Rich I'm not

I always telling her i love her and she thought it wasn't real, thinking i wanted her to be my budgeted meal.. not comprehending what my love mean, as tinny as a sesame bean.
Is it a crime that i don't have or a taboo to keep you my always and forever better half.
If my love is real, I pray thee may thou feel,
My love i can't hid, you always beside o.. and inside my head, despite the great tide..
Refusing my story, even my being worry... So my baby..!
Rich I am not, fool maybe yes maybe not, and you already knew that, talented a lot.
time tells who i will be, but not what you see..!
Baby i love you... just because i love you.

Tomorrowland

The painful thing in death is not a death itself, For everything creation from scratch of dirt and water, from dust and into dust we shall return someday. Death by itself is the end of the imperative for all creatures on the face of the universe. But the most painful thing is to knows how you will die, or when you will die..
o.. Once you know one of those points, 
Your life twisted up side down,
Your point of view becomes useless,
Your purpose in life limited in one point, "Tomorrowland"
do i prepared to leave that shell and finally have a meeting with my final destination.!
am i ready to leave my kids alone, am i ready to abandon my beloved woman..!

the End..!

Dose life start at the beginning, or dose life start at the end.
For me the start of life was the start of a worrying trend, Bad wrongs I forget, right wrongs I mend.
Deaths the end to life, but dose that mean its an end.
If wrongs a product of right, is right how we begin,
Dose life start at the beginning or dose life start at the end.
I’ve managed to escape the illusion,
That all ends lead to a conclusion.
I’ve been told 'bout beginnings and ends,
It’s the middle where I aim, it's the middle where i was blind..

Freedom.

As the shadow of twilight touch the dawn and the crickets creep and move in the ground, the tweets of the birds color my day.. it’s Sunday… a bright day…myaybe some spends in hospital but still remains holiday...
As I smell the fragrance of spreading scents, flowering figs and guava are about to end, fruits start to appear from green to yellow
oh what a beautiful day… my heart glows.
I tried to look and move around, i saw a helpless bird trap in the leaves, i hear its voice feeling the pain, i attempt to reach and let it fly again.
As I sit alone I think and I realize, happiness begets, when you have freedom in life.!
if you live in memoriesthen only recollections you can find.. you can’t move on and the fact is you will always left behind.

Your rights go hand in hand with your responsibilities,

Twilight and I, will walking hand in hand, As lovers walk in warming light.
Across a lonely hardest land, Where west winds chanted in the wheat an old, old vesper wondrous sweet.
Oh, Twilight and i were went as lightly as on wings through many a scented chamber fair, among the pines and balsams, where I could have dreamed of darling things, and ever as we went I knew, the peeping fairy folk went too.
I could have lingered now and then by gates of moonrise that might lead,
To some forgotten, spiceried mead, or in some mossy, cloistered glen,
Where silence, very still and deep, seemed fallen in enchanted sleep.
But Twilight ever led me on, as lovers walk, until we came to hills where sunset's shaken flame had paled to ashes dead and wan;
And there, with footsteps stolen light, She left me imagine where i can find the lure of night.

In this life,

We get a chance, a chance for something new, something only we understand.
Our dreams suddenly seem so close and we hold on tight to what is leaving and follow the path that we create for ourselves, yet little trod upon the way we used to be.
In our hearts we understand what we must do to reach this unknown land. This land where all our dreams suddenly become reality
We see a potential for trouble and we never turn our backs and hide behind any walls of shadows.
When we need to come out head strong and change to right from wrong
Our dreams are real, if you'll let them be, If you hold them close, and aim for this reality so dream on and open up to wake my dreams and yours
We get a chance... A chance for something new
Something only we understand.

September will come

September is like no other it's days change color and weather no other month can say quite the same gor every day, I can feel the change
It's cool breezes start out warm, changing to cold throughout every storm, the leaves change and fall as the Summer will leave and Autumn kisses us all once again.
September maidens feel the change like the blue of the sky yet the color so deep with nbelievable beauty.
Maidens fall throughout and watch, each raindropp changing through colors so fast yet one streak remains the same of that wonderful sapphire rain.
September, unlike any other will hold you tight, in any weather. changing will come, no matter where you go.
North and you'll get stormy snow, South and feel the heat of summer coming september does this, no matter what. change lives within, Nothing to stop
September is beautiful and awesome all the same
It's hope for the future and the change comes swiftly as we sweep away
The Summer will end and the Autumn will begin
Change is all around with one maiden leaving and yet, another comes born into the world of wonderful September.
The sapphire skies live on through out this wonderful.

Doubt not.

Doubt that the thunder kills
Doubt you that the sun is real
Doubt you that the stars can see
Doubt you that there is holy hill
Doubt you the foolishness of the wise
Doubt the truth in my words to be lies
Doubt you the sweetness that in honey lies
Doubt the experience of a bitter life's
Doubt you the wonders of the elements
Doubt you the destruction that is imminent
Doubt you the power of ingredients
Doubt the uniqueness of the Earth
Doubt you the glory of the king
Doubt you the bird does sing
Doubt you the awe of all things
Doubt all your night dreaming,
But never doubt that, I love you.

a dropp of water

A drop of water from your eyes shows many emotions, maybe anger, pain, sorrow of life and sometimes due to pain or may be to show joy of life... someone slap or hurt or break your heart.
A drop of water, show this all..!
when there is a joy or a warm hug in your pain it is the same dropp of water will come from your eyes
This drop of water is the flow of your thoughts...
It is the reflection of heart
It is the image of your own
It is the inner truth of yours
As it have the bond with your soul but not with your mind this dropp is a bond between your heart and soul.
A drop nothing but a dropcame not from your eye but from youe heart and soul this single dropp say this all
As it reveals many secrets of your heart aw well as of our inner trith and soul.
A tear within a priceless value.. dropped form the eye, with no answer why..!

beauty and the beast

The beast had a beauty inside him and the beauty had a beast inside her.
When the beast met the beauty, he fell in love with the beast in her. When the beauty met the beast, she fell in love with the beauty in him.
One day, his tears struck her and she turned into a butterfly, yet who was a beauty himself but had beast in him and they lived happily ever after.
It is an inside out story...
The story doesn't end here, for maybe the beauty couldn't vanish the beast in the prince, and the prince couldn't deal with the beast in beauty..!
to be continue.

I don’t understand

I don’t know what to say to you nor do I know what I should do.!
I cannot help for I don’t understand so instead I’ll take you by the hand and promise you for now and always...
I’ll be here for you when you need me,
I’ll be the best version of me that I can be on that you can always depend,
The most broken pieces of your story I’ll help you mend.

Confirmation required for tomorrow steps.

As we travel through life there are always
those times, When decisions just have to be made, When the choices are hard, and solutions seem scarce.
There are some situations where all we can do is simply let go and move on, gather our courage and choose a direction, no matter where it will lead us but that carries us toward a new dawn.
So pack up your troubles and take a step forward the process of change can be tough, but think about all the excitement ahead,
Choose a destination not by logic not by your heart or what are your mind chose, but within you there is a light glow in the darkness it must confirm to you the right destination then take a steps forward for, There might be adventures you never imagined just waiting around the next bend, and wishes and dreams just about to come true in ways you can't yet comprehend or even imagine,
Perhaps you'll find friendships that spring from new things as you challenge your status quo, and learn there are so many options in life,
Perhaps you'll go places you never expected and see things that you've never seen, or travel to fabulous, faraway worlds and wonderful spots in between!
Perhaps you'll find warmth and affection and caring, and somebody special who's there to help you stay cantered and listen with interest to stories and feelings you share.
Perhaps you'll find comfort in knowing your friends are supportive of all that you do, and believe that whatever decisions you make, they'll be the right choices for you.
Perhaps all you need is trying to knock another door, or even learning to say words you never used to say.. who knows ..!!
So, just keep putting one foot in front of the other, and taking your life day by day... there's a brighter tomorrow that's just down the road... Don't look back anymore.! You're not going that way.

My will.

I woke grudgingly, upon my thought. she woke me and had me taught. I found her questions, questionable. and my 'answers': unanswerable.
Why do we think ourselves kings yet, fear death like every kin.!!
Why do we hump our shoulders and consider not another's plights.!!
Why should we disturb the dead at the expense of the living..!
Why do we claim honour and wealth through and with things of horror..!
Why do we kill in order to heal.!
Why do we shed blood in order to flourish.!
What is life if we can't freely forgiveness.!
Why do we wait till heaven to make the earth a peaceful haven and truth unearthed.!
Who will touch the path of stars and ride on the wings of the wind.!
Who will taste death and come to life to live among men eternally.!
replying trials...
I ruminated on the expanse of my mind. my replies came in trickles,d ripping from the pinnacles of my thought..
Who am I to tell the dawn to wake, to yell the ice to be river, or even to tell the story of the dead.!
I know not the force behind the light, but i believe there is only one god, the path of heavens is not mine to fix but knowledge I will continue to seek, and my will will never break.. 

what you should know about Islam..001

.. And marry not women whom your fathers married,- except what is past: It was shameful and odious,- an abominable custom indeed,
Prohibited to you (For marriage) are:- Your mothers, daughters, sisters; father's sisters, Mother's sisters; brother's daughters, sister's daughters; foster-mothers (Who gave you suck), foster-sisters; your wives' mothers; your step-daughters under your guardianship, born of your wives to whom ye have gone in,- no prohibition if ye have not gone in;- (Those who have been) wives of your sons proceeding from your loins; and two sisters in wedlock at one and the same time, except for what is past; for Allah is Oft-forgiving, Most Merciful;

Secretly, silently... lovingly

looking at you from afar makes my heart race rabidly like my old tunning car.
Feeling your sweetly smiling makes me wanna feel like a child spent the day playing.
looking at your recognized face, when iys lightened by the sun makes me inbetween sad and happy yet indeed i wanna run.
Wishing to have a talk with you and confess my longing my true passion for you. but i know it couldn't be possible even smiling at your face is now becomes impossible.
seeing you talk so sweetly to another makes my heart breaks and it's continue to ache, i feel like a child want to cry but no tears come out, i do broke my heart.
i don't know how to stop liking you more and more everyday so as for now, I'll silently and secretly falling in love with you.

I'm not happy.

i just hope i can find my old me gain, 
i don't feel either sadness of joy, either love or hate and either pity or mercy but all i know now is
i am not happy and i' not sad..
I'm not okay to be alright and i lose my will to show the world how strong this has made another me.. someone i don't even accepted or used to be.
maybe that person becomes stronger than the original nothing can bring me down, can tell the storys or even paint a fake smiles but it's not me.
I'm not angry or vex, I'm not full with that your hate and tear doesn't want to come.. I'm hanging inbetween and the light ahead feel dem day by day.
I don't want your forgiveness and i don't want to live in your hatred either, I don't want your pity and your mercy should stay with you.
please don't pray for me anymore for i got a lesson with a highly price.. 
I needs to do silently what i decided to do, for i used to walk alone blind, 
today I'm not sad, today is my revolution day against this person reflection his shadow in my old mirror.
today I'm not sad, but I also not happy.

Pray for me..!

Walk with me under the bright blue sky, Walk with me under the rain, so I can without hiding, besides you... cry, so I can with you forget the pain.
Walk with me, but hold my hand
Walk with me and hold me tight
Because then ill help you to understand, because then you’ll realize what’s right.
Walk with me, well forever move on
Walk with me and never stop
Help me forget the days that are gone
Help me, with you to reach the top
Walk with me and together we shall be
Walk with me and look into my eyes
Walk with me and tell me
That You walked with me to say you love me.

Torn apart

Where was I, when..., 
when I was losing every part of me.!
When fire was raging deep inside of me.!
When flowers will depend amongst the trees.!
Who and where will i be.!!
How does it feel,
when you burn in others desires.!
When you do everyting the others admire.!
When you scream from your heart as if you have never screamed before and your beloved called you a lair.!
i can guess how it feels to be torn apart.. apart from all that made me whole. 

just dreaming

I’m dreaming of a new, dreaming for the beginning, dreaming for the truth, waiting to start winning.
Dreaming all of you, Dreaming of your dreams,
Dreaming of the passion, joping for compassion.
I still need to see, ehy you're complete with or without me, still need to feel what’s hurting inside me, or just wanting to be set free.
Dreaming of the one, dreaming of the answers, dreaming of her wonders, why she makes me feel fonder.!!
Dreaming of why I feel alone, dreaming for my soul to be directed, dreaming of me having your heart again and forever as you’d have mine to be protected.
I need you to carry me, my heart is like a star that’s gleaming, I want you to know we should be
God only if I wasn’t dreaming.

Sensitive souls

I opened my eyes and seen lonely things, at a moment, my merry heart shall fade as I watched the sad days people have made.
They are happy for the pain it brings, it’s like a bird with an injured wings. it’s my secret place where anger and wrath were length.
My God why the joy is like a precious broken jade; conquered by cruelty while old bell rings.
But then I took a moment of silence and thinking; here came a night sublime to join the selfish happiness without her wings.. O no, and I smiled as I heard the chords of chime from despair, I understood it better... maybe anger and wrath rule at a time, but love and humbleness reign forever, and will always at night spreading forgiveness wings.