Sometimes life's just not fair

Sometimes everything falls apart
And coping up just gets so hard
Feeling like you've so scared
Shows that sometimes life's just not fair.
Broken hearts, broken dreams
Broken promises sworn to keep
Can leave the worst, deepest scars
That with you may never part.
Even in the face of mundane things
The simplest twitch may leave you crazed
Big or small, they all collect
Until you'd horribly snap, I'd bet.
The day when no one cares
Then you'd solemnly swear
To keep your cool no matter what
And end up completely mad.
Don't let them just beak your heart
Do the best, play your part.
Stand up, pretend the pain ain't there
'Cause sometimes, life's just not fair. 

If i die Today

I'll have the works of life undone,
Souls still empty, hearts still broken,
If I die today,
I'll leave a world unchanged,
With illustrations of pleasure left incomplete forever,
I'll leave a life not lived,
A lesson not learnt,
If I die today,
I'll have a bowl of despair,
A wish for love,
I'll have veins and arteries, that will soon echo,
And a heart tied to them, which would never beat,
If I die to day,
I'll cause a king's hope to die,
And a queen's only love to die,
I'll leave my unworthy chattels behind,
The chattels for which I lived,
But against death they were only a part of paralyzed filth,
If I die today,
I'll never get a chance to re-live,
To make corrections,
But only a soul left to be questioned,
Left to be driven to hell,
From the lands of fairies that I once knew,
I'll have drafts of my files,
Unpublished, unseen,
I'll have myself incomplete, Unknown.
And if I die today,
I'll have a desire to be given a chance to pray to her once more,
To be forgiven once again,
To feel the contentment,
And the fascination again,
That I was once hypnotized with,
To utter those magic words once more,
That would melt his heart and bestow his love on me again,
'O God, I was once mistaken, I now have no desire and no wish,
I don't ask you for money nor the power that I once lost,
I now have no desire and no wishes to be placed,
But only ...
A desire to live a little more,
A desire to live a little longer, A desire to be a little stronger, 
A desire to let the love in this chest beat again, 
A desire to be the king's hope once again,
A desire to be the queen's love again,
A desire to conquer to black night,
A desire to watch the beam of light from the east, Entering in me once again,
A desire to feel my creator's warmth, To be myself once more,
...And if I die today...
A barren canvas my life would be,
Impatient for just one fresh stroke of brush,
That could polish me forever. 

Reason

Your face has an expression, 
Expression of Life, an expression of a beating heart, 
A heart that desires to beat for as long as God want it to.
I can feel it; I can see and read it in the tenderness of your face, 
This young and beautiful face of the beauty you are.
Would you allow me to remain the man your pride has created? 
Would you allow me to take a walk into your world and admire its colors? 
Would you allow me to enter your life and loose myself in your perfume? 
Would you allow me to dream by your side as a friend who will always be there To care, love and protect you? 
Would you allow me to share your smile and tears? 
Would you allow me to come see you where you are  
And whisper in your ears? 
It is a new day; rise and shine! 
Because you deserve attention and I only saw your eyes, 
Because life and destiny has made you as beautiful as you are, 
Because in your heart the grain of humanity lives as a slow love song, 
Because my eyes in their hunt of perfection has fallen on the beauty of your being, 
Because as a universe, your heart can carry mine and delight it, 
Because henceforth you became the only reason of my bliss: 
Shine like the sun in a darkened world, 
Rise like a glow that nobody can kill, 
Live and let your Life be my reason

Heaven on earth

When the faith is lost in the heaven
Then the peace will become an enemy in our soul
When the love is lost in our heart
Then the nature of behavior become full of sins
When the knowledge is lost in the school
Then the nation’s future will suffer from wisdom
When the kindness is lost in the nation
Then the people of the nation become immoral
When a home is lost its brightness of life
Then the family will suffer from mantle agony
When the nature is lost its flowers beauty
Then the pleasant green pastures become like a dessert land
When all those prayers are kept away from God
Then the tears of life can not be cured

Searching for peace

When you look for peace
then the peace lies within you
When you search for peace
then it is not hard to find
When you want to keep peace alive
then you allow white doves to fly over you
When you make peace with others
then the whole world live in your heart
When you let peace be in the world
then you live in wonderful world
When you allow peace flow around the world
then your hateness will go and love will flow
When you open the door for peace
then peace welcome to your lives.
Let the peace prevail in our wonderful world

Living Life

Living Life Is Living In The Unexpected
You Never Know When It’s Going To Go Wrong
Happiness Can Be Rejected
Pain Can Last Long
The Way You Make It Through A Day
Is Always In Your Say
Things Happen When You Least Expect It
Problems Occur At The Wrong Times
The Path You Want To Follow Isn’t Always Lit
The Truth That You Hear Just End Up Being Lies
When It Goes Wrong You Feel Like You Want To Quit
While You Fall and amp; Tears Fill Your Eyes
Pain Is All You Seem To Predict
If You Look Far Enough You Will Be Surprised
There Is Always Help, When You Have Been Hit

Love versus hate

I once was asked concerning love versus hate
Why does it seem that hate is so great?
While hate is a very strong emotion too
Nothing can equal love that is true
The weight of hate is very heavy to bear
While it seems like love is lighter than air
Accounts of hate make a big news headline
While actions of love you must look hard to find
But when you consider that love is patient, kind,
Envie'th not, not pompous, not puffed up, not rude,
Seeke'th not her own, slow to anger, thinks no evil,
Rejoices not in wrong doing, but rejoices in the truth,
Bears all things, believes all things, hopes all things,
Endures all things, and never fails
You soon learn that the density of love is so much,
Although the scales be heaped with a great volume of hate
It's catapulted by a mere measure of love's touch,
Love strengthens the bearer so one feels not its weight

The heart that truly loves

Dying is what happens
When love leaves its state
But the heart that truly loves
Loves forever, Forever loves
It might seem that the days are dark
It might seem that the shine is lost
It might seem that the days are bleak
It might seem that the nights are terrible
The yearning and longing for the one
You love, flows endlessly, From the heavens above
Through the dark of the night,
Through the light of the day
Through the showers, the spate
Through the summer, the autumn grey
Through the winter cold, the snowy days
The heart that truly loves, loves on and Loves on

Only you can love me this way

Well, I know there’s a reason 
And I know there’s a rhyme 
We were meant to be together 
That’s why 
We can roll with the punches 
We can stroll hand in hand 
And when I say it’s forever 
You understand 
That you’re always in my heart 
You’re always on my mind 
And when it all becomes too much 
You’re never far behind 
And there’s no one that comes close to you 
Could ever take your place 
‘Cause only you can love me this way 
I could’ve turned a different corner 
I could’ve gone another place 
But I’d a-never had this feeling 
That I feel today 
Yeah 
And you’re always in my heart 
You’re always on my mind 
When it all becomes too much 
You’re never far behind 
And there’s no one that comes close to you 
Could ever take your place 
‘Cause only can love me this way 
Ooooohh… 
Na na, somebody love you 
And you’re always in my heart 
You’re always on my mind 
And when it all becomes too much 
You’re never far behind 
And there’s no one that comes close to you 
Could ever take your place 
‘Cause only you can love me this way 
Only you can love me this way 

You will think of me

I woke up early this morning around 4 a.m.
With the moon shining bright as headlights on the interstate
I pulled the covers over my head and tried to catch some sleep
But thoughts of us kept keeping me awake
Ever since you found yourself in someone else's arms
I've been tryin' my best to get along
But that's okay
There's nothing left to say, but
Take your records, take your freedom
Take your memories, I don't need 'em
Take your space and take your reasons
But you'll think of me
And take your cat and leave my sweater
'Cause we have nothing left to weather
In fact I'll feel a whole lot better
But you'll think of me, you'll think of me
I went out driving trying to clear my head
I tried to sweep out all the ruins that my emotions left
I guess I'm feeling just a little tired of this
And all the baggage that seems to still exist
It seems the only blessing I have left to my name
Is not knowing what we could have been
What we should have been
So
Take your records, take your freedom
Take your memories, I don't need 'em
Take your space and take your reasons
But you'll think of me
And take your cat and leave my sweater
'Cause we have nothing left to weather
In fact I'll feel a whole lot better
But you'll think of me
Someday I'm gonna run across your mind
But don't worry, I'll be fine
I'm gonna be alright
While you're sleeping with your pride
Wishing I could hold you tight
I'll be over you
And on with my life
So take your records, take your freedom
Take your memories, I don't need 'em
And take your cat and leave my sweater
'Cause we have nothing left to weather
In fact I'll feel a whole lot better
But you'll think of me
So take your records, take your freedom
Take your memories, I don't need 'em
Take your space and all your reasons
But you'll think of me
And take your cat and leave my sweater
'Cause we got nothing left to weather
In fact I'll feel a whole lot better
But you'll think of me, you'll think of me, yeah
And you're gonna think of me, yeah
Ooo someday baby, someday
oh Think of me, 
Baby darlin'

Abandonment..

I abandoned the people I loved once because I saw their hearts adored separation,
Yes I miss them but, I placed my dignity above the longing and that need no translation,
And I want to be friendly with them, but the way of humiliation does not please my situation, For it's better for you to became hated by people for your honesty with them than to love you for your hypocrisy on them and that need no more clarification, 
"Do not reach with frankly the limits to be insolence... And do not reach By your courtesy to the limits of hypocrisy". And that was my first inspiration,

I abandoned the people I loved once because I saw their hearts adored separation,

Yes I miss them but, I placed my dignity above the longing and that need no translation,

Hell of your love was heaven

So many hearts whirl around you
Hoping to enjoy a day in your favor
And I am the one who's heart you possess
While you treat me however you want
The night was long for me
Among sleeplessness and morning
I hear blame from the envious
And I smile while I am hurt
And I've never complained about your love
No matter how much my passion for you has made me suffer
But I am jealous of who loves you
And protects them love for you more than me
As soon as our eyes met I knew the way of desire between us
And when I asked my heart about you
It said that the fire (hell) of your love was heaven
I believed what my heart told me
But my passion for you confused me
And kept me awake throughout you absence
My tears run while you are abandoning me
Or forgetting me or remembering me
I love you when you are near and when you are far
I hope for you to come and accept your harshness
And if you are gone I keep my promise to you
And I keep my sentiment for you
On my mind everything that was said between us
And my spirit lives with you no matter how long your absence lasts
I miss you when you are before my eyes
And you preoccupy me when you are far from me
And the nights pass me as I am between hope and worry
And you, my precious, all your love helps me endure
When I see someone who loves you
And how much she protects and takes care
And when I see someone who love you
I want to bring up the topic of you with her
To know who happened to them in your love
And how much she protected and took care of you
I ask her if you were away from her
Would she long for you as much as I do?
And if you wrong her
Would she stay up all night entreating you like me?
I find my heart's love is like no other's
And it has never been inclined to anyone but you
You are the hope whose light brought me to life
It has never been out of my sight
And you are the desire whose voice I hear
When you are far from me it calls out to me
You are the love like no other
Whether it does me right or wrong

How can you blame me?

How can you blame me?
If you saw her eyes, and how beautiful they are,
You would say my captivation and my restlessness,
Are not too much for her... how can you blame me?
I am the captive of my beloved, oh my weak heart.
I am trapped within the aroma of her soft hair.
Which brushes against her cheeks, and then flows in the wind.
And everyone blames me and what can I do, oh my heart?
They want to deprive me of her, but why oh my heart?
From the day her love touched my heart,
She opened the gates of passion to overcome me.
And she is my darling, and she is my fate.
And she is the light for my eyes and my heart.
And she is my youth, and she is my friend.
And she is my family and everything.
And everyone blames me and what can I do, oh my heart?
They want to deprive me of her, but why oh my heart?

She left without saying goodbye.

I... I, ...i ..
I'm the one who always believed in the idea of patience in ...  times of trouble. And I am the one who always said that love lives ... long.
Since love had taken us both so much, And since the beauty of the world was in our hands. No no..
We never thought that it would spite us. 
Or that the days would separate us.
And we lived in love, day by day.
And each tomorrow was always a new dream.
And, no wonder, it was all an illusion.
And she left without saying goodbye. She wounded my heart,
I stayed up many night, And my eyes never found rest.
And where can we find the patience that will cure us?
He who was beaten by love before us should tell us!
She left without saying goodbye. saying goodbye.
My darling,
I swear, you're still my darling.
My darling,
I swear, even if you've forgotten me.
My darling,
I swear, I can never forget my darling.
Can you try to remember me ?
Try just try to remember me.
If you walk on a path that we once walked upon. Or pass by a place that we shared a memory in.
Can you try to remember me?
Try just try to remember me.
These nights we lived, I can never forget. They stay on my mind, my darling.
On my mind, day and night, my darling.
On my mind as the sun rises and sets.
And you, too, stay on my mind.
And where can we find the patience that will cure us?
He who was beaten by love before us should tell us!
She left without saying goodbye, saying goodbye.
We split up but why? And we suffered. Tell me why ? 
tell me.!
Because of doubt, From the things people said of me.
Because of jealousy, See what jealousy has done to me?
My darling, 
No matter how long I yearn.
My darling,
I will still call you "My Darling".
Can you try to remember me?
Try just try to remember me.
These nights we lived, I can never forget.
They stay on my mind, my darling.
On my mind, day and night, my darling.
On my mind as the sun rises and sets.
And you, too, stay on my mind.
And where can we find the patience that will cure us?
He who was beaten by love before us should tell us!
She left without saying goodbye.
Our separation all those nights caused me so much pain.
I stayed up longing, Yearning deprived me every night.
So many days were lost, my god!
Suffering and in pain, staying up with no sleep.
I spent the nights, with the moon and the stars. And we spoke much.
I spoke much of you. Trying to find a reason why you left.
Please swear to me now.
Can you try to remember me?
Come, come, come
Let the sun and our smile, Rise and fill our world with light.
Come, come,  come.
Why should we say separation is imminent? When love is in front of our eyes?
Why submit to heartbreak and say we were cheated? Why say we were cheated?
Come, come, come.
Let the world see our joy.
Let the world tell our tale.
Come, come, come.
Oh you who are far away from me, I wish one day you'd hear my cry.
And if you can't come to me again.
And if you've forgotten my past and forgotten my place.
Can you try to remember me?
Try to remember me.
If you walk on a path that we once walked upon.
Or pass by a place that we shared a memory in.
Can you try to remember me?
Try to remember me.
These nights we lived,
I can never forget.
They stay on my mind, my darling.
On my mind, day and night, my darling.
On my mind as the sun rises and sets.
And you, too, stay on my mind.
And where can we find the patience that will cure us?
He who was beaten by love before us should tell us!
She left without saying goodbye.

Black Rose

Can you see the black rose, sitting there in the field 

All alone among other roses, that are red and white

Why does this one rose stand alone among them all? 

Could it be because it is black and not like the rest

Some admire to stand alone in a world that can be so cold

Some despise to stand apart by others from which they think it need support

Look closer ... still closer

For you can begin to see 

The black rose start to wilt from within.

Why not from without 

you might ask.

Standing alone gets lonely

the rose wants to change to be like others 

Only to can hide itself and lose the unique beauty that is held

within to be shown without, so, what it will be,

Now the black rose is wilting from within and without

Prayer

I stay away but the Subtle one is never away .. i stay away
I have a hope in him and i expect that he will never let me down
I stay away but the Subtle one is never away .. never away
I have a hope in him and i expect that he will never let me down .. never let me down
And i ask him to keep me safe from such period, a period of trial, which calamities turn the hair white
And i ask for my needs in every situation from the one whom our hearts trust and rely on
How many times God arranged things, things that were concealed by the unseen
And how many times in the unseen there are facilitation of difficulties and relieve of calamities that comes about
And how much generosity and concealed kindness and how much relief that clears sufferings
And who else door i could knock other than his door
The most generous, Benefactor, Source of all goodness, the Subtle One
The one who gracefully cover our sins and respond to our supplications
The Forbearing One, Who never anticipates our sins
The Merciful .. The Merciful, whose flood of mercy is overwhelming us.
Ye Sovereign lord steady me when i stumble, through my sins kept me far away from you
And i'm sick of my fancy desires that led to my shameful fortune, yet you are my only healer
O calm my fears and suppress my envier and guard me from the fangs of calamities
And combine me with my children and family because a foreign guy would feel desolate
i feel very anxious about my little daughters,
i'm about to melt whenever i mention them
But i gave up the power of government to the One who amazingly plans our destinies
He is the Beneficent who is always around me, and whom i always seek his shelter
And whom i supplicate to and turn to in repentance
My Deity you know my situation, My master will there be any forthcoming relief
O Creditor of the resurrection day please relief, relief those creeping worries and sorrows in my heart
And tie my rope to the rope of your satisfaction and look at me and forgive me, Perhaps I would be able to repend
And maintain my protection, and take charge of my victory and strengthen me whenever I face problems
And inspire me to praise you throughout my entire life
Cause only with your praise life become pleasant
I'm the servant of the most Merciful and whoever comes after me, would have a share from the field of his kindness
My Support, I have a graceful believe in you and I hope that my victuals' pasture would be fertile
And May your blessings be upon the prophet and his family as long as the Nightingale Keeps on singing on the Heaven trees.

Happy woman's day

she is a hostess shes an engineer
she is a farmer n above all a pioneer
she is a mother she is a sister 
she is a daughter she is a partner
she is sleek she is meek
she is stronger aint weak..
stumbling blocks never interupted her in any destination
she could push through thick and thin at every situation
men at all arena she did defeat
And now she is no longer on her knees but on her feet
today she evolves in the world....so supreme
with a renewed glory and bliss she redeems
with her hands stretched wide she is reaching out
striving hard in this world...having a bout
she is a woman...a human with no exception 
who showers everyone with her love and affection
friends now lets develop this intuition 
that a woman can lead this world throughout the expedition to heaven! ! ! 

wishing all the women around the world a 'happy woman's day'

Womanliness !

Observing without
Being observed
Is the womanliness.
Attending without
Embarrassing
Is the manliness.
Responding 
In concealment
Is the womanliness.
Advancing
Without bruising
Is the manliness.
Yielding
Without showing
Is the womanliness.
Reaching
Without betraying
Is the manliness.
Getting caught, 
As if by coercion, 
Is womanliness.
Sudden jump
With a pretence
Is manliness.
Will live long then
Their love
Though fruiting
Is accidental.
Mere flowering too
Is fragrant!

Paying in same coin

I never think of paying in same coin for retaliation
Even though there is attack with provocation
When my branches lower with load towards ground
Such changed in attitude from mankind is found
I think of it many a times but draw no conclusion
It sends me odd feeling with some confusion
How can passers by forget the fruits and shade? 
When road was certainly deserted or forbade? 
Who provides them safety and comforts? 
Is there not some relaxation on the way or of that sort? 
Nature has never deserted you in any extreme
Why sudden change to challenge the authority of the supreme? 

It is not the case with human beings alone
The natural wealth is mercilessly spoiled even
Its reckless use may bring certain level of disaster
We gain the status of orphans and not that of master 
This is not the only case where we are facing extinction
Forests are cut at enormous level and there is no new induction
The cyclones and floods take heavy toll of human power and properties
How long we may face such cruelty and uncertainties? 
There is clear warning to all sections
The earth is loosing its belt very fast during action
Complete vacuum inside heavy plates
There is nothing more left to relate
We are sinking fast with volcano fire
How much ash is spread in atmosphere? 
It may erupt again to cause disasters
We must forget to become sole masters

What will be gain if we loose our entity? 
Become refugee in our own land with so much pity? 
Where is the line to maintain good quality? 
When there is rise in dishonesty and criminality? 
Maintain the level if can't improve further
Obey the natural rules and surrender
Earth has enough to feed you with protection
Take preventive measure with simply actions,

Peace and Honor

Of course, anyone can break a match, but it was impossible to break the bundle of it. What i meant by this is, peace and honor should go together It is big question to understand and bother It involves no big or small nations But question of deep attachment in relation No country may want to live under shame Popular will in this sense can't be blamed The tolerance has its limit and may anytime explode At any time to attain the real freedom Even bad rulers may be tolerated If their steps are welfare oriented Certain amount of misrule is also of less concern Until it speaks of no bad intention and turn The desert fox connived for higher ambition It exceeded all civil norms and limitations People could no more trust for their lives Normal men had no means with peace to live Country could afford no more burdens It needed out burst with ignition all of sudden One more fatal blow and nation was to be restored To its full glory of past and honored Finally it has seen the golden day Peace has finally descended in its own way Country has witnessed enough of bad blood There is shortage of medicines, commodities and food Egyptian people are brave and blessed with natural wealth There is enough to eat and manage for good health If people are happy and remain united It is befitting occasion to feel as liberated Any nation may feel proud with its ancient heritage Only rulers take note of it and ably manage Whether system is democratic or with semi pattern It must be happily shared by all without any concern We all must wish this young nation a prosperous start Live in harmony with neighbors and never depart From stated position of non-interference and neutrality That shall certainly grant peaceful atmosphere with stability