The Pain I Feel Inside

The pain that I feel so deep inside, The hurt, the shame, and all the lies. 
People that I live with thought they would be the people that I love, 
With the hate, the anger, the yelling, the teasing, and the madness. 
The more that I cry, the more I think there is no love. 
When I go to school they always talk about me, 
When I come home that’s not where I want to be. 
Sometimes I feel I don't want to be in this world, 
If someone shot me I wonder how they would feel, 

Happy, mad, or pretend that they are sad. 
The pain that I feel so deep inside, The hurt, the shame, and all the lies.