understanding

The saddest things in life .. are missed opportunities, 
The hardest thing in life  .. seems to be 'truth', 
The easiest thing in life .. seems to be 'dreaming', 
and the best thing .. seems to be youth.
The luckiest thing in life .. is that I'm still living, 
The oddest thing in life .. seems to be religion, 
The toughest thing in life .. must be forgetting, 
And the last thing seems to be forgiving.
The slowest thing in life .. seems to be 'time', 
The fastest thing in life .. is hate, 
The most dangerous thing in life .. is 'caring' and having the ability to create; 
Because the highest thing in life is the satisfaction and to have a good understanding! ! ! 

Coins

A day of mourning, a night of celebration.
Two sides to a coin, ever spinning through life.
Work drives the day, liquor fuels the night.
The give and take of life, more taking than giving.
Feed the mind, starve the soul.
Something is lacking, yet we don't know what.
Human connection, relationship detachment.
Yes or no or maybe, questions with no answers.
Time loses meaning, meaning loses form.
You're my ever flipping coin, feeding my soul while losing my mind.
Two sides to every coin..!

laughing while watching

Watching and waiting, stuck in park.
People come and go; I am the only constant.
Live and learn, I bide my time.
Mirthful eyes watch them pass.
You had your chance, but squandered the opportunity.
I am beyond your reach; better off for it.
I closed the store, suckers no longer for sale.
No longer waiting, but laughing while watching.

take your chances

The funny thing about imagination is there are many ways reality can play out.
One of a million.
One door of a million opens, while the others slam shut.
Only one way to go.
You have no choice, you walk through only to see a million more choices.
The game is afoot again.
You lead yourself on, hoping for one, but getting another.
Diluting yourself, but never shocked at the outcome.
You know the rules.
Shrugging because you know the game continues every time you make a choice.
You keep playing.
Eyes forward, you continue on.
A million doors close, but there is always one open.
You take your chances.

let it flow

The beats of life are in you, thumping and writhing.
Dance with abandon you never felt before, 
just let it flow.
If you need to borrow some energy, you can have some of the rest of mine.
I will shine my light for you baby, 
just let it flow.
Give the day a chance, but give the night to me.
Take my hand without fear, and 
just let it flow

I'll be there

When wild vines choke the road and thick leaves block the sky, 
leaving you lost under a canopy of darkness - I'll be there.
When the paths before you look foreign and strange, 
and the signs all point to nowhere - I'll be there.
The day you decide to use me and betray the feelings we once shared, 
turning forked tongue toward my waiting ear - I'll be there.
When the end comes and forces us to part and you walk away, 
leaving me alone on a rocky pier - I'll be there.
Soon enough you will realize what you have lost, 
and in a vain attempt to reclaim my love.
You search for me where I was as if frozen in time, 
but you find only a memory with words frozen on its lips.
............. 'I'll be there.' 

Blinded by the darkness

I remember falling, falling into brightly lit darkness.
Blinded and weightless, yet I could see I was too heavy to move.
Falling in a hole so small a gnat would get stuck, yet big enough to swallow the world.
Talking as fast as the wind blew, yet it takes years to reach understanding person.
Words become nothing when heard, yet not listened to.
Thoughts shine in eyes, yet are never given voice.
Your mind is closed, yet you will never admit.
Your heart is closed, this you already know.
Heart and mind, shuttered behind windows.
Peering out at the world, wishing they could break free.
I admit that I don't hold the key, yet I throw myself bodily at the barrier.
Battered and bruised, I toss my final breath at that wall of emotion.
I lie gasping, clawing at the stone.
A dying moment, a chance flickers and fades away.
Falling yet never moving, here yet always there.
A dichotomy of self, blinded by the darkness.

Remembering

Somebody needs what you have
Somebody needs your gifts and talents
Somebody needs your love and encouragement
Live to make a difference in others
Living a life worth remembering 

I believe

I believe that the sun shines after the rain 
I believe if you don't get hurt you'll never gain 
I believe in not doing things the easy way 
I believe that being selfish doesn't pay 
I believe in a second chance 
I believe in a life long romance 
I believe there is life after death 'n standing up to a life of mess 
I believe in love at first sight 
I believe that revenge isn't right 
I believe that first impressions last 'n there is nothing better then a good laugh 
I believe that dreams do come true, I believe there's destiny for me and you, 
I believe something good comes from something bad 
I believe in half of what i see by my eyes 'n i believe nothing in what i hear.
I believe everyone has only one true love. 

Life Is Done

I'm done with my life, Im done with truth, 
I'm done with the things I use to do
I'm done playing this game, its my life that I have to blame
I'm done with today Im done with tomorrow, 
I'm done with everything including my sorrow
I'm done with being happy Im done being mad
Im done with the things that make me sad
I'm done with friends Im done with you
I'm done with everything there's nothing left to do
I'm done with phones Im done with jobs
I'm done with the ones that are slobs
Im done with truth Im done with lies
I'm done with everything including the things that dies
My life life is over, Im done with it all
at a cold bed right now drowning in my pain 

whispering

If only for the waking moment
I could well remember then...
And all the same sad replies
From where they knew when...
This sadness seems, no spirit seeks
Of such so gentle purpose sought...
And by some occasions timeless
Where the heart must stronger sail
Should with emphasis least forsake
Nor stir the shaded brow...
Life heard the uncommon narrows
Emptied of its pervade and fire
For what so willingly arranged
In the whispering desire.

loneliness

Let a blade penetrate your skin, inside your blood it sink, 
Mind goes blank and empty, now your unable to think, 
Let a blade penetrate your skin, if ever your by yourself, 
If ever you are alone, if ever you need someone else, 
Put a gun up to your head, and slowly let it go, 
Exposing all your secrets, the darkness you never show, 
Put a gun up to your head, and take away your life, 
When you get that lonely feeling, that cuts you like a knife, 
Hold that knife up to your heart, and let it pierce your soul, 
Shattering your life to pieces, a life once yours now stole, 
Hold that knife up to your heart, if ever there is no healing, 
No way to let it out, to fight that lonely feeling, 
Blade, gun, or knife, which ever the way you'll die, 
Which ever the way you'll fight, that lonely feeling inside, 
Blade, gun, or knife, you'll never feel the longing pain, 
The hurt of being careless, no, you'll never be lonely again,

How can an angel break my heart..!

You flew out of the sky, and came into my soul, 
I was broken and torn, but you made me a whole, 
You flew into my life, from the great Heaven above, 
God sent you down for me, God made you my love, 
Our love was everlasting, for it came right from the skies, 
I thought you were my angel, but you were an angel in disguise, 
At first you were my love, you were the only one for me, 
Until you broke my heart, tell me you love me, and then flee, 
You left me with many questions, when you tore my world apart, 
But the one that struck me most, was ' How can an angel break my heart ? "

Injustice world

The injustice of the world, allowing kids to have sex, 
First the touch of one’s hand, or sending private parts through a text, 
Allowing us to commit sins, that we know nothing about, 
Now diseases are being spread, because a condom we did without, 
The injustice of the world, injecting violence, creating madness, 
Innocent lives are being taken, and the result of that is sadness, 
Now a family must bury, someone they truly love, 
In hopes of reuniting, some day in the great Heaven above, 
The injustice of the world, corrupting all of humanity, 
Allowing people to commit sins, and yet they still manage to be free, 
The injustice of the world, creating drugs in which we now use, 
One time is all it takes, and now we've become drug abused, 
The injustice of the world, where Lady Liberty ignores it all, 
Doesn't she know all actions matter, no matter how big or how small? , 
The injustice of the world, where we’re not safe in our own homes, 
Perhaps we should remove that blindfold, and give our fools governor some ideas about our real life.

Hero

 "The Equestrian extinct .. Horses did not become extinct but unfortunately ... The knights extinct"

The end

Sooner or later someone will leave your life, but it's not the end of your story.. simply it's the end of their role in your own story

Blooming in the light

A solitary rose grew in the darkest corner of the garden
Surrounded by many others, Yet didn't remained alone
Time passed and trials came and went
One dealt a severe blow
And the rose began to wilt and wither
Forgotten... Then... as if by a miracle...
There came a soft and gentle breeze
Followed by a ray of light
As all the other roses fell into darkness
The solitary rose began to shine
Shining with a special light...
And watered by a gentle cascade...
A cascade of love
A cascade of selfless affection
'I do... not now but forever...'
Said the rose to the sunlight
And there they remain
A rose in full bloom
With her sunshine smiling down on her...
You are my sunshine, my life, my very soul
You'r the rose blooming in the light of our love. 

Useless World

The sun will not forever shine
the moon will lost it's glory
the sea and ocean will run dry
the forest will wither
darkness will take over the day
man will lose lose his life
everything will vanish
running heater skeeter is meaningless
everything on earth will be vanish.
we are all traders here 
and will certainly leave
those we stored those who store treasure like a mad man should note that...
the world is to much you can't gather it all alone
no food for lazy man well, agreed but working so hard would only fetch little out of the world resources
more haste; less speed
is what you get at each struggling minute
the more you look the; the less you see
isn't this world useless 
are the things in it not worthless
we've all borrow a wondering leaf
little remain here on earth; but every hour from that eternal silence is saved
jingle the block at each passing by
even before the advent of clock cock had been crown
isn't the world too much with us
can one tour it all
let every one who know's that he can never tour every part of the world march the eyes of the world gently so to avoid stepping on the eyes of the earth. 

If i had one wish

if i had one wish to bring you happiness 
to full fill your every dream
i would do my very best
to never let you cry
to dry up every tear 
to forever keep you smiling 
that's how much i do really care 
one wish to ful fill one dream
to make reality to rest beside you nightly
to feel your arms around me tight
to know that i've ful filled your every wish just right 
to never see you sad and lonely 
to watch you happy every day
to ful fill your every wish and dream within your every day again.

Self confidence

its just a matter of self confidence .. the ultimate power
one must have because nobody will love yourself except you in the first place
nobody will appreciate you if your being is not known to you
it plays a significant role in the middle of that journey of life
you can go beyond the boundaries surpass the mainstream of dejection
when confidence is intact crossroads are just scraps of life
you are ready to face the world with a smile on the surface

Come .. Hide In My Wounds

You ...By my wounds, I am healed
Healed in running away from internal strife
In giving up when there is still something to give
Your precious wounds gave me the love
When I wanted to give love
And the beauty and receiving grace instead of misfortune
You ...By your wounds, I am healed
I am a survivor, a winner
I sing a new song in my heart
I witness the breaking of a new dawn each day
You ...By your wounds I am healed
I believe that any storms in my life shall pass
And live my life one day at a time
By your wounds, I am yours
To teach, to guide, to revive and to forgive
I have forgiven myself, as I have forgiven others who caused me pain
Thank you God..for those wounds .. now please hide my pain forever… 

Apologize

What's more beautiful than to
Speak with confidence ..
Tastefully kidding ..
Politely ask ..
And sincerely apologize

Me too

You said that you love the rain, But you stretch out your umbrella, When it rains.
You said that you love the sun, But you find a shade, When it shines.
You said that you love the wind, But you close all the windows, When it blows.
That is why I am afraid, that you will say the same... to me too.

i see humans, such as books,

In some cases ... i see humans, such as books,
Some of them are filled with wisdom and good advice but to others
Some of them have only the beauty of the cover book image
Some written by unknown language to the reader
Some have a good story but what's lies inside belong only to the author
So.. Books hold so many things, Its cover is torn and ripped from the drawers its been hidden away in, It fall apart bit by bit from the people who have read its stories,
But most of all its pages hold eternal knowledge know-one can take away.
Don't ever judge a book by its cover,
because only the good things you look for are in the index,
but what you skim over, makes you feel you're too complex.
Just being mentioned, spoken about, thought about, it happens a lot.
Read between the lines, you'll never know what you'll find,
if you're illiterate, go get help, so you can mind.
Mind your own pages and words, so you can figure it out,

 

The train

I like the principle of the train
Does not wait for those who do not expect

We are human

Sometimes we may forget
that we too are human
sometimes we may forget
that we walk as creatures on this land
with things like power and money
who can take the blame
With feeling so almighty
with minds clouded by fame
who can say who's fault it is
for overlooking who we are
whose to blame for ignoring our emotions until we've gone to far? 
We may forget at times what we should always remember
proof of our existence 
palpable as cold December with things like fear and hate
all of a sudden we belong with things like love and war
we realize right from wrong to feel compassion for a person
or a fear unlike no other to realize we have family
brothers, sisters, mothers .. is to realize we are human
and we have a common weakness to say we've forgotten our place
is something i must digress  weather we have evolved
or were made from the heavens power
Fear, hate, love, 
are a shared downfall of ours but helps us never to forget 
as we follow our lives through that we live on earth around others
we are human this is proof. 

Gold

Your life is like a mirror soiled and cracked in time but standing knocked over and stepped on but it survived the landing.
passerby's only see your broke and scratched reflection and as the mirror splinters great thoughts of you lessen they see whats on the outside 
there not looking through the cracks not caring to look inside and see who's staring back
its a shallow representation of feeling how dare they say they know? 
How can they judge off a glimpse? 
They haven't seen this person grow.
That terrible broken reflection
is nothing like its creator.
but they judge visuals
not realizing whats living and breathing is greater.
Believe what you see but not what you hear
That cant be easy when visuals aren't clear
Stop looking with your eyes 
Start seeing with your soul
avert from the reflection and see this person as a whole 
then maybe you'll realize
Glass can be broken but it's hard to maim gold. 

Sometimes love is a cruel unfair game.

I've given up on this thing called love
it hurts so deep
it steals my sleep
it plagues my mind
and leaves me blind
I'v come to find my self to blame
for stumbling in to all loves pain 
My soul is a lost lovers soul
Lost in the sea of cold darkness
Once your in you can only come back out on
One condition, 
You leave some of your soul behind
And for people who
Experience severe heartbreak, 
The tolls even higher
The ocean wants more of your soul, 
Depending on the pain you endured
As for me, 
My souls running on empty 

Darkness and light

A cataclysmic silence wraps its fingers around my throat
Daring me to breathe a teasing breath of air
Lying on the floor, seeing nothing to save my soul
Distant memories appear inside my fading mind 
A child so young yet brave for his middle age, Lies awake 
The terrors of the night force his mind to work hard
New thoughts and questions run through his tired mind 
Far away from the night is where, he finds himself
Now, lying on the cold floor, I let my mind carry me away
To places unknown .. I dream of dreams untold
I feel my chest tighten, as air is kept from me .. 
I live as survival kicks in .. I know who I am
Breathing in the bittersweet air, Tears come to my eyes
I’m alive.. Being here now in this place
I no longer fear the dark
I now have learned
The light will always prove to .. Be brighter
The dark will always run away.. And on this line 
I find .. peace

Never fall apart

If you want to be my first, please be sure to be the last...
At least that's what I've learned from all the heartaches of the past.
If you want to see me smile, then don't make me cry...
Understand and love me, promise to never tell a lie.
If you want to keep me forever just love me with all you heart.
Do these simple things and we'll never fall apart. 

In the twilight

While I am trying to escape and become invisible for you
To Hiding myself in the twilight ... To banish all memories of you .. I like to walk in the rain. For there I can cry. Its not looked upon as weak. In the rain I can cry .. For within my hart it rains all the time. Things never go right. Always go wrong Turn out for the worst. In my hart I cry so no one sees In the rain it don't matter no one can see. 

Miss me but let me go

When I finally come to the end of my road the stars set for me I want no gloom filled room
Why cry for a soul set free? 
My soul was burdened. And my life was my prison.
Miss me a little, but not for long
And not with your head bowed low remember the love that once we shared, This was something I had to do... I needed to be free.
Miss me, but let me go.
For this is a journey we all must take each must go alone.
I had to end my pain, So my life I did now take.
A step on the road to home where at last life don't bother me.
Sing no sad songs for me, Laugh at all the things we used to do
Miss me, but let me go
so when i'm gone miss me yes .. Cry for me no.
I am free now at last my soul is at peace.
So miss me but let me go

Diamond ..

I held you like a diamond in my hands
But you were sharp and cut me
And still I held you close even more
I would not be parted.
I bled and my hands were sore
But I wanted you to be close even more
You were so lovely and full of value in other- 
peoples eyes
but my eyes were sore from tears 
and the sighs from my lungs had grown heavy.
I had to let you go
I dropped you and you were gone
But I began to heal
From now on I’ll have to survive on my own
And learn once more how to feel free
Because to possess you was not enough
And love is sometimes tough on lovers
And sometimes we have to let go
Of loved ones we know who cannot love us truly
But one day they might learn of love they spurned 
That was true and given freely.