But even with intelligence

It is the systematic of paranoid, Feeling you are an android, Electronic sense fills your void, A proof of human brilliance, Intelligence in every Joint, Wire, or electric field around copper shields, The rules simulate you, Commands in every step, telling you what to do, 
You have no tongue, you have no lips, 
You're a puppet but with different kind of threads, 
You dun have dreams, nor you have a will, 
You think you're sleeping, but you're not, 
Keeping you in some shell or pushed your button, or pulled your rod, Master of the puppet is a human brain, 
Connected the threads in a brilliant way, But even with intelligence, you're just a puppet...
Move here and there, with empty brain pocket, You have data-base, you can't gain knowledge, Information is your food, and you have a limited storage.
Your piss is deletion, your soul is just a bridge, Connecting two worlds, or some thoughts, By electronic threads.. 

Stay humble

She would sit and cry for hours and I would not offer a second of pity for that was like giving a junkie a needle.
She would sit and laugh for hours on end alone in the dark and I would remain under my covers with my radio firmly cemented into my ears .. I would not humour her mania for that would be like encouraging a bad comedian.. oh.. It was only when she would ask me how
my day was would..?
I sit beside her, stroke her hair and allow myself to be her son. 

Love, hate, oblivion and Contentment ...

Love...  the disharmony of the senses, the destroyer of our emotional defences.
Hate ... the unrelenting warrior of distraction, the perfect camoflauge for true passion.
Oblivion ... The ultimate partner of short lived bliss .. The friendly devil with the seductive kiss.
Contentment ... the executioner of all tommorows, which is the bringer of the greatest sorrows..? 

Silent Language

All Silent Language is without any sound, The smile, raised eye brows maybe a frown, 
In utter disgust, turning your head around, Disagree side to side, concur up and down.
Action will truly speak louder than words, Even when the language is clearly heard, I love you is said many times but of course, Almost 60% of marriages end up in divorce. OH..
A firm handshake is more than words convey, 
And a comforting hug sends your fear away, 
Kissing shows more affection you might say, 
While holding hands is an invitation to stay
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To be continue..

Shades of fairness

Ever in shades; 
Life is a lot lighter than we see it.
Though the shades may darken here, 
It is always brighter on the other side.
And if we wait a little while longer, 
It will brighten over here too; 
And we'll see things in shades of fairness.. will be a story to tell.. stay happy my love.. even in shades .. light always near.

You..are not alone..!

You are not alone dear
You have a lot of everyone, far and near
But you know..! That makes you a prisoner to your fear
A lot has gone amiss since last we met; 
A lot I can't recall in detail yet.
Am sure it's all about how true we are
To us in spite of where indeed we are.
But one day in the life of each of us, 
We'll come to know the harm we've done to us. 

It kills me..

It kills me that you feel that way
It kills me that I have nothing to say
It kills me that you have to cry
It kills me that I have to ask why
It kills me that you're hurting inside
It kills me that all i can do is stand beside
It kills me you have to carry that burden
It kills me you can't make it through the night
It kills me that I can't make it right

Maybe.!

When you feel weak while you're strong.
When you stare at blank listening to a song.
when you're going in circles you feel like a stranger in Hong-Kong.
Maybe there's something wrong.
You should just smile, life is good.
Take things easy you did the best you could.
Wake up from your long nap. Release yourself to the world don't be in a trap.
Wake up from you're long nap. Step by step to your life map. 
Maybe there's something wrong.

In your hand..

Your mind could be your best friend or your biggest enemy.. It can make you feel down or make you feel good and worthy.. Happiness is in your hand and depends what you want from your life. If your expectations are behind your limits, you will have a miserable life... Remember there is no another copy of you in this world, it shows how unique you are. Learn to enjoy every success no matter how small they are. Healthy Competition is good, but don’t just look at successful people above you
If you feel behind and unlucky, don’t forget there are a lots of people worse than you, below you
Depression and anger and anxiety is the fruit of negative thinking. So, I strongly recommend to all of you the power of positive thinking. You can’t help yourself or people around you. 
If you have a mind who constantly works against you
Don’t forget you just live once, so try to make best of it
Don’t wait for special day or conditions, enjoy it now, otherwise you will lose it.

Color of your love fades away

Living under one roof together but your mind so far from each other. You feel you have nothing to share together anymore. If that's case your relationship is dying for sure.
Not long ago you used to sit next to each other while holding each other hands ... Now barely talking together but a plenty of time to talk to the friends. Something happened that made the color of your love fades away
Now is just a matter of time to say each other, my way or hit the highway. Remember at this stage your love is like that dying tree that still has little root in the ground
If you want you can fix the problem and turn things around.. Go back to things that brought you together
Start slow by simple words such as hey I miss you, can we watch a movie together.. Remember love means giving up some of our favorite things. It is sad people destroy their relationship on silly things
It is so easy to walk away from the problems and feel good. But if this is your way, your next relationship will put you in a bad mood 

Walking in shadows, walking in clouds, dreams cover the valley intertwined with each other.
Dreams of another world, 
Fallen wishs 
Fallen fantasies
A place to get away, 
A peaceful ending to it all.
Fallen dreams .... show it all. 

Eyes see evil ..

Let's pretend 
That I am a warrior and not a prisoner of so many fears.
That I do not care about you
Let's pretend I have never feared the error and it is going to be okay
That I know the right direction to take
That I have the right words to say
And there are trophies on my shelf
Let's pretend 
That not everything is lost and the wounds are healed
There are still choices to make and I will not have to die alone.. because you will be always here with me... 

Never.. lie

Never give up on life live for as long as you can, That goes for every woman as well as every man
We only live once at life no second chance, So why not be happy and laugh, sing and dance.
Never give up on life though you are aged and gray and live for the moment and enjoy every day
Our time is too short for worry and woe. the sad sacks of the town few do wish for to know.
May your last day be your hardest as some are known to say for the weeks hurry by and time keeps ticking away
We are only mortals like the sheep or the cow.. And we only can live in the here and the now.
The great gift of life is a marvellous thing
And it's praises we ought to feel happy to sing
Your crosses may be hard to bear but why wish to die
Since none know of a hereafter and the facts never lie. 

A promise..

I promise to 
Give you a shoulder to lean on, A hand to guide your way, A whisper, a soft whisper that all is well, don't give up...
I promise that 
I will share my pain, laughter and joy. 
I will meet you halfway because I am your friend and your beloved .. and you are my friend and my woman on the road of our hard life.

Fears..

I imagine a romance stories and although I want it to be a beautiful work of art, I am afraid that I will live in the story I created in my mind. It's all in my mind I know, but sometimes, the romance becomes too ideal and realistic for me that I soon fall for the queen that was just a product of my imagination. I think that is both an fearful obstacle and a proof that somehow, I'm succeeding to touch a reader's heart - even if it is me who obly read what I ink here.. I get to try to move within, stop thinking the way I used to then, never move into the way my fear makes me move..

Stay..

When it comes a time to do it... we can love a beautiful face or a gorgeous body.. but we don't fall in love with that. We fall in love with an open minds.. the way a person thinks.. 
Beauty can attract normal people but a pure soul with a beautiful true thoughts are what's going to make them... stay.

Anger is but a mask to hide.... nothing

Do no harm. Too bad people live in their own little bubble and think they are the only ones entitled to be hurt with no remorse for how their selfish behavior has hurt others. Even if it is indirectly. They don't and will never get this... Even now I find it difficult to fathom how you can give so much of yourself to a person and have them so totally wipe it all away as if it never happened with no remorse and go on their merry way leaving a path of destruction behind them..

You win..

Some days you just have to create your own Moonlight 

Why are we being hard on ourselves?

We are humans and we do want the best life we can possibly create, but to what cost. This perfectionist drive we start in one area of our life will eventually bleed over to all areas of our life. We start to get frustrated and critical on ourselves. It does not mean we don’t have to give our best in all areas of our life, but we don’t have to be so hard on ourselves when we have temporary setbacks. Temporary setbacks or some might call them failures are actually a good thing. Failures help us expand our creativity and help us learn and grow. If we learn from our failures we are actually bettering our self for the successes. It is ok to fail and imperative we use all failure as learning lessons.

What does it mean to not be perfect?

We have all done this at one point in our life, having that drive to be perfect. At times it means we push ourselves through obstacles to become successful at what we are driving for. We could be driving for anything; career, personal life gain, sports… It does not matter what it is but the process is the same. Each and every one of us wants to be the best at something in our life and that requires complete dedication, drive and desire.

There is a fine line somewhere in the sand where we take this drive from a healthy standpoint to an unhealthy one. We all need to find where that line is we have drawn for ourselves. This line becomes obvious when everything turns into a competition or we start feeling like we are failing in other areas in our life and get frustrated. If feeling frustrated all the time, maybe it’s time to look at the concept of trying to be perfect in all areas of our life.

Take responsibility

If a person doesn’t want to take responsibility for the consequences of their actions, they may try to blame others. Don’t accept blame or try to fix things for them when you’ve done nothing wrong. They need to learn that if they want different outcomes, they will have to make different choices. I learned this the hard way. When they don't care, we should stop expecting them to. In some situations and for some people there is no hope, so stop beating our mind and our heart against the wall.
When times are tough, I remind myrself that no pain comes without a purpose. Move on from what hurt me deeply, but never forget what it taught me at first place. Just because we’re struggling doesn’t mean we’re failing. Every great success requires some type of worthy struggle to get there. and surely good things take time. So i used to remain patient and staying positive. Everything is going to come together; maybe not immediately, but eventually

I need you to love me a little louder today.

 Marriage wisdom teaches us to focus on the future, not continue to bring up the past. True forgiveness doesn't focus on the past but loves today and looks to tomorrow with hope. I really bet you can't guess who's lonely and missing you today.. I'm trying to stay busy... but you are my every thought.. I love you so much and waiting you to love me a little louder today.

Intruders

When did we as a society start becoming so overly sensitive? The harder we try not to offend or intrude, the more we isolate each other as a society. 

Dear death

Death is not to be feared, we begin the process of dying the moment we are born. It is simply another door that opens to another life... those who fear death have put too much importance on this "experience" that was only meant to teach us - Life here on earth is but a school and the graduation is the death of this experience... you are not this body, you are a spiritual being which exist on a non-physical level and death of the body simply means you are going HOME.

Don't push me!!

There is no greater than bearing an untold story inside of you. Everyone has a voice, I just need to find it and the courage to use it. One day I will have the courage to tell others how you have treated me. Trust is such a very fragile thing. When it has been broken time and time again...it's a little hard to be strong enough to believe that you can count on someone.

Kindness

One kind word may change someone's entire day, but it's better to keep silent than to tell others what you feel because it hurts badly when you come to know that they can hear you clearly but can not understand.

Be the change you want to see

Demonstrate a good example yourself, delegate tasks appropriately, involve and empower others to act for themselves and invest their own ideas and feelings into the workings of the group. Expect the best from those around you, and express your belief in their potential and ability to succeed. Give them meaningful tasks to grow from, not just busy work. Help them to see how their participation and contribution counts to make a positive difference. "Be the change you want to see in the world."

You .... are mortal

When you kneel, Kneel on both knees.
When you bow, Bow low from the waist
When you love, Love to death. And 
when your heart gets broken, 
Let the pain consume you to ashes and let the wind blow it away.
Re-invent yourself
Rise up on your feet
And start living again.Proudly, with your head high.
You are a human being, 
You’re not flawless
You will do onto others
And they will do onto you... Its how life is .. A chain of event, happenings and decisions. Don’t lose your identity be known for whom you are. Keep on seeking
Life is a journey, Try not to lose your humanity, If you lose it, you lose yourself.
And you die inside.
The journey stops when you pass on.
The journey never ends if you don’t’ lose your soul.
Be merciful and kind
Live and let live
Die for those who deserve living
Cry… Cry…. Cry like a child
Paint your face with mud
And scream like a mad person
Lick your wounds and let them bleed clean let the scar tissues remind you of the lost battles, Don’t feel sorry for yourself cuz you are what you made yourself.
Don’t  ever hate yourself, have the courage to live... dear anyone can die..
And when the angels comes lie down and let your soul go peacefully and let them kill you mercifully... nobody will be sad.. You are mortal 

Strength not a burning desire to win your goal, but a courage to try again every time you lose.

اي الاشخاص يكون..!

الانتظار مؤلم والنسيان مؤلم أيضا، لكن معرفة أيهما نختارهو أسوأ أنواع المعاناة ولكن وان كان النسيان نعمه فالذكريات هي هويتنا الأخرى التي نخفي حقيقتها عن الآخرين.. حتى أنّي استكيع ان اسال ... قل لي ماذا تتذكّر.. أقل لك من أنت ... جرّبوا هذه اللعبة تعرّفوا على أنفسكم من خلال سؤالكم: ماذا تتذكّرون بالضبط أيّة ذكريات نجت من النسيان خلال عبوركم متاهات العمر.. أيّ ذكريات لا تفارقكم كحياة تلك هي بالذات الذكريات التي تتحكّم في حياتكم... الان تخيل انسان لم يمنح هذه النعمه.. اي الاشخاص يكون..!

I Miss The Old, Happy Me

The worst feeling in the world is knowing you did the best you could and it still wasn't good enough, Sometimes we all need someone who believes in us just a little bit more than we do ourselves in order for us to become stronger but, as much as we grave in this life or another What we allow, is what will continue. You know..! Sometimes I miss The old, Happy Me but i believe that; from pain something will grow from all i'm going through. And it will be me..

B mine again...! ! !

The past flashes in front of your eyes. with all of my mistakes .. But for me, even thought i once broke your heart, I still love you.
When I'm all alone you are the only thing that think about. And here I am sitting and wishing, How bad I want you to be mine again...! ! !

Life is happening now

Happiness is a choice, not a result. Nothing will make us happy until we choose to be happy. No person will make us happy unless we decide to be happy. our happiness will not come to us It can only come from us.. We become a day dreamer but so afraid to take risks.. we spend all the day searching throughout the entire universe for someone who is more deserving of our love, while If we can learn to love ourselves and all the flaws, we can love other people so much better. And that makes us so happy... life is happening now.. go find what you love and let it kill you softly.

Walk away

Sometimes walking away has nothing to do with our weaknesses even not because we want other's to feel our worth and value.... but we finally realize our own, the hardest part in walking away was the part when you realize no matter how slow we go... they will never run after us...

Terrorism begins in sick minds

I speak not for myself but for those without voice... those who have fought for their rights... their right to live in peace, their right to be treated with dignity, their right to equality of opportunity, their right to decide how and when freedom will be them direction.
Didn't we all know that; When we deny the poor and the vulnerable their own human dignity and capacity for freedom and choice, it becomes self-denial. It becomes a denial of both our collective and individual dignity, at all levels of society.
The fight for justice against corruption and The ambitions of the great powers countries is never easy. It never has been and never will be. It exacts a toll on our self, our families, our friends, and especially our children. In the end, I believe the price we pay is well worth holding on to our dignity... but please never turn your rights to a madness reasons to kill.

Beginning of the end

The further growth. 
Increase in natural resource consumption. 
Thermal emissions. 
global warming. 
Changes in the general atmosphere of the land and oceans. Cultures change depending on climate change 
Conflicts arising from the order to survival
Change in the global balance of forces
.... And the ending begin..

..., ...., Paris and so on...!

France, Paris
Along ago we used to reap what we saw now alas... Innocent peoples reaping what greed corrupt governments saw.

I see humans but not humanity all around..!

Flying dreams

The only way we will ever permanently take control the test of our life is to dig deep and fix the root problem... aren't we have a choice about how we take what happens to us in our life and whether or not we allow it to turn us. We can become consumed by hate, anger and darkness, or we're able to regain our humanity somehow, or come to terms with things and learn something about ourselves.  
All parents all over the world want their children to lead a better life than themselves, but first they need to believe that change is possible to meet in reality life.. second they need to teach them that in the end, life will keeping test them yet the lessons behing will appear.. personally I'm keeping push my sons to live once as a lion better than a life time hidden as sheep cos life will always be an operation which is done in a forward direction. Just always remind yourself that whenever flying dreams exists through your way that means you're doing the right thing with your life.

Love means not ever having to say you're sorry.

It's a really scary thing, having your dreams come true and seeing everything you ever wanted happening, getting the attention for it and then not knowing how to handle it properly so, If you're going to do something tonight that you'll be sorry for tomorrow morning, Please sleep late. You know no matter how many times we say we're sorry, somebody is not going to hear us at some point.

Internet curses

Does The new information technology... Internet and e-mail... have practically eliminated the physical costs of communications or it has been a boon and a curse for our humanity...?
We are all now connected by the Internet, like neurons in a giant brain. Today, dancers have so much more information and are much more mobile. Kids are traveling everywhere to go to summer programs, funding themselves with Kickstarter - putting their dreams on the Internet and seeing if they will pan out.
When the Internet first came into public use, it was hailed as a liberation from conformity, a floating world ruled by passion, creativity, innovation and freedom of information. When it was hijacked first by advertising and then by commerce, it seemed like it had been fully co-opted and brought into line with human greed and ambition... you knew even the crisis of democracy in the middle eastern countries is not the result of falling in love with another system. In Europe and America people who are disillusioned with democracy do not dream about the Chinese model or any other form of authoritarian rule. They do not dream about government that controls Internet and puts in prison those daring to disagree.
What I want to show is.. it's the right time to turn off your email; turn off your phone; disconnect from the Internet; figure out a way to set limits so you can concentrate when you need to, and disengage when you need to. Technology is a good servant but a bad master while I have one major problem with the Internet: It's full of liars... isn't.!

judgement day.

When the last teardrops falls, when birds stop sing anymore, when love, kind, loyal and honesty vanich from humans life dictionary,  when secretariat lost .. wait for our judgement day.

What meant to be..

We as a humans used to accept what is, letting go of what was and have faith of what will be.. no matter what once in our life someone hurt us, no matter if that someone took all we are and rip it into peaces... and they won't even watched where the peaces land but believe me .. through the breakdown we will learn something very important about ourselves ..
we will learn to trust our gut, it know what our head hasn't yet figured out .. 
we will learn to pay close attention to the people who don't clamp when you win.. 
we will learn that leadership is not a position or a title, it's good actions and examples.
We will learn that it's not the future that we're afraid of, it's repeating the past mistakes that make us anxious.. it might take a day, year even a lifetime to understand that ... what meant to be will always find its way.

about life..

If only I knew how's it going to be
If only when I try to fix things, they became better
If only I was certain of how others feel
And if only people believed what I say...
If I knew how to show what I really felt
If I knew how to make people understand
If I knew how to make them believe
If I knew how to make them happy
If making people happy doesn't leave me sad
If making them understand doesn't make me an ignorant
If making them believe doesn't make me a liar
And if letting them know how I feel doesn't leave me numb
Things would've never reached that point
I know I would be in a much happier place
No one would ever blame me for not caring
No one would blame me for not thinking
That's life ....You're never certain
You never know, you're never sure
You're not going to live that dream of yours
And life would never be "trouble free"
You have to live with what you have
You try to fix the broken glass
You try to collect the shattered pieces
You make the best of everyday
It's like a train that never stops
Keep going through life without pausing
Just live each day and throw it behind you
Don't look back or you'll break your neck !

My philosophy

He who works with his hands is a laborer; He who works with his hands and his brain is a craftsman; but a human who works with his hands and his brain and his heart is an artist .. yet be careful when you deal with that special kind of humans coz in the cold nights, all the blood rushes to your core to protect your heart, lungs, kidneys, liver, and brain. When you leave the water, the blood rushes back to your arms and legs, absorbs that freezing cold, and brings it back to the heart.. also true tears come from the heart and not from the brain..There is no need for temples, no need for complicated philosophies. My brain and my heart are my temples; my philosophy is kindness..

Disrespect

Self-respect is the fruit of discipline; the sense of dignity grows with the ability to say no to oneself and yes to being vanity. I'm not concerned with anyone to liking or disliking me... All I ask is that you respect me as a human being. And the greatest lesson that;  there would be times in our life when we have to choose between being loved from the other's and being respected…  I used to always pick being respected as an option to win. To win my life battle.. You should know that;  sometimes you need to step back a step..  Just to have a perfect place to win. 
We all have two strong strange animals inside,  one is kindly and good while the other is remaining so wild…  we shoud quite sure which one we feed.  Later it will shape our character.

Being married..!

When people get married because they think it's a long-time love affair, they'll be suffer from their lives then divorced very soon, because all love affairs end in disappointment to both of them. After all those years as a man hearing 'not kind enough, not rich enough,  not strong enough, not smart enough, not this enough, not that enough,' almost overnight I woke up one morning and thought, 'I'm enough. In fact, I love being married. It's so great to find that one special person you want to annoy for the rest of your life.