I’m in love

When i think of you
A tear wells up through my heart
All those promises
We made to each other
Have just been forgotten
On the journey of forgotten souls
Floating in the sea towards the island of ... forbidden lovers
With my forbidden love
Forbidden to touch, But I can see.
She makes me try so hard, try to show the real me.
I am trying harder, can't you even tell ? 
My vision has become broader, I have risen so high from where I fell.
Your words do help, even if they don't show.
This is the best I've felt, if I sink again I'll let you know.
You bring me up, can you tell? 
I'm staring down, so far up from where I fell. When i think of youA tear wells, wells up through my heart

look back or look ahead

From five months, I turned forty
So I look back or look ahead
Back to what I was or ahead to what I'll be
But not too far because then I'd be dead
I decided to look back then travel ahead
Exploring my most pivotal years
Remembering things people had said
Examining my deepest fears
if my memory still exist 
Childhood, years of innocence and wonder
Everything to a child's eyes is new
Til one day, innocence is torn asunder
As surely as the sky will be blue
Teenage years, a sense of immortality
At such an age death is not even imagined
Doing everything with such youthful vitality
Not knowing the end is already predestined
Twenties and Thirties maturity is reached
And things just seem to fall into place
Is remembered in the look on a child's face
In your Forties attaining middle age
Deciding that maturity looks good on you
Graying hair, against which you don't rage

You feel it's distinguished, how very true

Walk away

Sometimes with the sunrise
My heart cries out your name
Your leaving took me by surprise
Don't think I'll ever be the same
You loved me once you can't deny
And you know how I felt about you
Now I can only sit here and cry
My heart shrouded in the color blue
Your love sent shivers up my spine
That feeling will surely be missed
But now our love has reached it's end
Whisper your name as you walk away
Promise you will still be my friend
Here in my life I want you to stay 

Bloom No more

Shall I compare thee to a summer's day?
Thou art more lovely and more temperate
Rough winds do shake the darling buds of May
And summer's lease hath all too short a date
Sometimes too hot the eye of heaven shines. And often is his gold complexion dimmed ;
And every fair from fair sometimes declines
By chance or nature's changing course untrimmed.
But thy eternal summer shall not fade
Nor lose possession of that fair thou owest;
Nor shall death brag thou wanderest in his shade
when in eternal lines to time thou growest.
So long as men can breathe, or eyes can see,
So long lives this. and this gives life to thee

ألا تشبهين صفاء المصيف ... بل أنت أحلى وأصفى سماء
ففى الصيف تعصف ريح الذبول ... وتعبث فى برعمات الربيع
ولا يلبث الصيف حتى يزول ... وفى الصيف تسطع عين السماء
ويحتدم القيظ مثل الأتون ... وفى الصيف يحجب عنا السحاب
ضيا السما وجمال ذكاء ... وما من جميل يظل جميلا
فشيمة كل البرايا الفناء ... ولكن صيفك ذا لن يغيب
ولن تفتقدى فيه نور الجمال ... ولن يتباهى الفناء الرهيب
بأنك تمشين بين الظلال ... اذا صغت منك قصيد الأبد
فمادام فى الأرض ناس تعيش ... ومادام فيها عيون ترى
فسوف يردد شعرى الزمان ... وفيه تعيشين بين الورى

Water

Water washes over my hand
Water slips away like sand
Water trickles down a river
Water slides just like a slither
Water is patient and knows when to wait
Water doesn't mind if it shows up late
Water falls from the sky in tears
Water wipes away wasted years
Water can die and live again
Water can squash and pry and bend
Water has been here in the beginning, 
and water will be here until the end

Promises..

You'd say i'll keep a promise
but only if to satisfy their minds
but i'd say .. A promise is a promise to be kept
promises of the past, present, future
each one adds like a burden
but be happy to carry it like a silver box of memories
interlocking these memories of all times, the sands of time
times of gold, silver, copper, gray
even the world revolves around the sun by a promise
a job to be kept
but even a promise can be broken
if you choose that path
promises usually to someone so special to you or soon to become
because what if they were to go away
and even without goodbye
you'd have this promise of theirs to you as a lifelong gift
because you said you kept
Sometimes it is confusing
because too many promises is like pouring too much water in a bowl until it overflows
not too little, not too much but just right
because the heart of mine to yours from a longtime 
this is what the world means to mean
if you were to break your promise there may be a stirke of thunder or not
but you'd live to regret it. because its a lifelong dream, gift no matter time it is
it just might be their last gift from them so until the end i'd say
here keep your promise and i'd keep my promise to yours 
forever 
and ever, 
til this road will finally end, 
well maybe even more

"That was only to you my queen"

My woman

A good talk is so up lifting
Taking one away from drifting
While thinking of the ring
Just a good talk
One that make you want to walk but not stalk
One that take you back in years
Remembering your young tears and fears.
The laughter of childhood...
A good talk is so good.
Filling your heart with warmth
Putting dreams out of place
Adding to your world lace
And not haste.
A good talk and the world stands still what a thrill
taking away ones ills
Forgetting about ones pills
what a good talk will do for you.
Opening up things within
That you re-live again
That good talk is with a woman.
A woman you enjoy
A good talk taking from toy of being a boy.
The things a good woman is capable of without making love.
So I thank the good God above, For speech and what a good woman can teach.
All in a good talk ..
A conversation without a face but on the over side woman.
A woman with grace. 

What is hope

What hope means
Hope is bright shining light which keeps darkness at the bay
Hope is gentle cold breeze on a hot summer day
Hope is to remain positive when going gets tough
hope is seeking more when others think you had enough
What hope means
Hope is dreaming of tommorow
Hope is simmering under sorrow
Hope is sparkles when tears in our eyes
Hope is a beautiful thing and amp; beutiful things never dies
What hope means
Hope is as light as a feather
Hope keeps all of us together
Hope is ubiquitous and free of cost
hope is the last thing I ever lost

Hope

This world is a mess,
You see much sadness,
As you walk through the streets,
And see the fate that we keep,
People going hungry,
Children are crying,
Strangers are fighting,
Pain and despair,
Breath in the now polluted air,
And only one thing,
Keeps us going ahead,
The spark of life,
The kindeling flame,
The one thing that,
Will never fade,
For as long as it is,
In one persons heart,
It will grow,
Like a wildfire,
We look up and pray,
For a better day,
The one thing that we need,
To cope with the insanity,
The thing that makes us,
Go up that steep slope,
Our kindeling flame,
Our much beloved hope. 

Never Give up

The silence masseurs my sound barrier
Breaking all that I am left inside, insanity
Letting go of the ones I care about
It’s become an art form, graceful
It seems it’s the only thing I’m good for
Holding on till there is nothing left for me to hold
It slips between my fingers, in vain
I’m nothing more then a lonely memory
Left to die in my own fabrication of this life
I feel like my existence is falling to pieces
And I can’t help but deem this is my sentence
Lost to comfort, all kinds of words unexpressed
It’s my own silence that I’ve been condemned
Lost to advice, that’s never followed
It’s my decisions that founded my seclusion
Lost to those who really care
Or maybe more to the ones that really don’t
All these people are locked inside
Until the day I free them from my mind
Lost within the darkness
Lost beneath the light
I’ve run out of road to pursue
I’ve got nowhere left to hide
Step out into the sun
Sleep outside beneath the stars
I must burn down this barricade
Before it drowns out all strength
I will succeed and I will get lost
And with any luck, once the two collide
I will blossom in my dream, my dream
Maybe its then when being lost
Will my sense of failure simply just, vanish

Maybe i'm lost in your wisdom but ... i never give up

And sooner or later your heart will ... surrender up

Giving up, has no definitions in my life dictionary 

Regret

Do you regrete leaving ? 
Do you regrete the tears that corrupted my soul ?
And made me see woman as she is? 
Not how she could be !!!
Do you regrete every soul kiss ? 
Every touch taste? 
Every time I yielded to you by my all senses ? 
Do you regret loving me ? 
I regrete loving you ..
My heart keeping ask me, where She is ?

Now i can answer him..!!

She sails you .. without regret..!!
I never knew, I never had a doubt.
My woman I couldn't live without.
I never knew, I never realized
just how much I was stupid.
The guilt is killing me, 
the guilt is killing my love for you.
The paranoia is drowning me a new shape
in all of my truth, regrets, and good byes.
Regretted romances, 
and romancing regrets.Can't you see me falling ?

In the Horizon, I set you free

Lift me up above this endless line
Separated away in different dimensions
Our fated life refracted in slightly illusions
That lead us to be lost in hopeless mazes
So we're living through different phases
You're in a wide and opened sky, 
A canopy of stars, Sun and Moon
While I lay in deep waters of the Sea
Hiding mysteries without a real boon
But destiny did write us a script for glory
The moment in right time for a new life story
For me nothing will cease our chance to unite
In this horizon where we'll meet, days and nights
Waiting rising Sun, the lamp of life for a new dawn
And No, no one can tread us to mourn
As we touch the skyline to greet, 
An infinite hope for fixing our feet
Like the Moon-glades that kissing
On the waves of sea and caressing
Those incessant waves in harmony
In the horizon meet me as a crony
Rise up from sleep as you live in the dark
Open your throat to sing like a skylark
Devotion in a song tears us like a rain from heavens
For blessings come pour our love from her heavens
So here, In this Infinite line we shared the pain
Endless touch, togetherness each other, 
and stay remain.

Love, was; is; will be ..

Love was.....
When 'if' lay between you and I
And 'never' seemed forever
I fell to earth in surrender
And you became the centre of my eye
Love is.....
When I pass by you accidentally
I grab a sense of your smile
When between us is distance measured by the mile
I grab a sense of our love immeasurably
Love will be.....
When I can no longer see to see
When I can no longer hear to hear
I know you will be near
Simply just you and me
Love eternally.....
When God granted us our wish finally
He put in us a throbbing heart
When it stops from this earth we will depart
But our Love will live eternally

Not enough "Arabic P."

ضحكت فقالوا ألا تحتشم ... بكيت فقالوا ألا تبتسم 

بسمت فقالوا يرائي بها ... عبست فقالوا بدا ماكتم 

صمت فقالوا كليل اللسان ... نطقت فقالوا كثير الكلم 

حلمت فقالوا صنيع الجبان ... ولو كان مقتدراً لانتقم 

بسلت فقالوا لطيش به ... وما كان مجترئاً لو حكم 

يقولون شذ إذا قلت لا ... وإمعة حين وافقتهم 

فأيقنت أني مهما أرد ... رضا الناس لابد من أن أذم

End of story

God created love and we created money, 
and mostly money gets thicker than love
People leave love for money 
and love gets wounded every time cheat for money
we want it to earn acceptance 
and acceptance is nothing, but love
People come and go, love never fade
When we would not be around, 
her money would be to someone else’s
But the love for her in someone’s heart will follow her up there too
we know it, we want it, but still on the equation of life, money always gets heavy on love, but in my own equation love equal love.
She deny love for something which can fly with wind, which can be stolen, which can not even buy her a pure heart
She deny it for every possible reason and still you want it in the solace of Art, on the name of Wisdom
It is all around us my friend, if only she look beyond the blindfold, 
It is all around us, only if she really seek.
No more challenge, I lose all you win
End of the story

Money effects

In a rare moment of clarity
He realized his rise to riches
Did not make him wiser
Nor less boorish
He having seen a vision
Of his sole life's revision
life seemed nothing less than a lie
throwing her fortune to the wind
He will begin his life again
Among the paupers without friends
Once again without regret.

Time

time can take you further,
time commits murder,
time leads to a chase,
time solves a case,
time gives you knowledge,
time takes you to college,
time helps you graduate,
time is love and hate,
time is what we have on this earth,
time gives birth,
time is what they give you with cancer,
time for this has no cure or answer,
time kills,
time reveals,
time gives you opportunity,
time for us to live in unity,
time gives evil a chance to attack,
time is what we must wait for good to comeback.

love unconditional

 

Why does the sun look to the Earth and wish to grant it warmth?
What does the sun find attractive about the Earth?
Though the Earth is gratuitous in self-esteem and self-improvement
The sun still finds an attraction to the Earth.
Could it be the sun is truly enamoured with the moon?
But its likeliness is dim as it blackens the sky upon their joining.
So what is it? Could it be the people?
How could the sun even notice?
They’re so tiny, so small, the grander things in the universe
Has no time for the petty, haughty and insensitive acts of man.
So what could it be? What motivates the sun to illuminate the Earth’s sky?
Could it be,
That the Sun just loves the Earth,
For who she is ?  Oh sorry i meant For who it is ..!!

Cost of ... time

We are simple folk, old and tired.
We weep none, and sing much. 
That’s all we have, now that’s the truth.
Sit back, take a nap and be you called, old fart.
Our hearing is slight, our speech muffled, 
Our sight dimmed by the cost of time.
Memory takes a back seat, 
we try hard to be neat.
Our clothing, off color and mostly don’t even fit
Society looks the other way as we stroll by.
Only time will tell, when their turn rises to the helm.
Our fingers bend and legs swell, toes seize together, oh well.
Old age thrives, It’s a living hell.
A welcomed sleep, without a peep.
Time will tell, the time will come
Rejoice, old man rejoice

Gold

All that is gold does not glitter,
Not all those who wander are lost;
The old that is strong does not wither,
Deep roots are not reached by the frost.
From the ashes a fire shall be woken,
A light from the shadows shall spring;
Renewed shall be blade that was broken,
The crownless again shall be king.

land of Freedom

Land of the Free home of the brave
Land of disease home of the slave
Freedom of press and freedom to breach
Freedom to steal freedom to take
Freedom to carry guns and Freedom to break
The laws of the man and the laws of the word
Freedom from peace but to still use the bird
The only home of brave and Land of the Free
The land who rules based off democracy
Freedom to starve and Freedom to be poor
Freedom to break and enter someone’s door
Freedom to lay off workers and close off jobs
Freedom to take what they want and to rob
Freedom of abortion Freedom of extortion
Freedom to own land and give everyone their portion
Freedom for action by any means necessary
But what their picture of that can really be scary
Freedom to wage war without our consent for our hours to be spent
Freedom to take our money then make us pay rent
Land of the prospering riches and of those who don’t care for the
God blesses old American from America Freedom

Liberated

Liberated, I'm free from you
Liberated, bondage is through
Liberated, I'll speak my view
Liberated, life to pursue
Oh come and hear the news
I am now free to choose
There is no more abuse
Gone are the loathsome blues
Because I'm
Liberated, I'm free from you
Liberated, bondage is through
Liberated, I'll speak my view
Liberated, life to pursue
An end to oppression
Freedom of expression
There'll be no concession
Gone is the depression
Because I'm
Liberated, I'm free of you
Liberated, bondage is through
Liberated, I'll speak my view
Liberated, life to pursue

Never give up hope,

When you feel that all else starts to fall, 
Or when you're backed against the stone cold wall, 
Never give up hope, 
Because you never know when miracle's gonna call.
When you feel like the world's at it's end, 
Or when your heart seems to break, unable to mend, 
Never give up hope, 
Because life holds it's own beautiful plan.
When you feel directionless, or confused, 
Or when loneliness creeps into you, 
Never give up hope, 
Because two thousand miles away, someone's thinking about you.
When you feel anguish to the core, 
Or when your beating heart's at war, 
Never give up hope, Open up the door, 
I'll be there to listen, cause that's what lover's are for.

Let me Sex Your Mind

LET me penetrate your inner thoughts, making love to your mind
Close your eyes and imagine this;
A sight so beautiful tears will flow from your eyes,

A voice you'll hear so sensual soft and pleasing pulsate vibrations through your all body
A taste that cause the juices to flow from your mouth and orgasmic taste bud shouting out.

A smell so sweet and so unique that once it passes the memory will continue to linger forever

The touch so gentle and deep a massage of the hand will make your knees weak

let me appeal to your mind and stimulate your thoughts, deep penetration feel free to express what you want

i want your mind before i want your body, close your eyes and imagine your curiosity alone will heighten 

sex yes i love it feels good to the soul, but to sex your brain that will please me more

Love

Love is a precious and most beautiful emotion, which flows like a rivers stream, through endless tunnels of hopes and dreams. A picturesque view of a sunset new capturing our hearts once stained with blue.
Love lives within our hearts and lingers within our soul, completing a body whole.
Through valleys, hills and mountains high, love soars like an eagle as time goes by.
Love holds the key that opens the door revealing a brilliant star, shining on forever more.
True love builds a wall of protection, knocking down all barriers bearing revenge. It lacks animosity and holds on to an infinite positive glow, presenting sensations of warmth soothing to the soul. Love is for everyone to have and to hold.
An intermingling of joy and happiness, a treasured new beginning, love plants the seed to end the pain of travesty’s brought on by greed of materialistic gain.
Love is a remarkable desire to want all that is good for mankind. An act of endless forgiveness and kindness, love harbors no grudge, nor cast a spell, nor causes the heart to sour or swell.
Like a giant tower, love is great and has much power, it provides a reason to live.
Love encompasses all humankind, a oneness sought so divine. Love gives kindness to beauty and beasts and it’s compassion for the earth will never cease.
Love is like a quiet walk in the rain enjoying the scent of flowers in bloom. Love carries with it a stream of sensual passion, an intimate powerful connection and a strong desire to commit to work together as one
Love can be seen in the eyes of our children, it can be viewed by the beauty that surrounds us and felt by the power of God. Love is the king of emotions and soars high within the realm of eternity. Love bears no hate and sheds no fear, it is a constant reminder of what we hold dear.

Human Of Course

Sometimes we do things hoping to succeed only to impress someone to make them like us more,
but in our haste to impress we are flawed by mistakes and success eludes us at every turn of the road.
Then when those we wanted to impress fade out of our lives and we look back at what we have done we realise we don’t need to have to impress anymore.
We then start to do things for ourselves and slowly our success is finally realised.
Sometimes I wonder where my life has gone, then I realise it is still there, but in a different form.
Everyday we change a little in our attitude for things.
One day we might hate the sight of something,
tomorrow we might love it to bits.
As humans, we are so complex with our emotions and our life.
Some will take upsets as just a matter of course, while others will say ...
I had a lot of strife today.
We are very unpredictable which makes us very human of course.

Punishment

Hearts run free when we are young, but knit perfectly with love as time goes on. 
When two in love remain together constantly.
A life sometimes wants to wander and let no one in until love entices to capture and tame the wandering spirit.
We live with our love as content as we possibly can 
Letting no outside influence make us stray too far away.
Love is such a jealous thing putting temptation in front of you and if you put one foot wrong, 
it will punish you

A part of me, Will set you free

We give our love freely 
to everything and everyone 
who we meet and see. 
From God smallest creatures 
to people like you and me. 
We wrap them within our loving arms; 
see not the wrongs 
they think they’ve done. 
Openly we give them the love 
some need so desperately. 
It matters not the colour of their skin 
or culture in which they believe. 
We give them our love 
to help set their soul free, 
making them our neighbours, 
friends and companions. 
We give a part of ourselves 
to everything and everyone 
who we meet and see.