Showing posts with label Only to my love. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Only to my love. Show all posts

Tuesday, May 21, 2019

Never give up on you.

Love and affection has tremendous strength
Meet the target on same wave length
So much joy to lead or to be led
To achieve the goal and never feel sad,
Millions have learnt and changed course
Any layman can learn and change concourse
Only one good impetus and see the result
Deep sorrow and downfall with only one insult
Love is not confined to physical relation
It is humanly behavior with good indication
It can alter the destiny of a person
It is backed by many examples and reasons
It has always influenced the mankind
It shown the way even to the blind
No one has dared to defy the true love
They have always gained when drove back
Some one may take vow to prove the worth
The talent is available and there is no dearth
Still you need a driving force to back the initiative
Then the whole thrust is becoming subjective
What is force behind such powerful ambition?
Is it own skill, hidden urge or inhibition?
There is true intention for achieving something
This is only required and is considered a great thing
A person is tempted or led to believe
At home mother takes care to relieve
His complete burden and comes to rescue
He has been provided whatever is expected to review
The friends and relatives too provide some momentum
His ambitions are fuelled and allowed to mushroom
He has now open space to give realization to dream
He need not bother now for any fear or to scream
His personal life too carries enough of weight
It is greatly influenced by whether to go wrong or right
He need not run unnecessarily after and enter fight
He should complete domination by keeping them in sight
When you are engulfed with lots of problems?
You are not at all carried away by them
The goal is very much in mind with full of enthusiasm
He is never afraid of failure, sarcastic or criticism
Even if there is little hesitation to loose aim or sight
You may probably loose the interest with no delight
It will the be fruitless or aimless mission
You will have guilty conscience for admission
There has to be some main force behind to achieve
You must have capability and powerful urge to believe
This all will lead to some consolation or honorable achievement
It will satisfy you with some of memorable and pride moments

Monday, December 10, 2018

And you always dare

Never think you are or will be...alone dear, Even if you may hear, If patiently read others too, You will get double joy through.It is my soul, That is always willingly makes call, With attachment so special, For our individual.
What we can't speak is internal feelings, Not for a child or any human being,
It shows how kind is your heart,That is unbearable to human art,
My cry, your rejoice... And our unspoken promises, With equal feelings, Instead of any bad dealing.
Such feeling is rare, And you always remain, As good human being, who eternally will catch up my breathing, and.. all, all my feeling.

Thursday, November 22, 2018

blank pages

Thousands of thoughts rise in mind at a time, It compels me to think seriously sometimes.
It may not relevance as of now or today, But I can’t keep aloof from it and go away.
I look at vast sea line and think of its deepness, How blue water in it reflect my humble face..!
Big and small fishes run here and there, They face no hurdles or problems anywhere.
Who can reason out the waves reaching at the shore..!
Why do they separately dash against it ... and try more..!
They seems to be in hurry to unite and show the strength, The waves may rise high and low with varying length.
I think of vast blue and hollow sky, How it hangs without support and also why.!
What keeps it in to spread with vast horizon.! No conclusion can be arrived or simply be drawn.

Now we have different varieties of flowers, They are cross bedded and altered
Not original fragrance might have lost, But nothing.. nothing more is left to trust.
I rarely believe in speculation, Yes some propaganda is put deliberately in circulation.
I may not really know about it and only wonder, I use tp stand under the sky and wait for clouds to thunder.
What I want to know is not... the mystery, It is also not needed to know complete history.
As an intellectual you may have fascination for more knowledge, yet you want something to be written... on our blank page.

Wednesday, November 07, 2018

Winter fairytale's

I confess doing everything to woo, You are and will be eternally the only one and that is very true, I have no other means to reach you, i just find some of my letters may make me through.
Everybody may desire comforts and tree shed, Lot many angles of life’s struggles have been fed, Every care is to be taken to make it as success, The females have suffered all along without any access.
You may remain away for any of the reasons, You too are proving to be a nice and kind person, What I need from you is a close company, Though the proposals are received for same from many
How to reassure in your absence, I seek and wait for timely presence, I do understand it is bond of great essence, I seek and eagerly wait to be with you hence.
No stars or sky may come for me to rescue, I have no other means to think and view, I can take help of beautiful writing, It may prove to be nice and good beginning.
It is difficult to bear separation at heart, I have felt it from the beginning or start, I knew it will prove to be a difficult one,.. But alas! It was to be undergone by none.
I am feeling hot particles of desert, I have to feel and nothing more to insert, I look towards sky and pray for sudden burst, The dark clouds are needed here and must.
What else did I need except few rain drops..?
What compels you not to come here and stop..!
I know you will come and gently shower, The desert can boom with drops fewer.
The sand may not allow it to go further, It will be absorbed then and there, The heat dissipation may be to an extent, There may be no reason then to resent
The dream plants may come up with flowers, Though the time may want us to pace little slower, The womb has developed an urge for fertility, It may all prove to be of great quality.
I shiver in hard hitting winters, No other ideas or thought can enter, I scotch everything and dismiss, That is what you make as no promise.
These are not simple letters on page, It has grown with patience and coming of my old age, I have desired and want you to enter, In desolate life to be at the center.
Does this relate to my state of mind..!
Will you read it by not closing eyes as blind..!
Will I ever have my dreams to become chance..!
Will you rush to me on receipt of it at once.!

Tuesday, November 06, 2018

Nothing left empty inside to love another, even nothing left to fly.

It is love that makes you blind, It is force that makes you to bind, It is beautiful thing to find, Take it out from memory and unwind.
It can make others to believe, You get joy and pain is relieved, Peace and happiness is delivered, All links maintained and not severed.

It is magic.. real magic.. magical phenomenal, Enough joy and happiness on its arrival, It has its own arena and color, It speaks in silence and seen in flowers.
It needs no explanation, No large volumes for narration, It is felt from within, It has nothing to confine.

Say it all with good smile, You think, may I forget it for a while, O, It has flow of ... river Nile, Where we shall walk along for miles.
It is neither hazardous nor easy, You can imagine and paint it rosy, It is gifted to lucky and deserving, It has its own purpose serving.
Never distrust or malign, Fall in and closely align, Leave your prints in mind, It is sure for response to find.
Love is directional ship, It may take you to Egypt on long trip, It may have some ups and down, It will be made surely known.
It is God’s wonderful creation, There can’t be any confusion or more question, It is to be accepted with sincerity and in real, It can function as im longing to our perfect deal.
It's our love.. not a civil wars,
Yet please.. don't push me and send very far,
The love rules the scene without showdown,
Little inspiration its impact .. and willing will be known
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Saturday, October 27, 2018

Love said..!!

Truth is...i was dead, i came alive, i was tears, i became laughter... all because of love when it arrived my temporal life from then on changed to eternal.
love said to me.. you are not crazy enough you don't fit this house... i went and became crazy, crazy enough to be in chains.
love said.. you are not intoxicated enough you don't fit the group,  i went and got drunk.. drunk enough to overflow with light-headedness.
love said.. you are still too clever filled with imagination and skepticism, i went and became gullible and in fright pulled away from it all.
love said.. you are a candle attracting everyone gathering every one around you, i am no more a candle spreading light i gather no more crowds and like smoke i am all scattered now.
love said.. you are a teacher you are a head and for everyone you are a leader, i am no more not a teacher not a leader just a servant to your wishes.
love said.. you already have your own wings i will not give you more feathers, and then my heart pulled itself apart and filled to the brim with a new light overflowed with fresh life.
now... even the heavens are thankful that because of your love i have become the giver of light.

Sunday, July 15, 2018

Moon day dust giving, birth to Sunday kissing

Ashes to ashes, dust to dust... The shattered remains of my broken trust,
Which has never been repaired
Because all this time I've been wounded and scared.
But if it ever could be done... I know that I'd be you.. the one.
To show me people aren't all bad.. and not everybody makes me sad.
You've made me weak and helped me grow, You've shown me things I've never known.
But the one thing I realized I was never knew, Is now I can't picture a life without you.

Wednesday, July 11, 2018

لا تسألني.. يا حبيبي.


لا تسالني يا حبيبي.. كيف هذا الحب جاء
لا تسالني يا حبيبي.. أين كان البدءُ... أين كان الإنتهاء
  لست ادري يا حبيبي... كل ما ادري أني لست أدري.. غير أن اليوم كان الأربعاء
والتقينا في رحاب الليل... عشنا وانتشينا.. ونسينا النوم والدنيا... وحتى الأصدقاء
وتكلمنا وطفنا الكون بالحب... نغرد كطائرين عاشقين .. من الغروب حتى المساء
ربما اللحظات طالت في الجفون ... ربما ضاع الوقت في عمق السكون ... ربما غبنا عن الارض وعدنا
يا حبيبي...  يا حبيبي لمسار الروح في عمق العيون
هذه اللحظات فاتت... فاتت... غير ان كلما مرت... يزيد بي الحنين
هذه اللحظات افديها بعمري... قد يهون العمر لكن لا تهون... ثم تسأل ما الذي قلنا .. وقلنا
يا حبيبي ... جن قلبي بصمتك  وما احلي الجنون
سمني ما شئت... لكن لا تسألني فكل ما قلناه... يعلو فوق ظني
كل ما توارى بين صمتك وصمتي .. يا حبيبي .. اصبح الان ترتيلي ولحني
همس الصمت من وحي الهوا... ليس منك يا حبيبي ليس مني
كنت صوت الحب ...  وانا كنت الصدي
أسأل...  أسأل الحب ولكن لا تسالني... سوف ياتيك الصدي بلحن التمني
فالاجلك... لأجلك اصبح الصمت يغني

Saturday, July 07, 2018

Being slave to love.. is my free will.

Do we know what freedom is ..!
We are always see what we allow to see
We are always limited by bounds
We are always tied to something
We are always attracted to something
All of us should to die at the end; that's why we all are always limited by our lifetime, yet to be free .. completely free we need to never become a slaves to our own thinking and our own self. Understand that we are continuously changing, But...., in which way we will change is our free will.

Friday, June 29, 2018

lost hope

In the last month... I have suffered from burns in my body of the third degree. I fought my pain patiently by faith. And in the strongest times of my weakness I stood like anold lighthouse which wrestling those high waves of pain alone and bravery. But in moments of consciousness and perception... I was sure that the pain of losing one's last hope ... Will always remains more powerful in the smashing of my fading determination.

Tuesday, June 26, 2018

wounds.. never mend.

Somewhere far away, 
A star glows and hides behind the moon
The moon smiles and hides behind the clouds. Even the sun shines and hides behind a mountain.
Somewhere far far away.
Someone's heart whispers among voiceless opening seas, Tears flow down in streams of silent waters... When.. Memories rise beyond this helpless skies... And a true heart whispers cryingly in reply ... You he who still dreaming.. You gotta awake up, .. gotta .. awake up.

Monday, June 11, 2018

Through the sky.

Your love... Is love without ending as vast as the sea, mercy divine I'm sure forever it will be. infinite grace it has no end, eternal redemption the heavens you'll rend.
And all these flow down from a mountain so high, That it reaches the heavens.. Yes to heaven and bursts through the sky.
When I survey.. Into the heavens above, I'm awed by the vastness... I'm awed by only your love.
In this earth or another one day i'll stand on eternities shore,
How vast is your love...! I'm sure there is no more.
Only then ... I'll know how vast is the sea,
Only then ... I'll know that I Loved you eternally.

Wednesday, June 06, 2018

Nameless ..

So strange..  How in a second our wounds can mend,  as far as our mind and heart can comprehend... It is the most caring heart at hand.. and the sweetest mind to understand
O.. that tender heart inside you, the understanding attitude, even awaiting you in gratitude.. to bloom and reach the helping hand too.
O..  That feeling is the complete formula, between you and the other constantly, an ocean of flooding emotions.. Melody.. Our own tempo, no matter it be slow or fast, a constant calm feel, easy to mend, never to bend.. And eternally will last.

Tuesday, June 05, 2018

Summer Rain

Poor heart feeling pain, when in summer it hears the ringing of rain,
It rains in my heart as on town and on mart, pours down longings that start.. to reign in my heart..!
O, soft ringing of rain.. It rains without reason, in hurt heart fears have lease on.
What..?

no season for treason..!
Do I grieve without reason..!
What most hurts me, that eternally I'll wait.. Don't ask me Why.. For I was not knowing, my sad fate,
I'm dying without love, without Even hate, For on my heart... lies... deadweight.

Monday, April 30, 2018

when the spring knocks souls doors.


One of us was so selfish in his love, one of us had been sold for free when thought he was above.
Who had lost dreaming, who still can't bearing, who was the wound and who was spreading fake feeling.
i haven't coming back for blaming you, i haven't  come back to recall our memories too, but i do miss you when the spring knocks souls doors.

Friday, April 27, 2018

Eternity

You heart of colors I can not find to it a name when all your feelings are thread on that weaken string, didn't you knew that; you are to me like the life's burning flame that through thousand life in eternity always... will sing,
If ever you have thoughts clearly to see... My heart is whisper and you softly will hear, when always you feel me ... close to your ear,
I love you
I love you
Echoes to clear the road on.. Footsteps to pass and come to my memory and my existence, all is of honest feelings .. and what is now gone.

Monday, April 02, 2018

Expansive lesson.

At some point while we're ageing... 
We will know that respect is more important than love,
We will know that understanding is more important  than commensurability,
We will know that trust is more important than jealousy,
We will know that patience is the most evidence for your sacrifice, 
We will know that the most perfect device for Lie detector... Is time. 
At some point while we're ageing... 
We will abandon everything behind, our innocence smiles, our happy and painful stories, our tranquality, our calmality, our pain, our passions and even our noisiness... Nothing will still remains but the remembrance..
Just try as hard as you can to be a good memories in the hearts of all who will remember you.

Monday, March 19, 2018

Stillness ..

If you are a star, that will bring light to my empty life...  Never fade out, never leave me, for your love will never be lost,  
But if you are a dream, please turn of the light so I can live in land of dreams. 
Never dawn,
Never end... Stay.. Stay inside me so I can love you as long as I live. 
To my own path everything is dark, and my dreams had been never met reality, but now..  You are there and I'm reborn everyday.. My end and my start my life.. You are. 
If you are a star, that will bring light to my empty life...  Never fade out, never leave me, for your love will never be lost

Saturday, March 17, 2018

Autumn rain

When the winter knock our doors .. When memories in our sadness minds recalls..  When the rain wash our old streets and our vanished past wishes will call, 
I found a lost smile over my lips, All the paths that have faded under my foot call out my scattered footsteps, All the nights that my heart died waiting for appearance of the moon even in the eclipse, 
I didn't come to blame you for what we missed. I even didn't come to awaken memories which once we've been blessed, But sometimes I long for you.... When winter is knocking on my doors with the tears of pain rolling down our dreams list. 

Wednesday, February 14, 2018

Her heart

O, my heart.. It's me.. You are my own heart, don't be afraid, answer me..  Are you still love her..! 
Does her love still beating inside you, then you aren't my heart but you're her heart, 
How can you accept humbly her stab treachery in reverence, 
How can you condone her arrogance, her thanklessness in a robe of weakness tears, you aren't my heart you are a dagger beneath my ribs.
Do you even knew about what happened..! 
Do you even knew about the blood flowed from my eyes..!
She brought me from the edge and threw me into dust, She took my vigilance and never gave me tranquility, My steps fluttered, my wishes lost, She crushed my resolve even the tears melted my eyelid, my lips forgot how to smile, then finally I didn't know if I live in the awakening of my death or in the nap of my life. 
The despair went away after all the wishes dried out, My life has become as you see it is neither darkness nor light, all what was before just vanished even I lost the man I used to be, And now I'm in the clouds wrestling her fire and the abandonment. and painfully I wonder why you still attracts me to love has no conscience, and to where it'll take us I don't know for I can't know our destiny.
She smashed me.. Destroyed me.. Because I love her, and now her love still beating inside you, then you aren't my heart no more you're her heart.. Her heart.