Blinded by the darkness

I remember falling, falling into brightly lit darkness.
Blinded and weightless, yet I could see I was too heavy to move.
Falling in a hole so small a gnat would get stuck, yet big enough to swallow the world.
Talking as fast as the wind blew, yet it takes years to reach understanding person.
Words become nothing when heard, yet not listened to.
Thoughts shine in eyes, yet are never given voice.
Your mind is closed, yet you will never admit.
Your heart is closed, this you already know.
Heart and mind, shuttered behind windows.
Peering out at the world, wishing they could break free.
I admit that I don't hold the key, yet I throw myself bodily at the barrier.
Battered and bruised, I toss my final breath at that wall of emotion.
I lie gasping, clawing at the stone.
A dying moment, a chance flickers and fades away.
Falling yet never moving, here yet always there.
A dichotomy of self, blinded by the darkness.

Remembering

Somebody needs what you have
Somebody needs your gifts and talents
Somebody needs your love and encouragement
Live to make a difference in others
Living a life worth remembering 

I believe

I believe that the sun shines after the rain 
I believe if you don't get hurt you'll never gain 
I believe in not doing things the easy way 
I believe that being selfish doesn't pay 
I believe in a second chance 
I believe in a life long romance 
I believe there is life after death 'n standing up to a life of mess 
I believe in love at first sight 
I believe that revenge isn't right 
I believe that first impressions last 'n there is nothing better then a good laugh 
I believe that dreams do come true, I believe there's destiny for me and you, 
I believe something good comes from something bad 
I believe in half of what i see by my eyes 'n i believe nothing in what i hear.
I believe everyone has only one true love. 

Life Is Done

I'm done with my life, Im done with truth, 
I'm done with the things I use to do
I'm done playing this game, its my life that I have to blame
I'm done with today Im done with tomorrow, 
I'm done with everything including my sorrow
I'm done with being happy Im done being mad
Im done with the things that make me sad
I'm done with friends Im done with you
I'm done with everything there's nothing left to do
I'm done with phones Im done with jobs
I'm done with the ones that are slobs
Im done with truth Im done with lies
I'm done with everything including the things that dies
My life life is over, Im done with it all
at a cold bed right now drowning in my pain 

whispering

If only for the waking moment
I could well remember then...
And all the same sad replies
From where they knew when...
This sadness seems, no spirit seeks
Of such so gentle purpose sought...
And by some occasions timeless
Where the heart must stronger sail
Should with emphasis least forsake
Nor stir the shaded brow...
Life heard the uncommon narrows
Emptied of its pervade and fire
For what so willingly arranged
In the whispering desire.

loneliness

Let a blade penetrate your skin, inside your blood it sink, 
Mind goes blank and empty, now your unable to think, 
Let a blade penetrate your skin, if ever your by yourself, 
If ever you are alone, if ever you need someone else, 
Put a gun up to your head, and slowly let it go, 
Exposing all your secrets, the darkness you never show, 
Put a gun up to your head, and take away your life, 
When you get that lonely feeling, that cuts you like a knife, 
Hold that knife up to your heart, and let it pierce your soul, 
Shattering your life to pieces, a life once yours now stole, 
Hold that knife up to your heart, if ever there is no healing, 
No way to let it out, to fight that lonely feeling, 
Blade, gun, or knife, which ever the way you'll die, 
Which ever the way you'll fight, that lonely feeling inside, 
Blade, gun, or knife, you'll never feel the longing pain, 
The hurt of being careless, no, you'll never be lonely again,

How can an angel break my heart..!

You flew out of the sky, and came into my soul, 
I was broken and torn, but you made me a whole, 
You flew into my life, from the great Heaven above, 
God sent you down for me, God made you my love, 
Our love was everlasting, for it came right from the skies, 
I thought you were my angel, but you were an angel in disguise, 
At first you were my love, you were the only one for me, 
Until you broke my heart, tell me you love me, and then flee, 
You left me with many questions, when you tore my world apart, 
But the one that struck me most, was ' How can an angel break my heart ? "

Injustice world

The injustice of the world, allowing kids to have sex, 
First the touch of one’s hand, or sending private parts through a text, 
Allowing us to commit sins, that we know nothing about, 
Now diseases are being spread, because a condom we did without, 
The injustice of the world, injecting violence, creating madness, 
Innocent lives are being taken, and the result of that is sadness, 
Now a family must bury, someone they truly love, 
In hopes of reuniting, some day in the great Heaven above, 
The injustice of the world, corrupting all of humanity, 
Allowing people to commit sins, and yet they still manage to be free, 
The injustice of the world, creating drugs in which we now use, 
One time is all it takes, and now we've become drug abused, 
The injustice of the world, where Lady Liberty ignores it all, 
Doesn't she know all actions matter, no matter how big or how small? , 
The injustice of the world, where we’re not safe in our own homes, 
Perhaps we should remove that blindfold, and give our fools governor some ideas about our real life.

Hero

 "The Equestrian extinct .. Horses did not become extinct but unfortunately ... The knights extinct"

The end

Sooner or later someone will leave your life, but it's not the end of your story.. simply it's the end of their role in your own story

Blooming in the light

A solitary rose grew in the darkest corner of the garden
Surrounded by many others, Yet didn't remained alone
Time passed and trials came and went
One dealt a severe blow
And the rose began to wilt and wither
Forgotten... Then... as if by a miracle...
There came a soft and gentle breeze
Followed by a ray of light
As all the other roses fell into darkness
The solitary rose began to shine
Shining with a special light...
And watered by a gentle cascade...
A cascade of love
A cascade of selfless affection
'I do... not now but forever...'
Said the rose to the sunlight
And there they remain
A rose in full bloom
With her sunshine smiling down on her...
You are my sunshine, my life, my very soul
You'r the rose blooming in the light of our love. 

Useless World

The sun will not forever shine
the moon will lost it's glory
the sea and ocean will run dry
the forest will wither
darkness will take over the day
man will lose lose his life
everything will vanish
running heater skeeter is meaningless
everything on earth will be vanish.
we are all traders here 
and will certainly leave
those we stored those who store treasure like a mad man should note that...
the world is to much you can't gather it all alone
no food for lazy man well, agreed but working so hard would only fetch little out of the world resources
more haste; less speed
is what you get at each struggling minute
the more you look the; the less you see
isn't this world useless 
are the things in it not worthless
we've all borrow a wondering leaf
little remain here on earth; but every hour from that eternal silence is saved
jingle the block at each passing by
even before the advent of clock cock had been crown
isn't the world too much with us
can one tour it all
let every one who know's that he can never tour every part of the world march the eyes of the world gently so to avoid stepping on the eyes of the earth. 

If i had one wish

if i had one wish to bring you happiness 
to full fill your every dream
i would do my very best
to never let you cry
to dry up every tear 
to forever keep you smiling 
that's how much i do really care 
one wish to ful fill one dream
to make reality to rest beside you nightly
to feel your arms around me tight
to know that i've ful filled your every wish just right 
to never see you sad and lonely 
to watch you happy every day
to ful fill your every wish and dream within your every day again.

Self confidence

its just a matter of self confidence .. the ultimate power
one must have because nobody will love yourself except you in the first place
nobody will appreciate you if your being is not known to you
it plays a significant role in the middle of that journey of life
you can go beyond the boundaries surpass the mainstream of dejection
when confidence is intact crossroads are just scraps of life
you are ready to face the world with a smile on the surface

Come .. Hide In My Wounds

You ...By my wounds, I am healed
Healed in running away from internal strife
In giving up when there is still something to give
Your precious wounds gave me the love
When I wanted to give love
And the beauty and receiving grace instead of misfortune
You ...By your wounds, I am healed
I am a survivor, a winner
I sing a new song in my heart
I witness the breaking of a new dawn each day
You ...By your wounds I am healed
I believe that any storms in my life shall pass
And live my life one day at a time
By your wounds, I am yours
To teach, to guide, to revive and to forgive
I have forgiven myself, as I have forgiven others who caused me pain
Thank you God..for those wounds .. now please hide my pain forever… 

Apologize

What's more beautiful than to
Speak with confidence ..
Tastefully kidding ..
Politely ask ..
And sincerely apologize

Me too

You said that you love the rain, But you stretch out your umbrella, When it rains.
You said that you love the sun, But you find a shade, When it shines.
You said that you love the wind, But you close all the windows, When it blows.
That is why I am afraid, that you will say the same... to me too.

i see humans, such as books,

In some cases ... i see humans, such as books,
Some of them are filled with wisdom and good advice but to others
Some of them have only the beauty of the cover book image
Some written by unknown language to the reader
Some have a good story but what's lies inside belong only to the author
So.. Books hold so many things, Its cover is torn and ripped from the drawers its been hidden away in, It fall apart bit by bit from the people who have read its stories,
But most of all its pages hold eternal knowledge know-one can take away.
Don't ever judge a book by its cover,
because only the good things you look for are in the index,
but what you skim over, makes you feel you're too complex.
Just being mentioned, spoken about, thought about, it happens a lot.
Read between the lines, you'll never know what you'll find,
if you're illiterate, go get help, so you can mind.
Mind your own pages and words, so you can figure it out,

 

The train

I like the principle of the train
Does not wait for those who do not expect

We are human

Sometimes we may forget
that we too are human
sometimes we may forget
that we walk as creatures on this land
with things like power and money
who can take the blame
With feeling so almighty
with minds clouded by fame
who can say who's fault it is
for overlooking who we are
whose to blame for ignoring our emotions until we've gone to far? 
We may forget at times what we should always remember
proof of our existence 
palpable as cold December with things like fear and hate
all of a sudden we belong with things like love and war
we realize right from wrong to feel compassion for a person
or a fear unlike no other to realize we have family
brothers, sisters, mothers .. is to realize we are human
and we have a common weakness to say we've forgotten our place
is something i must digress  weather we have evolved
or were made from the heavens power
Fear, hate, love, 
are a shared downfall of ours but helps us never to forget 
as we follow our lives through that we live on earth around others
we are human this is proof.