The pain

the pain that you feel, 

but cant touch.

a pain you know of, 

but cant explain

a pain so feirce

you go insane

the unknown pain

that clutches your heart

and burns in your soul

the pain

in your life

to strong to carry on

the unknown pain

that clouds your mind

and devours your every thought

the pain of broken promises

broken dreams 

the pain

thats unheard of 

the pain that's not seen

Rule .. o

We 
are very 
proud of our 
reason and logic 
but the crux of the
matter is that in fact
there are no such things! 
Wisdom is our capital but
it can not run the business
of the baffling life, ever fast 
changing historical knowledge
is our power but can not drive the
vehicle unknown which moving fast, 
randomly, there is no static truth or the
truth straight but the biggest truth is that 
there is no such truth, random changing
is the only rule but more puzzling are
the things when plays havoc the
anti-rules, riddle multiplies
in more complex riddles, 
system breaks down
into miracles and 
crushing your 
vanity of
super intellect, no options are left to you
rather than to bow and awe! The more you
go deep the more you find deeper darkness
bewilderment is the only super king in the
kingdom of perplexity but the happy thing is
that contradiction of life is in full agreement
to disagree amicably till man gets any clue, I 
hope we can, no matter whether it's me or you

Wealth and weapon

I have not seen
any thing crueler
than silence and indifference 
silence is the sharp weapon 
cuts the throat of truth satiates both cowards and sadists 
indifference is the wealth 
in abundance for enjoyments for the nerd and dead 

Shadow on the wall

Sometimes I wonder
How can I dance
Though I don’t know the art
I wonder, 
How can I love all
Though I have only a single heart
Sometimes I wonder
How can I fly through a window
A window very small
No, it’s not me but my shadow
It’s my shadow on the wall
Sometimes I wonder 
Why I am still a child
Though I have grown up a lot
I wonder, 
Why I am so large in dark 
And in light I am just a dot
Sometimes I wonder
How can I grow so fast
And I grow really tall
No, it’s not me but my shadow
It’s my shadow on the wall
Sometimes I wonder
How can I feel so free
In this disciplined universe 
I wonder
How can I be so polite
Even when world become harsh
Sometimes I wonder
How I do everything
Though I can do nothing at all 
No, it’s not me but my shadow
It’s my shadow on the wall 

Game .. O, how fool we are

Life is a laughter but
no one can smile
Life is so hard that
makes us fragile
Life is a theater
of all deadly sins
Life is a game
where life only wins..
Life is happiness, 
only fools say so
Life says “come dear”
just before saying GO
The moment we await death, 
life starts laughing loud
We all seek sunlight
and life gives us cloud
Life makes us live it but
Never the way we wish
Life asks for that tear
What our eyes unleash
Life gives us blood to
Suck from us more
Life is a scary tale
It’s indeed a gore 

Homosexuality

..
out of any Intolerance to any religions 
is it a grievous sin, 
is it a kind of humans freedom,
is it a kind of nations civilization..!!
is it  a work of devils..
What makes me wonder Is .. Why Even birds and animals never do this thing while they have all them freedom.!!
could any body answer me without knocking in religions door ?

The greed of the world

The greed of the world upon humanity seen, near and far.. financial institutions fallen .. Corporations shaken. 
Greed taken hold of human souls
Greed, too much for a few, The middle falling out, The bottom melting to sunder 
Greed, taking a hold of humanity
Boldly, greater and greater, The system is waning
Greed, in nations of the world
People with much, look away, 
People with the least nourishment
Paying more and more
Will someone help to arrest .. The cause of greed? 
Will the greedy give something back? 
Raise your voices not only to joyful encounters, stand up .. Be counted with those who painfully goes to bed, hungry, Wake up in despair,Lend a hand, you who have much, Help to eradicate greed! 
One world humanity lives, Your time to help is now! 
I completely agree with the greatest Gandhi when he said that " the world has enough resources to everyone's need but not for everyone's greed"
but let me tell you what Nbms said ...
"To be satisfied with a little, is the greatest wisdom; and he who increases his riches ... increases his cares"
Please awake up.. and ask yourself ..
Are you folks to that cares ..!!

Tree of greed

I spread my greed as I spread my root
Deep and wide into the ground, straight
To suck upon the sap with my tip
And send it directly to my leaf
More I go deep more I get
More sap I get more gets me greed
Behind all of my troubles causes is the root
The result of my misdeeds blooms
Into flower and hangs from every shoot
I bear the suffering as I bear the fruit 

Our own defense.. The game

Season changes as you change 
To bring new, new weather
Like your policy 
Of different taste and color
Packed in a box 
The game of politics 
You play with me Waste and worthless 
But do not you see 
We are at the same rung 
Of the same bottom
Your new, new weather 
Senseless and defenseless
Will be fixed in a tasteless season 
With the missiles and bombs
Dropped by the more powerful sun. 
I do not have any means 
Or means of defense 
So I wish to quit 
To play the games 
Patricide and fratricide
My all efforts are now
On co-operation of collaboration 
On our own defense. 

Shedding tears

Don't think for a second you are fragile
Because you shed tears every now and then
Shedding tears help cleanse the soul
Don’t let your heart become dark and cold
Everyone goes through pain but not for long
Tears are apart of your soul 
So go ahead and shed your tears
Because it's okay to shed a tear
I see your pain when your tears drip down your face
Why do you look at me as if no one cares
Because I care

Forbearing

There is a big difference between
Whom, we respect them because they are respectable people and
Whom, we respect them because we are respectable people
Let me tell you what is forbearing means ..

He isn't who.. Injustice by other's and was able to take his retaliate ... then, Avenged
He who.. Injustice by other's and was able to take revenge .. then, Pardoned

I'm missing the dawning.. in your eyes

Only to you .. yes you and nobody but you

Just remember

it's best for you to love wisely, no doubt

but to love foolishly, honestly 

is better than not to be able to love at all

Hate is evil

Hate is evil
Hate tries to consume you, wait, stop! Fight back
Don't let it take over your mind
Evil spreads itself all over the world grabbing weak souls
Yeah, sometimes I get angry, but I must remember
I can't let it get me
I must be strong
I fight evil with the merciless God giving me the strength
Not to fall in the fate of evil
When you’re angry, you're not yourself, but something else
Evil causes you to do the unthinkable, but
The ones that are still holy must stay holy until the end
Hold on, don't let go! 
We will soon have revenge
Just hold on a little more
Yeah, of course I hate when people talk about me
I hate when people bully others for being different
I hate when people steal from me
I hate when people pretend to be my friend, but use me
I hate when people take the lives of others
I hate to be around people because they have betray me
But in the end
Anger is my worst enemy
So I hum to God in my mind to enter my heart and save my soul
I don't want to let evil fill my heart to where I no longer care
I want to be saved
Thank you God, you have saved me 

Trust

Trust is earned, But once violated .. It’s difficult to regain
When do you trust? 
Who do you trust? 
You trust with your mind
You trust with your heart
You trust with honor
You trust with pride
You trust with expectations
But is putting trust in someone worth it? 
Tell me, is it? 
I've tried to trust, But ended up with betrayal and cannot allow it to occur again
I opened my mind . . Opened my heart
But only received a shattered heart
Now I know not to trust so easily

Truth, is what we left behind ..!!

we all hate it, we raise eyes and ask why, then chastise 
when it is revealed because we can't believe, 
what it is were hearing, 
he didn't do it, 
she doesn't love him 
and he's not a plays, we all hate them, 
yet we all sin, 
we hide behind our masks of reputation 
which causes us to live in depredation 
and in the process we become lost in ignorance, 
we spill blood and call names, 
yet we believe we live in our innocence 

Your end

You have no right, to hold me down, 
No right, to stop my fight, 
you have No right, to end my night, 
to lessen my joy, to change the range 
if my insanity to correct my vanity, 
no right to take my light, or to shine a new one, 
no right to steal my fun, or to black my sun, 
so you have no right to choose my path, 
you'll be lucky if i let you pass 
into my past to show you the last 
who came before 
through the door of my mind, 
you have no right, none, 
i hold my gun, 
in the shape of a pen, 
because i seem weak, but i will be your end 

When dreams gain strength

Fading vision gives way to sensation, 
drifting body lessthrough empty dreams.
Lost souls demand you to join, damning you and the dreams you have.
Ghosts haunt empty halls of memories, 
giving way while your demons haunt you.
Silence reigns while your heart yearns, 
screams shatter the silence around you.
Your heart bursts forth like a rocket, 
shining bright and banishing the darkness.
Body gains cohesion and leaps forward, 
dreams gain strength and become reality.

Goal

It's alright, try again.
I'm here to help, use me as you wish.
It's okay to fall, pick yourself up.
I will stay with you, just don't give up.
It's fine to fail, it's not the end.
I'll stay until you succeed, but then I have to leave.
You will reach your goal, becoming who you wanted to be.
That day I will just walk away, 
knowing there is no place left for me.

understanding

The saddest things in life .. are missed opportunities, 
The hardest thing in life  .. seems to be 'truth', 
The easiest thing in life .. seems to be 'dreaming', 
and the best thing .. seems to be youth.
The luckiest thing in life .. is that I'm still living, 
The oddest thing in life .. seems to be religion, 
The toughest thing in life .. must be forgetting, 
And the last thing seems to be forgiving.
The slowest thing in life .. seems to be 'time', 
The fastest thing in life .. is hate, 
The most dangerous thing in life .. is 'caring' and having the ability to create; 
Because the highest thing in life is the satisfaction and to have a good understanding! ! ! 

Coins

A day of mourning, a night of celebration.
Two sides to a coin, ever spinning through life.
Work drives the day, liquor fuels the night.
The give and take of life, more taking than giving.
Feed the mind, starve the soul.
Something is lacking, yet we don't know what.
Human connection, relationship detachment.
Yes or no or maybe, questions with no answers.
Time loses meaning, meaning loses form.
You're my ever flipping coin, feeding my soul while losing my mind.
Two sides to every coin..!

laughing while watching

Watching and waiting, stuck in park.
People come and go; I am the only constant.
Live and learn, I bide my time.
Mirthful eyes watch them pass.
You had your chance, but squandered the opportunity.
I am beyond your reach; better off for it.
I closed the store, suckers no longer for sale.
No longer waiting, but laughing while watching.

take your chances

The funny thing about imagination is there are many ways reality can play out.
One of a million.
One door of a million opens, while the others slam shut.
Only one way to go.
You have no choice, you walk through only to see a million more choices.
The game is afoot again.
You lead yourself on, hoping for one, but getting another.
Diluting yourself, but never shocked at the outcome.
You know the rules.
Shrugging because you know the game continues every time you make a choice.
You keep playing.
Eyes forward, you continue on.
A million doors close, but there is always one open.
You take your chances.

let it flow

The beats of life are in you, thumping and writhing.
Dance with abandon you never felt before, 
just let it flow.
If you need to borrow some energy, you can have some of the rest of mine.
I will shine my light for you baby, 
just let it flow.
Give the day a chance, but give the night to me.
Take my hand without fear, and 
just let it flow

I'll be there

When wild vines choke the road and thick leaves block the sky, 
leaving you lost under a canopy of darkness - I'll be there.
When the paths before you look foreign and strange, 
and the signs all point to nowhere - I'll be there.
The day you decide to use me and betray the feelings we once shared, 
turning forked tongue toward my waiting ear - I'll be there.
When the end comes and forces us to part and you walk away, 
leaving me alone on a rocky pier - I'll be there.
Soon enough you will realize what you have lost, 
and in a vain attempt to reclaim my love.
You search for me where I was as if frozen in time, 
but you find only a memory with words frozen on its lips.
............. 'I'll be there.' 

Blinded by the darkness

I remember falling, falling into brightly lit darkness.
Blinded and weightless, yet I could see I was too heavy to move.
Falling in a hole so small a gnat would get stuck, yet big enough to swallow the world.
Talking as fast as the wind blew, yet it takes years to reach understanding person.
Words become nothing when heard, yet not listened to.
Thoughts shine in eyes, yet are never given voice.
Your mind is closed, yet you will never admit.
Your heart is closed, this you already know.
Heart and mind, shuttered behind windows.
Peering out at the world, wishing they could break free.
I admit that I don't hold the key, yet I throw myself bodily at the barrier.
Battered and bruised, I toss my final breath at that wall of emotion.
I lie gasping, clawing at the stone.
A dying moment, a chance flickers and fades away.
Falling yet never moving, here yet always there.
A dichotomy of self, blinded by the darkness.

Remembering

Somebody needs what you have
Somebody needs your gifts and talents
Somebody needs your love and encouragement
Live to make a difference in others
Living a life worth remembering 

I believe

I believe that the sun shines after the rain 
I believe if you don't get hurt you'll never gain 
I believe in not doing things the easy way 
I believe that being selfish doesn't pay 
I believe in a second chance 
I believe in a life long romance 
I believe there is life after death 'n standing up to a life of mess 
I believe in love at first sight 
I believe that revenge isn't right 
I believe that first impressions last 'n there is nothing better then a good laugh 
I believe that dreams do come true, I believe there's destiny for me and you, 
I believe something good comes from something bad 
I believe in half of what i see by my eyes 'n i believe nothing in what i hear.
I believe everyone has only one true love. 

Life Is Done

I'm done with my life, Im done with truth, 
I'm done with the things I use to do
I'm done playing this game, its my life that I have to blame
I'm done with today Im done with tomorrow, 
I'm done with everything including my sorrow
I'm done with being happy Im done being mad
Im done with the things that make me sad
I'm done with friends Im done with you
I'm done with everything there's nothing left to do
I'm done with phones Im done with jobs
I'm done with the ones that are slobs
Im done with truth Im done with lies
I'm done with everything including the things that dies
My life life is over, Im done with it all
at a cold bed right now drowning in my pain 

whispering

If only for the waking moment
I could well remember then...
And all the same sad replies
From where they knew when...
This sadness seems, no spirit seeks
Of such so gentle purpose sought...
And by some occasions timeless
Where the heart must stronger sail
Should with emphasis least forsake
Nor stir the shaded brow...
Life heard the uncommon narrows
Emptied of its pervade and fire
For what so willingly arranged
In the whispering desire.

loneliness

Let a blade penetrate your skin, inside your blood it sink, 
Mind goes blank and empty, now your unable to think, 
Let a blade penetrate your skin, if ever your by yourself, 
If ever you are alone, if ever you need someone else, 
Put a gun up to your head, and slowly let it go, 
Exposing all your secrets, the darkness you never show, 
Put a gun up to your head, and take away your life, 
When you get that lonely feeling, that cuts you like a knife, 
Hold that knife up to your heart, and let it pierce your soul, 
Shattering your life to pieces, a life once yours now stole, 
Hold that knife up to your heart, if ever there is no healing, 
No way to let it out, to fight that lonely feeling, 
Blade, gun, or knife, which ever the way you'll die, 
Which ever the way you'll fight, that lonely feeling inside, 
Blade, gun, or knife, you'll never feel the longing pain, 
The hurt of being careless, no, you'll never be lonely again,

How can an angel break my heart..!

You flew out of the sky, and came into my soul, 
I was broken and torn, but you made me a whole, 
You flew into my life, from the great Heaven above, 
God sent you down for me, God made you my love, 
Our love was everlasting, for it came right from the skies, 
I thought you were my angel, but you were an angel in disguise, 
At first you were my love, you were the only one for me, 
Until you broke my heart, tell me you love me, and then flee, 
You left me with many questions, when you tore my world apart, 
But the one that struck me most, was ' How can an angel break my heart ? "

Injustice world

The injustice of the world, allowing kids to have sex, 
First the touch of one’s hand, or sending private parts through a text, 
Allowing us to commit sins, that we know nothing about, 
Now diseases are being spread, because a condom we did without, 
The injustice of the world, injecting violence, creating madness, 
Innocent lives are being taken, and the result of that is sadness, 
Now a family must bury, someone they truly love, 
In hopes of reuniting, some day in the great Heaven above, 
The injustice of the world, corrupting all of humanity, 
Allowing people to commit sins, and yet they still manage to be free, 
The injustice of the world, creating drugs in which we now use, 
One time is all it takes, and now we've become drug abused, 
The injustice of the world, where Lady Liberty ignores it all, 
Doesn't she know all actions matter, no matter how big or how small? , 
The injustice of the world, where we’re not safe in our own homes, 
Perhaps we should remove that blindfold, and give our fools governor some ideas about our real life.