Monday, April 18, 2016

În your eyes

In your eyes I saw everything new
And in your eyes I saw everything which grew
And in somehow I knew
I was meant to be with you
In your eyes everything was seen
Like the best in the entire scene
Looking in your eyes made me keen
And made me hate being mean
In your eyes there is a magical power
It makes me feel so much higher
And gives me a lot of power
To achieve and be prouder
In your eyes I see
How much you love me
In your eyes I see
All the love you gave me
By my eyes I want to tell you
How much I love you
I love you more than you know

Ordinary love costs..

Never give all the heart, for love will hardly seem worth thinking of to passionate women if it seem certain, and they never dream that it fades out from kiss to kiss; for everything that's lovely is but a brief, dreamy. Kind delight.
Never give the heart outright, for they, for all smooth lips can say, have given their hearts up to the play and who could play it well enough ... If deaf and dumb and blind with love?
He that made this knows all the cost, for he gave all his heart and lost.

A thousand try.. And more.

Sometimes life is against you.. You see it turning from dark to darker 
wishing it's just a nightmare and soon you'll wake up..
Wishing it's just the night and soon there will be light..
But you realize you were wrong
It's all very true
It's neither a nightmare nor the night,
It's just things are no longer right.
In a corner you sit..
Crying blood instead of tears waiting sadly alone
In that little seat of yours thinking that that would change the world..
Unfortunately that's not true at all
The world just won't change for you
The world isn't yours.. And isn't free for youb
If you want it.. Go for it, stand up and think quick
Try to change it inorder to suit you
Try to fix it and make it yours
If you fail .. Try once more never give up, never lose hope and remember it's your goal.
Things don't change from the first shot and light was invented after a thousand try or more.

Mind is where i'm ... Belonging

Secure they made me feel...Isolated I was in my own mind. Accepted I was thus I belonged.
As trends came and went...I longed for acceptance. Belonging became an escape from my own mind, isolation had no room to fit in. Belongingness deprived me of living - living in my own mind. Through illusion, I became addicted to conformism; blending in denied any chance of self-mastery.
Different I now feel...Self-realization defeated the fear of being uncomfortable in my own mind. Uniqueness became my obsession. Secure I felt... Firm I stood my ground. In me I belonged.

Message sent from grave.. to my beloved one.

When the sun has set for me:
Never cry for my soul now sets free.!!
For this is the path that we all should take, It’s not my decision I had to make.
I wish you didn’t cry, I am always in your heart even though I’m far away.
For this is our God that had to end,
for it is today that God, His angel did send.
Wherever our ocean meets our sky, remember the memories of you and I.
Today, without me is a new start, aren't our footprints remain in your heart.
Just remember when i said..  "forever is a lie".

Saturday, April 16, 2016

Forgive...

You exclude me
You torture me
You humiliate me
You reject me
You deny me but ... still I forgive.
You cut me with your words
You bruise me with your eyes
You paralyze me with your ignorance but .. still I forgive.
The scars of my heart are deeper than your oceans, 
The tears have dried like the Egypt deserts hide its grass with no emotion but ... still .. I .. forgive.
As my inner soul is nearly damaged, it affected my outer being but .. still I forgive.
I forgive..
I forgive to recreate my damaged soul; 
I forgive to stabilize my damaged mentality; 
I forgive to harmonies your thoughts inside my head; 
I forgive to reconnect the spirituality and the physicality of my being; 
I forgive because I know that you aren't responsible for making decisions.
I forgive without punishing because it is the way to love. 
Love forgives... and 
He who was able to forgive has love and is love.
He forgave... And still He forgives.

Whatever it ends

Whatever it ends, you have place in my heart, wherever I’ll go, I’ll always love you, and if I lost my life, I’ll Offer it to you, the breath that I’ll take will always be with you until, my soul leaves with a memory to tell that how much I love you
Now the world is so full not emptiness, the sky will be cry loneliness, Now the birds can fly knowingly singing melodies of die.. Even the fish once cry, deeply into the ocean vanished without goodbye.

while 
the love that I take will always be the same; the vision that my heart sing and the happiness my soul swings, will always be true, for in every moment I breathe, I breathe.. you
Show me, the start, leave me to begin, and lead me to pursue the pointless end, that you care for me, here my soul vow in the shadow of the timeless beginning, where I go from here, take care, my hand and leave not my own, it’s the eternity I aim.. Know what.. 
Treasure I hold the memory of love I’ll bring it where ever I'll go.

Friday, April 15, 2016

Dot..

Even noble beauty in confronting with time taken
Even noble will aginest the typhoon may apart fallen
Even noble soul in the face of bitter challenges finally broken

The door

Families that walk together 
Families that talk together 
Families that eat together 
Families that sleep together
Families are families that stay together
Families that communicate stay together
Those,  that don't split, even though no one has left 
left does not mean that no one has left 
Someone has already gone left
Several have already gone left
They just have not walked out the door yet .... left
The only question remaining is...
Will they softly ..... shut or slam the door .?

Thursday, April 14, 2016

A message from hell in children hands.

Don't forgetting how to view the stories in a different lens..
Don’t look out of the window, child the world has gone wild. 
For that isn’t the sound of rain.
Those are fingers sprinting on the fast lane.
It is not in a stadium. 
The lane is on the cell phone screen.
No victor on the podium, It’s just a bunch of texting teens.
I must warn you before I proceed.
That child, the world has already gone wild. 
Cell phones grab the eyeballs of these teens and smear that super-glue of hers, and brings these sticky things into her arms, never letting go.
And then, she seals their lips
And plant their hips
Onto the couch, 
Making them slouch, 
Wasting their lives staring at that little machine and then, that sinister portal sucks out these vibrant souls replace it with ghouls, 
And these teens will just keep on what...

Tapping,
Texting, 
Mailing, 
Internet surfing, 
Never endingly.
Child, don’t be amazed, for this is the world today.
Hear me out, mark the words I say.
Be wary when you get yourself that evil technologies.
Or, do me a favour, crush it, and send it to hell.. Now move on face your reality's.

Good life, good wife, good morning

This beautiful thing called life
even though it can be lost in one night
i'm glad i haven't lost sight
and thank God for the right
many people have come and gone
but i am not the only one 
to notice the change
even though many things stay the same
some call life a game
winning's the aim
I know i cannot live for ever
but the world will remember
Our name.. 

Wednesday, April 13, 2016

Awake up

Somewhere far away,
A star glows and hides behind the moon
The moon smiles and hides behind the clouds.
The sun shines and hides behind a mountain.
Somewhere far far away.
Someone's heart whispers among voiceless forests.
Tears flow down in streams of silent waters.
Memories rise beyond helpless skies.
And a true heart whispers in reply 
Gotta awake up, gotta awake up.

You are my riseing sun, you are the place I run.

Time and time again we rise and fall
like the tides beyond our all
Time and time again we give never to taken
like the seasons our wants forgotten
Time and time again we live to die
like the rainbow our whole life is a lie
Time and time again we stay loyal to our timeless love
then, why is so bound by time when it's flow from above

Tuesday, April 12, 2016

Stubbornness


Victims of stubbornness, Have chosen their places with it done effectively
To believe they can escape, from their positions taken...
To find warm and smiling faces, Awaiting with open arms to embrace...
The ones making quick decisions, It is time to awaken.
As if the moment had arrived, for a listening to hear and with comprehension.
And
with expectations of a forgiveness given, As had been done repeatedly in the past... Many discover times like that do not last.
To find those who once had such patience, No longer tolerate a giving of it to be wasted.
With it tossed away unappreciated nor can they be found sensitized by the crying of tears from swollen weeping eyes.
Since apologies like these heard to be offered again seem to be on the wings of flying birds... Taking away the significance of those words heard.
'You are cold, uncaring 'and' thoughtless.'
And You are observant too late.
And for the wrong reason to understand, the why, the how and the when.
Your perception of me began with it achieved with reluctance.
But I realized I could not live my life remaining to allow myself to become victimized...
By decisions others make to stay ignorant.
O.. okay good.
Now you know how I felt not to feel anymore at least we can agree both of us have made progress.
How it is accepted to keep it believed is the key to success.
A stubbornness kept does not benefit be you offended.

Monday, April 11, 2016

Thoughtless ..Thoughts

life is nothing but just thoughts flowing in our head
it is what we are thinking till we are dead
those thoughts become us and we are given a name
which gives no clue of what we became
we do things which we are meant to do
thoughtless, thoughtful false and true
we fight with all our might into the blue
our feelings, emotions subdue
cracking mirrors, hungry children
burning trees,cervical cancer, beauty tips
suicide bombers and chips
our thoughts are formed within a blink
does it matter what we think
the world turns around without our appraisal
as we look for light in the abyssal
as we live and continue to see
we can fight and win but never be free
from the thoughts that make us and break us
and from beauty, love and living we digress

Sunday, April 10, 2016

Imagine.. but

Never doing what you are told
Maybe that is your hold
When you are scared and cold
I wrap my blanket of warm embrace around
Around your slouched shoulders to keep you warm

Your kind, our longing, my eyes light the room
Make you a cup of warm hot chocolate and read my poems to you... To cheer you up, and just whisper in your ears " love is the master key of happiness, always be master, always be original"  will that do..!

Nobody in this earth or another

The reflections in illusions like music in water
when the colors in white I write about the night
where the eyes behold our mirrors went gold
kisses like crystals.. in wrappers sold
like in Maya
when red eyes closed, a peacock's dance and the moon's prance
On such a note the slow slow kisses, long and longer pauses
mercurial fever skyscraper desire, haunting moans and searching fingers
behold such passion like natures own
the colors in black.. stood naked with trembling hands
The intensity of love
was the pain in ... separation together
that leaning mouth on the lips of the beloved
there are songs of passion for us to behold
of the unseen
Nobody in this earth or another
Can love you the way I do.

Wolf dreams..

I came on this Earth
To see
To feel
To be
For a while.. when ever seams never
To see each part of you starting from this dark mind
To be nourished by the roots of humankind
To feel the earth beneath your feet
The soil between your own toes
To taste the air from your breath
I came to listen to the voice of birds singing to only my ear
For the you..  sun to warm my soul, and let us start from .. forever.. Now repeat after me ..
Through the darkness i saw light. I am becoming myself daily. The light brighter. I just keep moving forward.. My heart is a wolf ruled by two moons one which beckons me back into the night, the other is calling me home.

Passion and compassion

As I confess my emotions, I felt your devotion.
As I close my eyes and lift my hands, I felt your compassion.
Your plans for me were an illusion but works of perfection.
My thoughts clouded my vision, yet frustrations were conquered by passion.
Your silence became my illusion
throw I was into all delusion.
Hypnotized I was by your devotion and compassion.
Passionate I am by your vision..

Mind illusion

What is seen is not the Truth
What is cannot be said
Trust comes not without seeing
Nor understanding without words
The wise comprehends with knowledge
To the ignorant it is but a wonder
Some worship the formless God
Some worship His various forms
In what way He is beyond these attributes
Only the Knower knows
That music cannot be written
How can then be the notes 

Awareness alone will overcome illusion