Trust...

Trust is...
me telling the truth and you believing me.
me not being afraid and you not making me.
deep down within....
I hope real hard, i scream and shout and i think theres no way out.
For...
What once had has now been lost, for that i blame myself, for childish as this thought may sound.
trust we had so long ago.... trust has been destroyed.
All i can give is a 
Simple word...sorry
a simple thought...happiness
a simple emotion... love
a simple thing... my heart
a simple rule... I give all of me, you give all of you.

Leadership

Good Leadership means.. To lead yourself into a good life, Good life for yourself requests... Being a fulfilled and content human being with strong basics.
If you can’t give to yourself what your heart and soul needs, Wisdom will fly away and you will give your children a life with cold hearted decisions, so many failures will annoying they future and your kids will follow your path..  See feelings of understanding lead to feelings of acceptance .. that last one is basically the seeds to a strong relationship and passing through that.. true eternally love born.

Your soul..

We knows there would be times we'd need a word of cheer, want the face of smile .... to brush away .. our tears
We knows there would be times we'd need the joy of that "little things" in order to appreciate what life brings across our steps on this long road.
We knows our hearts oftentimes throb with aches and pains at the door of trials and misfortunes .. when the day is dark with no light at sight 
And we also knows we'd need the comfort of an understanding heart, to give us strength and courage that we make a fresh and new start everyday.
We knows we’ll need companionship that’s unselfish, lasting and true, thus, God always answers our heart's call with the gift of special soul like your soul.

I can't promise you.

I can't promise you roses, which bloom of brilliant red but I promise, when you need me when you day will turns blue, as much as possible I will be here for you.
I can't promise you perfection for perfection I am not. I am like the blue rose ... thorns are all I've got and tears are what I know.
I can't promise you wealth with money to shower away the old pains that engulf us, but I can give you my love to share throughout each day
I can't promise you the stars for they are out of my hands reach, but I can show you how to walk gently through our stormy nights... and I’ll hold your hands till we cross it together no matter what.
I can't promise total happiness and never a tear in your eye, but I can give you my word that in every way I will try to listen and wipe the tears you shed.
I can't promise eternal life for this is not mine to give, but I can promise you something to love and support you ... everyday in which we live.. so, as you see I am not the best, but then you will never know until you've put me to the test.. when we reach into the edge of the river.

Beautiful morning

Imagine a beautiful morning.. when I wake up every morning.. I always watch you for a while then I kiss you very lightly, Watch you lips turn to a smile.
Then you ask me what the time is and I whisper in your ear... that the hour hardly matters when you're lying ...warm and so near.
Your smile grows slightly wider but you turn your face away, hide your head under the pillow, try to cheat the break of day.
your hair wisps round about you, flows like water to your hips but your neck soon bare before me feels the pressure of my lips.
Then I touch you very lightly, run my fingers down your spine and your body gently waking turns till eyes gaze into mine.
Oh.. and in that very moment as your mouth seeks to entice, When I wake up every morning ... I am lost in paradise.

Feed a flame with in..

Don't be fooled by how I act, don't be fooled by the posts I show. For I have thousands of masks though none of them are me. What hidden sweetness there is in this emptiness.. I feed a flame within, which so torments me .. That it both pains my heart, and yet contents me...  On her eyes will I gaze, and there delight me; While I conceal my love no frown can fright me.

words are also the weapons

Words are the weapons which do speak a lot, So now I Take there help to show you what have I got.
The Beauty of her Mind was all that mattered, Cause for me I was never flattered. But yes my Friends it can hurt you too, Cause one sided will never get you through.
All that will be left will be pain and sorrow, With you asking for a better tomorrow.
So here is request to all you out there, When you fall in love then please do fear.Cause it can lead you where you don’t want to be here or there.. It’s like feeding you what you don’t want to be fed.
Love is a Beautiful for those who get it, But it is a curse for those who fail in it.
So be happy be single and, Never ever try to mingle.
Follow what your Parent’s say, Cause one Day love will fade you away...

Love isn't long distance..

Love is never far 
From where I am 
And always where you are 
You take my love with you 
And leave your love behind 
With lots of loving thoughts 
That linger in my mind 
Love may come and go 
But somehow stays around 
To always lift you up 
When you are feeling down 
Love can't be measured 
And it's a well known fact 
That the more love you give 
More love you will get back 
But if love were long distance 
I would travel far to find .. 

Life!

There it is again, im down on my knees, with my head in my hands, 
I stumble to my feet weaker then before, my head hurting, ears ringing and my spine killing.
I can see the light in the darkness that surrounds my life knowing that I will never reach it in time
my body is so weak and heavy, I find it hard to breath some times, the pain it hurts so much I think im dieing, my head is so full of noise it going to explode.
I feel so alone in this world of mine, walking around like his, if only I didn’t build so many walls but some people build them to keep people out, and some to see who cares enough to try and knock then down…
it coming…I can feel it, it start in my neck then down my spine…then Bang it shoots back up into my head then whack, im down on my knees shouting…why me…please? 
the stars in my eyes blind me and the noise in my head deafens my senses, I cant breath this is the end…..? 
slowly I come around, I crawl toward the light, trembling like a leaf in the wind.
I cant describe this feeling inside, lost and confused, alone and unique, just to try and name a few.
I feel sick, oh so sick why me! ! ! 
I collapse to the floor in a heap, to weak to carry on, just wishing I was dead.
As I lay there crying in intense pain all I can see and hear is my kid smiling faces saying I love you daddy…
what remains of my heart sinks even deeper into stomach, making me sick.
Iv got to get up and keep moving, if not or me then for my little angles…iv got to find the strength! ! ! 
my hearts is beating faster then the time before, as I try to stand up I collapse…im so weak…
I finely find my feet thou still wobbly I carry on, iv got to keep fighting…iv got to be a survivor not a failure for my family…
I wouldn’t wish this feeling the worst person in this wicked world we all share.
I know it wont belong till it comes back around, so iv got to keep moving to make up some ground.
Cold and alone, with no confert in site.
so this is my life, and this is were im shore im destend to stay hoping to reach that distent light some day.
this is just one grain of sand on a beach, called my life…this is me….this is my life… 

Disappear

The time is here..and the end is near..i think its time for me to walk away off and disappear. This road i follow as come to an end..on any one else i can no longer depend. this life of pain is all i know..from this life iv got to go.
And... To my friends who dared to care..i thank you all for being there. 

Good teachers still exist..

teacher is the best artist of the child....
He is also the builder of a strong Nation, If his art fails the statue, this child will be wild, then, what about the future of our Nation? 
Negligent teacher's children become bad, This is a mysterious hit to him by Nature, A good teacher does his duty what he had, His children will be fine by the grace of God. 
Teacher is blessed by God if he teaches well, He should think that every child is his own, Tomorrow before God every teacher has to tell, In society a good teacher is well known.
A careless teacher is cursed to go to hell, A good teacher lives with a honored crown.

But even with intelligence

It is the systematic of paranoid, Feeling you are an android, Electronic sense fills your void, A proof of human brilliance, Intelligence in every Joint, Wire, or electric field around copper shields, The rules simulate you, Commands in every step, telling you what to do, 
You have no tongue, you have no lips, 
You're a puppet but with different kind of threads, 
You dun have dreams, nor you have a will, 
You think you're sleeping, but you're not, 
Keeping you in some shell or pushed your button, or pulled your rod, Master of the puppet is a human brain, 
Connected the threads in a brilliant way, But even with intelligence, you're just a puppet...
Move here and there, with empty brain pocket, You have data-base, you can't gain knowledge, Information is your food, and you have a limited storage.
Your piss is deletion, your soul is just a bridge, Connecting two worlds, or some thoughts, By electronic threads.. 

Stay humble

She would sit and cry for hours and I would not offer a second of pity for that was like giving a junkie a needle.
She would sit and laugh for hours on end alone in the dark and I would remain under my covers with my radio firmly cemented into my ears .. I would not humour her mania for that would be like encouraging a bad comedian.. oh.. It was only when she would ask me how
my day was would..?
I sit beside her, stroke her hair and allow myself to be her son. 

Love, hate, oblivion and Contentment ...

Love...  the disharmony of the senses, the destroyer of our emotional defences.
Hate ... the unrelenting warrior of distraction, the perfect camoflauge for true passion.
Oblivion ... The ultimate partner of short lived bliss .. The friendly devil with the seductive kiss.
Contentment ... the executioner of all tommorows, which is the bringer of the greatest sorrows..? 

Silent Language

All Silent Language is without any sound, The smile, raised eye brows maybe a frown, 
In utter disgust, turning your head around, Disagree side to side, concur up and down.
Action will truly speak louder than words, Even when the language is clearly heard, I love you is said many times but of course, Almost 60% of marriages end up in divorce. OH..
A firm handshake is more than words convey, 
And a comforting hug sends your fear away, 
Kissing shows more affection you might say, 
While holding hands is an invitation to stay
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To be continue..

Shades of fairness

Ever in shades; 
Life is a lot lighter than we see it.
Though the shades may darken here, 
It is always brighter on the other side.
And if we wait a little while longer, 
It will brighten over here too; 
And we'll see things in shades of fairness.. will be a story to tell.. stay happy my love.. even in shades .. light always near.

You..are not alone..!

You are not alone dear
You have a lot of everyone, far and near
But you know..! That makes you a prisoner to your fear
A lot has gone amiss since last we met; 
A lot I can't recall in detail yet.
Am sure it's all about how true we are
To us in spite of where indeed we are.
But one day in the life of each of us, 
We'll come to know the harm we've done to us. 

It kills me..

It kills me that you feel that way
It kills me that I have nothing to say
It kills me that you have to cry
It kills me that I have to ask why
It kills me that you're hurting inside
It kills me that all i can do is stand beside
It kills me you have to carry that burden
It kills me you can't make it through the night
It kills me that I can't make it right

Maybe.!

When you feel weak while you're strong.
When you stare at blank listening to a song.
when you're going in circles you feel like a stranger in Hong-Kong.
Maybe there's something wrong.
You should just smile, life is good.
Take things easy you did the best you could.
Wake up from your long nap. Release yourself to the world don't be in a trap.
Wake up from you're long nap. Step by step to your life map. 
Maybe there's something wrong.

In your hand..

Your mind could be your best friend or your biggest enemy.. It can make you feel down or make you feel good and worthy.. Happiness is in your hand and depends what you want from your life. If your expectations are behind your limits, you will have a miserable life... Remember there is no another copy of you in this world, it shows how unique you are. Learn to enjoy every success no matter how small they are. Healthy Competition is good, but don’t just look at successful people above you
If you feel behind and unlucky, don’t forget there are a lots of people worse than you, below you
Depression and anger and anxiety is the fruit of negative thinking. So, I strongly recommend to all of you the power of positive thinking. You can’t help yourself or people around you. 
If you have a mind who constantly works against you
Don’t forget you just live once, so try to make best of it
Don’t wait for special day or conditions, enjoy it now, otherwise you will lose it.