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Listen... real love can touch us one time and last for a lifetime and never let go until we're gone. If you really mean forever, then just say you will try. Never say forever.. cause forever makes me cry. Never say hello, if you really mean goodbye. Never say you're to, if you never plan to start. Never look me in the eyes, if all you do is lie. Never say 'I love you' if you just don't really care. Never talk about feeling, if they aren't really there. and your slowly shaking finger tips, show that your scared.. like me so. let's pretend were alone, and i know you may be scared and i know we're unprepared.. but i don't really care I was reborn to tell you, 'I love you' There are times when i can't decide whether to see you or not, i want to see you, not because this brilliant future waiting for me, but because i miss you. What i did for love. I'm gonna draw a picture, a picture in a story.. not to let the world read my first book, I don't care at all, but to let them be my witnesses through this unbelievable love story.. so please, hold on.
I feel like it’s there for keeps, in everything I touch, in every word I speak everywhere I look and even .. In every thought I think. from my first steps, My conscience, the baggage I picked up along the way and my trash when I did pass away.. I got up one day and had enough, I grabbed a sack and in I stuffed all those things that piss me off and dumped it in my old car, I started the engine and thought I can move along, get the wheels to turn, but it haunted me and weighed me down.. So, I thought I will get rid of it in the next bin I found but it took a walk and followed me, to the next stop and got in to the back seat Where I can see.. o And every time I look over my shoulder I see that little me.. I wonder.. Why is he after me ? Why can’t he just walk away .? And leave me alone, and let me do what I’ve got to do today I stopped my old car and pulled him by the arm, You’re wasting my time' I told him for the last time.. I drive on .. and on along that deser highway road, and I wouldn’t park... Till I can prove you wrong and show you that I’m really strong. I opened the door to get back in to my seat and there he was again.. o God, But now in the driver’s seat, I stood stunned while he said' Listen to me You can’t get rid of me, deal with it and come with me, face your fears and become my friend.. That’s the only thing that will make Your nightmare end..
Love was the reactor, love is everything, if i should live to be one-hundred, i still shall not forget the love that lives deep inside of me the one that never quits, the one that lead me with an invisible hand.. I found a touch of heaven in the brush of her finger tips, there was magic in the soft words she whispered with her tender lips, there are a lot of joy in her smiling face.. To a woman love is Prince by soul and a knight by body, to a man love is everything, she puts her whole heart in it and even when all hope is gone his mind still dabbles in it willingly need it.
An understanding of myself, takes a train of thought An understanding of yourself, takes a peace of mind An understanding of our situation, needs honesty, unity different opportunity’s.. Knowing the possibilities lays before our eyes Giving us the option to strive. One's find it so hard get on that train on the path of success, to follow our will and our freedom to progress.. Every chug your chug along, Builds a stronger heart that beats alone, Pumping energy and unity inside something that you call me. Don’t doubt the only thing we can trust, believe in ourselves that’s a must.. Tell yourself I’m comin home, A destination a realization that I’m the driver the sole survivor of "something" that you can call me.
It is not enough to have a dream, unless we are willing to strive for it... For then it as if we never had one. It is not enough to complain about something, unless we are willing to try to make it better... for then nothing will ever change. It is not enough to think something is wrong, unless we are willing to stand up against it... for then evil will always triumph. It is not enough to be to strong, unless we are willing to help others... For then our strength has no real power at all. It is not enough to point out to someone their faults, unless we are willing to help them change... for then they will never become a better person like we hope. It is not enough to merely speak, unless our words have meaning. Have a viewpoints.. for then it as if we never spoke. It is not enough to know the truth, unless you are willing to accept it... for then everything becomes a lie. It is not enough to know what is right, unless we are willing to live by it... for then your existence is in vain. It is not enough to want to be loved, unless you are willing to give it freely.. for then you will never understand what love is all about.
The human needs words and sentences, Speech and meaning Silence and waiting in silence And loving silence so much Are not enough Even the longest silence is not enough We need to speak to another person, We need human hearing Living in the silence of our own lost selves is not enough We need to be heard and be listened to And to speak in a world where there are listeners Who know how to reply..
The silence of our conversation Is worse than anything you can say And that fact that there's but silence between us Is well to my dismay I love you so much Yet silence is the only thing I let escape Silence draped over our conversations Like a long, black cape There's so much I want to tell you But I know I wouldn't And I want to scream at you But I know I shouldn't I know you want to say something too Of this I'm sure But it is only so little That you or I will endure The few times we talk I can hear it in you voice I can her uncertainty And the need to make a choice I wish silence would leave Once and for all Then maybe we could have better communication Perhaps even outside a phone call And I try so hard Just like I try to make this poem rhyme But it just takes too much effort And way too much time But you can't expect me to let silence take over And if you do you are very wrong And if we continue like this We won't be together long And I bet that's what you want The silence continues..... And so does this game What's worst is I know That I'm the only one to blame It's all my fault It's because of what I did and didn't do And it hurts so much Because I'm so in love with you I can hear in the silence What I've heard for some time You don't say anything But I know what's on your mind You leave behind silence In the dark abyss that is my heart And what's worst is I, myself, tore it apart When I realized what I was doing It was already too late Just another Twist of my terrible fate And silence took over A silence caused by me A silence that's eternal A silence that won't leave
Now i lay me down to sleep, I close my eyes and hoping to weep And then i feel the hand upon my cheek, To wipe away the fears that creep From the corners of my mind so deep, I open them up to see The one that is standing over me, The outline of a face that haunts thee, Standing there i wish she'd touch me Is she the same one that visits me in dreams ? But as i try to focus i can not see, I fear she is slipping away from me.. Back into my romantic fantasies, Yet i know she is the key, To cure my nights of that renewable weeping tree, The image in the dark is all... that i can see.
Never,... threaten a real man. Never,... breaks someone trust until you're ready to lose him or her. And never say never.. for never like forever both are a lie.
Today melts into tomorrow gone is my sorrow. Now the pinnacle of my day you've chased all my tears away. Beaming at you I know your joyful too. Walking hand in hand across a long beach of sand. You turn to me with a sparkle in your eye, I suddenly feel warm and shy you bend your head to mine, your lips feel heavenly divine. I'm lost with you, but always at home. Together, a unity, wherever we roam.. for tomorrow I will be at home.
Is it not good to be different ? Is it not an asset to be your own ? Is it bad to be an individual ? Do you have to live life as a clone ? Why are we to be judged by the color of our skin instead of the color of our inner souls ? Why are we to be judged by the clothes we wear, Our favourite music.. Or the color of our hair ? Is it crazy or is it just me .. Am I lacking in sanity to think this world can live as one.!!! .. alas, Each of us are different and none of us are wrong'
It takes true talent to accept both sides of someone dear to you but sometimes, it's better not to speak than to be judged for your words for only through time we will see the truth by our own eyes.. maybe we will be scary.. maybe we will be happy when finally will find the answers for each and every "why" hasn't "because" after. But for now Could we hold each other's hands for just one second ? Let every pain be faint light, slowly dwindling the act of living..! And for now I need to let the mind taking control over this weakness heart.. stay faithful, stay strong, stay loyal .. for I keeps my promises.
Life is a sailing ship with lots of adventures but it needs a captain To weather through life's storms, A wrong decision for a solution by the captain through panic the ship surely sinks like the Titanic.! But the captain with pure determination will steer the 'ship' to her destination to greener pastures, unexplored places, admire interesting faces.. Life is running a big race trying to meet one's satisfaction, trying to prove one's quality of life and overcoming any hardship without loosing the meaning of friendship by appreciating other's advice or avoiding secrets and lies Whether one's ship is big or small "her" master should stand tall.. Without loosing coolant so having perseverance is evidence of facing the world with "Hope" with tears or laughter in one's own ship to cope.. for when one is the only master, charting the course of life, accepting the adventure with a smile for a bright future. Life is ... a sailing ship, With lots of adventure Life is patience, don't be mad, Life is faith so be glad, Life is endurance that's a fact... Life is love remember that.. For that's true.. Life is a journey we go through, Life is believing and trusting never let me lose that, Life is God Gifts to be treasured with daily thanksgiving..
While rhyme is not the essence of it, we may agree, it is the honey of it.. what a sweet tooth have children, true. but too much rhyme will be the death of me and you.. for life is like a wine, it is an acquired taste and not much good to children.
I want to watch the sunrise I want to watch it in your eyes I want to feel it in your body an erotic passion in disguise I want to hear the waves crashing down upon the shores I want to feel your hands explore me while all around us the water pours. I want to feel the sand between my fingers small the salt in the air I want to feel my tongue go through your secret places if you dare! I want to feel your heat of a chilly Autumn night I want to kiss you softly beneath the pale moonlight I want to meet the stars that lie hidden in your surprise So will you wait for me to watch the sunrise?
when you really live a sunrise is a thought a sunset is a memory Our sunrise can be someone else's sunset someone else's sunrise can be our sunset It is relative but one thing is certain it holds every day, forever and always the duality of this amazing universe.. to whisper to all God creations to keep on balance..
There cames a time, When you face the tougest of figths, Seaching for a light I'm lost in the darkest of nights the wind blows so cold I'm standing alone befor the battles begun but deep in my soul There is the future still unfolds, it is bight as the rays of the sun You got to believe in the power of love There's a light that falls from the heart it's a chian reaction There's nothing that will keep us apart stand by my side, bow to love. There's nothing to hide for together, we will fight to the end Take hold of my hand and you will understand What means to be friends and being fully in loving You got to believe in the power of love for It's what hearts are made of.
For our children, For there future, For there purity, For there vulnerability I got a tears can't weep... For those at war, For their families, For their safety, For their sanity I got a tears can't weep... For the hungry, For the homeless, For the lost, For the sick I got a tears can't weep... We are headed into treacherous water, For our country, for all mankind mistery and suffering I got a tears can't weep... Through all the pain Through all the sorrow Through all the uncertainty Still For our families, For our children and For our love I have hope..
In a round way of life what does a man need? a woman to be call a wife.. or a plot to grow some whets? just lie down in the night with your eyes gaze at the light, knowing nothing could be done with your might and ask yourself is that all to life.!! Some think life is all about making wealth or having a family with good health, they gain all they thought but is like joy as melt still the same life is to be felt. They try to seek for other solutions but it becomes a greater situation is like life is a place without salvation.. that is the a place you call the world.. now let talk about my place call the reality.. We don't need to be in the dark nights, where satisfactions have great might because we have come to the light together, with no bit of fears, we feed our life together hand in hand from our true emotions, taking care of all the family, help each other's to growing, to face the worth, the bad and the good together with so much patience, to trust each other, to believe in each other's.. so please.. just believe in God, just believe in love and shine so bright in our life, for I'm blind without your lights..
You can't hide your emotions behind the tears of a clown And neither can I, You can't hide your fears behind the words of wisdom and neither can I, This leaves me to do some heavy thinking, As I light up a cigarette today And stare at the walls of our possibilities and capabilities, For the wall is my enemy and it will soon be defeated.. I'm holding on to what's real, Someday you will understand why I may be lonely now but I will captivate your heart once again, these past couple of months have been hell for me, I can't imagine what you're going through, Still the universe has an affect on us both.. We can't deny our failure any longer, As desperate seas rage I still love you, Wiping out deserted shores Love is powerful.. shoo, Listen to me.. I'm speaking from my heart Second chances don't come around very often, A lot of time has been spent.. Contemplating the future anything to get you back in my life again
