Tuesday, July 05, 2016

Rich I'm not

I always telling her i love her and she thought it wasn't real, thinking i wanted her to be my budgeted meal.. not comprehending what my love mean, as tinny as a sesame bean.
Is it a crime that i don't have or a taboo to keep you my always and forever better half.
If my love is real, I pray thee may thou feel,
My love i can't hid, you always beside o.. and inside my head, despite the great tide..
Refusing my story, even my being worry... So my baby..!
Rich I am not, fool maybe yes maybe not, and you already knew that, talented a lot.
time tells who i will be, but not what you see..!
Baby i love you... just because i love you.

Monday, July 04, 2016

Tomorrowland

The painful thing in death is not a death itself, For everything creation from scratch of dirt and water, from dust and into dust we shall return someday. Death by itself is the end of the imperative for all creatures on the face of the universe. But the most painful thing is to knows how you will die, or when you will die..
o.. Once you know one of those points, 
Your life twisted up side down,
Your point of view becomes useless,
Your purpose in life limited in one point, "Tomorrowland"
do i prepared to leave that shell and finally have a meeting with my final destination.!
am i ready to leave my kids alone, am i ready to abandon my beloved woman..!

the End..!

Dose life start at the beginning, or dose life start at the end.
For me the start of life was the start of a worrying trend, Bad wrongs I forget, right wrongs I mend.
Deaths the end to life, but dose that mean its an end.
If wrongs a product of right, is right how we begin,
Dose life start at the beginning or dose life start at the end.
I’ve managed to escape the illusion,
That all ends lead to a conclusion.
I’ve been told 'bout beginnings and ends,
It’s the middle where I aim, it's the middle where i was blind..

Sunday, July 03, 2016

Freedom.


As the shadow of twilight touch the dawn and the crickets creep and move in the ground, the tweets of the birds color my day.. it’s Sunday… a bright day…myaybe some spends in hospital but still remains holiday...
As I smell the fragrance of spreading scents, flowering figs and guava are about to end, fruits start to appear from green to yellow
oh what a beautiful day… my heart glows.
I tried to look and move around, i saw a helpless bird trap in the leaves, i hear its voice feeling the pain, i attempt to reach and let it fly again.
As I sit alone I think and I realize, happiness begets, when you have freedom in life.!
if you live in memoriesthen only recollections you can find.. you can’t move on and the fact is you will always left behind.

Saturday, July 02, 2016

Your rights go hand in hand with your responsibilities,

Twilight and I, will walking hand in hand, As lovers walk in warming light.
Across a lonely hardest land, Where west winds chanted in the wheat an old, old vesper wondrous sweet.
Oh, Twilight and i were went as lightly as on wings through many a scented chamber fair, among the pines and balsams, where I could have dreamed of darling things, and ever as we went I knew, the peeping fairy folk went too.
I could have lingered now and then by gates of moonrise that might lead,
To some forgotten, spiceried mead, or in some mossy, cloistered glen,
Where silence, very still and deep, seemed fallen in enchanted sleep.
But Twilight ever led me on, as lovers walk, until we came to hills where sunset's shaken flame had paled to ashes dead and wan;
And there, with footsteps stolen light, She left me imagine where i can find the lure of night.

Friday, July 01, 2016

In this life,

We get a chance, a chance for something new, something only we understand.
Our dreams suddenly seem so close and we hold on tight to what is leaving and follow the path that we create for ourselves, yet little trod upon the way we used to be.
In our hearts we understand what we must do to reach this unknown land. This land where all our dreams suddenly become reality
We see a potential for trouble and we never turn our backs and hide behind any walls of shadows.
When we need to come out head strong and change to right from wrong
Our dreams are real, if you'll let them be, If you hold them close, and aim for this reality so dream on and open up to wake my dreams and yours
We get a chance... A chance for something new
Something only we understand.

September will come

September is like no other it's days change color and weather no other month can say quite the same gor every day, I can feel the change
It's cool breezes start out warm, changing to cold throughout every storm, the leaves change and fall as the Summer will leave and Autumn kisses us all once again.
September maidens feel the change like the blue of the sky yet the color so deep with nbelievable beauty.
Maidens fall throughout and watch, each raindropp changing through colors so fast yet one streak remains the same of that wonderful sapphire rain.
September, unlike any other will hold you tight, in any weather. changing will come, no matter where you go.
North and you'll get stormy snow, South and feel the heat of summer coming september does this, no matter what. change lives within, Nothing to stop
September is beautiful and awesome all the same
It's hope for the future and the change comes swiftly as we sweep away
The Summer will end and the Autumn will begin
Change is all around with one maiden leaving and yet, another comes born into the world of wonderful September.
The sapphire skies live on through out this wonderful.

Thursday, June 30, 2016

Doubt not.

Doubt that the thunder kills
Doubt you that the sun is real
Doubt you that the stars can see
Doubt you that there is holy hill
Doubt you the foolishness of the wise
Doubt the truth in my words to be lies
Doubt you the sweetness that in honey lies
Doubt the experience of a bitter life's
Doubt you the wonders of the elements
Doubt you the destruction that is imminent
Doubt you the power of ingredients
Doubt the uniqueness of the Earth
Doubt you the glory of the king
Doubt you the bird does sing
Doubt you the awe of all things
Doubt all your night dreaming,
But never doubt that, I love you.

Wednesday, June 29, 2016

a dropp of water

A drop of water from your eyes shows many emotions, maybe anger, pain, sorrow of life and sometimes due to pain or may be to show joy of life... someone slap or hurt or break your heart.
A drop of water, show this all..!
when there is a joy or a warm hug in your pain it is the same dropp of water will come from your eyes
This drop of water is the flow of your thoughts...
It is the reflection of heart
It is the image of your own
It is the inner truth of yours
As it have the bond with your soul but not with your mind this dropp is a bond between your heart and soul.
A drop nothing but a dropcame not from your eye but from youe heart and soul this single dropp say this all
As it reveals many secrets of your heart aw well as of our inner trith and soul.
A tear within a priceless value.. dropped form the eye, with no answer why..!

beauty and the beast

The beast had a beauty inside him and the beauty had a beast inside her.
When the beast met the beauty, he fell in love with the beast in her. When the beauty met the beast, she fell in love with the beauty in him.
One day, his tears struck her and she turned into a butterfly, yet who was a beauty himself but had beast in him and they lived happily ever after.
It is an inside out story...
The story doesn't end here, for maybe the beauty couldn't vanish the beast in the prince, and the prince couldn't deal with the beast in beauty..!
to be continue.

Tuesday, June 28, 2016

I don’t understand

I don’t know what to say to you nor do I know what I should do.!
I cannot help for I don’t understand so instead I’ll take you by the hand and promise you for now and always...
I’ll be here for you when you need me,
I’ll be the best version of me that I can be on that you can always depend,
The most broken pieces of your story I’ll help you mend.

Confirmation required for tomorrow steps.


As we travel through life there are always
those times, When decisions just have to be made, When the choices are hard, and solutions seem scarce.
There are some situations where all we can do is simply let go and move on, gather our courage and choose a direction, no matter where it will lead us but that carries us toward a new dawn.
So pack up your troubles and take a step forward the process of change can be tough, but think about all the excitement ahead,
Choose a destination not by logic not by your heart or what are your mind chose, but within you there is a light glow in the darkness it must confirm to you the right destination then take a steps forward for, There might be adventures you never imagined just waiting around the next bend, and wishes and dreams just about to come true in ways you can't yet comprehend or even imagine,
Perhaps you'll find friendships that spring from new things as you challenge your status quo, and learn there are so many options in life,
Perhaps you'll go places you never expected and see things that you've never seen, or travel to fabulous, faraway worlds and wonderful spots in between!
Perhaps you'll find warmth and affection and caring, and somebody special who's there to help you stay cantered and listen with interest to stories and feelings you share.
Perhaps you'll find comfort in knowing your friends are supportive of all that you do, and believe that whatever decisions you make, they'll be the right choices for you.
Perhaps all you need is trying to knock another door, or even learning to say words you never used to say.. who knows ..!!
So, just keep putting one foot in front of the other, and taking your life day by day... there's a brighter tomorrow that's just down the road... Don't look back anymore.! You're not going that way.

Monday, June 27, 2016

My will.

I woke grudgingly, upon my thought. she woke me and had me taught. I found her questions, questionable. and my 'answers': unanswerable.
Why do we think ourselves kings yet, fear death like every kin.!!
Why do we hump our shoulders and consider not another's plights.!!
Why should we disturb the dead at the expense of the living..!
Why do we claim honour and wealth through and with things of horror..!
Why do we kill in order to heal.!
Why do we shed blood in order to flourish.!
What is life if we can't freely forgiveness.!
Why do we wait till heaven to make the earth a peaceful haven and truth unearthed.!
Who will touch the path of stars and ride on the wings of the wind.!
Who will taste death and come to life to live among men eternally.!
replying trials...
I ruminated on the expanse of my mind. my replies came in trickles,d ripping from the pinnacles of my thought..
Who am I to tell the dawn to wake, to yell the ice to be river, or even to tell the story of the dead.!
I know not the force behind the light, but i believe there is only one god, the path of heavens is not mine to fix but knowledge I will continue to seek, and my will will never break.. 

what you should know about Islam..001

.. And marry not women whom your fathers married,- except what is past: It was shameful and odious,- an abominable custom indeed,
Prohibited to you (For marriage) are:- Your mothers, daughters, sisters; father's sisters, Mother's sisters; brother's daughters, sister's daughters; foster-mothers (Who gave you suck), foster-sisters; your wives' mothers; your step-daughters under your guardianship, born of your wives to whom ye have gone in,- no prohibition if ye have not gone in;- (Those who have been) wives of your sons proceeding from your loins; and two sisters in wedlock at one and the same time, except for what is past; for Allah is Oft-forgiving, Most Merciful;

Secretly, silently... lovingly

looking at you from afar makes my heart race rabidly like my old tunning car.
Feeling your sweetly smiling makes me wanna feel like a child spent the day playing.
looking at your recognized face, when iys lightened by the sun makes me inbetween sad and happy yet indeed i wanna run.
Wishing to have a talk with you and confess my longing my true passion for you. but i know it couldn't be possible even smiling at your face is now becomes impossible.
seeing you talk so sweetly to another makes my heart breaks and it's continue to ache, i feel like a child want to cry but no tears come out, i do broke my heart.
i don't know how to stop liking you more and more everyday so as for now, I'll silently and secretly falling in love with you.

Sunday, June 26, 2016

I'm not happy.

i just hope i can find my old me gain, 
i don't feel either sadness of joy, either love or hate and either pity or mercy but all i know now is
i am not happy and i' not sad..
I'm not okay to be alright and i lose my will to show the world how strong this has made another me.. someone i don't even accepted or used to be.
maybe that person becomes stronger than the original nothing can bring me down, can tell the storys or even paint a fake smiles but it's not me.
I'm not angry or vex, I'm not full with that your hate and tear doesn't want to come.. I'm hanging inbetween and the light ahead feel dem day by day.
I don't want your forgiveness and i don't want to live in your hatred either, I don't want your pity and your mercy should stay with you.
please don't pray for me anymore for i got a lesson with a highly price.. 
I needs to do silently what i decided to do, for i used to walk alone blind, 
today I'm not sad, today is my revolution day against this person reflection his shadow in my old mirror.
today I'm not sad, but I also not happy.

Pray for me..!

Walk with me under the bright blue sky, Walk with me under the rain, so I can without hiding, besides you... cry, so I can with you forget the pain.
Walk with me, but hold my hand
Walk with me and hold me tight
Because then ill help you to understand, because then you’ll realize what’s right.
Walk with me, well forever move on
Walk with me and never stop
Help me forget the days that are gone
Help me, with you to reach the top
Walk with me and together we shall be
Walk with me and look into my eyes
Walk with me and tell me
That You walked with me to say you love me.

Torn apart

Where was I, when..., 
when I was losing every part of me.!
When fire was raging deep inside of me.!
When flowers will depend amongst the trees.!
Who and where will i be.!!
How does it feel,
when you burn in others desires.!
When you do everyting the others admire.!
When you scream from your heart as if you have never screamed before and your beloved called you a lair.!
i can guess how it feels to be torn apart.. apart from all that made me whole. 

Saturday, June 25, 2016

just dreaming

I’m dreaming of a new, dreaming for the beginning, dreaming for the truth, waiting to start winning.
Dreaming all of you, Dreaming of your dreams,
Dreaming of the passion, joping for compassion.
I still need to see, ehy you're complete with or without me, still need to feel what’s hurting inside me, or just wanting to be set free.
Dreaming of the one, dreaming of the answers, dreaming of her wonders, why she makes me feel fonder.!!
Dreaming of why I feel alone, dreaming for my soul to be directed, dreaming of me having your heart again and forever as you’d have mine to be protected.
I need you to carry me, my heart is like a star that’s gleaming, I want you to know we should be
God only if I wasn’t dreaming.

Sensitive souls

I opened my eyes and seen lonely things, at a moment, my merry heart shall fade as I watched the sad days people have made.
They are happy for the pain it brings, it’s like a bird with an injured wings. it’s my secret place where anger and wrath were length.
My God why the joy is like a precious broken jade; conquered by cruelty while old bell rings.
But then I took a moment of silence and thinking; here came a night sublime to join the selfish happiness without her wings.. O no, and I smiled as I heard the chords of chime from despair, I understood it better... maybe anger and wrath rule at a time, but love and humbleness reign forever, and will always at night spreading forgiveness wings.

Friday, June 24, 2016

family Dog.

You expect me to get on my knees and I do,
You expect me to adore you and I do,
I'll give you what you want,
I'll even stay hidden so you can shine,
I'll always obey you as much as I'll always love you but forget not how to respect your man.

So simple life.

Though life would never be the same again, we continue to believe in the choice of the game.
We spend years deceiving the forces of time to learn nothing is permanent than the wheel of time.
As the world grows bigger and bigger, we also begin to feel smaller and smaller.
Brought to the knees by the fleetingness of time we understand life is about balancing the blade of black and white.
Though things do crumble, fall, and break apart, the best laid plans are being laughed at.. and the hands of time do run out of sync. life remains but a series of new beginnings.. of blind steps into the unknown happenings.
Though things occur beyond a measure of control and the changes ensuring in the blink of the eyes. 
haunting and clouding our future lives so we move on waiting for the next morning.. knowing only for sure that the sun will rise again.
Somehow we believe there is a plan laid out for us even in this state of neverending flux.
So believe in some divine order within our lives for if we don't, what other reason but love, Would we live.!!

in the middle of the fire.

Do you dare to dream to conform your heart's yearning.!!
Can you risk looking like a fool for love, for your dreams, or may be just for the adventure of being alive.!
Have you ever touched the center of your own sorrow.!
Have you become wizen and closed from fear of further pain.!
Have you become wise and opened by life's betrayals.!
Can you dance in joy.. yours, and mine, not cautioning not being realistic, not remembering the limitations.
Can you live with failure, with being a stranger and still stand at the edge of a cliff and shout below.. yes .!!!
Can you get up after the night of grief and despair, weary and bruised to the bone and yet do wha tneeds to be done?.!
Will you stand in the center of the fire with me and not shriveling back!!!
I want to know what sustains you from the inside when all else falls away.
I want to know if you can be alone with yourself and if you truly like the company you keep in the empty moments.
I want to know the you nobody knew.!

Thursday, June 23, 2016

I forget how to feel..

when I'll sense the touch of your hands, the clasp of your fingers, the circling of your thumb... i forget how to feel.
when i remember the naked search of your eyesb, eholding my vision discerning my innerself... i forget how to see.
when I'll hear the raspiness of your voice, the drawl of your tongue, the drone of your breath... i forget how to breathe
but when i close my eyes everyday there stands the perect mirage of an angel and i hear the heart rhyme into a warble.. O, i feel the flow pulsating to your temple calling me to pray, and when i smile i know i am missing the original you.. stay blessed my queen.

into the open sea..

I can hear she calling, calling of the beautiful sea.
I can feel the salt water rising, rising through my veins.
I can see the gate opening an inlet to my lovely heart.
I can smell the perfume so fresh.. fresh like the sea.
I can feel the yellow grains, grains of sands at the feet.
I can feel the melody of the tides, the fluid melody of the heartbeat.
I can feel the rhythmic song, the songs flowing like the waves.
I can feel the sunrays warming, warming the inside of me through you.
I can feel the orange sunset smiling, smiling on my blushing cheeks.
For when I set sail to the open sea beyond the horizon I plan to be.
Just a few months maybe weeks to go and I shall be there at the shore.
the coast is calling and I barely can keep waiting

Wednesday, June 22, 2016

Thank you

You make me a writer, write love songs in my mind, exploring each and every edges of passion in my heart.
You make me a trader of your own expression for a smile, I trade it with compassion until i become recognized.
So, this is for you, hope you know that I'm thankful for you.

Time goes by..

Days and days go by with the hour so lonely, dark and gray is the sky and daydreams cyclically; we have to give and try what it's worth in effort, before we say goodbye fore all is to be revert.
Just like a summer gone that shun for a while,Times and times are a bon given or taken in life's aisles.
What does that then say in meanings or otherwise, maybe just words in play with an end fully surprise.
Years and years to twist before they run to end, moments we have missed, joy and sorrow in blend; the task is to have peace in each of your doing then, a dream one uniquely sees... or over and over again.

sleepy goodnight

I ran out the door and opened the stairs, Sat upon my books and read on my chair.
I closed you and thought about my sight all because you in my dream, kissed me goodnight
I got off on my teeth and brushed my bed, chomped up my milk and sipped my bread
I fixed my step and took myself, no means of signs, no use of mines... all because you in my dream kissed me goodnight.
I knocked on your bell and rang on the flap, the house lets my hand and you took me park.
My eyes were on me and yours were on you, I have my hands on your shoulder and yours on my waist.. The warmth of our lips is just to be bloomed, O, my god! 
you have kissed me goodnight

Tuesday, June 21, 2016

journey not a story in a book

It's not what we say, it's the things we do, that makes someone feel confident in us. Nice words all of us like to hear. But actions speak louder than words I fear. 
Words, how easy they are to say. For some, it's all they can show. As for me, I prefer the silent type,
by their actions, they're sure to let us know. Those of you, who feel listening to nice words is quite important for at some point, I'd have to agree. However, to be able to show how I feel by my actions, well now... that speaks louder to me.!
for journey is not only a story in a book, it's steps we started to take, risky hardly but full of faith.

What is happiness.!!

Happiness is finding home again,
Happiness is walking in the rain.
Happiness is waking with no pain.
Happiness to see my humble home,
Happiness at not being alone,
Happiness to sit, and not to roam.
Happiness is family to me,
Happiness in the faces, I longed to see,
Happiness is once more together being free.

After a kiss goodnight

If you only know what’s in my heart; you won’t stare at me this way for you’ll know all the answers why I am tearing apart.!!
If you only know that I love you; you won’t hate me anyway for you’ll be bright to understand why
I am keeping a distance between me and you.
If you only know that I do care for you; You won’t judge me this way for you’ll be able to recognize why on silence I am doing everything to help you glow.
If you only know, how I am yearning for only your love, for your care. O, god 
If you only know that I am vanishing every time you denied all these things to me that I am just faking, all the smiles you can glimpse in me.
If you only know all, what is behind in those paints words, you might regret of knowing for you would hate yourself why not showing, that you are the one causing me all this pains.
Nevertheless, with all these troubles, I still do love you, love the way nobody can do, Praying for you, only for you and my kids.. and I don’t keep any revulsion in my heart.
That I am always have a kindness of forgiving and for your love, I am still longing until what.!! until the last breathe of my life.
If you only know my dear love one's.. 

Monday, June 20, 2016

What about what I want..!

I want to be free from all the worries I have in life.. free from the pains and heart aches of my past strife... free from the cage I lived for a long, long time.
I want to be with you in the magical sky, hold each others hand and together we will fly, we will see the world in beauty in the mountains high.
I want to be with you not side by side but embracing you with my both arms, so tight and holding you endlessly, all throughout day and night.
I want to feel every heart beat you have, my love to hear every words you long to whisper, like a dove, to utter the words of my soul, that screams into my heart.
I want to see your face and paint it in my mind, engrave every detail in my tender heart for I need to remember you when my soul departs.
I want to undress myself from all hesitations, forget everything, even myself and my institution just to be with you sacrificing all my ambitions.
Because this is how I love you, 
I love you with all my heart,
I love you till the end of time.
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Special request to feed your soul tonight.

journey in time

Age speaks our time in this enchanting world
We have survived as the last page of the book yours to write while you still have time
Spend the last minutes… Consume with prayers and thanks to all players life stage, sooner curtains will be closing a journey of another life will be beginning.

Different cultures

Why do you think you're better if your culture is not the same.!
Yes, maybe you seem different but deep inside all are the same.
Why do they think they're better.!
If one is black and one is white,
If one is man and one is woman.
They are the same, that is their right.
If one is Christian and one is Jew, or Muslim,
All come from God, we are the same.
So, get to know all people, and show them what you think and do, you'll see how others live their lives for only when you like them, then they'll like you.
If one learns to understand and respect all points of view, Then peace on Earth must surely come
It is up to you. And you. And you....

Water.. as she requested

Water still, water deep, how many secrets do you keep ?
We look upon your surface calm, and feel the peace that is a balm.
Now the gentle stream runs faster, racing swiftly swiftly,
Over boundless cataracts. Water share your energy with me.
As a big wide river flowing slowly to the sea,
It fills me with its strength. Love and peace now cover me.
Sunshine on the water fills everything with gold.
And silver from the moonbeams. Feel the joy you now behold.
Water in its many forms soothes the jangled nerves,
Isn't this a pleasure that everyone deserves ?

Message.

And... What have we done to the earth.!
And... What have we done to the sea.!
And... What have we done to the air.!
We are killing the planet of our birth, O, can't you see, can't you notice.!
The acid rain falling on the land, There's pollution, pollution everywhere, why can't you understand.!
The animals and all that fly,
The forests and all upon the land
The fish and all that live in the sea, Are we all doomed to die through man.!
But when we learn to respect and love all, then we will know our true worth, and the dream of peace that we all have, will come to our planet Earth,

Sunday, June 19, 2016

Storm..

Down by the water, I heard a holler, whispering,
down by the water, I heard a call, 
down by the water, I heard her moan,
she said, a storm is coming, the rain start to flow so she takes my  hands and walks me into the waters.. with wonderful wondering eye, with a charming voice she ask, did you even notice the waters before getting ice..! 
As she asks for god to save us and as the waters wash over us,
she said we won't thirst no more... have faith and you will find what you're searching for..

A lone wolf.... Howl

Have you ever have a true lone wolf’s Howl sends chills, up my sleeve in memory, (Even Now)
Not even out of fear … for he fears nothing but god, That’s not what I hear, it’s a longing a calling
A lonely soul star and vocalizing... A notice, a need a call of the breed
He’s lifting his head out of the dark, It's not like a bark but, hoping to know where the passage must remark
Thru the air, ‘Hahooooo’ zooms, In Moonlight, and in tune, a long, suffering in the wolf sung spoke..
Wolf, is howling to say … same things, you pray …
Have you ever heard a lone wolf.... Howl

Always not enough

If you truly want someone to obey, ask him not for the impossible..  proceed shutdown, it's hard to continue as a blind while principles block the bridges of Tomorrowland.

My woman is a blessings.


O, how sweet are the words from your lips, the words full of hope and promises
O, how sweet to hear those whispers, whispers with jokes and naughty phrase.
am i still the apple of your eyes.!
the prince of your life.!
am i still the goddess of love.!
the only man who owns your heart.!
My god, bless me in this Holly month coz i lovet his woman, teach me to create words of love
help me to reach her lonely heart, bring these words to fill her life with pleasure.
who are you to blame me.!
who are they to condemn.!
who am i to refuset he love of this powerful wowan.
clouds may cover the sun, darkness may fill our day, thorns may spread at night.. but always let dawn brings us new hope.

Empty shell.

The man you loved never had a treasure in him nor a big house where he can stay even he has nothing inside his shell except a true heart he gave to you.
happiness can't be bought with bills nor can't be a subject for business, love is not a product for sale for only true hearts can make it real.

Saturday, June 18, 2016

Standing in the row Ch04.. the journey.

Why we have no patience to wait for the mechanics move too slow for us, so much steps need to be done, it’s as much as anything but the chance not to give up hope.
The steps that take us to the dawn of the morning sun, floats faster as debris runs over the shadow of time.
Hopping the man we talked is man the man we will see. we'll be guests in their strange land willing to meet good quality not just for standing in the row.

Friday, June 17, 2016

Sow wisdom, reap intelligence

To you who sow wisdom will reap plenty of intelligence and adorn them on your mind like gracious morning sunbeam.
wits for it will not vanish from the dusk to dawn and blessings from heaven with an angels sing the daybreak tune.
To you who plow thousand fields of honor and integrity, who count pearls in the oceans and dive into the deepest sea with minimal understands how life goes in a simple way, and how humans secrets keep.
whichever... there's no place to escape away from reality, nor escape from reveal.
To you who can't say a word, your silence always in my mind screams, hidden a thousand answers with a tenderly dream.
To you who have the reason to deem, judge not thy who... who writes impossible dream, let him reap the result of thy tilling, and fill his baskets with hope, to the journey he is simply aim.

Trust

Promises stranded to dry lands of hope, guns and roses...thorns and bulletproofs. wildlife in this desert where I'm ... beauty of nature, touches are written, buried in the sand.
Hardly I can use my strength, nor convince them by charm.. never the ink i wanted to refill, 
theirs are stones, theirs are hard.
But in the morning, i saw mountain in the horizon dews, fresh like lettuce... in garden they grow.. I saw sunrise sending me a ray beam to glow, and somehow mists...  become tears, to fold our desires when no one hears.. whispering to her ears.. my sweetheart tell me the cost to get back your trust for next thousand years.

Your love

In a world without you, I... will always hunger
All I need is your love, your love to make me stronger..

Good night, lonely moon.

looking at the stars, so dim in the sky today but have you seen the moon.!!
Did you ever notice that it's a picture of a lonely face.
Good night blog readers 

Thursday, June 16, 2016

Bloody race

Silent steps, quiet moves from the wall down to floor.
Tears of sins, juice of joy, kiss and break playful woman.
Lost in love, songs of heart, dance alone, art of tune.
Sleep in bed, room so dark, hands are cold, blissful art.
Silent moon, dropp its tears, joyful night with voice of fears.
Tender lips, moves so deep, touch of love where she keeps.
Peaceful night grow so fast, sunrise rays with morning mist.
The will shed, silly hopes for afterall, feed all lost.
Bloody race, crazy journey, judgmental open hand, leaves a scar memory.
what she asked..!
Teach me life, 
How it could when cub is full..!

Punishment

In heaven... sun and moon raise stars to make the day and night bright and bring life to creations.
On the earth... trees grow big and give us seeds flowers pollinate to produce new breeds. 
Wolves look for a mate and gaves us cub.. arachnids kill to reproduce same species.
In the ocean... where waves are gonna be fine the seashells rest in seabed and fishes swim unto ocean floor. corals perform their tasks while sea orchins do their roles.
In life... there is an alpha, omega and gama, it starts with infancy where innocence lost gradually as life goes on, adulthood takes place more mature and responsible where ''you and i'' must be found.
In love... there are so many stages to share, so many battles to fight for, so much feelings to spreading upon our families and our own life and children, none of them depends on punishment, for with every punishment you grow a new enemy.. and we are excited to make love,


Extraordinary story

In this view of life.. where you and I are friends and lovers, words and lines can make a clause of different segmentations and phrase.
no hatred seas can resist against kindness, no deadly sins can capture angel’s heart, no erotic words can erase respects, but surly your sea of love can justify it.
seasons may change even time will leave, friendship may vanish and gone by the wind but know what..
no dark clouds for inspiring me, no wavy seas can sink the vessel of intelligence, no lessons can't be learned.. courage flow... knowledge always grow into the pages of wisdom in this extraordinary story.