There is no love,

If love were like water.. I'd build you a fountain,
If love were like stone.. I'd bring you a mountain.
If love were like air.. I'd set whirlwinds free,
But 
As these is no love as I hope from you... I'll just give you me.

only you

don't forget to remember .. that i have only you.

An open window to your heart, fair enough

A bouquet of magic pink roses I send to make you smile and cheer
These special roses are magic ones that will chase clouds out of here
For them to work their magic, there are just a few things you must do
Just trust me a little and follow the instructions ‘cause this is all for you
First, close your eyes to see them and the way they are beautifully arranged
You should see that they are displayed the way you like them, and the arrangement will never change
Now, flex your nostrils a little and take a deep breath through your nose
You should smell the fragrant aroma and feel a tingle all the way to your toes
Next, take your right hand and gently place it over your tender heart
You should feel it beating strongly with a flutter right from the start
Do not be alarmed that your heart is fluttering, and beating strong and fast
The magic of your pink roses is touching it so that the feeling will last
There is one last thing I need you to do for your magic pink roses to work
Go look into a mirror and give yourself a funny facial smirk
This should bring a smile to your face and you should be starting to grin
If for some reason the magic does not seem to be working, you have to follow the instructions again
Keep repeating these clear instructions until you begin to smile
The magic pink roses shall take you to a happy place that will last for quite a while
Keep your magic pink roses around because they will never wither or die
They will always be right there to take you from an emotional low to a high

Pink..!

You love the color pink, 
Then you don't care what others think.. 
And if i make you smile after what I ink
Then we need to share something more than the drink.

Love is like a war..

When a person does not have anything to lose it becomes brave. We only hesitant when we have hope.. so, to be unbeatable person you should find the balance between what you need to lose in a battle to win the war and what you should keep no matter what.

Dead souls.

And in a warm family meeting I asked my father, I'm wondering in life and death.. then he painted a smile in his face and said; 
My son, 
Take care of five things before five things happen.!!
Your youth before growing old, 
Your health before suffering illness, 
Your wealth before getting poverty, 
Your free time how to spend before being busy in your job, 
Your life meaning before your death remaining.
That was fairly enough.. to lead me throughout the rest of my life.
May God blessings spread upon our dead souls.

Suicide is more and more popular

Some say life is beautiful
some say its sad.
Some people see forests of green
some see stumps.
Some say that technology moves forward
Some say we're loosing knowledge.
Some people see gardens of daisies
Some see dead grass.
Some hope for world peace
Some hope with greed.
Some are destined to greatness
Some hope for a second chance
Some are never given a chance.
Some hope for the end.
Some are born able to fly
Some don't even have wings
Doves fly peacefully in the sky.. Only to be chased away by vultures.!
Why Suicide is more and more popular..!!
When did death become the only solution.!!
Does each generation move forward.!
Are we someday going to find ourselves back at the begining.!

Hold on..

Listen...  real love can touch us one time and last for a lifetime and never let go until we're gone.
If you really mean forever, then just say you will try.
Never say forever.. cause forever makes me cry.
Never say hello, if you really mean goodbye.
Never say you're to, if you never plan to start.
Never look me in the eyes, if all you do is lie.
Never say 'I love you' if you just don't really care.
Never talk about feeling, if they aren't really there.
and your slowly shaking finger tips, show that your scared.. like me so.
let's pretend were alone, and i know you may be scared and i know we're unprepared.. but i don't really care I was reborn to tell you, 'I love you'
There are times when i can't decide whether to see you or not, i want to see you, not because this brilliant future waiting for me, but because i miss you.
What i did for love. I'm gonna draw a picture, a picture in a story.. not to let the world read my first book, I don't care at all, but to let them be my witnesses through this unbelievable love story.. so please, hold on.

Collecting what still remains.. Chapter 01,

I feel like it’s there for keeps, in everything I touch, in every word I speak everywhere I look and even .. In every thought I think. from my first steps, My conscience, the baggage I picked up along the way and my trash when I did pass away..
I got up one day and had enough, I grabbed a sack and in I stuffed all those things that piss me off and dumped it in my old car, I started the engine and thought I can move along, get the wheels to turn, but it haunted me and weighed me down..
So, I thought I will get rid of it in the next bin I found but it took a walk and followed me, to the next stop and got in to the back seat
Where I can see.. o
And every time I look over my shoulder I see that little me.. I wonder..
Why is he after me ?
Why can’t he just walk away .?
And leave me alone, and let me do what I’ve got to do today
I stopped my old car and pulled him by the arm, 
You’re wasting my time' I told him for the last time.. 
I drive on .. and on along that deser highway road, and I wouldn’t park... Till I can prove you wrong and show you that I’m really strong.
I opened the door to get back in to my seat and there he was again.. o God, But now in the driver’s seat, I stood stunned while he said' Listen to me
You can’t get rid of me, deal with it and come with me, face your fears and become my friend.. That’s the only thing that will make
Your nightmare end.. 

Love is..

Love was the reactor, love is everything, if i should live to be one-hundred, i still shall not forget the love that lives deep inside of me the one that never quits, the one that lead me with an invisible hand..
I found a touch of heaven in the brush of her finger tips, there was magic in the soft words she whispered with her tender lips, there are a lot of joy in her smiling face..
To a woman love is Prince by soul and a knight by body, to a man love is everything, she puts her whole heart in it and even when all hope is gone his mind still dabbles in it willingly need it. 

Pride story .. chapter 03, Netherlands

An understanding of myself, takes a train of thought
An understanding of yourself, takes a peace of mind
An understanding of our situation, needs honesty, unity different opportunity’s.. Knowing the possibilities lays before our eyes
Giving us the option to strive.
One's find it so hard get on that train on the path of success, to follow our will and our freedom to progress.. Every chug your chug along, Builds a stronger heart that beats alone, Pumping energy and unity inside something that you call me.
Don’t doubt the only thing we can trust, believe in ourselves that’s a must..
Tell yourself I’m comin home, A destination a realization that
I’m the driver the sole survivor of "something" that you can call me.

Uploading " not enough"

It is not enough to have a dream, unless we are willing to strive for it... For then it as if we never had one.
It is not enough to complain about something, unless we are willing to try to make it better... for then nothing will ever change.
It is not enough to think something is wrong, unless we are willing to stand up against it... for then evil will always triumph.
It is not enough to be to strong, unless we are willing to help others... For then our strength has no real power at all.
It is not enough to point out to someone their faults, unless we are willing to help them change... for then they will never become a better person like we hope.
It is not enough to merely speak, unless our words have meaning. Have a viewpoints..  for then it as if we never spoke.
It is not enough to know the truth, unless you are willing to accept it... for then everything becomes a lie.
It is not enough to know what is right, unless we are willing to live by it... for then your existence is in vain.
It is not enough to want to be loved, unless you are willing to give it freely..  for then you will never understand what love is all about.

Does silence enough.!!

The human needs words and sentences, Speech and meaning
Silence and waiting in silence
And loving silence so much
Are not enough
Even the longest silence is not enough
We need to speak to another person, We need human hearing
Living in the silence of our own lost selves is not enough
We need to be heard and be listened to
And to speak in a world where there are listeners
Who know how to reply..

The silence of our conversation

The silence of our conversation Is worse than anything you can say And that fact that there's but silence between us Is well to my dismay I love you so much Yet silence is the only thing I let escape
Silence draped over our conversations Like a long, black cape There's so much I want to tell you But I know I wouldn't And I want to scream at you But I know I shouldn't
I know you want to say something too Of this I'm sure But it is only so little That you or I will endure The few times we talk I can hear it in you voice I can her uncertainty And the need to make a choice 
I wish silence would leave Once and for all Then maybe we could have better communication Perhaps even outside a phone call And I try so hard
Just like I try to make this poem rhyme But it just takes too much effort And way too much time But you can't expect me to let silence take over And if you do you are very wrong And if we continue like this We won't be together long And I bet that's what you want
The silence continues..... And so does this game What's worst is I know That I'm the only one to blame It's all my fault It's because of what I did and didn't do
And it hurts so much Because I'm so in love with you
I can hear in the silence What I've heard for some time You don't say anything
But I know what's on your mind You leave behind silence In the dark abyss that is my heart And what's worst is I, myself, tore it apart
When I realized what I was doing It was already too late Just another Twist of my terrible fate And silence took over A silence caused by me A silence that's eternal A silence that won't leave

Dark is all that I can see

Now i lay me down to sleep, I close my eyes and hoping to weep
And then i feel the hand upon my cheek, To wipe away the fears that creep
From the corners of my mind so deep, I open them up to see
The one that is standing over me, The outline of a face that haunts thee, Standing there i wish she'd touch me
Is she the same one that visits me in dreams ?
But as i try to focus i can not see, I fear she is slipping away from me..
Back into my romantic fantasies, Yet i know she is the key, To cure my nights of that renewable weeping tree, The image in the dark is all... that i can see.

Never

Never,... threaten a real man. 
Never,... breaks someone trust until you're ready to lose him or her.
And never say never.. for never like forever both are a lie.

A kiss on the beach

Today melts into tomorrow gone is my sorrow.
Now the pinnacle of my day you've chased all my tears away.
Beaming at you I know your joyful too.
Walking hand in hand across a long beach of sand.
You turn to me with a sparkle in your eye, I suddenly feel warm and shy
you bend your head to mine, your lips feel heavenly divine.
I'm lost with you, but always at home.
Together, a unity, wherever we roam.. for tomorrow I will be at home.

Lacking into sanity

Is it not good to be different ?
Is it not an asset to be your own ?
Is it bad to be an individual ?
Do you have to live life as a clone ?
Why are we to be judged by the color of our skin instead of the color of our inner souls ?
Why are we to be judged by the clothes we wear, Our favourite music.. Or the color of our hair ?
Is it crazy or is it just me .. Am I lacking in sanity to think this world can live as one.!!!
.. alas, Each of us are different and none of us are wrong'

In time..

It takes true talent to accept both sides of someone dear to you but sometimes, it's better not to speak than to be judged for your words for only through time we will see the truth by our own eyes.. maybe we will be scary.. maybe we will be happy when finally will find the answers for each and every "why" hasn't "because" after. But for now Could we hold each other's hands for just one second ?
Let every pain be faint light, slowly dwindling the act of living..!
And for now I need to let the mind taking control over this weakness heart.. stay faithful, stay strong, stay loyal .. for I keeps my promises.

Sailing with a poem is not wiser

Life is a sailing ship with lots of adventures but it needs a captain
To weather through life's storms, A wrong decision for a solution by the captain through panic the ship surely sinks like the Titanic.!
But the captain with pure determination will steer the 'ship' to her destination to greener pastures, unexplored places, admire interesting faces..
Life is running a big race trying to meet one's satisfaction, trying to prove one's quality of life and overcoming any hardship without loosing the meaning of friendship by appreciating other's advice or avoiding secrets and lies
Whether one's ship is big or small "her" master should stand tall..
Without loosing coolant so having perseverance is evidence of facing the world with "Hope" with tears or laughter in one's own ship to cope.. for when one is the only master, charting the course of life, accepting the adventure with a smile for a bright future.
Life is ... a sailing ship, With lots of adventure
Life is patience, don't be mad, Life is faith so be glad, Life is endurance that's a fact... Life is love remember that.. For that's true.. Life is a journey we go through,
Life is believing and trusting never let me lose that, 
Life is God Gifts to be treasured with daily thanksgiving.. 

Taste it..

While rhyme is not the essence of it, we may agree, it is the honey of it.. what a sweet tooth have children, true. but too much rhyme will be the death of me and you.. for life is like a wine, it is an acquired taste and not much good to children.

Our tomorrow.. sunrise

I want to watch the sunrise
I want to watch it in your eyes
I want to feel it in your body an erotic passion in disguise
I want to hear the waves crashing down upon the shores
I want to feel your hands explore me while all around us the water pours.
I want to feel the sand between my fingers small the salt in the air
I want to feel my tongue go through your secret places if you dare!
I want to feel your heat of a chilly Autumn night
I want to kiss you softly beneath the pale moonlight
I want to meet the stars that lie hidden in your surprise
So will you wait for me to watch the sunrise?

Sunrise..

when you really live
a sunrise is a thought
a sunset is a memory
Our sunrise can be someone else's sunset
someone else's sunrise can be our sunset
It is relative but one thing is certain
it holds every day, forever and always the duality of this amazing universe.. to whisper to all God creations to keep on balance.. 

The power of love

There cames a time, When you face the tougest of figths, Seaching for a light
I'm lost in the darkest of nights the wind blows so cold
I'm standing alone befor the battles begun but deep in my soul
There is the future still unfolds, it is bight as the rays of the sun
You got to believe in the power of love
There's a light that falls from the heart it's a chian reaction
There's nothing that will keep us apart stand by my side, bow to love.
There's nothing to hide for together, we will fight to the end
Take hold of my hand and you will understand
What means to be friends and being fully in loving
You got to believe in the power of love for It's what hearts are made of.

I got a tears can't weep...

For our children, For there future, For there purity, For there vulnerability
I got a tears can't weep...
For those at war, For their families, For their safety, For their sanity
I got a tears can't weep...
For the hungry, For the homeless, For the lost, For the sick
I got a tears can't weep...
We are headed into treacherous water, For our country, for all mankind mistery and suffering 
I got a tears can't weep... 
Through all the pain
Through all the sorrow
Through all the uncertainty
Still
For our families, For our children and For our love
I have hope..

Good life need good wife.

In a round way of life what does a man need?
a woman to be call a wife.. or a plot to grow some whets?
just lie down in the night with your eyes gaze at the light, knowing nothing could be done with your might and ask yourself is that all to life.!!
Some think life is all about making wealth or having a family with good health, they gain all they thought but is like joy as melt
still the same life is to be felt.
They try to seek for other solutions but it becomes a greater situation is like life is a place without salvation.. that is the a place you call the world.. 
now let talk about my place call the reality.. We don't need to be in the dark nights, where satisfactions have great might because we have come to the light together, with no bit of fears, we feed our life together hand in hand from our true emotions, taking care of all the family, help each other's to growing, to face the worth, the bad and the good together with so much patience, to trust each other, to believe in each other's.. so please.. 
just believe in God, just believe in love and shine so bright in our life, for I'm blind without your lights..

Second chance..

You can't hide your emotions behind the tears of a clown
And neither can I,
You can't hide your fears behind the words of wisdom and neither can I, This leaves me to do some heavy thinking,
As I light up a cigarette today And stare at the walls of our possibilities and capabilities, For the wall is my enemy and it will soon be defeated.. I'm holding on to what's real, Someday you will understand why
I may be lonely now but I will captivate your heart once again, these past couple of months have been hell for me, I can't imagine what you're going through, Still the universe has an affect on us both.. We can't deny our failure any longer, As desperate seas rage I still love you, Wiping out deserted shores
Love is powerful.. shoo, Listen to me.. I'm speaking from my heart
Second chances don't come around very often, A lot of time has been spent.. Contemplating the future anything to get you back in my life again

The other side

Everybody deserved to be heard
but not all have the chance to be listened to
and even if they are, still limited in time and place
that is why.... I write,
for them to know the other side of the story

The question is... What if.. I can.!!

Your words tangle my thoughts, Winding them together so tight, Yet giving me the strength, to imagine possibilities,
Possibilities my mind can't refuses, to spend all my time thinking of, You entwine me into your web of hope, with no destination, Confused yet I'm hopeful. For the destiny awaiting me through this fog... A fog cast only by you.

Beyond your logic

You need to see I need to hear
You need to think I need to feel
You need to hide I need no mask behind.
We obey as much as we love.. and beyond all your logically thoughts, there is a world need to discover.
Close your beautiful eyes, turn off all your thoughts, with so humble true love, call my name.. dream .. stay there.

Into the gloom

The wanting creature inside me.. Wanting more of life than to live from dust to dust, Trying to truly live and never neglegating love to lust.
Thinking that a Later is so long and yesterday was over due, he needs to think forward, To makes for future dreams come true.
Dear, waiting creature;
Do you believe there is some place that will make the soul less thirsty.!! In that great absence you will find nothing.
Be strong then, and enter into your own body;
there you have a solid place for your feet.
Didn't you know that; Sometimes it is the prospect later that makes the present bloom.. please enjoy the moments and let me searches for happiness between the gloom.

On my desk

On my desk of memories, lies a blank page, an unaddressable envelope and pretty pictures of my love.
On my desk of desires lies a leaking fountain pen, two stamps stuck together and an open dictionary.
On my desk of thoughts, lies so much words unwritten, unrequited dreams and these unsent letters.
On the desk of my life, lies the girl I remember, the woman I lost and the lady I love.
On the desk of my reality lies your warm embraces, gently passionate loving words and you with those beautiful children at the end of the day.
On the desk of my future, lies our hopes to growing old together, hand in hand no matter how the storm will be, 

bow to love

When our life will vanish away,
Memories are all we have got,
To rejoice in what we were, 
And regret, What we were not.

Who am i but "Tomorrow"

 
Letting me struggles through darkness, just to make things right,
It seems to be that all around you are a pockets of light awaiting to be found, So in all confusion, anguish and fear, I'll search for the light for it's always near, hold up your head,
keep up the fight, anticipate tomorrow, for it might be bright.. and even in darkness night  I'm still have faith that  what meant to be will always find the way.

Ballerina on the sand

May tomorrow be the day of knowing which way to go and to help me decide, which emotions to let flow and which I'll let behind .
May it help me to understand what exactly is going on and why the story should written on the sand Where all my mistakes are made and what I am doing wrong... May it give me an answers to questions that I ask "Who am I" and the truth be unveiled.. or relieved from its mask.
May the day bring me companionship, love
and everything else may help.
May it be the best day to ever pass me by and leave me in a euphoric state some kind of natural high. 

Another world

Why does hate exist..!
I think this crying world needs some rest, don't you think that life is hard to live and survive through all this hazard.
Don't you think that life is weird..!
Some are fighting in wars suffering.. feeling so much pain of bleeding scars while others are singing, dancing and drunk in bars.
Don't you think it's funny..!
that everything is going bad.. nothing goes fine people are killed and others are tasting the wine nectar.
I can't bare the changes of the world's temperamental stages,
I can't believe the darkness of man's heart,
I guess they should be all blocked in cages.
Don't you think that life is tough people are too greedy they never get enough,
Where are your feelings people.. why are you so cold.!
when will we live in peace.. where are your humanity sold.!
When will you throw the sword?.. isn't enough being bold.!
When will we feel those fears of innocent children living in nightmares.!
How can you ever feel the pleasure out of seeing other people's suffer.. All this hatred for a stolen land,
When will you people understand
why are you all so passive..no one wants to offer a helping hand,
Don't you feel the shame.. But it's not the time to blame it's time to get together.. why are we still enemies, 
Can't we just live like sisters and brothers, All the world come together.. just come together and lets make this world better.

Stop calling my name.

I left a note on a distant channel.. I lost and can’t find my way home, Yesterday I saw you standing in a shade but you never cared to look at me..
When darkness starts to fall and I got through a wake-up mind call.... You made a disappearing, Your voice is vague and unheard..
Now on this road to a choice of life, I never can imagine where you are.!!
Every night all prayers are uttered that I will see you one day and even if tomorrow comes, I come screaming your name... Til I can shout no more and die. But your whereabouts is unknown
Gone crazy here and there looking for you, so please stops calling my name for until clarity.. all I have is but a shame.

Who am i !

Have pride that you have helped someone rise, and not that you have conquered someone.
Pride is that one feels about oneself high
Show vanity for your affinity; Show not vanity for your elegance.
Vanity is that one shows oneself high,
You are vanity woman your love is deaf and cannot hear the moans of the mind,
is blind and doesn't want to see the tears of the heart.
You are pride woman and there is blood of love on your wounds that nobody knows,
covered by pain that shouts in silence while your eyes hide in a sweet smile,
those sores of love..
now answer this ..!
I was not born until yesterday
I do not exist even today
But you impatiently waiting for me ..
Who am i ..? 

Shoo .. trust in miracles

This yearning in my heart
this confusion in my mind
the words left unspoken
the emptiness in my life
haunts me all the time
At this very moment you.. mistrust.!
Why does your heart grow doubtful dear..! Your tense and beating, full of fear.
I keep with me your everlasting unspeakable love, and bless the day God sent you from above.
You remain my angel and I feel that I must, tell you that within you, you have my trust.
My love is the tide, your soul is the shore, you have my heart, do I have the core .!
I'll belong to you till the very end, and you will forever stay as my lover and also my best... friend.
It has been so good like this from the start, so darling please, 
trust me with your heart.
there is yearning in your heart
there is confusing in your mind
there are words left unspoken
the emptiness in your life
hunts me all the time.