Tell Me Goodbye...

The memories of you

Are engraved within my heart

Nothing in this world

Could ever tear us apart

Because you’re not here

Some think that you’re gone

But I tell them better

Let’s say you just moved on

I try to stay positive

To keep you watching over me

Some think it’s crazy

But I know you’ve got to be

We were pretty close

I hope I can say

You were so pretty

I’ll never forget those days You were such a fun person, And your personality was great, All the guys loved you, Most girls had to hate I know how you were, And how you were so shy, But I wish you told me one thing

I wish you would have said goodbye…

Your future was great, You had so much in store, When I’m forced to think of it, It rots me to the core

I spend most of my time, Thinking of you, And reminiscing of the things, We said we’d do 

What I wouldn't give , To be in your place, I’d give the whole world, Just to see your face, Some say I’m going crazy, Or maybe insane, But they don’t understand , This heartbreaking pain, You were my drug, My source to get high, 

But I really do wish, You would have said goodbye…

I’ve been thinking of the days, When we used to sit together, I now cherish those moments, I also hope you remember, You’re always in my head, And I can’t get you out, I get so mad at times , That I just want to shout, I feel as if pieces are missing, Like a book with no end, Too late to tell you how I feel

Now and forever, only a friend, My old memories of you, Fly by me fast, And everything I remember of you, Is now in the past, All the sweet thoughts of you, Brings a tear to my eye, I miss you so much

I wish you’d say goodbye…

I hope heavens good to you, And I hope you get your Wings, An maybe when I get there, You can show me all the beautiful things, I really don’t want to say it, But please wait for me, Knowing your up there

I really can’t wait to be, That day when angels came down, Was a sad day of grief, When I first found out, I stood in disbelief, Although you’re gone, You still feel so close, Maybe it’s the thought, Of missing you the most, I wish this was a joke, A foolish student’s lie, But you have no idea

Please…tell me goodbye…

I Wish I Wasn't Alone

Once when I was little

I was happy and carefree

I used to run around laughing

Until it was time for tea

I used to play games

And smile all the time

I used to feel on top of the world

I used to feel fine

It's amazing how things change

When people let you down

And how that once happy face

Turns into a solemn frown

You search and search

For someone who cares

Anyone who understands

Anyone who dares

Loneliness, it hurts

It kills you deep inside

It makes you feel empty

It stops you in your stride

You cry yourself to sleep

Hugging your pillow tight

Wishing for someone

To hold you through the night

Once when I was little

I was happy and carefree

Now my life's full of sadness,

Pain and misery

Once when I was little

I was never on my own

But now I pray at night

''I wish I wasn't alone''

Another World

The pain that I feel so deep inside, The hurt, the shame, and all the lies. 
People that I live with thought they would be the people that I love, 
With the hate, the anger, the yelling, the teasing, and the madness. 
The more that I cry, the more I think there is no love. 
When I go to work they always talk about me, 
When I come home that’s not where I want to be. 
Sometimes I feel I don't want to be in this world, 
If someone shot me I wonder how they would feel, 

Happy, mad, or pretend that they are sad. 
The pain that I feel so deep inside, The hurt, the shame, and all the lies.

The Pain I Feel Inside

The pain that I feel so deep inside, The hurt, the shame, and all the lies. 
People that I live with thought they would be the people that I love, 
With the hate, the anger, the yelling, the teasing, and the madness. 
The more that I cry, the more I think there is no love. 
When I go to school they always talk about me, 
When I come home that’s not where I want to be. 
Sometimes I feel I don't want to be in this world, 
If someone shot me I wonder how they would feel, 

Happy, mad, or pretend that they are sad. 
The pain that I feel so deep inside, The hurt, the shame, and all the lies.

Natural Life

Take a moment to notice
The beauty of the trees.
Sit and take a look
At the dancing leaves.
Note the little child
Laughing, playing with a toy.
Always so full of energy;
Humongous amounts of joy.
Don't crush the insects,
Who are 1/1000 this of your weight.
They may creep up your path,
But don't decide their fate.
Life's not about avoiding storms.
Instead, dance in the rain.
The Earth is so beautiful;
Why must we cause it's pain?
Take time off your busy schedule
To glance at the starry night.
Because nature is genius.
So pretty, such a sight!

Faded Love

You were my angel 

From heaven you fell right into my heart
But now that your gone, I'm lost with out you 
Where do I start?
My heart has been broken, 
My feelings shattered
I will never feel the same with any other woman,
I'm far from flattered
I'm missing you more than ever, 
You gave my heart a reason to beat
Love is just a friendship on fire, 
But we finally lost the heat
I'm missing you to this day, 
But you probably don't feel the same
Now I'm sitting here wondering if you still remember my name

My Dream

I dream of a church on a beach,
Where all go to preach
I think of that beautiful beach,
Which I know is beyond my reach

I dream of a nation 
Without any dissension
Where peace and prosperity rules
Over the ocean blues

I dream of taking a risk 
Of touching the blazing asterisk
Although it is only a dream
I wish to travel the realm

I have a dream
To eat an icy cream
Which is far more luscious that any treat
In this human world of greed

I dream that I’m Megaman 
Soaring the skies like Superman
Yet as sharp as Batman
Mixed with the humor of Spiderman

I know my delusion 
Is nothing but a mere illusion
Yet to realize them I’ll try my best
And on God I leave the rest

A Sad Ending

I was walking all alone,

on a road of rocks and stone,

never did I know where it would lead,
sometimes I wondered, "was it because of my deeds?"

Then came along a sweet little breeze,
seemed to me, my whole world would freeze,
for a little while I thought,
that the road I chose was the best one I got.

The breeze took away all my pain,
as if a barren after years had a rain,
this seemed to lead me to a meadow,
where in the sun, only gave me shadow.

The feeling was great,
but it came at some rate,
I felt like being on top of the world,
"come down to mother earth "somebody called.

It was a beautiful dream,
which I had,
the heat was taking it's toll on me,
and it never made me glad.

Then came the storm,
that shattered my dreams,
it crushed all my norms,
and it went all down the stream.

I had no place to hide,
as if I was sinking in high tide,
slowly and slowly my body gave up,
soul left my body,
helplessly forever, I shut up.

Answer me !!!

How could I be so lost,
In a place I know so well?
How could I be so broken,
In a family so together?
How could I be so lonely,
Surrounded by so many?
How could I be so unhappy,
Surrounded by so much beauty?
How could I be me,
When even I remain a mystery?

The Best Ship Of All

Friendship is priceless,
And can never be forgotten,
Friendship is timeless,
And never rotten,

It takes more than hugs and kisses
To be a real friend,
the nature of friendship,
Requires a blend.

The road to a happy life, 
May sometimes make us stumble. 
But to have a friend to give us a hand, 
Teaches us to be humble. 

Good friends are hard to find,
Hard to lose,
And impossible to forget,
But when they fly away,
Your anger turns to regret

Sometimes in life, we need a special person
To listen while we talk. 
A special person who will not discourage or judge,
But encourage us as we walk.

Friends are there 
To help you along,
The journey through friendship,
Is always long.

In life,
There are big ships,
And there are small ships,
But the best ship of all,
Is friendship.

Loving You So Much

The moment I think about you

I go to another world
A world where you love me too
And where I can never be hurt

The truth is I don’t know what to say
My mind goes completely blank
I have never in my life lost my way
But my heart with your love simply sank

If letting go was a choice
Then I definitely would
But I can't control the strong voice
That's telling me I never should

I have no clue
On how I should let you go
What is it that you do?
That's making me love you so…

Maybe loving you isn’t a mistake
Maybe I can close my eyes and smile
Maybe in your presence my heart wouldn’t break
Maybe I can just dream for a while…

I sometimes wonder if you feel the same
I wonder if you think of me
I sometimes wonder if you silently call my name
I wonder if you'll ever see…

In the beginning I thought it was fake
I didn't think I'd go this far
I thought it was just a mistake
Now I can't stop wondering where you are

The question is do you care?
Do you even know?
Will you always be there?
Will you ever let me go?

If for any reason I cried
Would you take all the pain away?
If for any reason you lied
Would I still want you to stay?

My love for you is way too strong
For me to simply forget
Some people might think it's wrong
But your love is the one thing I shan't regret.

Your Day Is Someday

Simple gifts of joy

Are life’s special memories
So many forgotten daily treasures
Is like someone who won’t read a book
The cover is opened and closed without thought
As you see every blue sky
And cloudless day,
Warm rain, on a sunny summer day
You walk by as you self-consciously stray
And so many joyful memories are forgotten
Just like that they go rotten 
And as the hours go by
And life goes on
So many wonders to see
And you just run by carefree
As you listen to life’s chime 
You stand aside waiting for your time
But your time is when you realize
Just what you forgot
And how you walked into a big ole knot
And that as you stand aside 
Your future flies by
Like it will not see you 
And then you hate how it took so long for you to see
That life’s joy was every rotten memory 

inside of me

inside of me 
there's a boy you do not see
he's nice, friendly, and talented
but he'll never be me
he can "walk the walk"
and "talk the talk"
but he's not really me
trapped, and alone
he will not be freed
he's not me and never will be
trapped inside .. he will hide
like an bird that can't fly 
he's trapped forever
never to be released ........... by me.

Are We Meant To Be?

We started off as strangers

then soon became friends
you told me you loved me
though I didn't feel the same
soon after you said it started as a game
but soon became the truth
but I don't know what made me love you too

you're the first one I think of when I wake up
and last one I think of before I go to sleep
I love you so much I wish you never had to leave

EVERYTHING, our late night talks, dumb jokes
awkward moments and all the laughter
just makes me fall in love with you more....
you give me butterflies when you say the sweetest things.
but when you act like the one I didn't fall in love with...
it makes me wonder if we were really meant to be