Missing Someone special

I tried to convince myself I didn't want you anymore.
I just can't let go.
I don't want to see you move on, but I'm not doing much about it either.
You're two different people and I wish it would stop, because I'm living to die and dieing to live, but it doesn't mean a thing to me, until I have you. I felt so good when I was with you, you made me feel like the world; to hear i was your favorite and the best you ever had. You were not ashamed and would hold my hand anywhere. We'd talk on the phone for hours, and every time we kissed it felt like i was dreaming. Love felt like heaven when I was with you; and now that you're gone im hurting like hell. I miss you so much, and I wish you were here, but I made the wrong choice and its too late, too many mistakes had been made and i lost you, forever -- but you didn't loose my love because i loved you ever since the day i met you. and ill never forget you, because to me, you are the WORLD

Everyday i think of you.

Everyday you cross my mind.
Everyday i see something that reminds me of you.
Everyday I'm missing you.
Everyday i wish you were mine.
Everyday i wonder what could of been.
Everyday i think of why you did this.
everyday I'm getting stronger.
Everyday I'm moving on.
But 

everyday ill always miss you

The hardest thing

The hardest things to do is 

• watching the one you love, love someone else
• When you are in Love you can't fall asleep because reality is better than your dreams
• If you love something, let it go. If it comes back to you, its yours forever. If it dosent, then it was never meant to be
• let someone become your everything, because when they're gone you have nothing! 
• True love never dies, even if you have found a new love, the sweet memory of the past will continue to hunt you for the rest of your life.
• even if you have found a new love, the sweet memory of the past will continue to hunt you for the rest of your life. 
• Love is like a mountain, hard to climb, but once you get to the top the view is beautiful
• We were like Romeo and Juliet. I thought we'd do anything for each other.
  But Juliet didn't break Romeo's heart

Only ... To you

Study this small story; I hope that makes a BIG change in you ....

Professor began his class by holding up a glass with some water in it. He held it up for all to see & asked the students,' How much do you think this glass weighs?'

'50gms!' .... '100gms!' ..... '125gms' .. the students answered.

'I really don't know unless I weigh it,' said the professor, 'but, my question is: What would happen if I held it up like this for a few minutes?'

'Nothing' the students said.

'Ok what would happen if I held it up like this for an hour?' the professor asked.

'Your arm would begin to ache' said one of the student 'You're right, now what would happen if I held it for a day?'

'Your arm could go numb, you might have severe muscle stress & paralysis & have to go to hospital for sure!' ventured another student & all the students laughed.

'Very good. But during all this, did the weight of the glass change?‘ asked the professor.

'No'

Then what caused the arm ache & the muscle stress?' The students were puzzled.

'Put the glass down!' said one of the students

'Exactly!' said the professor.' Life's problems are something like this. Hold it for a few minutes in your head & they seem OK. Think of them for a long time & they begin to ache. Hold it even longer & they Begin to paralyze you. You will not be able to do anything. It's important to think of the challenges (problems) in your life, but EVEN
MORE IMPORTANT to 'put them down' at the end of every day before You go to sleep. That way, you are not stressed, you wake up every day fresh & strong & can handle any issue, any challenge that comes your way!'

So, when you leave office today,
Remember to 'PUT THE GLASS DOWN TODAY! '

Did i'm a lier

بكدب على نفسي وعلى روحي لو اقول على قلبي انو نسيكي .... وبقول مش فاكرك مع اني مش آدر افكر غير فيكي

كداب لو قلت اني نسيتك اوبعتك وانا لسه شاريكي ... انا لسه بحبك والدنيا مش ممكن تتعاش غير بيكي

ايامي معاك وليالي هواك على بالي ومنسيتهاش ثانيه ... فاكر لياليك وبفكر فيك ... بعدك ولا حاسس بالدنيا

مع اني بقول للناس على طول اني بفكر في حاجة تانيه

i'll lie to myself and to my soul if I say to my heart i forgot you .... And, i often side i forgot you while i couldn't thought in anything but you 

i'll lie to myself if I said I forget you, or i dont care about you while i'm still  loveing you, and my world is still not possible to live without you
My days and nights with you it is usually in front of my eyes ... i Remember the first meeting i remember the last words ...  

After you i do not care this world
while i usually say .. to all my friends that i'm thinking in another thing

fight between man promise and his feeling

Dialog between Man pride and vanity Woman

He told her not to notice that the universe is male?
She said to him "Yes, I noticed that Being is female!
He told her that the light is male?
She said to him, but I realized that the sun is female!
he toldto her the generosity is male?
She said to him yes, but dignity is FEMALE!
He told her not to mention that the hair is male?
She said to him, and I likedtonotice that feelings is FEMALE!
He told her not you know that science is a male?
She said to him, I know that knowledge is a female!

He took a deep breath, and closed his eyes,Then he went back and looked at her to
a Momentarily silently
And then .........

he told her that the foolishness is woman.
She said to him, and you prove to me that stupid is man.
I told her I think that the crime was female.
She said to him and I am absolutely certain that the sin is male.
I told her I learned that monstrous female.
She said to him, I realized that the ugly boy.
Hem and take a water cupAnd drank the whole at once
Are they afraid when you grip the cup


Making it She smiled as she saw that the drink, And seeing her smiling at him ....

He told her it looks like you rightly nature female.
She said to him, and you have had and beauty is a boy.
Said it does not but happiness female.
She said to him perhaps, but love a boy.
Said to her, and I have to admit that the sacrifice of a female.
She said to him, and I recognize that forgiveness male.
Said to her, but I am confident that the world is female.
She said to him I am sure that the heart boy.

The debate still exists
Sedition are still asleep

And will remain as long as the dialogue continues .... if 

The Question is MALE ..
The answer will always FEMALE ..

Just walk away

I have no words to say but let's start with ...

When one door closes, another opens; but we often look so long and so regretfully upon the closed door that we do not see the one which has opened for us
There are things that we don't want to happen but have to accept, things we don't want to know but have to learn, and people we can't live without but have to let go

And If you think missing me is hard, you should try missing you
you have nothing to fear ... i never hurt anybody ... i couldn't just walk away

love doesn't equal sex and sex doesn't equal love

love doesn't equal sex and sex doesn't equal love but my view is love and sex have a stronger relation with "money and age" gap those days

I'm really starting to wonder whether the age gap was really the main problem or the money

Maybe

it hasn't happen to you, but maybe you know someone who's fallen in love and when you think of it sure feels weird, because how can it be love when there's such a big age gap between them 

No, I'm not talking about just 1 or 4 years, but 10, 15 or even 20 years!

?Many people see this happening as something not normal and strongly disapprove, but why 

Why does true love between 2 people should be rated according to some silly age standards 

Isn't what's inside of a person that really matters not the number in your passport or ID where is says: age

 Why is it that you have to prove to others that this is REAL love, not some weird perverse relationship and even then it's extremely hard for them to accept your relationship

If you find that special someone then age should be the last thing to worry about (of course you need to be careful when you are adult and the other person isn't or opposite). If you feel happy and loved, that should be all that matters, because you don't fall in love with someone's age, but the personality. Love is unconditional, it sets no frames or limits and it should be celebrated when it knocks on your door.

 I mean it doesn't happen every day that you meet that special someone you feel you would like to share everything with, does it? 

Love is the most powerful energy there is, the most splendid feeling 2 people can share and what matters the most - it makes you feel alive and happy so why worry about the age at all? I think you shouldn't.

WORDS OF WISDOM

I love you not because of who you are, but because of who I am when I am with you

Maybe God wants us to meet a few wrong people before meeting the right one, so that when we finally meet the person, we will know how to be grateful

The one who loves you will not make you cry alone at night thinking about him/her. They will be right beside you telling you it will be

A real man doesn't make love to a million women. A real man makes love to one women a million ways

Immature love says "I love you because I  

.need you". Mature love says "I need you because I love you".
The way to love anything, is to realize it can be lost.
If you want to be successful in life, be a wise. If you want to be successful in love, be foolish.

No man or woman is worth your tears, and the one who is, won't make you cry.
Just because someone doesn't love you the way you want them to, doesn't mean they don't love you with all they have.
To the world you may be one person, but to one person you may be the world.
Make yourself a better person and know who you are before you try and know someone else and expect them to know you.
Don't cry because it is over, smile because it happened.
The worst way to miss someone is to be sitting right beside them knowing you can't have them.
Never frown, even when you are sad, because you never know who is falling in love with your smile.
To the world you may be one person, but to one person you may be the world.
Don't waste your time on a woman, who isn't willing to waste their time on you.
There's always going to be people that hurt you so what you have to do is keep on trusting and just be more careful about who you trust next time around.
Remember: Whatever happens, happens for a reason.
They say forgive and forget, but if someone is worth forgiving then you'll never forget them.
The greatest thing you'll ever learn is to love and be loved in return.
Love is accepting, not expecting.
You think you look strong because you can hold on, but strength lies in letting go.
Love is like growing --it's hard to feel, sometimes, and even harder to see, but when you look back on it, you realize how far you've come.
It isn't what happens in your life that matters most, it is what your heart does with it, who it shares it with and what together they learn from it.
In all your remembering, remember that you have choices.
Though many people will go in and out of your heart only one will want to stay there. If you build a heart full of holes, think how much easier it is to hang on

To My Blue Rose only

My heart feels such pain,
tell me how to stop my tears.
What can I do to ease the pain?
Why, has life always been so hard,
showering me with such heavy burdens?
 The tears keep falling as I lay down to sleep. My eyes wide open, flashes of my past,
Of things I lost in my life. As the tears fall, memories
floating around in my mind, going back in time.
Remembering all the good times When I had it all.

The tears are falling like a summer rain,
wishing I could turn back time.
Never thinking one day, there would
be no you here beside me
With tears falling down my face,
Knowing there is nothing left
but my memories of times past,
When you were there beside me
Keeping me safe.
Making all the problems seem small
As you are standing so tall.
No tears of sorrow,
only Love, hope and happiness, Never thinking of tomorrow.
Now as my tears are falling
there is no one here to wipe them away.
Just my hands of loneliness Praying, what to do.
I stare at nothing,trying to decide where do I go from here,
Which way do I turn?
The tears are falling, remembering all the things I took for granted, now that all is lost and gone.
As I wipe the tears falling down my face I look up to the sky and pray.
"Please God, help to show me the way.
Lead me down the right path, give me the strength to carry on.
It's so lonely here by myself with so many things to do.
I need you to give me the faith to see me through."
The tears have stopped falling.
With God's help I'll figure out what I need to do.
It may not be the best, But it's the best that I can do,
Living my life by myself, without you.

it's so hard to forget pain, but it's even harder to remember

it's so hard to forget pain, but it's even harder to remember ...

Sometimes wound make me in the best case. Sometimes tears put me in calm way. 

Why i suffer from anything if everything should pass through

people come and go while life never stand. 

it means i should treatment wound by itself and who in life is not hurted by something

i had been many people in my life and today, who is located beside me

Separation is a humanbeen habit and i must make my heart used to it. 

Half of my life pass through and I do not remember when I come happy. i wish to know what is my life wants from me

in this life if i niked as i'm a life as if i don't have a lover, i'll never die while i'm still a life and separated between human is a rule to life

what i'll lose in my life and what i'll regret.

 like me ...!!!!

there are 1000 person live with people as a stranger.

just rest under a tree

Once there was a man who hated his own shadow. When he walked and found that his shadow was close behind him, he began to walk faster and faster. But the faster he moved, the closer his shadow came.

So he ran like a madman.. and in the end, he dropped dead. Those who do not understand the Dao are just like the man who hated his shadow. It is actually very easy to be rid of one’s shadow — just rest under a tree.

just walk away

If you looking forward to know why i choose this name to my Blog ... its hard to say but if you understand my words meaning So, you should know that you are in the right place, for when one door closes, often another will opens; but we often look so long and so regretfully upon the closed door that we do not see the one which has opened for us.. 
There are things in this life that we don't want to happen butbut it happened and you have to accept, 
things we don't want to know or search for the reasons behind yet you have to learn from it, and people we can't live without even to a second but have to let go, to set them free for if they meant to be with us will always find the way back.. And If you think missing me is hard, you should try to missing you.