Forgotten memories

I open my eyes to see the newfound light and my heart takes in another breath of air 
The scream now clutched inside my chest 
I hold it in and the tears bleed from my eyes 
Do you sense the pain inside of me..? 
Can you take my hand and see right threw the mask 
My soul is crying out for anyone to notice me 
Even through a desert full of sand I feel all alone 
Like its just me against the world with no one at my side 
Could you push this all away and bring me back 
Bring me back into the warm comforting light 
The one my heart knew so well 
The desperation's getting to me now 
I can't seem to fight off the sense of desolation 
I can't help it if you don't see all my frustrations
Please.. just erase all the pain that's poisoned my vision 
My face would display for everyone to see 
The poisons seeping threw my vains and fear is triggering a sense of illusion..
I can't tell what's real and what is false 
Kiss me like sleeping beauty and awaken me from this spell 
Hold me close and tell me you'll never let me go 
Listen to the way my heart beats, it only skips one for you but could you pull me threw the darkness 
I know you can see me very well but my own sight is clouded and I can't find my way 
I need you to guide me and help me discover 
The things my heart always knew 
Whisper into my ear four single words "I'm still loving you "
To break my bind into the shadows 
I'll always come back to you 
Regardless if you want me too 
I love you will always weaken my heart 
But I breath out my emotions each time its spoken 
I fear this more than anything in the world 
But once embraced its like weight is pulled off my back 
My wings can expand and I can fly all over again 
Kiss me to drain the poison from my blood 
Will you take the dagger out of my back..? 
And throw it to the ground 
Are all the words I uttered to you? 
Just a whisper that the winds now carries away 
Was love  just a figment of my imagination and what still remaining is a boring life ? 
Now forever lost in the clouds of confusion 
I swear I saw the love in your eyes .. When you placed your lips on mine, oh.. 
For the first time I felt fully alive like nothing in the world could break me 
I know I may not be easy to love but could you at least give it a try 
I see something good still locked in your smile 
And I want to discover what it is that intrigues me 
I know you could heal me but is it worth the shot 
My hearts so use to being bruised and broken 
Is it really worth your aggravation and dedication? 
Would you really try to put me together again? 
Because I know you could if you tried 
It's just a matter of how and when will you achieve it 
Please don't let me be devoured by everything I feared 
I don't want to fade away, I don't want to die away from you.. 
I can feel my heart beat, I have to be alive 
I'm not just a forgotten memory 
I am someone who could make you strong 
But I need to have a little work done 
I need to be reconstructed and taught again 
I remember how it is to love 
But I need to feel it to see it clearly 
Will you takes my hand and show me 
Or will you let me fade away to become forgotten memories 

Until you change

Until you change nothing shall change 
Start liking people around , visit the visible ground 
You will find many .. Who suffer cheap mentality? 
Yet they survive and live 
It is not question of simply living 
It is quest for believing 
The secrets of life and its purpose 
These all one has to choose 
People may enter and go, But when will you blow? 
Your trumpet and let the voice out 
So decide 
And don't hide 
It is your life and goal 
So think calmly and give call

Only you..

The sky, simple blue, 
Casting down its morning dew, 
Sprinkling the ground in a gentle hue, 
Of what I couldn't have, but didn't do.
Yet still, always, want to 
That was for you..and only you.

I knew you are a man

When times are tough and you feel like you are being destroyed.. 
Keep strong, Keep brave
When you feel like crying.... Cry
When you feel like laughing... Laugh
When you feel like shouting out loud to yourself ... Do it
Keep going, Keep strong
So it is with life...
we may not see life turning around
we may feel you are the bottom
But wait.. Its hard, the wheel of life does turn, slowly, but surely
we will be there again
we will be strong again
I write this while I am at the bottom, Knowing one day with only god help, I reach my destination .. i'll know the reason behind, so... Don’t listen to those who say you can’t.
You can!
Keep going.
Keep strong.
you know you can.

no matter what..

No matter what happens I’ll always be by your side,
No matter what comes your way I’ll always love you,
No matter what life hands you I’ll always be there to help,
No matter what you go through I’ll always understand,
No matter what tries to separate us I’ll never let it happen,
No matter what we need to do I’ll always do it,
No matter when
No matter who
No matter where
No matter why, you’ll always have my heart.

No matter who will change the world

There

comes a time in our lives when we have to say no.
A time we have to let our own opinion and thoughts to show.
The thought of each individual is priceless and unique.
So let your voice be heard, stand up and speak!
It is your mission, what you have to do,
no one else will get the message through.
So make your stand, say what you need to say,
change the world a little each day.
say what you need to say, and do what you need to do,
change the world...don't let it change you. 

Single blink

Trapped

in the fog of an ever changing dream.
Swimming through the currents of time.
High on a fiery mountain covered in steam.
Lost in a forest of tall wood pine.
Stranded on a sandy island beach.
Watching the auroras in the northern sky's.
Listening to a world with lessons to teach.
This all happens when I close my eyes.
These things that I see.
The wonders of the world could pass you by.
It goes to show you how much can change,
In the single blink of an eye. 

Color of life,

A

sunset makes us feel as though the world has been born again.
A life with love lets us know it's worth to let someone in.
A rainbow with colors thats a moment frozen in time, to be grateful for all that is beautiful and feel all the glory inside.
A heart that has feelings, well that would be me.
For I love just the thought of you and hope you feel the same for me again.. for,
A Sunset without a sun is no sunset at all.
A life without love is no life at all.
A rainbow without colors is no rainbow at all.
And heart without feelings is no human at all.
All these things need something to be, either a sun or a person or a crayon, If only to create what nature said was meant to be.

She is a teacher..

Life is a teacher, 
Which teaches how to live, which teaches how to win, which teaches how to laugh, which teaches how to make other people cry.
Which teaches how to love, which teaches how to hate and how to win honour, which teaches how to embarrass others.
Indeed, life is a great teacher as it teaches everything and in this very greatness lies life's weakness, that it teaches everything.
It teaches how to love, but also teaches how to hate.
It teaches how to help, but also teaches how to harm.
It teaches how to honour others, but also teaches how to embarrass others, how to laugh, but also teaches how to make other people cry.
Wish life were a bit selective in its teaching.
But can't we be a bit selective in taking lessons..!

Another Language

Everything except language knows the meaning of existence.
Trees, planets, rivers, time know nothing else. They express it moment by moment as the universe.
Even this fool of a body lives it in part, and would have full dignity within it but for the ignorant silence of my talking mind.

Marriage

I don't just marry you to wake up to you everyday or be with you to the rest of my life, I wanna marry you because marriage is hard, raising our kids is hard, bills,  relatives, jobs and blending two families.. Living is hard and you are the only person I want to go through all this hard time hand in hand beside you.
Life is never going to magically be all butterflies and rainbows just because you marry your soul mate and I want to marry you lovingly willingly to love you every day through every bump in the road. I want to be your rock through every curve ball and to look at you and care about all our life details mercifully when everything else is falling apart and when everyone else will be distance.
I don't wanna marry you because you are so cute and exciting, I wanna marry you because it's real and hard work and a lifetime of ups and downs so I completely understand that spent it with you is worth every single second of it.. 

I always choose you..

When a person does not have anything to lose it becomes brave. We only hesitant when we have hope.. so, to be unbeatable person you should find the balance between what you need to lose in a battle to win the war and what you should keep no matter what.

Is there any hope of ray

World is full of miseries and pains, contempts, hatred and disdains
It is junction of all moving trains, humans aspire mercy in rains 
Fate gives us a double edged weapon, which cuts in scorching heats of sun
Humans are involved in a pun as if they play each other for fun 
Humanity is but far far away for which one can only pray
Pains inflicting night and day O.. tell me please... Is there any hope of ray 
Pain can only change into pleasure when they aspire love not a treasure
Whose mercy one can not measure. 
God's company is only solace, love's contention is the base,  which dawns on the painful face..

Love Wings

When your mind take me along to singing beautiful love song, ensures to each other we belong, where .. no right and nothing wrong.
Beauty is one on the edge of love spreading wings like a dove... it can be seen at all above with no reason when and how.
Kiss is bliss... if found as charity, honesty is sheer key to clarity
On equal footing no disparity, Love stands on sheer... sincerity
I feel warmth and touch of class... you seem to me, like a pure glass
Your beauty is beauty of class, I am taken away by you... alas

Sweet dreams my Wife.

Dreams gently ...... dream...
I became a night to give you the stars
I became ........... to feel
That you can make big dreams
I became a dream to give you the softness
I became a dawning to never forget
That will always be a new day dawns
And I'm always here for you love to remember
That once loved you for who you are....

Always remember your first true love
It hit you ... like a lightning bolt from above..!
It creep up on you... as you kissing her hand
Willing to whisper close by something grand..!
Is it that feeling of peace and contentment
Knowing that what you have is heaven's sent
When you can't stand being away from her then
And your fast beating heart is not pretend..!

Souls talking

It may be a song that gives you that feeling
It may be a place where you find it revealing
It may be a person who speaks to your soul
It may be when you have finally reached your goal
It’s the feeling you get where it all seems so right
When you want to be with her all through the night
Where you wish for more and it’s like such fine wine
That you have what you need and you know it’s divine.

Listen to me..

Separation always holds sway, means ambition is chased every day. If vanity's call that our Self controls
This illusion of ' I ' Distorts however I try
To see we aren't separate at all If we are, there's a ' We '
That's the Ego again raising with no reasons for ultimate fall.
We stay empty inside inflated with pride,
Forgiving not ' other ' or ' self ', Inner growth brings the need to foster real seed,
Relinquishing choices for good, Learning how to let go will inevitably show an ego, at last understood. 
now listen to me, once a good woman asked her man.. 
My darling .. "i want happiness for the rest of my life"
He reply wisely ..
My love; 
first remove the "I"
Second remove the "want"
now what still remains is "happiness for the rest of your life"

Good morning..

I try to trace the footsteps of yours, Under the fallen leaves,
I don't mind taking the help of course, Even from the hum of the bees.
Where are you ? 
My heart asks the moon,
The morn is empty without you, So is the noon,
As the leaves love the earth, my love for you is true.
The leaves fall, move and settle somewhere else,
But my heart without you is always restless.

Invincible

Once I asked my father.. I'm so weak, ugly and have a dark skin, even not handsome.. dad; i never mind, i accept how God created me and I'm thankful for him, yet i only wanna you to tell me how to be Invincible..
10 minuets, one hour later, i stand in front of him and he just has his kindly smile monitoring my willing inside my eyeballs.. and reply;
My baby, 
without darkness we can't estimate light,
without evil we can't estimate goodness,
Without disappointment you... can not, estimate victory 
United you must stand, Divided be ready for fall,  truth maybe a pall,but use it until you grand,
United you should stand with your family hand in hand
Like ants you should work together, And like birds should be industrious.. So, are you understand.!

Ashes tears and light

The sun saw the sea dropping tears while it was speaking its heart out to the earth which always have been there then when it ended, the sun asked.. o,  
who the hell made you cry..?
does it worth it and tell me why ..!
the sea said nothing, kept it waves calm, the heat of the sun got hotter, which made the sea more rough, fish and sea shells were cut in half.. everything just came out.
the sun got the bottom of the sea while the earth was calling it
calling and calling again... but nothing replied
it's like its voice didn't reach .. but it did
it was right in the sea's ears.. right in its heart, mind and tears
they were sad
when they saw their friend being rough, being honest and loyal to the one the would make... its water evaporates,
the sun went down
the sea is still crying.. the sea is still the same, sad, thinking, being its clumsy self, that's when the earth came, it returned the shelfs to the sea.. made it forget everything
it always said '' it's only you and me, I'm just right here
I got the words in your tears but drank those salty tears
that got me and my worry
is my sea will always be sorry..!
for things it would never do or have done but I know it misses the sun ''
Oh.. the night seems so long, both are waiting the sun to shine again.. the sun is sleepy now, looking for the right sound
the right words and attitude
sea and earth have been together for so long, they got much closer
which made them warmer and in a great mode to continue '' their '' life,