Missing Someone special

I tried to convince myself I didn't want you anymore.
I just can't let go.
I don't want to see you move on, but I'm not doing much about it either.
You're two different people and I wish it would stop, because I'm living to die and dieing to live, but it doesn't mean a thing to me, until I have you. I felt so good when I was with you, you made me feel like the world; to hear i was your favorite and the best you ever had. You were not ashamed and would hold my hand anywhere. We'd talk on the phone for hours, and every time we kissed it felt like i was dreaming. Love felt like heaven when I was with you; and now that you're gone im hurting like hell. I miss you so much, and I wish you were here, but I made the wrong choice and its too late, too many mistakes had been made and i lost you, forever -- but you didn't loose my love because i loved you ever since the day i met you. and ill never forget you, because to me, you are the WORLD

Everyday i think of you.

Everyday you cross my mind.
Everyday i see something that reminds me of you.
Everyday I'm missing you.
Everyday i wish you were mine.
Everyday i wonder what could of been.
Everyday i think of why you did this.
everyday I'm getting stronger.
Everyday I'm moving on.
But 

everyday ill always miss you

The hardest thing

The hardest things to do is 

• watching the one you love, love someone else
• When you are in Love you can't fall asleep because reality is better than your dreams
• If you love something, let it go. If it comes back to you, its yours forever. If it dosent, then it was never meant to be
• let someone become your everything, because when they're gone you have nothing! 
• True love never dies, even if you have found a new love, the sweet memory of the past will continue to hunt you for the rest of your life.
• even if you have found a new love, the sweet memory of the past will continue to hunt you for the rest of your life. 
• Love is like a mountain, hard to climb, but once you get to the top the view is beautiful
• We were like Romeo and Juliet. I thought we'd do anything for each other.
  But Juliet didn't break Romeo's heart

Only ... To you

Study this small story; I hope that makes a BIG change in you ....

Professor began his class by holding up a glass with some water in it. He held it up for all to see & asked the students,' How much do you think this glass weighs?'

'50gms!' .... '100gms!' ..... '125gms' .. the students answered.

'I really don't know unless I weigh it,' said the professor, 'but, my question is: What would happen if I held it up like this for a few minutes?'

'Nothing' the students said.

'Ok what would happen if I held it up like this for an hour?' the professor asked.

'Your arm would begin to ache' said one of the student 'You're right, now what would happen if I held it for a day?'

'Your arm could go numb, you might have severe muscle stress & paralysis & have to go to hospital for sure!' ventured another student & all the students laughed.

'Very good. But during all this, did the weight of the glass change?‘ asked the professor.

'No'

Then what caused the arm ache & the muscle stress?' The students were puzzled.

'Put the glass down!' said one of the students

'Exactly!' said the professor.' Life's problems are something like this. Hold it for a few minutes in your head & they seem OK. Think of them for a long time & they begin to ache. Hold it even longer & they Begin to paralyze you. You will not be able to do anything. It's important to think of the challenges (problems) in your life, but EVEN
MORE IMPORTANT to 'put them down' at the end of every day before You go to sleep. That way, you are not stressed, you wake up every day fresh & strong & can handle any issue, any challenge that comes your way!'

So, when you leave office today,
Remember to 'PUT THE GLASS DOWN TODAY! '

Did i'm a lier

بكدب على نفسي وعلى روحي لو اقول على قلبي انو نسيكي .... وبقول مش فاكرك مع اني مش آدر افكر غير فيكي

كداب لو قلت اني نسيتك اوبعتك وانا لسه شاريكي ... انا لسه بحبك والدنيا مش ممكن تتعاش غير بيكي

ايامي معاك وليالي هواك على بالي ومنسيتهاش ثانيه ... فاكر لياليك وبفكر فيك ... بعدك ولا حاسس بالدنيا

مع اني بقول للناس على طول اني بفكر في حاجة تانيه

i'll lie to myself and to my soul if I say to my heart i forgot you .... And, i often side i forgot you while i couldn't thought in anything but you 

i'll lie to myself if I said I forget you, or i dont care about you while i'm still  loveing you, and my world is still not possible to live without you
My days and nights with you it is usually in front of my eyes ... i Remember the first meeting i remember the last words ...  

After you i do not care this world
while i usually say .. to all my friends that i'm thinking in another thing

fight between man promise and his feeling

Dialog between Man pride and vanity Woman

He told her not to notice that the universe is male?
She said to him "Yes, I noticed that Being is female!
He told her that the light is male?
She said to him, but I realized that the sun is female!
he toldto her the generosity is male?
She said to him yes, but dignity is FEMALE!
He told her not to mention that the hair is male?
She said to him, and I likedtonotice that feelings is FEMALE!
He told her not you know that science is a male?
She said to him, I know that knowledge is a female!

He took a deep breath, and closed his eyes,Then he went back and looked at her to
a Momentarily silently
And then .........

he told her that the foolishness is woman.
She said to him, and you prove to me that stupid is man.
I told her I think that the crime was female.
She said to him and I am absolutely certain that the sin is male.
I told her I learned that monstrous female.
She said to him, I realized that the ugly boy.
Hem and take a water cupAnd drank the whole at once
Are they afraid when you grip the cup


Making it She smiled as she saw that the drink, And seeing her smiling at him ....

He told her it looks like you rightly nature female.
She said to him, and you have had and beauty is a boy.
Said it does not but happiness female.
She said to him perhaps, but love a boy.
Said to her, and I have to admit that the sacrifice of a female.
She said to him, and I recognize that forgiveness male.
Said to her, but I am confident that the world is female.
She said to him I am sure that the heart boy.

The debate still exists
Sedition are still asleep

And will remain as long as the dialogue continues .... if 

The Question is MALE ..
The answer will always FEMALE ..

Just walk away

I have no words to say but let's start with ...

When one door closes, another opens; but we often look so long and so regretfully upon the closed door that we do not see the one which has opened for us
There are things that we don't want to happen but have to accept, things we don't want to know but have to learn, and people we can't live without but have to let go

And If you think missing me is hard, you should try missing you
you have nothing to fear ... i never hurt anybody ... i couldn't just walk away