after eternal life.

0038. When everything seems to be unfair, when all that you do is not appreciated, I’ll take your hand, wipe away your tears, take you for a walk and remind you how special you are. If not for them, for me.

0039. I wish I could be with you every night, watch you fall asleep and kiss you goodnight. When I get to heaven, I know just what to do. I’ll spend eternity watching over you.

0040. I asked a friend what love is, he told me it’s when you can’t stop thinking of him and when the thought of him makes you smile. When I met you, I told myself, “This must be it.”

0041. So many of us either fear tomorrow or regret yesterday. Me? I won’t fear tomorrow if I’d get to be with you. And I don’t regret yesterday cause one yesterday, I met you.

0042. If I were deaf, I’ll hear your laughter through your smile. If I were mute, I’ll speak to you through your eyes. If I were blind, I’ll see you through your touch. I can live without my senses but life won’t make sense without you.

0043. I’ll walk with you through the desert heat, I’ll climb the mountain’s highest peak, I’ll swim forever in the deepest sea just to prove to you that you mean life to me.

0044. One day, we might forget the people that once came to our lives. But I know that when that day comes, I won’t forget you. Cause you didn’t just come into my life, you became a part of it.

0045. I often catch myself constantly wondering how you are, sitting alone with my mind set so far, reminiscing about your smile, your voice and touch. Damn this life! I’m missing you too much.

0046. Cookie Monster said, “Sometimes me think what is love. And then me think love is what last chocolate cookie is for. Me give up the last chocolate cookie for you.”

0047. One day you’ll ask me which is more important to me, you or my life. I’ll say, “Of course, my life.” And you’ll go and walk away without even knowing that you are my life.

0048. When I was walking alone, I wished that I can reach the end of the road. But when you walked with me, I wished the road would never end because I would rather be lost with you than reach the end without you.

0049. I had a bad dream. They cut off my feet, I crawled towards you. They ripped my tongue, I cried in pain for your name. They took my heart away and I died. But my love for you remained.

0050. You’re all I need beside me, girl. You’re all I need to turn my world. You’re all I need inside my heart. You’re all I need when we’re apart. All I need is you to believe all that I need is you.

0051. If you’re leaving, take me with you. If you’re running away, take me too. If you’re jumping off, hold my hand as you do. I love life but it’s worth losing if I lose it with you.

0052. I want to scream, I want to shout, I want to have faith and never doubt. I want to bend, I want to break, to sleep and never wake, to break down walls and to escape, be alone and hide my face. I want to feel, I want to touch, I want to stop wanting you so much.

0053. It’s not true that the perception of an angel is someone who wears white dress and with wings. Instead, they look exactly like us. If you don’t want to believe me, look in front of a mirror and there, you’ll see my angel.

0054. Need I say I care when you see I really do? Need I say I love you when life to me is you? Need I say I need you when I mean everything I do? Need I say the words? Just tell me and I’d say them all for you.

0055. If there will be a time you think you miss me, don’t think about it. Instead, try to feel it with your heart. You’ll find out that you don’t miss me at all. Cause you’ll know better, that I never left you.

0056. I love you but you make me cry, you hurt me and make me feel stupid. But you know why I hold on? Cause I know I’ll be crying harder, get hurt even more and feel dumber if I ever let you go.

0057. God asked me if I were to live again what would I be. I told him I want to be an angel to guide you. He said, “But you don’t have to guide another angel.” I then answered, “Well, I can love one.”

0058. I don’t want to put on my mind that someday, I’d have to see you walking away from me. But before it happens, I just want to clarify something. You may go. But I’ve got no reason not to follow.

0059. I wish you were with me so I can tell you directly how much you mean to me. I’ll hold you tight and hug you near my heart so that you can hear what it’s trying to whisper, “You’re the reason why I’m beating.”

0060. To love is nothing. To be loved is something. To love and be loved is everything. I am nothing, you're something so let me be your everything.

0061. Let the world fall into pieces tomorrow, let the planets collide and the stars come tumbling down. I don’t need another day now that my dream has come true. Lucky me, now I have you.

0062. An angel asked me a while ago to give him one good reason why I love you so much. I smiled and said, “Because there’s no reason not to.”

0063. If I count how many times you’ve crossed my mind in my entire life, I’d be lying if I say it was too many. Cause you only crossed my mind once. Why? Cause you never left it!

0064. If I could reach up and hold a star for everytime you’ve made me smile, the entire evening sky would be in the palm of my hand.

0065. We may not be lovers kissing each other, holding hands, exchanging I love you’s. I may not be your girl but one thing’s for sure, that when I find someone like you, I’ll marry him.

0066. The only way to know that someone truly loves you is when after you’ve turned him down, you see him rise from the fall, walk up to you and say, “I love you more now than I ever did before.”

0067. Who would have thought that you were once just a stranger who used to pass me by without even saying hi, when now you’re someone with whom I share the best moments of my life?

0068. I had a dream last night. You were there. I tried to hide you but they came to take you away. I tried to wake myself up to stop the pain, I never did. But I want you to know, I died fighting.

0069. I saw you in a crowd, my eyes were set on you. It was like no one else was there, just us two. Could I be dreaming, could all these be real? Am I really feeling what I’m not supposed to feel? I can’t believe it, could this be true? Could this be that I’m falling for you?

0070. Never lose hope on the person you have chosen to love. If he would always be the reason why your heart aches, who cares? He’d still be the very reason why your heart beats anyway.

0071. If my heart breaks into a million pieces, I want you to have every bit of it. Then I’ll ask you to scatter them across the sky. There they’ll turn into stars so everyone could see how much I love you.

0072. To love is something I was afraid to do but there is something different about you. You made me do something I swore not to do. You made me fall in love with you.

0073. If you ask me how much I love you, I won’t say anything. I’ll just take your hand, fill the gaps between your fingers and hold on to you until all your doubts are gone.

0074. You think I’m strong? Well, though I seem to be tough, I’m afraid of one thing. It’s realizing that I’ve lost the person whom I gather strength from. So don’t ever go. I’m not that strong.

0075. If ever I was given the chance to start my life all over again, I would rather not accept it. Why not? Who knows? In that second start, I may not have known you at all.

0076. I would like to invite you to my wedding. It’s the day I’ve been dreaming of my whole life. Please come. You don’t have to bring a gift. All you have to do is walk down the aisle with me and say, “Yes, Father. I do.”

0077. I’ve honestly tried to let you go, I’ve honestly tried to forget you, I’ve honestly tried not to think of you but I honestly can’t cause I honestly don’t want to.

0078. Lead me not into temptation. Heaven, help me to be strong. I can’t fight all that I'm feeling and I can’t do it alone. Help me break this spell that I’m under, guide my feet and hold me tight. I need her as my angel to watch over me tonight.

0079. If I tell you I love you, you’ll think I’m lying. But I’d rather tell you I love you and let you think that I’m lying than to say I don’t love you and know, for a fact, that I’m lying.

0080. I’m afraid to close my eyes cause I might think of you. I’m afraid to open them cause I might see you. I’m afraid to move my lips cause I might speak of you. I’m afraid to listen cause I might hear my heart falling for you.

0081. I’m so shy to tell you this, that I’m so in love with you. I’ll not ask for anything else but for this one thing. Remember, this is not just a quote.

0082. If you find yourself in a dark room, walls around you are red and blood comes from everywhere, don’t be scared. You’re inside my heart.

0083. Sometimes, it’s hard to find words to tell you how much you mean to me. A lot of times, I don’t say anything at all. But I hope someday, you’ll understand, having you is what I live for.

0084. Life is not a series of meaningless accidents. When things are bound to happen, they surely will. You are not an accident and I was meant to know you. That’s serendipity.

0085. One night, the moon said to me, “If he makes you cry, why don’t you leave him?” I looked at the moon and said, “Moon, would you ever leave your sky?”

0086. If kisses were stars, I’d give you the sky. If touches were tears, I would cry. If love was water, I’d give you the sea. And be with you for all eternity.

0087. It’s a sweet thing for a guy to say, “I love you” even though he doesn’t mean it. However, the sweetest thing he can say is, “I don’t love you” when he is crying inside.

0088. I have smiled to many people for more than a billion times but when I first saw you, my heart took over and smiled for the first time.

0089. Peterpan came one night and invited me to Neverland where I can never grow old. I was about to go but I refused cause I thought of something better to do. That is to grow old with you.

0090. Walking under the rain feels so lonely and cold. But if you were there beside me to share the warmth of your love then I would want to stay under the rain for the rest of my life.

0091. The greatest view: Standing along a coast of a clear beach, sunset making the skies orange with violet from above the horizon, partly stormy. The best part? You were standing beside me.

0092. If you were a wound inside my heart, I’d rather leave it there with all the pain locked inside than leave it without a trace of you.

0093. I’ve always been told to share my blessings and I’ve been generous. But when I met you, I said to myself, “What the heck? You’re one of the few blessings I don’t wanna share with anyone else.”

0094. I may not get to see you as often as I like, I may not get to hold you in my arms all through the night. But deep in my heart, I truly know, you're the one that I love and I can’t let you go.

0095. Each time I miss you, a star falls down from the sky. So if you look up and find it dark, it is all your fault. You made me miss you too much!

0096. I want to be with you forever so that I can love you in a way that no one else can and care for you in a manner that only I would. But they broke my heart when they said forever isn’t true. Can we prove them wrong by working on forever, just me and you?

0097. You see, I’m not an angel though I wanted to be. I’ve hurt so many people just by being me. But you, a stranger, who passed by me, became an angel in my heart where no one can see.

0098. I never knew you until I did. And when I finally did, you were like someone I’ve known for a very long time. I then remembered, you are the one my heart has been talking about.

0099. I was sent here by God to watch over you but I fell and broke my wings. You helped me up and now I’m your angel with broken wings, unable to leave your side for I have fallen for you.

0100. If there’s one thing I would ask God before I leave the world right now, there’s nothing more I would wish for than to have a glimpse of you and hear your voice before the last beat of my heart.

Friday, April 27, 2012

Can't handle no more pain

I thought you were the one 
that would make my life done
oh .. how wrong was I 
you just brought me misery.
I loved you a lot and all you did was hurt me the most
I was always there for you
I don't know what went wrong 
but you really left me with an aching heart.
I trusted you and all you did was cheat
Now, had a blast laughing without even first meet.
I cried a million silent tears for you
I did everything I could to be with you
but no matter how hard I fought 
this was a battle to lose not a love to bought.
Everybody knew about you and all your lies
everybody wondered how stupid was I 
I wasn't stupid I was in love 
In love with a monster that didn't treat me right.
I didn't deserve this that's why it had to end
I still love you but the hurt is too much
Can't handle no more pain.
Sorry to say that whatever you do will haunt you back 
And that later I will just see you as another thing on the stack.