Human Of Course

Sometimes we do things hoping to succeed only to impress someone to make them like us more,
but in our haste to impress we are flawed by mistakes and success eludes us at every turn of the road.
Then when those we wanted to impress fade out of our lives and we look back at what we have done we realise we don’t need to have to impress anymore.
We then start to do things for ourselves and slowly our success is finally realised.
Sometimes I wonder where my life has gone, then I realise it is still there, but in a different form.
Everyday we change a little in our attitude for things.
One day we might hate the sight of something,
tomorrow we might love it to bits.
As humans, we are so complex with our emotions and our life.
Some will take upsets as just a matter of course, while others will say ...
I had a lot of strife today.
We are very unpredictable which makes us very human of course.

Punishment

Hearts run free when we are young, but knit perfectly with love as time goes on. 
When two in love remain together constantly.
A life sometimes wants to wander and let no one in until love entices to capture and tame the wandering spirit.
We live with our love as content as we possibly can 
Letting no outside influence make us stray too far away.
Love is such a jealous thing putting temptation in front of you and if you put one foot wrong, 
it will punish you

A part of me, Will set you free

We give our love freely 
to everything and everyone 
who we meet and see. 
From God smallest creatures 
to people like you and me. 
We wrap them within our loving arms; 
see not the wrongs 
they think they’ve done. 
Openly we give them the love 
some need so desperately. 
It matters not the colour of their skin 
or culture in which they believe. 
We give them our love 
to help set their soul free, 
making them our neighbours, 
friends and companions. 
We give a part of ourselves 
to everything and everyone 
who we meet and see.

Warm Winds, Gentle Rains

The buds of spring are a beginning 
for the green leaves of summer 
and the sparkling colors 
that will soon greet our eyes. 
The warm winds and gentle rains 
will remove the harshness of winter’s gloom 
and help the birth of new flowers blooms. 
We’ll leave behind the long darkness 
as we wake to days of summer’s sun. 
The feelings of goodness 
will inherit the heart 
and smiles will ring out 
with the warmth of colors 
that will greet our eyes.

Sometimes

Sometimes I feel alive, I feel dead, my heart hurts,
sometimes it's all in my head
Sometimes I feel lonely,I need my space,
sometimes there are no problems
sometimes I've got too much to face,
Sometimes things go right
sometimes things go wrong
sometimes I fit right in
sometimes I just don't belong
Sometimes I want to laugh,to cry, to live, even to die
Sometimes I want to face life
sometimes I want to be gone from sight
sometimes I want to run, to sing
sometimes I know the answer, but always I'm in doubt
Sometimes I'm happy,
sometimes I'm sad
sometimes I'm scared
sometimes I'm mad
Sometimes I want to win, to lose,
sometimes I listen to music, or watch the news
Sometimes I make decisions,
sometimes need to discus what to do
sometimes I find life hard
Thanks God,
You are my everything.

Sometimes life's just not fair

Sometimes everything falls apart
And coping up just gets so hard
Feeling like you've so scared
Shows that sometimes life's just not fair.
Broken hearts, broken dreams
Broken promises sworn to keep
Can leave the worst, deepest scars
That with you may never part.
Even in the face of mundane things
The simplest twitch may leave you crazed
Big or small, they all collect
Until you'd horribly snap, I'd bet.
The day when no one cares
Then you'd solemnly swear
To keep your cool no matter what
And end up completely mad.
Don't let them just beak your heart
Do the best, play your part.
Stand up, pretend the pain ain't there
'Cause sometimes, life's just not fair. 

If i die Today

I'll have the works of life undone,
Souls still empty, hearts still broken,
If I die today,
I'll leave a world unchanged,
With illustrations of pleasure left incomplete forever,
I'll leave a life not lived,
A lesson not learnt,
If I die today,
I'll have a bowl of despair,
A wish for love,
I'll have veins and arteries, that will soon echo,
And a heart tied to them, which would never beat,
If I die to day,
I'll cause a king's hope to die,
And a queen's only love to die,
I'll leave my unworthy chattels behind,
The chattels for which I lived,
But against death they were only a part of paralyzed filth,
If I die today,
I'll never get a chance to re-live,
To make corrections,
But only a soul left to be questioned,
Left to be driven to hell,
From the lands of fairies that I once knew,
I'll have drafts of my files,
Unpublished, unseen,
I'll have myself incomplete, Unknown.
And if I die today,
I'll have a desire to be given a chance to pray to her once more,
To be forgiven once again,
To feel the contentment,
And the fascination again,
That I was once hypnotized with,
To utter those magic words once more,
That would melt his heart and bestow his love on me again,
'O God, I was once mistaken, I now have no desire and no wish,
I don't ask you for money nor the power that I once lost,
I now have no desire and no wishes to be placed,
But only ...
A desire to live a little more,
A desire to live a little longer, A desire to be a little stronger, 
A desire to let the love in this chest beat again, 
A desire to be the king's hope once again,
A desire to be the queen's love again,
A desire to conquer to black night,
A desire to watch the beam of light from the east, Entering in me once again,
A desire to feel my creator's warmth, To be myself once more,
...And if I die today...
A barren canvas my life would be,
Impatient for just one fresh stroke of brush,
That could polish me forever. 

Reason

Your face has an expression, 
Expression of Life, an expression of a beating heart, 
A heart that desires to beat for as long as God want it to.
I can feel it; I can see and read it in the tenderness of your face, 
This young and beautiful face of the beauty you are.
Would you allow me to remain the man your pride has created? 
Would you allow me to take a walk into your world and admire its colors? 
Would you allow me to enter your life and loose myself in your perfume? 
Would you allow me to dream by your side as a friend who will always be there To care, love and protect you? 
Would you allow me to share your smile and tears? 
Would you allow me to come see you where you are  
And whisper in your ears? 
It is a new day; rise and shine! 
Because you deserve attention and I only saw your eyes, 
Because life and destiny has made you as beautiful as you are, 
Because in your heart the grain of humanity lives as a slow love song, 
Because my eyes in their hunt of perfection has fallen on the beauty of your being, 
Because as a universe, your heart can carry mine and delight it, 
Because henceforth you became the only reason of my bliss: 
Shine like the sun in a darkened world, 
Rise like a glow that nobody can kill, 
Live and let your Life be my reason

Heaven on earth

When the faith is lost in the heaven
Then the peace will become an enemy in our soul
When the love is lost in our heart
Then the nature of behavior become full of sins
When the knowledge is lost in the school
Then the nation’s future will suffer from wisdom
When the kindness is lost in the nation
Then the people of the nation become immoral
When a home is lost its brightness of life
Then the family will suffer from mantle agony
When the nature is lost its flowers beauty
Then the pleasant green pastures become like a dessert land
When all those prayers are kept away from God
Then the tears of life can not be cured

Searching for peace

When you look for peace
then the peace lies within you
When you search for peace
then it is not hard to find
When you want to keep peace alive
then you allow white doves to fly over you
When you make peace with others
then the whole world live in your heart
When you let peace be in the world
then you live in wonderful world
When you allow peace flow around the world
then your hateness will go and love will flow
When you open the door for peace
then peace welcome to your lives.
Let the peace prevail in our wonderful world

Living Life

Living Life Is Living In The Unexpected
You Never Know When It’s Going To Go Wrong
Happiness Can Be Rejected
Pain Can Last Long
The Way You Make It Through A Day
Is Always In Your Say
Things Happen When You Least Expect It
Problems Occur At The Wrong Times
The Path You Want To Follow Isn’t Always Lit
The Truth That You Hear Just End Up Being Lies
When It Goes Wrong You Feel Like You Want To Quit
While You Fall and amp; Tears Fill Your Eyes
Pain Is All You Seem To Predict
If You Look Far Enough You Will Be Surprised
There Is Always Help, When You Have Been Hit

Love versus hate

I once was asked concerning love versus hate
Why does it seem that hate is so great?
While hate is a very strong emotion too
Nothing can equal love that is true
The weight of hate is very heavy to bear
While it seems like love is lighter than air
Accounts of hate make a big news headline
While actions of love you must look hard to find
But when you consider that love is patient, kind,
Envie'th not, not pompous, not puffed up, not rude,
Seeke'th not her own, slow to anger, thinks no evil,
Rejoices not in wrong doing, but rejoices in the truth,
Bears all things, believes all things, hopes all things,
Endures all things, and never fails
You soon learn that the density of love is so much,
Although the scales be heaped with a great volume of hate
It's catapulted by a mere measure of love's touch,
Love strengthens the bearer so one feels not its weight

The heart that truly loves

Dying is what happens
When love leaves its state
But the heart that truly loves
Loves forever, Forever loves
It might seem that the days are dark
It might seem that the shine is lost
It might seem that the days are bleak
It might seem that the nights are terrible
The yearning and longing for the one
You love, flows endlessly, From the heavens above
Through the dark of the night,
Through the light of the day
Through the showers, the spate
Through the summer, the autumn grey
Through the winter cold, the snowy days
The heart that truly loves, loves on and Loves on

Only you can love me this way

Well, I know there’s a reason 
And I know there’s a rhyme 
We were meant to be together 
That’s why 
We can roll with the punches 
We can stroll hand in hand 
And when I say it’s forever 
You understand 
That you’re always in my heart 
You’re always on my mind 
And when it all becomes too much 
You’re never far behind 
And there’s no one that comes close to you 
Could ever take your place 
‘Cause only you can love me this way 
I could’ve turned a different corner 
I could’ve gone another place 
But I’d a-never had this feeling 
That I feel today 
Yeah 
And you’re always in my heart 
You’re always on my mind 
When it all becomes too much 
You’re never far behind 
And there’s no one that comes close to you 
Could ever take your place 
‘Cause only can love me this way 
Ooooohh… 
Na na, somebody love you 
And you’re always in my heart 
You’re always on my mind 
And when it all becomes too much 
You’re never far behind 
And there’s no one that comes close to you 
Could ever take your place 
‘Cause only you can love me this way 
Only you can love me this way 

You will think of me

I woke up early this morning around 4 a.m.
With the moon shining bright as headlights on the interstate
I pulled the covers over my head and tried to catch some sleep
But thoughts of us kept keeping me awake
Ever since you found yourself in someone else's arms
I've been tryin' my best to get along
But that's okay
There's nothing left to say, but
Take your records, take your freedom
Take your memories, I don't need 'em
Take your space and take your reasons
But you'll think of me
And take your cat and leave my sweater
'Cause we have nothing left to weather
In fact I'll feel a whole lot better
But you'll think of me, you'll think of me
I went out driving trying to clear my head
I tried to sweep out all the ruins that my emotions left
I guess I'm feeling just a little tired of this
And all the baggage that seems to still exist
It seems the only blessing I have left to my name
Is not knowing what we could have been
What we should have been
So
Take your records, take your freedom
Take your memories, I don't need 'em
Take your space and take your reasons
But you'll think of me
And take your cat and leave my sweater
'Cause we have nothing left to weather
In fact I'll feel a whole lot better
But you'll think of me
Someday I'm gonna run across your mind
But don't worry, I'll be fine
I'm gonna be alright
While you're sleeping with your pride
Wishing I could hold you tight
I'll be over you
And on with my life
So take your records, take your freedom
Take your memories, I don't need 'em
And take your cat and leave my sweater
'Cause we have nothing left to weather
In fact I'll feel a whole lot better
But you'll think of me
So take your records, take your freedom
Take your memories, I don't need 'em
Take your space and all your reasons
But you'll think of me
And take your cat and leave my sweater
'Cause we got nothing left to weather
In fact I'll feel a whole lot better
But you'll think of me, you'll think of me, yeah
And you're gonna think of me, yeah
Ooo someday baby, someday
oh Think of me, 
Baby darlin'

Abandonment..

I abandoned the people I loved once because I saw their hearts adored separation,
Yes I miss them but, I placed my dignity above the longing and that need no translation,
And I want to be friendly with them, but the way of humiliation does not please my situation, For it's better for you to became hated by people for your honesty with them than to love you for your hypocrisy on them and that need no more clarification, 
"Do not reach with frankly the limits to be insolence... And do not reach By your courtesy to the limits of hypocrisy". And that was my first inspiration,

I abandoned the people I loved once because I saw their hearts adored separation,

Yes I miss them but, I placed my dignity above the longing and that need no translation,

Hell of your love was heaven

So many hearts whirl around you
Hoping to enjoy a day in your favor
And I am the one who's heart you possess
While you treat me however you want
The night was long for me
Among sleeplessness and morning
I hear blame from the envious
And I smile while I am hurt
And I've never complained about your love
No matter how much my passion for you has made me suffer
But I am jealous of who loves you
And protects them love for you more than me
As soon as our eyes met I knew the way of desire between us
And when I asked my heart about you
It said that the fire (hell) of your love was heaven
I believed what my heart told me
But my passion for you confused me
And kept me awake throughout you absence
My tears run while you are abandoning me
Or forgetting me or remembering me
I love you when you are near and when you are far
I hope for you to come and accept your harshness
And if you are gone I keep my promise to you
And I keep my sentiment for you
On my mind everything that was said between us
And my spirit lives with you no matter how long your absence lasts
I miss you when you are before my eyes
And you preoccupy me when you are far from me
And the nights pass me as I am between hope and worry
And you, my precious, all your love helps me endure
When I see someone who loves you
And how much she protects and takes care
And when I see someone who love you
I want to bring up the topic of you with her
To know who happened to them in your love
And how much she protected and took care of you
I ask her if you were away from her
Would she long for you as much as I do?
And if you wrong her
Would she stay up all night entreating you like me?
I find my heart's love is like no other's
And it has never been inclined to anyone but you
You are the hope whose light brought me to life
It has never been out of my sight
And you are the desire whose voice I hear
When you are far from me it calls out to me
You are the love like no other
Whether it does me right or wrong

How can you blame me?

How can you blame me?
If you saw her eyes, and how beautiful they are,
You would say my captivation and my restlessness,
Are not too much for her... how can you blame me?
I am the captive of my beloved, oh my weak heart.
I am trapped within the aroma of her soft hair.
Which brushes against her cheeks, and then flows in the wind.
And everyone blames me and what can I do, oh my heart?
They want to deprive me of her, but why oh my heart?
From the day her love touched my heart,
She opened the gates of passion to overcome me.
And she is my darling, and she is my fate.
And she is the light for my eyes and my heart.
And she is my youth, and she is my friend.
And she is my family and everything.
And everyone blames me and what can I do, oh my heart?
They want to deprive me of her, but why oh my heart?

She left without saying goodbye.

I... I, ...i ..
I'm the one who always believed in the idea of patience in ...  times of trouble. And I am the one who always said that love lives ... long.
Since love had taken us both so much, And since the beauty of the world was in our hands. No no..
We never thought that it would spite us. 
Or that the days would separate us.
And we lived in love, day by day.
And each tomorrow was always a new dream.
And, no wonder, it was all an illusion.
And she left without saying goodbye. She wounded my heart,
I stayed up many night, And my eyes never found rest.
And where can we find the patience that will cure us?
He who was beaten by love before us should tell us!
She left without saying goodbye. saying goodbye.
My darling,
I swear, you're still my darling.
My darling,
I swear, even if you've forgotten me.
My darling,
I swear, I can never forget my darling.
Can you try to remember me ?
Try just try to remember me.
If you walk on a path that we once walked upon. Or pass by a place that we shared a memory in.
Can you try to remember me?
Try just try to remember me.
These nights we lived, I can never forget. They stay on my mind, my darling.
On my mind, day and night, my darling.
On my mind as the sun rises and sets.
And you, too, stay on my mind.
And where can we find the patience that will cure us?
He who was beaten by love before us should tell us!
She left without saying goodbye, saying goodbye.
We split up but why? And we suffered. Tell me why ? 
tell me.!
Because of doubt, From the things people said of me.
Because of jealousy, See what jealousy has done to me?
My darling, 
No matter how long I yearn.
My darling,
I will still call you "My Darling".
Can you try to remember me?
Try just try to remember me.
These nights we lived, I can never forget.
They stay on my mind, my darling.
On my mind, day and night, my darling.
On my mind as the sun rises and sets.
And you, too, stay on my mind.
And where can we find the patience that will cure us?
He who was beaten by love before us should tell us!
She left without saying goodbye.
Our separation all those nights caused me so much pain.
I stayed up longing, Yearning deprived me every night.
So many days were lost, my god!
Suffering and in pain, staying up with no sleep.
I spent the nights, with the moon and the stars. And we spoke much.
I spoke much of you. Trying to find a reason why you left.
Please swear to me now.
Can you try to remember me?
Come, come, come
Let the sun and our smile, Rise and fill our world with light.
Come, come,  come.
Why should we say separation is imminent? When love is in front of our eyes?
Why submit to heartbreak and say we were cheated? Why say we were cheated?
Come, come, come.
Let the world see our joy.
Let the world tell our tale.
Come, come, come.
Oh you who are far away from me, I wish one day you'd hear my cry.
And if you can't come to me again.
And if you've forgotten my past and forgotten my place.
Can you try to remember me?
Try to remember me.
If you walk on a path that we once walked upon.
Or pass by a place that we shared a memory in.
Can you try to remember me?
Try to remember me.
These nights we lived,
I can never forget.
They stay on my mind, my darling.
On my mind, day and night, my darling.
On my mind as the sun rises and sets.
And you, too, stay on my mind.
And where can we find the patience that will cure us?
He who was beaten by love before us should tell us!
She left without saying goodbye.

Black Rose

Can you see the black rose, sitting there in the field 

All alone among other roses, that are red and white

Why does this one rose stand alone among them all? 

Could it be because it is black and not like the rest

Some admire to stand alone in a world that can be so cold

Some despise to stand apart by others from which they think it need support

Look closer ... still closer

For you can begin to see 

The black rose start to wilt from within.

Why not from without 

you might ask.

Standing alone gets lonely

the rose wants to change to be like others 

Only to can hide itself and lose the unique beauty that is held

within to be shown without, so, what it will be,

Now the black rose is wilting from within and without