Stop calling my name.

I left a note on a distant channel.. I lost and can’t find my way home, Yesterday I saw you standing in a shade but you never cared to look at me..
When darkness starts to fall and I got through a wake-up mind call.... You made a disappearing, Your voice is vague and unheard..
Now on this road to a choice of life, I never can imagine where you are.!!
Every night all prayers are uttered that I will see you one day and even if tomorrow comes, I come screaming your name... Til I can shout no more and die. But your whereabouts is unknown
Gone crazy here and there looking for you, so please stops calling my name for until clarity.. all I have is but a shame.

Who am i !

Have pride that you have helped someone rise, and not that you have conquered someone.
Pride is that one feels about oneself high
Show vanity for your affinity; Show not vanity for your elegance.
Vanity is that one shows oneself high,
You are vanity woman your love is deaf and cannot hear the moans of the mind,
is blind and doesn't want to see the tears of the heart.
You are pride woman and there is blood of love on your wounds that nobody knows,
covered by pain that shouts in silence while your eyes hide in a sweet smile,
those sores of love..
now answer this ..!
I was not born until yesterday
I do not exist even today
But you impatiently waiting for me ..
Who am i ..? 

Shoo .. trust in miracles

This yearning in my heart
this confusion in my mind
the words left unspoken
the emptiness in my life
haunts me all the time
At this very moment you.. mistrust.!
Why does your heart grow doubtful dear..! Your tense and beating, full of fear.
I keep with me your everlasting unspeakable love, and bless the day God sent you from above.
You remain my angel and I feel that I must, tell you that within you, you have my trust.
My love is the tide, your soul is the shore, you have my heart, do I have the core .!
I'll belong to you till the very end, and you will forever stay as my lover and also my best... friend.
It has been so good like this from the start, so darling please, 
trust me with your heart.
there is yearning in your heart
there is confusing in your mind
there are words left unspoken
the emptiness in your life
hunts me all the time.

That invesable bond

How well can we label beauty ?
For it does things, words will not ever describe.
For it is felt and not seen and what makes you itself is embedded.
For it burns through our heart and in doing upon it a special scratch that we will keep with us forever lovingly treasure.
For it removes from us all burdens that you have collected in our time yet it appears so soft beneath our feelings and our mind.
For it goes straight to our soul, passing beyond our eyes, yet we'll know, that special feeling always it will live... beyond our life.
A beautiful evening to all of you.!!

Second chance

Who knows but god, when the uninvited guest finally arrive to reveal and set your evil free and open his suitcases?
Then
A house within a house will speaks .. Did you hear that  ?
An echo reply .!!
Push with all your power 
Hope with all your dreams
But you get no second chance 
until you learn.. how to screams 

Silently..

Emotional silence, that'd kill with bare hands,
Attentive silence, absorbed in the environment,
Thoughtful silence, wallowing and preparing,
Embezzled silence, bored in self indulgence,
Quiet silence, uncomfortable and unwanted,
Subdued silence, waiting in the wings,
Meditative silence, which can move heaven and earth,
Dogmatic silence, enough said about it,
Comforting silence, no words could describe it,
In this communicative silence, Someone, Say something or, not. 
In silence we can but think ..
The things we shared and love in grace,
It is in silence that we can keep in peace,
The peace that held us both in pain.
let me amazing both of you silently.

In a memory of you..

In after you, I won't spend the night suffering from wounds, please.. Do not ask me why or how.!!Your love in my heart became a slaughtered bird, Will not return to life and will never die even you can not return to me again.I'm sorry .. I am sorry, but I am not remorseful .. In other words, what was going to happen .. from your heaven.. go watch the mountain .. How it explodes, erupts. how it contain the volcano inside yet.. Still stands firm and high.I'll not repent of my dreams, which have become tears of remembrance. Which have become a mountains of disillusioned, each night I climbs them for I can see how tomorrow will be. for to see if life will comes willingly carrying happiness for me.Do not you think that; without you I will not see the light .. because feelings and emotions still remain in my heart .. didn't you notice the Earth is still revolve,Despite the dark .. I still can see the light.

Your heavenly gates

Can we draw a day, with a loving hope and pray, 
Watching the dawn till the sunrise, hugging each others even through eyes. 
Then talk a walk, folding our dreams in sand beach, letting waves be witnesses to our unspeakable speech. 
Can i touch your heavenly gates, waiting the sunset over the horizon to paint our destiny plates. 
And tonight i need no Moon even not a single stars for tonight..  I'll simply ask you to glow.

Let me picture a paint for you tonight..

The tree grow day by day even feelings glow tear after tear until I do.. come on strong through convince others... that my ideas cannot be wrong, Alas, There are millions like me in this big world out there, then how should I feels precious..  since my type are not rare.
but you know..!
With all those dark shadows in my eyes and beneath that blue fields of silence, i see a reflections of dieing souls, whispering softly in my ears.. "to picture a paint with words, use only your tears"...

Offering anybody permission to dream

When you look at the world through eyes full of tears
When you feel that you've wasted so many years
When all of the plans and dreams have all fallen apart
When all you feel is emptiness deep down in your cold heart
When you finally realize that ..
Love is the lie we hide behind, until someone makes us change our mind 
To see the truth of love grow old, when our hearts too weak to be glow bold 
To never take that final leap, and have the one thats ours to keep.
To enjoy watching them yelling and scream, i dare you not to offering them.. the permission to dream.

 

Untitled.. lie.

There's a truth behind the coward, There's a coward behind the lie.
There's a truth behind the coward, There's a coward behind the lie.
There's a truth behind the coward, There's a coward behind the lie.
There's a truth behind the coward, There's a coward behind the lie.
There's a truth behind the coward, There's a coward behind the lie.

Never give up hope..

We will never have rainbow in our life until we learn how to cry..  cause tears can make a rainbow of colorful feelings but we need to give it a try.. so, why do I'm afraid of trying didn't we after surrendered always crying.

Open that door..

Deep within your heart there is a place.. a special secret place... where silence lives,
Where the secrets of profound emotion and yearning wait to be awoken,
Where the unspoken words of a heart filled with love remain unsaid, They hang heavy like teardrops frozen in the mists of time, This secret garden of silence born of a heart lost in visions of love, Images of love that live vividly within a dreamers heart yet to be realized,
A love that shall bring about the birth of an eternal springtime,
An orchestra of love that shall fill life's garden with sweet loves melody, Where the memory of the longing years shall be carried away upon loves rhythm, Just .. Listen to the gentle pulse of the waterfall that has sprung new hope, for you, for me and for us all, Now the unspoken words of love shall hang heavy on the heart no more.. 

Didn't you miss me..!

She asked,
Did you miss me?
I confess,
I longed to be near you without rest. Though you were not here, I spiritualy felt you in my chest. You were the air of hope, I was blessed enough to receive, Giving me a sense of comfort, Knowing you wouldn't leave, As I hid amongst the trees, Staying low to the ground, feeling my heart pound... A slow steady beat,
Giving me strength to carry on. I rose to my feet, Looked to the horizon melting with the sea, Where I knew should be... Standing by your side, Gazing into your eyes.
As I am now.. Missing the expression of affection I have found in the smile on your face..
Yes...
I confess,
I am missing you.

Yearning eyes

He waits patiently with wide eyes yearning, he stands alone by the sea shore bend with a broken heart but a stronger will.
He knows for sure someone need to start a journey.. not to fill his soul, not to mend his broken heart, but simply to see a true smile, a true longing, simply to search for himself.
Someone who'll complement his being, stand by him as he stand by her, through a lifetime of an existence full of meaning and love.
A day will come when he can say and she can claim... when he can say finally... we are home.

I'm not scared.!!!

Fears about future, tears from the past.. 

Fear of love, pain.. it's leads you to be insane 

Fear of the unforgiving cane, of lies, of those distraught eyes,

Fear of everything combined,

Fear is what always makes you blind,

Fear is what makes you think, fears is what makes me ink,

Fear is when you’re scared to love someone,

Fear is when the sky turns grey, is when you stopped pray,

Fear of wounds beyond repair, of losing a heart can't compare.

Journey into the center of the unknown..

looking through the eyes of people makes me realize how uniquely the same we are.
Everybody yearns to have that someone to love and to have a certain someone to love them back with understanding, sensitivity, clarity, freedom and wholeness.
Everybody's waiting... simply waiting for that perfect moments when that 'perfect' someone will arrive.. though we know that perfection is a matter of perspective... a matter of how one sees things in one's eyes.
It has become everybody's passion to look or wait for love though hearts break, hearts yearn, hearts cry and mourn.
For each spirit passionately must wait for the one 'meant' to compliment their souls.. 
May God blessings spreading upon all lonely souls in this insanity world.

Kindness as I know.

gentle present, solemn words, sincere smiles, payed freely, with no regrets.. 
mold deeply one's world.
without return, giving one's own. Sending a beam of love, with no shadows.... 
touches tenderly one's soul.

Fourteen lives not enough

If i can only take your pain away, I'd grasp it lovingly on my special place it in my heart without a tear or doubt.
If i can only take your place I'll embrace your tired soul with a loving heart keeping fate with gratitude.
If i can only take your sadness I'll happily hold it tight take it away to the deep blue sea as i search for my own destiny.
If i can only ease your life bring a smile on your tired faith i'll give my light, my life easily and i'll simply dream to see you glow

A lie still a lie.

You can't always believe everything you hear.
A fib is a fib, a lie still a lie, you may know the truth, but would much rather die.
Sometimes you make excuses to cover the light. Like sunglasses at noon, pretending it's night. You tell this to others.'What a beautiful evening. Don't you agree my dear friends?
They look at you like your crazy. Some nod and just smile... but they know the truth...you live in denial. And when day comes to completion, and the moon rules the sky, while other's are sleeping... you stay up and cry. You ask yourself why..!
Throw the glasses away, and enjoy the next day. for you have a never chance every new dawn..
Don't be a fool for deception to rule.
Don't be the face, of a heartbroken race.
Shed that last tear. And go have a prayer. Live in the truth, your redemption is near... Be in the now, this moment of time. Let your smile be light to attract the sublime. Laugh after laugh, step after step, you'll no longer worry about the sorrow you kept. Stay one step ahead of the past.