When my life being tough..!

In a life full of tough times, tough people, and tough circumstances, it is easy to fall into the mindset that no matter what you do nothing in your life will turn out as you want it to. In order to overcome this mindset one must be willing to accept that life has its ups and its downs, but for the most part life is a result of the choices and decisions a person makes on any given day. 
In order to create the best life for yourself you must be willing to work hard at life. One must realize that life is created from the decisions made and in order to make the best out of life, one must make the decisions in order to do so. One must also realize that if their life doesn't seem to be going the direction in which they want it to, that as the captain of your own ship, you are the only person that can turn it around and take it in the direction in which you truly want to go.

Don't wait..for the perfect moment

Waiting for things to happen is a downfall that prohibits the greatness of many people living in our population from shining bright. It is ok to believe, and it is very commendable and admirable to be a faithful person. But in doing so, one must also be willing to do everything possible that they are able to do alone in order to better their chances that the results desired would occur. In essence, waiting for a sign may be what works for you, but it may actually be working against you. 
Waiting may cause you to miss out on blessings, opportunities, and open doors that you may never see again. Remember to listen to what your gut says, and examine your heart while following it closely. Remember that life won't always happen the way in which we expect it to, and sometimes when we are being tested we won't have every desirable tool to help give us an advantage. Never let an obstacle stop you from moving forward, there is always a way to get past anything put in front of you.

At your lowest points

As humans it is in our nature to react to a situation as soon as it presents itself to us for the most part. Being emotional when we are at our worst is just something that feels natural to do, and it is because of this that many people make mistakes that they otherwise may have never made. We have to be willing to make it one of our top practices to not make rash decisions while we are in the heat of the moment, because often times well find that when we do, we make the worst decisions. 
If something is troubling you in this very moment, try your hardest to delay making any decision. Take some time to think, get away, find peace, and then after you have rested and after you aren't so much into your emotion make a move. Refuse to continue to make decisions at your lowest points.

Words

Words are some of the most powerful entities that a person possesses. Though many try to act as though words never really affect them, there is great power in the tongue. Words can be used to inspire, to build up nations, to write books that change the world, to create wars, to end wars, to create marvels of the human mind, to explain the feelings a person possesses, and for many other reasons as well.
If we truly think about it, even the simplest of words can change a persons life at any given time. Knowing this we must be careful about the words that we use, and we must make a valiant effort to use our words for the good of the world instead of for the decaying of it. Choose your use of words of effectively, and make a pledge to use words that will inspire and promote growth and the well being of all, instead of words that promote the decline of humans and words that create darkness and death. So dears just be careful with your words.. once they are said, they can only be forgiven but never forgotten..  

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we may have our problems with others all the time and we may shed some tears from time to time, but generally  believe me.. The more you show your true feelings, the more people find so many ways to hurt you deeply. Then suddenly you meet someone telling you it's an experiences .. take the lesson,learn from it.and move on. while i feel that our experience is not what happens to us, experience is a block given to you by life from which you are freely able to build upon. One of the most important principles that we can ever learn in life is that there arent limits in life, unless they are first created in our minds. It is very easy to sit back and fear life because of bad experiences. So many people have let their experiences keep them in states of depression and sadness so much that they simply refuse to live their lives, and instead make a conscious effort to simply exist. 
Never let your experiences make you a victim. Though there aren't always good reasons, or moral reasons for the things we go through, when we refuse to learn from them, we are essentially giving up on our lives. Make it a point to inspire others from your experiences. Be the reason why someone else who went through something similar to you, is able to live his or her lives freely once again!

Have you ever noticed that ..

Have you ever noticed that someone goes deliberately out of their in order to avoid contact with you? Sometimes this may be because this person sees something so magnificent in you that they feel as though you are unapproachable. When you notice that this is the case the kindest thing that you can do is to show this person that you are only human, and that you are willing to befriend them if you feel that they might make a good friend.
Have you ever noticed that sometimes when we are trying to act as though we have moved on from a situation, a person, ill feelings, or an event in our past we refuse to believe that we really still care. It is very important to note that when you are still willing to talk about something, especially if it is in a negative connotation, then chances are that you still care about it in some fashion deep down. In order to truly be over something in their past they must gather no feelings or sentiments when they think about it, or talk about it.
Have you ever noticed that jealousy is a very complex emotion and..or state of being, and it is caused by a variety of actions that usually is caused by a person not seeing any success in their own lives. In life we are able to make choices everyday, and these choices determine the success we see day-by-day, year-by-year, and decade after decade. Many people become jealous when their own journeys lead them to some sort of mediocrity and limited success, not realizing that despising what the next man has will never lead to any sort of reward in their own lives.
Have you ever noticed that whenever we start to take things for granted is when we will be the most vulnerable. Some of the greatest people in their fields have taken huge tumbles in life for falling victim to complacency. Sometimes when we see amounts of success that we have never seen in our life, we grow content with achieving a piece of our original goal simply because this behavior is in our nature.

Problems give meaning.... to our life

Problems can be the sunshine... Problems may be a cloud.
As they come, they always go, quite normal it should sound.
Moan about it, or try to solve, what's the attitude here to go? 
That'll decide if you remain stunted... or instead learn and grow.
Can you forego the present need? 
So a better future you can have, “I am responsible, ” can you say for all the things, to act and behave.
All your assumptions and beliefs, the ideas, thinking, and plans of yours as close to reality can you keep? 
This undeniably opens success’ doors.
This the discipline you always need; and if fully applied, you fully succeed.
A secret of success, it is that no other formula will you ever need.
But to enjoy, say, the moonlit night, certainly discipline this discipline your judgment is always required 
to know how much to apply just to win.
Do we appreciate the beauty of the moon? 
The galaxies and their infinite wonder, flowers, butterflies and the dewdrops, 
Do they stir us, rainbow or thunder? 
How to love, and not react, 
How to live, and not worry, 
When to smile and when to laugh, these problems remain always blurry! 
How to score and get the grades? 
How to excel in career or job? 
How to develop the tastes and hobbies, these are problems we need to probe.
Like the currents of a mighty river, problems in life flow all the time.
So drop all fears, be bold and alive, they’re there till life's bells chime! 
Problems give meaning to life, else we are dead, and not alive.
All our joys and our sorrows, only by solving problems, we find.

Humans always say

Humans say life makes you who you are
Humans say it was how you were brought up
Humans also say that your society is the ultimate factor of whether you fall or rise.
I say it is not.
That life surprises us all, There is much that hides behind the eyes.
So I leave you now with two words, "Hope and Believe"
You are capable of doing anything you set your mind on. Never and ever let society's expectations change who you are. 

Sense of loyalty

A person is born with feelings of envy and hate. If he gives way to them, they will lead him to violence and crime, and any sense of loyalty and good faith will be abandoned. But When you are firm and faithful in your feeling towards something or someone, you are considered loyal. 
Loyalty is the faithfulness or extreme devotion to some person, country, group or cause that you advocate. Loyalty is a virtue which lays the foundation of trust and understanding in relationships. 
Loyalty is akin to fidelity in relationships. You need to be loyal to your partner and stay devoted to him or her. 
A relationship can persist for long only if both the partners are mutually loyal and devoted to each other. Fidelity is the litmus test for a true relationship. A successful relationship stands the test of time and fidelity. 
We'd Keep this in our mind...
Everyday give your all to your most loyal friends family so at the end of the day you can rest easy knowing that you have done your best to ensure that their needs are met and well taken care of. The worries of today are the key to the happiness of tomorrow.

Silence .. is a clarity moments

Silence is the state of being silent marked by entire absence of sound or noise, absolute stillness. It is the absence of any form of speech, quite synonymous with taciturnity or muteness. According to Philip brooks, “A man who lives right, and is right, has more power in his silence than another has by his words.” This very statement clearly implies that a man is very much known by the silence he keeps. Absolute silence however refers to sadness and is often symbolically called the image of death. Silence is observed to mourn for the departed soul. Silence can be used for expressing the inexpressible. Silence can make a fool appear wise in public. And i used to believe that; The most effective moments of our life have never required a spoken word.

Thinking of you

Late at night when all the world is sleeping, I stay up and think of you. And I wish on a star that somewhere you are thinking of me too. So .. Wherever you are now, whatever you are doing, please.! stop and smile because I am thinking of you.

Value

Until you value yourself you won’t value your time but until you value your time you will not do anything with it.. I wonder how humans became knows the price of everything but knows the value of nothing, 
Value is the worth or cost of a thing. There are many things in life that have value but there is no comparison to the value of time. Time, if gone, cannot be earned back where as all other things like money, respect, education can be earned. The value of time has to be realized by everyone and cherished.
Other things that have great value are friendship, compassion, love and success. It is crucial to know the value of each so that we can appreciate them and work hard enough to gain them. One who does not know the value is insane, why we cannot fill our life by giving much more than accepting, learn how to live when we have nothing, we will realized to value small things in our life...

Stop War .. Humans are the only killing viruse in this .. madness world

All your armies
All your fighters
All your tanks
And all your soldiers .. against a boy .. holding a stone
standing there all ... alone
in his eyes i see the... sun
in his smile i see the .. moon
And i wonder..!
i only wonder..!!
Who is weak and who is strong
Who is right and who is wrong
And i wish .. i only wish, that a truth will has a tongue.

 

My only question is, Why?

In a world full of masks, costumes and facades...weaving in and out of the traffic called life I still maintain my soul and the characteristic threads that set me apart from others...am I the only one that thinks like this?
People are always telling me to smile, like smiling is going to just take away all the hurt and pain. Well I've tried that I've tried hiding my sorrows and covering the sadness in smiles and what I've learned is that when it hurts this much inside your heart always has a way of showing it no matter how many masks you wear.
Why is it so hard to get over someone that never even loved you? Why is it no one understands your pain? Why is they never understand that when we say I'm Fine it's always a lie? Why is it we've been telling people I'm fine for so long they never even see behind the masks we wear? We get pushed to the limit, we break and we do the same thing over and over again and they still never figure it out. My dears.. We all wear masks, and the time comes when we cannot remove them without removing some of our own skin.

At heaven gates

It is a very disheartening and painful feeling to miss someone. You will miss someone only if you have a lot of affection and love on her or him. Even one minute will seem to be very long and an hour when you miss someone. The flowers, nature, sunshine, fragrance, spring rainbow and all other things will not bring in happiness and solace when you do not have the person dear, near you. It is similar to the situation of a fish being out of water .
once i read to our great, Lamartine rightly said, “Sometimes when one person is missing, the whole world seems depopulated”
But interestingly, i feel that; when you miss someone, the affection grows more and more. and really absence makes our heart grow fonder, is one proverb. When you mis someone, they may appear in your dreams too because your heart and mind are filled with their thoughts all the time. Maybe you are out of my sight, but you will never be out of my heart, I may not see your face near by, but I will always remember your smile, I will never hear your voice again but you will forever whisper in my ear, I never got to say goodbye to you, or tell you how much you really meant to me, but just listen .. one day we will meet at heavens gates and I will be with you again and this time it will be forever. In the end, all we have left are memories. Bits and pieces of the time we've spent together. No matter how long the time was. It'll never seem like enough...

Thoughts are the shadows of our feelings

Not everything that is faced can be changed by our actions or even through our feelings, but nothing can be changed until it is faced truly and bravely. our feelings are a kind of emotional state that is perceived. When we experience more feelings and do not find words to express them, feelings tend to compensate that. We can close our eyes to things we do not want to see but we cannot close our heart to the things we do not want to feel. It is highly essential that we respect the feelings of others.. even they do not care about us anymore, Feelings have the power to influence the actions of men because we are more governed by feelings than by reason. In fact feelings are intertwined in every cell of our body and mind. What we think we feel and that is why it is rightly said, “Thoughts are the shadows of our feelings”.
Now just when we feel sad .. just remember to never feel alone, never feel unloved, never feel unwanted, never feel scared, never feel these emotions at all, because you are special to me and I want you to be happy.

انتبه ... السيارة ترجع الى الخلف

مبكرا، فطن اليسار في مصر إلى أن المرشح المنتظر للرئاسة المشير عبدالفتاح السيسى ليس له ظهير سياسى منظم. القوى المنظمة في مصر هي إما التيارات الإسلامية، ولن يكون لها دور مستقبلا، وإما الحزب الوطنى، ومن الصعب العودة إليه على الأقل في ظل الظروف الحالية. بقية الأحزاب بما فيها اليسار لا تصلح ظهيرا. لعدم ثقة الشارع بها من جهة، ولضعفها الشديد من جهة أخرى.
الدهاء والمكر الشديدان لدى اليسار ركزا جهودهما حول كيفية استقطاب المرشح الرئيس. أطلقوا الجدل العبثى حول الربط بين شخصيته وشخصية الراحل جمال عبدالناصر في الشبه. رغم أنه لا يوجد أي شبه في الحديث. رغم أنه ليس هناك أي تشابه في اتخاذ القرار. رغم أن الرجل لم يكن قد مارس سلطة الحكم بعد.. في المظاهرات والتجمعات حملوا صور الاثنين معا. في اللقاءات التليفزيونية والصحفية جعلوا منها قصصا وحكايات. فرضوها على الرأى العام في الشوارع والمقاهى.
ما أعرفه شخصيا عن الرئيس عبدالناصر أنه تسلم مصر والسودان وغزة في بداية حكمه. قبل أن يرحل كانت قد انفصلت السودان. وتم احتلال غزة. وضاعت معهما سيناء شمالا وجنوبا. وأصبحت قوات الاحتلال الإسرائيلى على مشارف القاهرة.
لماذا، إذن، نحاول الربط بين عبدالناصر، وهذا حاله، والرئيس الجديد. السيسى نعول عليه التقدم للأمام، وليس العودة للخلف كما حدث مع الشبيه المزعوم. كنت أتمنى استنكارا ممن حول الرئيس لهذه المزايدات. إلا أنه يبدو أنها قد راقت لهم.
تحت هذه المزاعم توطدت علاقة هذا التيار الفاشل بمؤسسة المرشح. التي أصبحت فيما بعد مؤسسة رئاسة. راحوا يتصدرون المواقع في لجنة الدستور. شكلوا المجلس الأعلى للصحافة. المجلس القومى لحقوق الإنسان. سيطروا على المؤسسات الصحفية القومية. عملية تمكين طبق الأصل من تمكين الإخوان. تغلغلوا في المراكز القيادية بالحكومات المتعاقبة. كل ذلك بزعم أنهم الورثة الشرعيون للنظام السابق. ولمَ لا؟. والرئيس الجديد قريب الشبه بالمتوفى. طبعا كلها خطط لسلفية من نوع آخر. سلفية اشتراكية فشلت في العالم كله، وسقطت مصر معها. تحاول أن تتعافى، ولكن على استحياء شديد.

الغريب في الأمر أن الرئيس الجديد تحدث عن استبدال العجلة الهوائية بالسيارات. راقت لهم الدعوى جداً معتبرين أنها اشتراكيتهم.. تحدث عن حد أقصى للأجور. راقت لهم أكثر على اعتبار أنهم طوال الوقت حانقون على الستر الاجتماعى.. رفع الأسعار، وبدأ في إلغاء الدعم. لم يفتحوا فمهم بكلمة واحدة. على الرغم من أن عمليات السطو والحرق والنهب التي قاموا بها في شوارع القاهرة عام ١٩٧٧ ما زالت ماثلة في الأذهان.. للتذكرة. كان ذلك في أعقاب رفع الأسعار بضعة مليمات.

ثوره الجياع

شوف ايه الى هيحصل لو استمر رفع الاسعـــــــــــــار
البلد حـــــــــــــالها هيتقلب والعيشه هتبقى مــــــــــرار
والواحد ميعرفش يعيش غير لما يشتغل ليل ونـــــــهار
ولو زادت شويه الاسعــــــار وولعت نار
الاب هيبيع ابنه ويشترى مكانه حــــــــمار
لابياكل ولا بيصرف وكمان ممكن يسرح بيه بخضـــــار
ولا ... بنته تنحرف عشان تجبيب فلوس وتجبله الــعار
ده لما الاسعار تزيد مش هتلاقى حتى الخـــــيار
حتى لو لقيته هتلاقى ســـعره 3 دولار
والناس عشان تاكل هتاكل ورق اشجــــــــــــــــــــــار
ولما تيجى تشرب شاى هتحط مكان السكر صــــــــبار
وساعتها بدل متشرب شاى هتشرب ميه نـــــــــــــــــار
ده غير كده هتكتر عمليات القتل والانتحــــــــــــــار
ماهو الفقير هو الى هيقشر البيضه
والى فوقيهم يخدوا البياض وكبار البلد هيكلوا الصــفار
والبلد هيبقى فيها فوضى ودمار
ومش بعيد البلد تحتل ماهو اعدائها شايفنها بتنهــــــار
ونعيش فيكى يابلد تحت الحصــــــــار
ياعينى عليكى يابلد ياعينى على الزمن الـــــــــــغدار
ماهو حكامك خلينك كوسه على خيــــــــــــــــــــــار
وكلمه اخيره هقولها يارب ياستـــــــار

Silent tears

A thunderous silence breaks through my thoughts.
What was once many great ideas is now a triumph, lost.
Baffling words tumble through my mind.
Reflections of darkness hover.
A disturbing peacefulness beckons to me, and inside myself, I take cover.
What would it be like to stay there forever?
To be lost in all my cares?
From the inside, looking out ... I cry silent tears

Through my fake smiles..

I've learned a lot these past few months .. Through my fake smiles and unseen tears, 
That friends sometimes aren't forever
that true love doesn't always last
And happy memories stay with you .. but those happy moments go by fast
O.. Words can cut deeper than any sword
Leaving you with something
That no man could replace or ever afford
Sometimes things happen,
Sometimes your heart will break
Though to feel real happiness this is what's at stake
In order to have the comfort of heaven
and your story to live to tell
You must also experience the hate-filled life of hell
Remember . . . There will always be someone there
Someone that honestly does care
A person can leave your life
Leave you alone with your worries and strife
But like pain, the love you once felt cannot from your body depart but only may enter your heart
Don't worry someday it will all get better
Your mornings will grow joyful with someone to love
And you'll have the kind of life you thought you could only dream of .. I've been there before with my head in my hands
Believing there's no way anyone could ever understand
But they do . . . trying everything they can to help you
Still you sit there unknowing and blind .. To what soon you'll be glad to find.